First Day Of Semester 7 :)

First Day of Semester 7 :)

Okay... right now... at the moment...

I am sitting alone here at Dunkin' Donuts, with an empty plate (I ate the Donuts in less than 3 minutes), and an empty glass (I made it empty in less than 5 minutes). Damn it, I am currently stressing out with this very first module of this semester - Proposal. 

It's only the first day, and the assignment(s) are like... well, let me just not talk about it. We are supposed to learn about making a proposal for a thesis this semester, and I still don't get it... I don't understand what the proposal is supposed to be... I learn about how to write the thesis instead of writing a proposal today...

Actually there are 2 assignments I got today. The first one is an individual assignment, where every student has to write a background of a problem (that we have to find for our selves) or something like that. I don't really get it. It will due on Friday, 3 August. 

The second one is a group assignment, where every group has to find a problem and make a title of a thesis in medicine, then write a chapter 1 - the Introduction.  and somehow... I kinda prefer working alone on this task... This one will due on Wednesday, 1 August. So, I only have 1 and an half days to make this homework. Great!

Honestly it's so frustrating to me... because my home internet connection is currently down, and I can't do that assignment without internet connection. I need to look for problems, I can't just create it my self... I NEED TO FIND IT! and I need to find it on the internet, because there's no way I would find a literature or journal on the campus' library. The library is just... well again, let me not talk about it. Yeah, my point is that... I am at the Dunkin' Donuts alone only because of those situations that I have to deal with today... I just need their free internet connection here... 

But you know... Instead of looking for problems... I end up updating my tumblr page... Oh GOD, please forgive me... It's just... Honestly... I need a quiet place and a calm mind to make such big thing like a CHAPTER 1. I just... I can't think about anything but facebook, twitter, tumblr, and donuts here... Maybe... It's not the time yet... Well, it's okay... So I will just download some journals on medicine here, and bring them home to read. Perhaps I will find a problem for my group when I get home... 

So... that's all for today...

I gotta go... Wish me luck for this module and everything! GOD bless... :)

Currently being a Journal-hunter on Medicine.

Here's my situation.

I am currently being a journal-hunter for a reason, I need to find an idea to write a thesis. Since both of my supervisors work in Neonatal division of Pediatric department at hospital, I am going to write a thesis about Neonatology. 

So far, I've got 19 journals on Neonatology... but still have no idea what to write about... and honestly this is getting a little bit frustrating...

I still believe though that I will go through this, because there is an Invisible and Invincible Hand that takes control every little thing of my life. 

So... Keep fighting dear me! :) Have faith! GOD is in charge of your life...

Cute stuff <3

When life is a bitter pill to swallow, you gotta hold on to what you believe.

Bon Jovi - We Weren't Born To Follow

2nd Week of Semester 7 :) - what a day!

Last week was a very tiring week for me... and yesterday I didn't know that this week was gonna be as much tiring as the last week...

I have lots of things to do now. There are so many responsibilities to take, and assignment(s) to deal with this week... Oh my GOD... and right now I am seriously freakinly tired... -__-

My lecture starts at 7.00 a.m everyday this semester, and it really is a big deal for me... I sleep less than 5 hours per day... *yawn* I am so sleepy...

Before I go to bed tonight, I think I will just leave few details about this week lecture. This week I am currently learning about "Field Survey" module. This module is the second part of "Research Methods and Bio-statistic" block, after the "Proposal". So here's the thing about this module. This week we are going to be sent to a department from each branch of medicine, to do a "field survey" related to the department. Each student will be placed at a department to have a special tutorial class from experts, about doing a "field survey" or something like that during this week. 

And here's the long-term plan...

After this "Research Methods and Biostatistic" block is done, we are going to start writing a proposal for a thesis to submit at October this year, because we are supposed to start doing the research for the thesis at October until December. And the thesis we are going to write should represent the department that we've been placed at earlier. For example, me... I am placed at Pediatrics department for this module, which means that I will am supposed to write and submit a proposal for a thesis in Pediatrics at October. 

Well... and the problem is that... I really have no idea what kind of thesis that I am going to write about, and what problems that I am going to bring in my thesis about Pediatrics... Actually I haven't been taking Pediatrics lecture seriously... So, start from today... I set my new goal to "build a serious committed relationship with Pediatrics".

Wish me so much luck! GOD bless me.... :)

About Me #07: I have LOTS of Nick Names :)

Okay... This time I am in the mood of talking about my nick name(s)... I do have lots of nick names and I don't even know how and why that could happen... People just love to give me a name, and then that name becomes a nick name. So, take a look at these nick names I am about to write here:

Ester. Well, it's my first and formal name. Yeah... many of my friends and family and teacher call me this name.

Ete / Te. First time I heard this nick name (my PE teacher at Junior High School was the first person who called me this name), I really thought that this name sucked. It was a joke... and everyone laughed at me when they heard my PE teacher called me "Ete". Since that day, this name has become the second most common name people use to call me. And I have realized that this name's actually kinda cool and cute somehow. LOL! I really like it when new people I just meet call me this name. Because every time they call me this name, I feel like they're trying to be nice and friendly to me.

Ster / Ter. Yeah, this name... these days there are only few people call me this name. Most people who still use this nick name are my old friends. One or two of my very good friend call me this name, and most of my elementary school friends call me this name.

Est / Es. This name... only few people call me this name. One of my daddy's sister usually use this nick name for me, and... few of my old friends... and yeah, one of my ex boyfriend used to call me this name.

Etey / Tey. One of my favorite nick names after my formal name and "Ete". My brother, and cousins, sometimes my dad call me this name. I love this name, because only close family usually call me "Etey" or "Tey". And yeah, I have two friends in college (as I remember) who call me this name.

Elisabeth. Okay this is my middle name... people don't usually call me this name, because it's kinda long for a nick name, but I have two special people who call me this name, my friend in college (she calls me this name like so many times) and my boyfriend (sometimes).

Elis. It's been so long since the last time I heard my dad called me this name. I kinda miss it when my daddy called me "Elis".

Eli. LOL! seriously... I have always loved this name since I was a kid because one of Harvest Moon girls that I like named Elli, but no one ever called me this name, until lately... there's a special person who calls me this name lately... and he is my own boyfriend. 

Beth. Well, well... this is another nick name from my boyfriend... :)

Ester-lita and Ester-lina. I don't get it why my grandpa and my English teacher in high school used to call me those names. My grandpa used to call me "Ester-lita" and my English teacher used to call me "Ester-lina". LOL! It's just so weird. 

Est-Wor. Another weird nick name, and the only person who ever called me this name was my Japanese teacher in high school, my sensei. He called everyone in the class using combination of first and last name. That's why he called me Est-Wor. Well, I wonder if he still calls his students like that. xD

SweetEst. Only few people know the meaning of this name. And very few people call me this name, actually there's only one person. LOL! :D This is actually a name that I created for my self. It's like a cyber name for me. SweetEst is for Sweet and Ester. I really love sweet things... that's why I used Sweet and my name Ester when I created the name. And the only person who called me this name is (again) my boyfriend. :)