FUTURE HEARTS | PT.1 [M]

FUTURE HEARTS | PT.1 [M]

☾ pt1 | pt2 | pt3 | pt4 | pt5 | pt6 | pt7 (ongoing)

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: smut, angst, punk!jungkook

word Count: 14,241

description: It was everything, from his tattoos, to his touches, to the way sweat rolled down his neck as he strummed into his guitar on stage; everything about him completely enthralled you. So why are you now, two and a half years later, on a train to Seoul, telling a complete stranger the recollection of how you became fated to forever have scars on all of your future hearts due to the happiness, but most of all the pain, that came along with falling in love with Jeon Jungkook. 

note: inspired by the anime/manga “Nana”

The icy breeze whipped across your face as you started your approach towards the building. The speed of your heart was increasing with every step, your legs began to weigh you down like lead, and your breathing became harsh and ragged. Nerves were infecting your body, intensifying as you finally reached the automatic doors. You closed your eyes, taking in a deep breath before finally stepping forward. The doors opened for you, and the bustling Busan train station was revealed.

Noises echoed in every direction, you watched as people quickly rushed towards their trains, and you suddenly figured that you should do the same. You shook away your wonder as you started to go through bag check, but your eyes still managed to drift around the building that you remembered all too well.

It was quieter back then, or maybe it wasn’t. You might’ve just been so numbed by all of the pain you were feeling that you couldn’t sense anything else. Your eyes glided across the path that had been etched into your mind for the past year and a half.

“I know it doesn’t seem like it, but I love you so much. I really fucking do.”

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brazen touch.

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: smut, pwp

warnings: dom jungkook, oral, ass play, spanking, dirty talk, degrading names, creampie, cum play, masturbation

words: 4,659

summary: After a night out at the club, while enticing your boyfriend with wicked games, you soon learn what it means to be well and truly his.

“Bend over.”

The air held a draft of tension that rolled in thick waves between your bodies, leaving a heavy pressure in your chest that turned your veins ice cold upon meeting his gaze.

You had never felt so small, so beneath him as you did then, his eyes underlying a certain darkness that left him feeling like a stranger in the obscenely small and cluttered bedroom, the one you both had shared for only two short years. Both love and loss filtered into every crack and crevice of bland walls.

“Did I stutter sweetheart?” He questioned roughly. “Have I not made myself clear as to what I want from you?”

His stance was tall, defined, biceps stretching the thin shirt as arms crossed against his chest defensively, weakening your stances and confidence in one mere blow. You twisted your fingers together in front of you, as if a small child expecting a scolding. It certainly felt the part, and your breath was left shaky and uneven because of it.

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first light

↳ based on hotarubi no mori e (reposted)

◇ pairing: jungkook | reader, taehyung | reader ◇ genre: fluff and (mainly) angst ◇ word count: 24.843 ◇ warnings: none

“Have you ever felt like the world is too loud sometimes?”

“No. For me it’s always quiet.”

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The soft crackle of the fire is the only sound breaking the deep silence. It smoothly cuts through the murky atmosphere of the night, and the sight of its origins is just as mesmerizing: waves of blazing fire helplessly reach out towards the sky, weak and strong, the flames rising aimlessly as they sway amongst the smoke.

Sitting there, alone and surrounded by trees and the calming waves of the bonfire, is numbing enough to make time still. The temperatures are low enough for a crisp breeze to tickle your cheeks, seeping through the layers of your clothes as your hands seek for warmth against each other. You can almost pretend you’re completely on your own, that voices are not coming closer and that the sound of hearty laughter isn’t overpowering the eerie quietness of nature.

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Somnolent

Summary: After spending one night in bed with you, Jeongguk finds out he is unable to sleep unless you’re sleeping with him.

Pairing: Jeongguk x Reader

Genre: Fluff, roommate!au

Warnings: Swearing, some talk of nipples and whipped cream, a very emotional realisation 

Word count: 3.5k

Jeongguk threw the pillow across the darkened room, a crash sounded as all his deodorants and sunscreens came tumbling down from his dresser onto the floor, plastic pings and clatters accompanying his soft cursing. 

This was the third night in a row. 

Third night of no sleep whatsoever, no matter how many cups of camomile tea he drank before bed, or how much he danced and worked out to tire himself out, or how much asmr he listened to, nothing was working. Tonight, he had even popped a sleeping pill. He was absolutely against using these kind of drugs unless absolutely necessary, but he was desperate. Everytime he was at the edge of blissful oblivion, something would snap him back to consciousness. Whether it was house noises, or the hum of the fan, an annoying itch or a wayward thought or just… the image of your heavenly arms wrapped around him as you cradled him to sleep. 

He knew what he ought to do. He’d known you’d ruined good sleep for him for posterity the moment he’d woken up beside you three mornings prior. You’d been the little spoon, him the big. That’s not how Jeongguk liked his cuddles usually (he didn’t like cuddles period) but you had come to him seeking protection as part of the unsaid roommate loyalty and trust agreement and he had to oblige you. 

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restoration | drabble

pairing seokjin/reader

warnings angst | alcohol use | very brief smut mention

summary it’s been ten months since you walked out on him, and tonight, you find yourself deep in a cocktail bar with that lowly question hanging over your head: “Ever wondered what it would be like if you stayed?”

word count 1k

author’s note requested by @fawnbeybe, this took way too long to get to, but i had such a spark for inspiration and a craving for angst. i hope this suffices! <3

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Hi! Can I request number 15 with Jin please and thank you? 💘

«Loud, so everyone can hear»

You never believed in the whole “opposites attract” thing until you met Jin. He was the sun to your moon, the extrovert to your introvert.

With you being so shy and hating it whenever people’s attention was put on you, the two of you decided to keep your relationship away from the eyes of the world – Well, at least you decided it and then ended up somehow convincing your boyfriend. It was great to you, getting to be with the man you loved without everyone having a say on it.

It was nights like this, though, when you wished you could just shout out loud for everyone to hear that you were his girlfriend. You were currently backstage waiting for Jin at an awards show when you saw another idol from a girls group go up to him, not even bothering in hiding her flirtatious ways with your boyfriend.

Your back pressed against the corridor’s wall as you looked at their interaction. You weren’t jealous, since Jin was clearly not flirting back, instead being his friendly self as always – you were just upset people didn’t know he was taken; maybe then things like this would stop happening. And you couldn’t help but be mad at yourself, for it had been your decision to keep your relationship a secret.

After a few minutes he waved goodbye to her and made his way over to you, the smile formed on his lips as soon as he saw you causing yours to appear.

“We still have half an hour before our presentation” he informed you, receiving a small nod as his answer. He frowned, sensing something was wrong although there was a smile plastered in your face. “Are you alright?”

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I?” you tried to brush it off, interlocking your fingers with his. However, the glance you gave the girl when she went past the two of you left you right on the spotlight.

“It doesn’t have to do with the fact that someone else was flirting with me?” he smirked, making you roll your eyes before looking down, trying to hide from him the crimson colour painting your cheeks.

“I’m not jealous” you stated; a cocky smile instantly curving up his lips. “I just, sometimes wish people would know you’re with me” you shrugged, still not bringing yourself to lock your eyes with his.

At that he saw his chance and didn’t even think twice before taking it. After almost a year of the two of you being together, he wanted nothing but for the whole world to know, dying to show you off to everyone.

“Well, if you’d just let me tell people we’re dating, these kinds of things wouldn’t happen, don’t you think?” he raised his voice; people who were near you immediately turning their heads in your direction.

You hushed him within a second. “Jin, lower your voice”.

“People should know we love each other, Y/N. It’s stupid we’re even hiding it” he spoke again.

People, idols, started to whisper on your back. You even saw a few girls taking their phones out, probably recording the whole thing.

“Jin, will you plea–”

“But I love you!” he loudly whined. Your hands went to cover his mouth.

A wholehearted laugh left his throat, grabbing your hands with his and getting them off his mouth before giving them a gentle squeeze. He thought your face being as red as a tomato because of the embarrassment he had caused you was the cutest thing ever. Only then the two of you looked around, making everyone who was staring at you to either look away or keep moving.

“If I didn’t love you this much, I would’ve dumped your loud ass right here” you mumbled, deep down loving how bad he wanted everyone to know you were together – your heart fluttering at the mere thought.

“But you do love me” he playfully pinched your sides; happiness irradiating from all over his body, “so just be happy that from now on everyone will know my heart belongs to you”.