"What Doesn't Kill You (sometimes) Makes You Wanna Kill Yourself."

"What doesn't kill you (sometimes) makes you wanna kill yourself."

Crazy quotes

Cute stuff <3

:) GOD is really good...

Happy 1st Anniversary! :)

Special to me and my boyfriend... <3

Well, I really wish I could post a picture of me and him here... special for anniversary... LOL! we've known each other for years, and have no picture taken together... 

But... I am here, and he's there... we live miles apart from each other... So, no picture... and no cake posted here (LOL! if he's here... I would make him blow a 1 year candle for me on a cake). Well, it's okay though... cause I'm happy anyway...

And I am praying and wishing all the best for both of us in everything! :)

First Day of Semester 7 :)

Okay... right now... at the moment...

I am sitting alone here at Dunkin' Donuts, with an empty plate (I ate the Donuts in less than 3 minutes), and an empty glass (I made it empty in less than 5 minutes). Damn it, I am currently stressing out with this very first module of this semester - Proposal. 

It's only the first day, and the assignment(s) are like... well, let me just not talk about it. We are supposed to learn about making a proposal for a thesis this semester, and I still don't get it... I don't understand what the proposal is supposed to be... I learn about how to write the thesis instead of writing a proposal today...

Actually there are 2 assignments I got today. The first one is an individual assignment, where every student has to write a background of a problem (that we have to find for our selves) or something like that. I don't really get it. It will due on Friday, 3 August. 

The second one is a group assignment, where every group has to find a problem and make a title of a thesis in medicine, then write a chapter 1 - the Introduction.  and somehow... I kinda prefer working alone on this task... This one will due on Wednesday, 1 August. So, I only have 1 and an half days to make this homework. Great!

Honestly it's so frustrating to me... because my home internet connection is currently down, and I can't do that assignment without internet connection. I need to look for problems, I can't just create it my self... I NEED TO FIND IT! and I need to find it on the internet, because there's no way I would find a literature or journal on the campus' library. The library is just... well again, let me not talk about it. Yeah, my point is that... I am at the Dunkin' Donuts alone only because of those situations that I have to deal with today... I just need their free internet connection here... 

But you know... Instead of looking for problems... I end up updating my tumblr page... Oh GOD, please forgive me... It's just... Honestly... I need a quiet place and a calm mind to make such big thing like a CHAPTER 1. I just... I can't think about anything but facebook, twitter, tumblr, and donuts here... Maybe... It's not the time yet... Well, it's okay... So I will just download some journals on medicine here, and bring them home to read. Perhaps I will find a problem for my group when I get home... 

So... that's all for today...

I gotta go... Wish me luck for this module and everything! GOD bless... :)