Its So Scary To Put Yourself Out There But A SINGLE Message Saying "hi I Loved What You Made It Touched

its so scary to put yourself out there but a SINGLE message saying "hi i loved what you made it touched me in some way" makes it all worth it 10000%

there's nothing that pisses me off more than waking up and not having at least a few minutes for myself

Okay, bit of story time!

Sooo, two days ago from today, I decided to buy the first manga volume of Oreca Battle that's being sold by a vendor online. It's a secondhand product, but it's still something rare to see, like- How come did this didn't get any attention!?!?! I actually first know of this at 22nd of this month, obviously panicked and go to DC to tell N41R what I discoved there so there's double the panic than before as a result. Timeskip to today, the manga arrived to my doorsteps and here-

This is what the manga front cover looks like.

I still can't calm myself down on how I actually got the manga, especially since it's only available in Japanese as far as I know of. Heck, even pacing around or idea typing doesn't help much to calm myself down. If my reactions can be combined into one, it'll be something like this:

Aaaaaaaa, it's shocking, full-on awe, anxious, all mixed into one!!! Gonna be reading this with N41R soon, I'm way too nervous on reading the manga alone since it's way too important to just read it by myself. Thanks a lot on reading this post of me ramble on and on about this happening when I first found out, which led to this point- (T^T)

Listening to Mili - Compass after clearing Canto V is just- wow, I got no words on how each stage just builds up and up until the song reaches the time of calm of the end there

Aventurine’s banner 🎲♠️

(good luck to all aventurine wanters!!🍀)

My friend and I have been another discussion about Ares, and I made this crappy edit hastily on my phone-