Currently Being A Journal-hunter On Medicine.

Currently being a Journal-hunter on Medicine.

Here's my situation.

I am currently being a journal-hunter for a reason, I need to find an idea to write a thesis. Since both of my supervisors work in Neonatal division of Pediatric department at hospital, I am going to write a thesis about Neonatology. 

So far, I've got 19 journals on Neonatology... but still have no idea what to write about... and honestly this is getting a little bit frustrating...

I still believe though that I will go through this, because there is an Invisible and Invincible Hand that takes control every little thing of my life. 

So... Keep fighting dear me! :) Have faith! GOD is in charge of your life...

If people don't like me for whatever I do, for being me, then that's too bad. I don't want to change to be something that I'm not for other people to like me.

Vanessa Hudgens

friday night update

Well, well... finally another tiring week is almost done, and I am currently enjoying my Friday night at home, in front of my laptop... killing my time starring at my social network page...

It's weekend for everyone... Well, it's supposed to be a week-END for me... but I do realize that it's not the end... not yet... This is actually just the beginning... because the end of the week is just a beginning of another week...

Actually another tiring week is waiting on the other side after this weekend... and I gotta be prepared... well, repeat again... "I GOTTA BE PREPARED REAL WELL!" if I really want to survive...

Honestly I really can't stop thinking about those pressures waiting for me... even I don't want to think about that... Those pressures are getting close, close enough to make me feel stressful...

I have to deal with a "research" this year... and still have no idea what kind of "research" I am going to do for my thesis...

So... I got my heart, my head, my hands, and ALL OF ME... for my thesis this year... and maybe I will spend the rest of the year, updating my tumblr page with my thesis progress... So far, my progress is ZERO percent... 

Wish me so much luck on my progress... GOD bless! :)

When life is a bitter pill to swallow, you gotta hold on to what you believe.

Bon Jovi - We Weren't Born To Follow

Bible Camp XXII

Finally I got time to update my tumblr page today! :)

Okay, today I'm going to write few details about what I have done while I was gone. 

I have been working in Bible Camp committee for new students at my campus this year. And the Bible Camp was held successfully for 3 days, 17-19 August 2012. Praise the LORD for His goodness and kindness. This year theme was "The Living Bread". 

Everybody who was involved in the Bible Camp activity; the participant, committee and everyone were staying at a lodge during the activity for 3 days and 2 nights. And personally I think it was really exciting to be involved in such activity, to share many things about the Bible with new students, and to get new lessons from pastors and seniors.

I remember when I was a new student in 2009, I did participate in the Bible Camp activity. The theme was "GOD is The Gospel". I was happy and excited to listen to my seniors talking about the Gospel and to participate in games on the last day ~my room was the winner that time :D. That time on 2009 I never imagined before that I would be the senior talking about the Gospel, become a model and leader for the freshman someday. It took 3 years for me to take a chance on working for Bible Camp activity, and this year Bible Camp reminded me of the 2009 moment when I was a participant of Bible Camp and my commitment to live a new life.

I really enjoyed being there just like I enjoyed being there 3 years ago... because the atmosphere everyone created there was very warm and comforting. Senior and junior are the same. My seniors were so helpful and kind... They treated the junior as their younger brother/sister... I learned LOTS of things from them, not only about the spiritual thing but also about any other thing. And I learned how to be a leader and a model for the new Christian students...

It was such an amazing experience to get to know them and to work with them... And I thank GOD for that opportunity to get involved in this year Bible Camp... That Bible Camp activity has helped me to refresh my faith and my spiritual life...

And my last word for this post is that... I still believe that there is no coincidence... Everything's planned perfectly by perfect GOD... 

:) :) :)