heizenka - my father will hear about this!
my father will hear about this!

❝ IN THE SLYTHERIN COMMON ROOM ❞  -  19  -  𝘀𝗵𝗲/𝗵𝗲𝗿 - hazel ♡

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Brother!Billy Hargrove X F!sister Reader

 Brother!Billy Hargrove X F!sister Reader

⚘ Brother!Billy Hargrove x f!sister reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: Season 3 spoilers, season 4 spoilers, references to death, ANGST(I cried writing this oml)

— word count: 0.8k

Inspired by: Heroes by Peter Gabriel

The world around me felt quiet as I walked away from the car, towards the quiet field. My head for once, was quiet. There were no thoughts of regret, guilt, or even anger for what happened that night at the mall.

The folded piece of paper felt weightless in my hand, though it held the heavy thoughts that have been stuck in my head for months, the months that were spent without him.

I stopped walking when I reached the headstone I dreaded seeing again.

BILLY HARGROVE

MAR 29 1967

JUL 4 1985

GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN

My heart felt heavy once my eyes read the headstone over, even though I had it memorized since the last time I saw it.

His funeral.

I sat down in front of the neat headstone, swiping a few leaves off the bottom of it. I looked down at the paper in my hand for a few seconds, contemplating whether or not I actually wanted to read it.

A heavy breath left my body before I decided to unfold the paper and read it, besides if death was going to come so soon why not clear my head first.

Dear Billy,

I know that you hated me, since the very day I was born you only saw me as a problem in your life. And for a really long time I felt the same way.

But I realize now that I was wrong, and I'm sorry.

But if someone told me a year ago I would be sitting at you grave and grieving over your death, I would think they were mental. Because why would I mourn you? The only thing you have ever done for is take me to school, hell sometimes you didn't even do that. You would ditch me for some hookup.

But I realize now you did so much more foe me, but I just never thought to notice.

Whenever I would do something that I knew dad would get mad about, you always somehow managed to get into bigger trouble, or start a fight with him. You made sure that I never had to deal with him, or the the things he would do if he found out.

I always thought that I would spend my entire life hating you, but what do I know? I just learned that I may die in less that 24 hours, so I just going to stop assuming I know anything thing anymore.

But the worst part about all of this is that I want to be able to not care that your gone, to keep living my life like you weren't killed by some monster from another dimension right in front of me.

I keep thinking back to that day, thinking that I should have tried to get you to change your mind about saving El, thinking that I should have been the one to have taken your place.

Maybe it wouldn't hurt as much as missing you. Maybe you would still be here, and everything would be right again.

But I don't have powers like El, I can't fix this, I can't go back to that day and take your spot, and I can't change what dad did to you.

I imagine that if you were still here, nothing between us would have changed. Or, maybe it would. Maybe we could have been friends, like a real brother and sister.

But your not here, and nothing can change that

I'm sorry.

I'm so so sorry Billy.

Love you shitty little sister, Y/N

I let out a heavy breath, folding the paper back into it's original form and shoving it in my pocket.

I wiped the stay tears that managed to escape my eyes before standing up to walk back to the car, but before I took a step, the sky around me turned dark.

I looked around me, everything was the same, just darker.

"Hey Y/N." It felt like I was just stabbed in the chest as I heard Billy's voice from behind me.

I slowly turned around, my eyes met with his grey eyes, the eyes that I haven't seen since he died.

Tears slowly fell down my face, the only thing I wanted to do was run up to him and give him a hug, tell him everything that I wanted to say but didn't get the chance to.

He stood there, he didn't move.

But a small smile formed on his face, and he opened his arms, he opened his arms for me.

A sob escaped my mouth, my heart felt so heavy in my chest, I didn't know what to do.

He walked towards me, and the closer he got the more my heart hurt, I just wanted to be with him. I wanted to be able to be held in my big brother's arms for the first time.

So I let him get closer, until he had me in his arms. He felt so warm as he held me tightly, I cried into his chest and wrapped my arms around him.

I was finally with my big brother again, and I never wanted it to end.

Even if it now meant that I had to join him in death.

 Brother!Billy Hargrove X F!sister Reader

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3 years ago
 Steve Harrington X F!reader

⚘ Steve Harrington x f!reader

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— content warnings: f!reader, angst, major character death, gore, blood, possible season 4 spoilers

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My legs felt like they were on fire, every step felt like it was going to be my last as we ran through the wasteland of what is supposed to be Hawkins Indiana.

I turned around to make sure those bats weren't catching up to us, only to see Steve. He was struggling to keep up, one hand was holding the left side of his abdomen.

"Shit! Steve are you okay?" My pace slowed so I would be closer to him.

"Yeah, just keep going! I'm fine." My brows creased.

He was lying.

"Guys! We need to find somewhere to stop. We can't run forever anyways!" I shouted to Nancy, Robin, and Eddie.

"Y/N stop, I'm fine-" I interrupted him before he could finish his sentence.

"Steve! Stop, you're clearly not fine. If you keep going at this rate you'll die." My chest felt tight as I said the words.

I stopped and walked up to Steve, legs burning, and heart pounding.

"I know you've been through a lot of shit but you're not quitting now. Do you understand?" He looked annoyed

"Y/N, it's fine. I can run for-"

"Do you understand?" I asked once more, my voice sharper in hopes he would agree this time.

He looked me in the eye for what felt like forever, the only sound I could hear were the distant screams of those bat- things in the distance.

"Fine." He agreed reluctantly, and it felt like a weight was lifted off you chest.

Silence surrounded the group until Nancy spoke up.

"So where do we go? We obviously can't stay out in the open, especially with those things all around us now."

"Skull rock is near by, might be the best chance we have right now." Robin pitched in.

You nodded you head, "Where do we go?"

"Follow me." Robin spoke.

And everyone did.

---

"Okay, I got you." My voice strained as Steve put most of his weight onto me.

We finally made it to Skull rock, but halfway through Steve got light headed, and needed someone to help him keep up. And lucky for me, I had to help.

"It's fine, were here anyway." He tried to stand on his own, but stumbled.

"Yeah, sure you are. For once can't you just admit that you need help? You almost died for gods sake. It okay to need help." I shouted before I sat him down against the rock and walked towards Robin and Nancy.

"God, he gets on my nerves. I have no clue how you dated him Nancy, he so goddamn full of himself." She gave me a soft smile before replying.

"Yeah, but he was sweet to me. And he looked at me like I was his world. But you know, he still has that look in his eyes." She looked up at me from where she was sitting.

My heart stung a bit at the words. Does this mean he still loves her?

I must have taken a second too long to respond before she started talking once more.

"Not towards me anymore Y/N, you. He looks at you like that."

I sat down next to Nancy and Robin, trying to wrap my head around this fact.

"You should have heard the way he would talk about you at work too, he would never shut up about you." Robin grinned.

I truthfully didn't know how to respond, my heard pounded against my ribs at the thought of Steve Harrington actually liking me.

"Well that's good to know." That was the only thing I was able get out.

I put my head on Nancy's shoulder, hoping to have some time to think about what were going going to do to get out of here, and what I was going to do about Steve.

---

I opened my eyes and jumped at the sound of a loud shriek that came form nearby.

My eyes were now wide open as I looked around to see if there was something nearby, waiting to attack. But after a quick scan of my surroundings I realized something was missing.

I was alone.

I stood up and looked all around me, but there was no one there. My head pounded as I kept looking, but there was no sign that anyone beside myself was there.

DING DING DING

My head turned at the loud sound coming from all around me.

DING DING DING

The sound.. it kept going. on and on and on. But I couldn't tell where it was coming from.

Until my eyes landed on something that stood out.

A clock.

DING DING DING

The throbbing in my head was getting worse as the clock seemed like it was getting louder.

"Hello Y/N." A deep sound sounded behind me. "I've been wanting to see you."

DING DING DING

STEVE'S POV

Everything hurt.

"Are you good?" I opened my eyes to see Eddie standing there, hands in his pockets, he looked anxious.

"Like I said I'm fine, when will you people believe me when I say that." I groaned in annoyance, I am sick of people constantly being worried about me, especially Y/N.

I'm supposed to be the one looking out for her, I'm not supposed to be someone she's always worried about, I don't want her to think I'm somebody that can't take care of them self.

"Sorry man, but when we found you here, you were basically bleeding to death. Y/N almost had a damn heart attack when she saw you."

My brows furrowed.

"Yeah right, she hates me. I'm pretty sure I heard her laughing when you guys found me." I rolled my eyes.

"Man, how dull are you to realize that-." He almost finished his sentence but was interrupted by Robin and Nancy screaming Y/N's name.

"Y/N! Hey, c'mon you need to open you eyes, please! Y/N!" I leaned against the rock to help myself stand up, hoping it would allow me to get over there quicker.

"Y/N! Steve, get over here now! Please, Y/N open you eyes!" Robin shook Y/N by the shoulders, her eyes wide with fear and worry.

I walked over as fast as I could, my heart sank when I saw what was hapening.

Y/N was leaning against the rock as her body stiff with no movement, eyes rolled all the way back leaving only the whites of her eyes showing.

I rushed over and couched next to her unresponsive body, fear overcoming my body

"Y/N, hey c'mon you gotta snap out of it! Please, I need you here!" My voice was trembling as I spoke, knowing what will happen if she doesn't wake up.

She needed to wake up, I haven't told her, god there so many things I haven't told her yet.

Y/N'S POV

My heart stopped when I heard the voice, My reflexes kicked in and I turned around as fast as my body would allow me to.

Vecna

My body froze wit fear at the realization, I was trapped in my own head and there was no way out, no one to save me from this fate.

My head felt like it was being hit over and over with a brick, the pain got worse and worse as he got closer to me, tears flooded my eyes as the pain became unbearable.

"I'm here to put your suffering to an end, to take away your pain." His voice felt like nails in my head, as he stepped closer I could finally get a good look at him.

Fear rushed through my veins when he stopped in front of me, looking me right in the eye before speaking once more.

"You've been through so much, let me take that all away. End your life long suffering." His hand reach forward, hovering over my face as his nails grew dangerously close.

My heart came to a quick stop when Vecna's nails dug into the skin on my head, Pain flooding through my body, and memories rushing through my head.

This is it?

19 years of my life down the drain in what felt like 2 minutes, and there was nothing I or anyone could do to stop it.

This is it.

STEVE'S POV

Everything seemed to come to a stop when Y/N's body started to started to float away from my grasp, tears started form in my eyes.

I stood up, and tried to get a grasp on her body, hoping that if I could bring her back down then this would be over, we could go back home and I could tell her that I love her, I could hold her in my arms and keep her safe from all of this.

I was so close.. She was right there.

SNAP

My heart shattered along with all of the hope I had in my body. The tears in my eyes started to free fall down my face.

Every bone in Y/N's body started to snap and bend in unnatural ways, every sound was like a stab to the heart.

Someone tried to turn my body away from the scene in front of us, but it was pointless, even if I looked away I could still hear it.

Whoever it was noticed I wasn't going to move, so they pulled my head into their shoulder to keep my from looking, but the sounds were so loud in my ears.

There was a final pop, before Y/N's body dropped to the ground.

Sobs racked my body as I tore myself away from the comfort of my friend to look at Y/N for the last time. The tears only fell harder after I caught sign of their body.

Every bone in her body was bent the wrong way, and those beautiful E/C eyes were now nowhere to be found.

I could hear Nancy and Robin crying both of them remained in the same spot, while Eddie just stood with wide eyes full of shock staring at Y/N lifeless body.

She was gone, my Y/N.. was gone.

 Steve Harrington X F!reader

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4 years ago
 IT'S ALMOST OVER
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➥ Dabi x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, angst, dabi is a todoroki theory, death,

➥ word count: 1.6k

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 IT'S ALMOST OVER

It was finally Friday, after a whole week of non stop training and fighting you finally had some time to relax. You had nothing planned the whole weekend and you planned to keep it that way, but a certain Todoroki had other ideas.

I was laying on my bed trying to take a well deserved nap in order to make up for the lack of sleep through the whole week. I was just about passed out, that was until I heard my phone vibrate on my night stand. I decided to check it later, but when it kept getting notifications I let out an annoyed sigh as I got up and picked my phone up off the night stand. When I unlocked it I saw that I had 23 new texts from Touya.

I sighed as I decided that calling him would be easier than texting. I pressed the call button and waited for him to pick up.

"Well there you are, thought I was getting the silent treatment." I swear I could hear his grin through the phone.

"I just saw you today, what is so important that I had to post pone my nap?" I asked as I grew impatient, he knew that right after school every Friday I would take a nap in order to catch up on sleep.

"Geez, sorry. Anyway I just wanted to see if you wanted to do a little sparring tomorrow?" He asked me.

"Really? five days of non stop training isn't enough for you." I groaned, I knew he wouldn't drop this until I agreed to do it. "Yeah, yeah. I'll see you tomorrow." I muttered.

"Great, until then mouse."He teased, he knew I hated that pet name. Literally any other name would have been better in my opinion.

"Again with the pet name?" I joked.

"You know I'm never going to to stop right?" He joked in reply.

"Of course not, well I'll see you tomorrow." I laughed as I ended the conversation.

"See ya mouse~." He teased and hung up. I tossed my phone on to my bed and plopped down on to my bed face first right after. I groaned in to my pillow now knowing that instead of having an easy weekend, I would have to train more.

 IT'S ALMOST OVER

I was rudely awoken by the sun which was now leaking in to my room due to the curtains that I had forgotten to close yesterday. I mentally cursed my past self as I groggily sat up and started to mentally prepared myself for the day ahead of me.

I ended up wearing a pair of black athletic shorts with while lining, and a navy blue short sleeved shirt that was more on the over sized side. I added a pair of white and grey tennis shoes.

I filled up a water bottle, and grabbed a protein bar and walked out the door. I ate the protein bar as I walked over to Touya's house, luckily he only lived 10 minuets away if you went by foot from my house.

I walked up to the big mansion and knocked on the door as hard as I could, I was never a patient person so after 10 seconds I started to get impatient. Luckily I heard the lock click from the other side and watched as the door was opened by a white haired Todoroki.

"Took you long enough." I jokingly complained.

"Wow, you need to work on being patient." I remarked, I put my hand over my heart and acted like I was offended. He rolled his eyes and lead me to the room in their house where they kept their equipment for training and, and and open space fore sparring. It was a pretty sweet set up if you ask me.

"Alright, what first." I asked as I started to do a few easy arm stretches. He looked at me and grinned, 'crap'.

"Well if you're so excited why don't we skip to the harder workouts." He raised an eyebrow, he was challenging me and he knew that I never turned down a challenge.

"Fine."

We both walked over to the weights and put on at least 80lb's on. We walked over to the mat's that were laid on the floor and started to do squats while we held the weights behind out shoulders.

By now we had done 84 squats and I was starting to struggle, while Touya was barely even breaking a sweat.

"How much longer?" I whined as I finished my 90th squat.

He chuckled as he watched me struggle. "Calm down, it's almost over." I groaned.

My body was sprawled out on the floor mats as I let out a long breath, Touya just stood and gave me a judgmental look.

"You do this five days a week at U.A and you still get tired?" He teased me. I rolled my eyes as I sat up and took a long swing on my water.

I stood up and walked towards him, I wrapped my arms around him and stood on that position. He chuckled at my child like actions, he placed his hands under my knees and picked me up off the floor. I kept my arms wrapped around his neck as he held me, his head was now rested in the crook of my neck as we stayed in this position.

"I love you." I muttered as my head sat on his shoulder.

"I love you more." He said into my neck.

Eventually he put my back on to the floor, I picked my phone up and noticed that it was already 7 pm.

"Hey, I gotta go home it's getting late." I said as I picked up my now empty water bottle and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

He came up behind me and hugged me. "Can't you just stay the night?" He whined, I knew that I could stay but if I did his dad would get mad.

"You know what your dad thinks of me." I said as he groaned and let go of me.

"Hey I'll see you on Monday, okay?" I smiled at him in reassurance. He smiled back

But the problem was that I wouldn't see him on Monday because he would be gone

 IT'S ALMOST OVER

I picked up some white lilium's as I made my visit to the graveyard, this had become a weekly routine ever since Touya died.

Wake up

Eat

Train

See Touya

Go to bed

Once I learned about the fire and how Touya was the only one who didn't make it, I felt my heart shatter in to a million pieces. I fell to the floor in tears, Fuyumi was by my side in an instant trying to comfort me to the best of her abilities, But it was no help, he was gone. That day I knew that I would never see another man the same way I saw Touya, I knew I was never going to be totally okay but I knew I had to keep going for him.

I was finally at his grave, I looked at it and let out a sad smile as I read the words I had seen a million times.

Touya Todoroki, a loving brother of three. Gone but not forgotten.'

I placed the lilium's down as I thought about all the times we had, a small sob escaped my lips as I whispered a faint 'I love you' to the headstone before I stood up and started to walk away with a heavy heart.

 IT'S ALMOST OVER

I was walking home from a busy day of hard training, my body was sore all over from all of the training I had done. Ever since Touya died I had been pushing my self harder, I knew that I was going to become a hero, for him.

I unlocked my door and walked inside, I sighed and took my shoes off. I was about to walk in to my room until I heard shuffling coming from it. I stopped in my tracks, I knew for sure that there was somebody in my house because of the light that was on in my room. I never left lights on when I was out of the house.

"Nice seeing you again, mouse." My eyes widened at the use of his old nickname for me, I watched as a man who was covered in scars and had black hair walked out of my room. He had the same blue eyes that Touya had. My heart throbbed as I put the pieces together, he wasn't dead. . .

"Touya. . ." I said in a voice that was barely above a whisper. He grinned.

"I missed you, I just wanted to see you again. sadly this meeting doesn't come without consequences." He gave me a sad smile before he started to walk towards me.

My eyes watered, he was dead. How is he here? "H-how?" He softly smiled as he placed a hand on my cheek.

"I never died mouse, but I do want to thank you for the flowers you left at my grave each week. They're beautiful. I'm sorry for being so selfish."

I was confused as to why he was saying that, and why did he say this visit would have consequences?

"I can tell by the look on your face that your confused. I mean that because you know who I am you have to go. I just couldn't help it, I needed to see you face again" I furrowed my eye brows, then the realization hit me.

He leaned into my face and looked me in the eyes before pressing his lips to mine, the kiss felt urgent, yet still sweet.

Once he pulled away he placed both of his hands on my shoulders, I felt heat coming from them. But it wasn't bad, it was relaxing I couldn't help but let a small smile slip on to my face as I closed my eyes.

"It's almost over mouse." I heard Touya say as my body fell in to the comforting warmth.

 IT'S ALMOST OVER

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4 years ago
 1 STEP FORWARD 3 STEPS BACK [1]
 1 STEP FORWARD 3 STEPS BACK [1]

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➥ Bakugou Katsuki x f!reader

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You were hooked and there was noting you could do.

You met Bakugou exactly 5 years ago, at the ripe age of 15.

You fell in love with Bakugou at 16.

And you got together with Bakugou at the age of 17.

Everything was different back then, you were so in love, but so blind.

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Everything seemed so perfect. It was almost as if your relationship was the cliché movie. Together for nearly three years now, you had fallen in love with the best person you could've ever met.

But here you both were, sat on opposite sides of your dining room, the room was filled with silence and thick tension. Dinner was on table, but neither of you had touched your plates.

"Why are you bringing this up again? I'm the one who works so that we can support ourselves!" Katsuki shouts at you from where he sits at the table.

You had lost count on how many times this subject had come up in your conversation with him. But you needed him to understand your side, he was never home. And when he was he never wanted to be near you, he claimed it was 'his day off'.

So then that would usually lead to an argument, then you would ignore each other for a week, which would then lead to another argument, and finally angry makeup sex.

"Katsuki, it's not about that! It's about the fact that you never spend time with me! And when you have the chance to, you tell me to fuck off!"

"I cant do this right now. There's always something going on with you. I need to fucking breathe for a single fucking minute!" His breathes were heavy and annoyed as he stood up from the table, grabbing a jacket and his car keys as he walked out of the door, slamming it behind him.

You stayed at the table, silent tears falling down your cheeks and landing on your plate full of food.

Truth be told, you can't even remember when these arguments started to become so common got the both of you. But as Katsuki walked out of that door, something finally hit you, you were done. The moment the ash blonde had walked out of the door, he had walked away from you, from your relationship.

Bakugou was as moody as a teenager, one minute you would both be laying together in bed watching some kind of movie, not that it mattered because you would both be paying attention to one another rather than the movie. And the next minute he would be shouting in your face, then leaving you in tears, only to come back and start the cycle over again.

But you were done.

You put both plates on the counter, then wrote him a note, saying that you were done with this.

Bakugou,

You know how much I love you, and how much I always will. Bit I just can't keep doing this anymore. The relationship we used to have was so full of love, but now it's all gone. And neither of us can bring it back no matter how hard we try. This is the only option, and its the best option. For the both of us. Don't try to contact me. Take care of yourself Bakugou.

Love, Y/N

You gently fold the note, and place it in the middle of the dining table for him to see. Now the only thing left for you was to pack you bags and leave.

As tears clouded you vision, you zipped up your last suitcase, and walked out of the door for the final time.

You were ending this painful cycle that the two of you were both trapped in. It was always 1 step forward and 3 steps back, you were both just not meant for each other, because if this lasted any longer it will only lead to more heartbreak than there already is.

Now here you are, 5 years of your life down the drain.

Goodbye Katsuki Bakugou.

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4 years ago
 WISH YOU WERE SOBER
 WISH YOU WERE SOBER

┄ WISH YOU WERE SOBER

➳ Ejiro Kirishima x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: one-sided pining, unrequited feelings, alcohol

— word count: 1.1k

Inspired by: Wish You Were Sober by Conan Gray

Kirishima knew that he would get hurt in the end. He saw how you looked at Bakugou whenever he was in the room, your eyes full of adoration and love. But he couldn't help how his heart skipped a beat whenever you spoke to him.

So here he was, at a table with everyone from class 1-A for a reunion dinner planned months in advance. He sat next to Bakugou, who was seated across from you, only making it easier for you to keep your eyes on him.

As the waiter walked past Y/N raised her hand to gain the waiter's attention, "Hi, can I get a glass of chardonnay?" A polite smiled played on your lips.

The waiter gave your a curt nod before walking into the kitchen.

After that your eyes went right back to Bakugou, they were always on Bakugou.

Kirishima's heart ached at the thought of knowing that you'll never be his. That your heart will always belong to Bakugou.

That he will only ever be a side character in your love story with Bakugou.

 WISH YOU WERE SOBER

Glass after glass your senses were becoming duller, and it seemed to become harder to control your own body.

"Hey, hey we should hangout at my house." You blurted out. And even though the words were directed towards everyone, his heart skipped another beat.

"I don't think I can, I have early watch tomorrow." Mina spoke out, most of the others couldn't either due to prior plans, or work.

"I don't think I'll be able to either, but we can plan something later?" Bakugou spoke up.

Kirishima didn't miss the dejected look in your eyes, nor the way they sparkled when he practically asked you out.

"Yeah, that's be great." A kind smiled tugged at the corners of your lips.

Kirishima made sure he kept a smile on his face even though he felt liked he wanted to cry. It wasn't fair, he had feelings for you before Bakugou even knew you existed.

He was always there for you.

But as always, he once again came in second to the fiery blonde.

"Also, Y/N do you need a ride? You shouldn't be driving right now." Bakugou offered.

"Oh, I can take her. I know she lives a little far from you and her house is only 5 minutes from mine."

There was a silence between the three of you before Bakugou spoke up, "Yeah. Thanks Kirishima." Bakugou patted Kirishima on the shoulder, his eyes were locked with the redhead's giving him a silent warning before removing his hand.

Mine

"I'll see you later Y/N." You pulled him into a hug, missing the smile on Kirishima's face fall for a moment.

"Well we should get going."

You gave a lop-sided smile, along with a loopy nod before starting to walk towards the door, Kirishima close behind leaving Bakugou behind.

 WISH YOU WERE SOBER

The parking lot was empty, not a surprise though considering how late it was. 11:24pm

It didn't take either of you long to find his car, a bright red land Rover parked in the middle of the deserted lot. The keys jingled in his hand as he pressed the unlock button of the key fob.

You both climbed into your respective seats. You, the passenger, and he the driver.

Once you were both buckled he pressed the start button next to the steering wheel, he wasn't even able to put the car in drive before you called his name.

"Hey... Kiri.."You voice was small, barely audible.

"Yeah, what's up? You okay Y/N?"

He sat in silence, butterflies in his stomach as he waited for you to finish what you were saying.

You looked towards him, your E/C eyes were sparkling in the moonlight, leaving the redhead speechless.

And you leaned towards him, tilting your head to the side until your lips finally met.

Kirishima's heart was doing flips, had you really chose him? Was he wrong the whole time? Did you actually like him instead of-

"Bakugou~" You moaned into the kiss.

His heart shattered right then and there.

It wasn't him, of course. It never was, nor was it ever going to be.

Once again you had gotten his hopes up, and brought them down. But this time it stung, because you didn't want to kiss him, you wanted to kiss Bakugou.

He pulled away from you, a deep ache in his heart.

'Real sweet but I wish you were sober' He thought as he put the car in drive, knowing that once you wake up tomorrow you won't even be able to remember the kiss.

 WISH YOU WERE SOBER

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4 years ago
 SHE KNOWS
 SHE KNOWS

┄ SHE KNOWS

➳ Keigo Takami x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: infidelity, language, implied mentions of sex

— word count: 1.0k

Inspired by: She Knows by J. Cole

You and Hawks had been together for 3 years, engaged for 1 1/2. And they have been the best 3 years of your life, you finally met your soulmate and were going to spend the rest of your life with him.

Or so you thought

 SHE KNOWS

A week ago a fight had sparked between the two of you, it was because You'd noticed he was starting to get close with his assistant Ichigo, too close.

You were never a jealous person, and you knew things like this would happen. But the final straw was when he had left his phone at home and you went to return it, but when you'd walked into his office you saw him sitting in his desk chair while Ichigo gave him a shoulder massage.

The worst part was that he didn't even look slightly uncomfortable, he was loving it.

You had a mix of emotions, confused, angry, sad.

But no, this wasn't the only time you had noticed Keigo being close to other girls; waiters, co-workers, even your friends. And each time you stayed quiet because you knew he would never actually do anything with them.

But now you were done.

"Hey Keigo, I have a quick question."

He was in the kitchen looking through the fridge when you finally decided you were going to confront him.

"Yeah." His head was poking through the top shelf of the fridge.

"You know I trust you, I really do. But I saw that you and Ichigo have been getting... close. And I just wanted to know if something was going on between you guys."

He pulled his head out of the fridge and looked at you with an annoyed expression, "Y/N what the hell? You know that I love you. So why would you even suggest such a thing?"

A soft sigh left your lips, "I'm not saying that Kei, I just wanted to know why you two were getting so close."

"Y/N, she's my assistant of course I need to be around her. I just don't understand why you would think I'd ever cheat?"

"No, Kei I don't-" He scoffed.

"Yes, yes you do Y/N. You think that I'm cheating on you. You know what? go ahead." He closed the fridge door and walked towards the bedroom the two of you shared.

You stood the the dim kitchen wondering where the conversation went wrong. You knew he was right, so why did you accuse him?

 SHE KNOWS

Now you knew, you were right the entire time.

"Ah~ hawks! Fuck!"

"Yeah, you like it when I fuck you like the bitch you are huh babe?"

And here you stood, a plain expression on your face. You knew you should have done something in that moment, but you just couldn't.

so instead you walked back out to your car and waited.

While you waited emotions started to fill your body like they did the night you tried to confront him.

Tears freely fell down your face as the realization finally hit.

He was never fully yours.

 SHE KNOWS

You cried for what felt like hours until someone caught your eye, it was Ichigo leaving your house, shoes in her left hand, and jacket in the other. Only a few buttons on her blouse were buttoned.

You watched as she walked towards her car that was parked around the corner, and out of view.

A heavy sigh left your lips.

You decided it was best to wait a few minutes before going inside. So you used that time to prepare yourself you wiped away the tears that were left on your face and took a few deep breaths.

You grabbed your jacket and your bag, and went inside just like you usually would.

"Hey, babe I'm back." The word left a bitter taste in your mouth now that you knew about hawks and Ichigo.

You heard a thump from the bedroom before hawks walked out, "Hey, there's my girl." A big smile took place on his face.

It made you want to gag.

"How was work? Anything interesting happen?" His arms wrapped around you from behind you.

You plastered on a smile before turning around and wrapping your arms around him too, "It was fun, although it was a bit of a shock to see you and Ichigo in the bed we sleep in. The same bed where we have sex, the same place I told you my most personal shit."

Hawks was frozen in fear and shock

She knows, she knows, and I know she knows.

"Listen I know what you saw seemed bad but-" He tried to reason with you, but there was no use.

"Seemed bad!? No hawks! It was bad! You fucked your assistant in our bed! I have done nothing but give you everything, and you treat me like shit behind my back!?"

Hawks didn't know what to do, he was in it deep this time. And now there was no way fro him to get out, he was going to lose you for good and it was entirely his fault.

"Please just listen, I never meant for you to find out." He was pleading, anything to get you to stay with him.

He knew how lucky he was to have found you, you put up with his bullshit, you understood how his hero work kept him busy, and you were always with him no matter the situation.

"Never meant for me to find out? Hah, I'm fucking glad I caught you balls deep inside her, because at least now I won't be with someone whose gonna' treat me like shit and lie about it."

His heart was racing in his chest, and it felt like hos other half was being torn away from him, and all he could do was watch.

"I'm done." Whatever hope he had left in his heart had shattered, you were done with him.

 SHE KNOWS

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