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What did I do this time to make you not love me again?

Or did you never love me and only pretended to

I'll never be good enough

I will never be good enough for You

You, the one who was supposed to have unconditional love

I'm stuck chasing/loong for love that is supposed be there from birth

I kinda want to die

I just don't want to be here anymore,

I don't want to be anywhere anymore.

Nothing makes me happy anymore,

Things just distract me of what a failure and loser I am.

According to 23andme, my black parents gave birth to a white woman

You're never going to love me. None of you will.

To love someone you have to know them.

To love someone you have to trust them.

To love someone you cannot push your ideals and perception on them.

I'll always be a person you do not like and would rather live without.

I just want to run away and stop being the fool.

I wish I was good enough for all of you. Especially you.

Please ignore my existential venting. I have no one to talk to. The few people I had have left the chat irl

In want to quiet quit my life. Ghost everyone and everyone ghost me.

I wish I was never born because I am nothing but a burden to everyone I've loved. I have felt and believed this for many years now. I am a horrible and toxic person that others belive to be a fucking naive idiot. I wish I could sleep and never wake up. Just put into a room away from everybody.

The me in my head wants to mutilate the outside me

I wish I wasn't like this. I know if I ever go to a doctor and get an official diagnosis, I'll get a grippy sock vacation and rejected from nursing boards

Controversial take : I want to change myself so that I can get away with being adopted or not related to my family

Pisces is the sign that has given me the most heartache. The sign I have cried over the most. Pisces slander is welcome here. Fuck pisces.

the feminine urge to destroy every part of you that’s like your mother

I know I'll never be good enough. The only real use I have is to be a fake ass to make others feel better about themselves. When I'm being myself, no one can stand it. If you don't like me, then tell me. Don't just fucking string me along, yell at me, and spread lies. At least when I die, I can say I was honest.