Esprodhellinlin - I Don't Know Who Am I

Who is she ?

Because she is not the academic weapon her mother wanted her to be.

Not the religious daughter her father had wished for .

Not half the daughter they wanted .

Not someone he would love.

Not the Golden Child.

Not the prodigy.

Not the person working for her dreams .

Not even one ounce of the person she wanted to be .

Not the teenager her younger self could look up to .

Not the friend she wanted to be .

Not the sister she craved to be .

Maybe all she is a state of nothingness, an unnoticed star in the sky , a rose with damaged petals , an old washed away photograph.

Now, this is what i crave. Nothing more, nothing less.

🖤

𝕱𝖔𝖗𝖌𝖔𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖓 𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊…

Krabat: The Sorcerer’s Apprentice (1978) dir. Karel Zeman