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1 year ago

Idk why but this post made me think about how Eddie is literally the DM for all these kids who've literally been playing d&d for their whole lives and how Eddie is probably really good at understanding plots and how to be sneaky so that people won't be able to predict what he's gonna do next. Tbh I think it gives more weight to the 'Eddie is still alive argument' bc he knew those kids wouldn't leave him if they thought there was a chance he was still alive. And Eddie has probably thought a lot about Vecna and how to take him down so my theory is that he pretended to be dead so all the kiddos would leave and then he'd start working on 'the next arc' of their irl campaign. It's the DMs job to always be ten steps ahead of their players, why would this be any different? (And we all know Munson is a dramatic queen ✨)

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2 years ago

I NEED HELP

Hello, I would like to say first that I'm sorry for posting this art without consent from the artist, but the reason why I'm posting is exactly because I need to find out who this artist is and where can I find them?!?!!

I NEED HELP

Somebody pinned this on pinterest without a link and I'm going crazy trying to find who they are. So if anyone knows them, knkws if they have a social media of any sort please tell me!!!!! I'm desperate at this point!!!

Edit: Just so you guys know that I've found them!! I did a repost talking about it, but I don't know if many people saw it, so I'm making this edit to share their Instagram: @/teefbabyy, and ask everyone to go give them some love ❤.


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I just had this awesome stranger things 4 volume two theory!!! Credit goes to @.dizay on tiktok for pointing this out.

So in the tiktok the user points out that in the D&D game in the first episode Dustin couldn’t beat Vecna when he rolled an ELEVEN. This foreshadows El being unable to beat Vecna alone, just like Brenner said. But at the same time as the D&D game is being played, Lucas wins the basketball game at the last second by scoring the winning shot. Guess what number he is? EIGHT!!! THIS could foreshadow Eight, aka Kali, coming to El’s rescue near the end.

Imagine this: El has just lost against Vecna, and a majority of not all of the cast have been captured and/or killed by Vecna. Vecna is making his victory speech that we hear in the trailer, and as he’s about to finish El off, the striking blow goes THROUGH her! He, along with the audience, realizes this was an illusion and that everyone is getting away!

Having Kali come back would be EPIC! I’ve always wondered what else the Duffer brothers were going to do with her, especially because she appeared only in season two and was never mentioned again. They’ve proven with clock noises throughout the series that there has been a plan this whole time, so I don’t think they’d introduce Kali just to further El’s arc in season two. I think they WANTED us to forget about her, so when she comes in and saves the day it’s even more amazing! This theory is supported by the fact that Kali was referred to briefly by Vecna during El’s time at the lab, and I don’t think she’s ever been mentioned before this outside of season 2.

Even if this theory is totally wrong, I still believe Kali will be back! Lucas getting the winning shot could be foreshadowing Kali’s triumphant return next season instead of this season. Who knows honestly, this show is so good at getting you thinking you know what’s up and then it turns out you actually don’t. Can’t wait for volume 2!!!


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Major spoilers for st4 vol 2!!!!

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Okay, so I know it’s a little early for this but I have some predictions about season 5:

- In the last Dustin has always been very insistent about solving mysteries related to the upside down. However Dustin’s face when he saw the upside down particles leads me to believe the trauma from Eddie’s death will affect his confidence. He looked absolutely terrified when he noticed the particles. This is foreshadowed by Steve and Eddie’s comments about “getting his ego in check”, which will happen but not in the way anyone would want it to. So in season 5 Dustin will have an arc that revolves around Eddie’s death and regaining his confidence.

- Max’s almost-death in vol 2 felt absolutely BRUTAL. But I don’t think the Duffers would have left her alive if they didn’t intend on bringing her back somehow. We heard from Brenner that when Vecna kills, he takes everything that a person is and absorbs it. This makes me believe that the reason Max isn’t waking up and El couldn’t find her is because her soul and memories are will Vecna. I think there will be an arc next season about rescuing Max, but I don’t know how.

- at the end of season 5 there was a very dramatic scene where you can see a HUGE gate to the upside down. It’s kind of hard to ignore, so I think maybe the rest of the world will find out about the alternate dimension.

- The supposed timeskip is the most confusing part of season 5. The Duffer brothers confirmed that there will be a timeskip of 2-3 years between seasons 4 and 5, but I’m not entirely sure how that will work. I think that maybe Hawkins will be ground zero for a war between humans and Vecna with his monsters. Nancy described him having an army, so this would line up.

I’m ready to be completely proven wrong when season 5 info starts releasing, but I just had to get these thoughts out.


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Here’s a Stranger Things 5 thought… how about they don’t kill Steve?

Now this isn’t just a Steve Harrington lover desperately hoping they don’t kill him (although that definitely plays a part). Honestly I think it could be a genius move to have him live, if they play it right. I’ve seen a lot of people making posts/videos about how they love Steve but know he’ll die in season 5 because that’s the natural progression of his story arc(ya know, the protector/babysitter sacrificing himself to save his loved ones) and it’s the last season.

But I think they’ve already went down that route with Eddie Munson (unfortunately), so not only would it be repetitive but it would be outrageous to have two beloved characters go out in the same way. I think this is a good way to give Steve a moment of “wait a minute… I want to LIVE. I don’t want to sacrifice myself, I want to spend the rest of my days laughing with my friends and family. I don’t want them to go on with life without me”. And he desperately fights with everything he has to make it back to Robin, Dustin, and everyone. Because he saw the fallout of Eddie Munsons death, and before he had never realized the fallout his own death would cause. But now that he’s seen it he knows he has to survive. For Dustin, Robin, and everyone he loves.

I think Eddie Munson’s death was, frankly, unnecessary. I know that he bought more time for Steve, Robin and Nancy to kill Vecna but I feel like there were other ways to do that. Eddie chose the self sacrificial route, and in the future Steve will see that it’s not a good choice. So I’m hoping Steve, against all odds, will live. I don’t like that the Duffers could be using Eddie as a way for Steve to grow, but that’s just how I’m seeing it right now.

Sorry if this doesn’t make too much sense, I just had all these thoughts I needed to share. I’m desperately hoping the Duffers don’t go the predictable route of killing Steve, so this is my way of keeping my hope alive (or self delusion, whatever floats your boat).


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1 year ago

Thinking about stranger things again now that the strikes are over and how, narratively, it would be way, WAY cooler to have Mike get Vecna’d instead of Will in s5

It’s just something about the way Mike’s trauma is never addressed or handled in any way?? Like, he hugs his mom twice and then when he was depressed in season 2 and 4 nobody did anything (his parents scolded him for his behavior in s2 ig but that’s not support). His best friend went missing leaving from his house, he watched his body get pulled from the quarry, watched El (in his eyes) kill herself stopping the demogorgon, watched Will be possessed, saw Bob die, was in Star Court when everything went down, saw Billy die, had his best friend move away, was SHOT AT (and really too few people talk about the shooting in Cali bc omg??), buried a body, and watched the apocalypse start. And that’s just off the top of my head.

(And yes I’m aware that the other characters (especially Will) are traumatized too but I will get to my point in a second just hold on)

The plot is geared towards this idea that Will and Henry have to have some big face off (and they should, in my opinion, but I don’t think it should be in a possession, or at least not the the Vecna kind of possession, yk?) but that makes it all the better, writing wise, to have mike be the one in danger. Will was helpless and hiding in s1, I think Will should get his big strong moments in s5 where he gets to be the hero of the story.

It would just be a lot more fun to work with Mike being Vecna’d than Will, because what are we going to bring up with Will’s visions? His dad? His sexuality? The events of s1 from his perspective? It would be cool to see, for sure, but we already know most of that. Mike, on the other hand, has a number of untapped things, like jumping off the quarry, why he’s so hesitant to tell El he loves her, how someone who was smart and kind enough to take El in in s1 and come up with the spy and sauna plans in s2 and s3 could turn into the oblivious asshole that he was in s3 and s4 (he needs therapy, ik, I still love his character but I want to explore the reasons he went from his s2 characterization to his s3 one)

It would be a very interesting parallel, I think, to explore Mike’s thought processes in this way, especially with all of Mike’s repression business (bc whether you ship byler or milkvan he is repressing his feelings HARD. Like, beyond his inability to say I love you there’s the fact that he doesn’t bring up the apparent many times he called pre-s4 during the Rink O Mania fight?? That literally would’ve absolved him of guilt in that argument since he WAS reaching out to Will the whole time? Hellooooo????).

Anyways, this all brings me to my main point: Vecna targets isolation as much as he targets trauma and guilt. The whole party was traumatized by the events in s1, s2, and s3, but Max was the one targeted. Plus, Henry went for Fred, Chrissy, and Patrick (I think his name was Patrick) instead of going for the perceivably easy targets that the mcs would make (ik narratively that would’ve made it more boring but shhh), so why Max and those three specifically? They were isolated. Lucas and Erica have each other, Dustin goes to Steve and Robin, Will and El have each other and Jonathan and Joyce, Nancy probably goes to Jonathan, and who does Mike go to?

No one. And don’t say Nancy because if those two have heart to hearts then I’m the next coming of Christ. Max separated herself from the Party in the aftermath of her grief and guilt over Billy, and it feels quite obvious that Mike was doing the same (like I said, he has repression issues). So Mike is traumatized, alone, and guilty (be it Will getting taken from Mike’s house, losing El in front of him multiple times, the many deaths he has witnessed, or the internalized homophobia angle), which makes him more of a target than Will, in my opinion (or at least an easier one, especially given his tendency to put himself on the line during fights (quarry, most of s2, s3 mindflayer fight), which would set him up on the suicidal ideation path)

Furthermore, as I’ve seen a few other people point out (and I can’t find the posts but one of them had eight screenshots of the various moments), Mike is always the one getting in the way, so it would be a strategic move for Henry to target him to get him out of the picture. Mike was the one that found El and got her involved in saving Will s1, he was the one who came up with the spy plan and called out the ambush in s2, he was the one to monologue Will out of his possession s2, he was the one with the sauna plan for Billy in s3, he was the one trying to help El get the strength to fight s4 (even if the monologue sucked ass it’s the intention that counts). As much as people like to hate on Mike, he is in the leader position most of the time when the party is grouped up (barring his mental health struggles slowing that down beginning of s3 and throughout s4, but he’s still capable of it). He’s the idea man, and he’s the one whose character’s foundations were built on the desire to keep his friends safe, so it would be a very fun plot line to watch him be the one targeted in s5. Like Will said, as lovestruck and cheesy as he was, Mike is the heart of the party when he’s on his A-game, so Henry should 100% be trying to keep him in the issues he’s been struggling with.

Obviously, Will and El are the Targets with a capital T for Henry since they’re the ones that got away or whatever, but I think Mike is a weakness of Will’s (and El’s tbh but also I think they need to have separate character arcs and I don’t exactly ship milkvan) that should be exploited.

TL;DR: Mike should get Vecna’d instead of Will in s5 because it would make sense in lore and be a very cool way to resolve his character arc


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“I don’t need therapy because my comfort characters are my therapy” and it turns out the comfort characters in question are the ones who need therapy the most


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1 year ago

Vecna is "Alpha Hybrid Omega Bad Boi Beta Wolf" exposed live on this camera!!!!!!!!

spot the difference

Spot The Difference
Spot The Difference

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1 year ago

Opinion Time

Soo I was watching stranger things three (currently finished episode 4) and imo El and Billy fight was much better than El and Vecna (in s4). Hopefully they execute El and Vecna properly in season 5


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3 years ago

Pls give me all your new stranger things trailer thoughts I am begging 🙏

AHHH OK OK OK, i would absolutely love to hear your thoughts too I’ll shoot you an ask so you can share yours too :)

so I’ll be totally honest I’m no good at like analyzing things like this and some of my takes may be kind of like commonly agreed upon things but here we go.

I think the only options of characters that could die are Eddie, Lucas, Robin, or Joyce. But I’m leaning towards probably Eddie, based on previous seasons dying character trends and Stranger Things wanting to keep its diversity HAHA. But it definitely could be Joyce, with that scene of Jonathan and Will hugging and looking all somber. But I would not be shocked if we see 2 or more deaths. I’m kind of expecting it. There’s SO many characters, all of which have prominent roles and distinct personalities, to sustain that for a future season 5 would be so difficult. And Robin’s line in the trailer pointed towards things not being so good. So. lots of death I’m thinking.

At like 1:26 in the trailer Steve and Nancy are like hacking away at vines trapping Robin? possibly? Against a wall, but her face and everything looks normal, so no Robin being taken by Vecna? That’s a godsend LMAO protect her at all costs.

Also. EDDIE. GUITAR SCENE. I can’t imagine what that would be, except maybe he can play peoples fave songs on guitar and save them that way idk. But I’m so excited for that that scene is gonna be so cool.

My main question. Nancy? In that hallway? By herself? Nancy seemed pretty determined not to go anywhere alone all season, and to not let anyone be alone (maybe cause of guilt over barb’s death way back?) So I’m not sure what that could mean, but definitely something goes very wrong for her to be separated. Also… Vecna? In the actual, non-upside down world? I’m curious to see this, and how the gang gets to and reacts to the facility where El was raised.

So much to look forward to and I am hoping for the best but fearing the worst 😭

Either way, part 2 is like movie length episodes so this is gonna be INSANELY cool.

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk that’s the extent of things that stood out to me 😁


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3 years ago
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be
Imagine If Dancing With The Stars Made The Actors Stay In Character The Entire Time. Now That Would Be

Imagine if Dancing with the Stars made the actors stay in character the entire time. Now that would be a show I would definitely watch lol. (And yes, I know I have some people we have lost, but consider it my dream team. And yes, I have Alan Rickman twice, but I would want both Snape and Metatron on the show.)


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3 years ago
The strongest. Most talented. Kindest. Thank you @Milliestopshate youre the best. https://t.co/zWigqSlLOW

— Jamie Campbell Bower (@Jamiebower) June 16, 2022

The S W E E T E S T. This is a powerful and amazing moment between two P H E N O M E N A L young actors who fully respect each other and are able to connect & deliver electrifying performances through their safe, strong, & pure, family-like bond on set. 💛🌟💛G O L D💛🌟💛


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3 years ago

HELLPPPP 😭🤣💀

Vecna Pulling Up To Absolutely Destroy William Byers

vecna pulling up to absolutely destroy william byers


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2 years ago

The love u give henry x reader oneshot synopsis and sneak peek

The Love U Give Henry X Reader Oneshot Synopsis And Sneak Peek

genre: fluff, comfort (mabey) 

warnings: my spellings might be off, along with my punctuation. 

As you two plan you escape from the lab, things dont go go smoothly because you start having second thoughts. 

“im sorry, its just that i-, ive been having second thoughts about leaving” you say as you look down afraid to even meet his gaze.

“what do you mean? Were so close to finaly being free, finaly having a life of our own, and where i get to be with you for the rest of my life with out ‘papa’ being here” he said as he desperately tried to get a hold of your gaze.

you look down still thinking about your choices. As you look up your eyes meet his. His shining, blue eyes, they have u hooked. For you looking into them is the only sence of relief u have in this miserable world. 

end of trailer. I really hope you liked it if this gets recived well ill be writeing a whole fic of about 2k words mabey. And i have plans to add a romantic sceen with them getting some along time. 

<3


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3 years ago
 Steve Harrington X F!reader

⚘ Steve Harrington x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: f!reader, angst, major character death, gore, blood, possible season 4 spoilers

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My legs felt like they were on fire, every step felt like it was going to be my last as we ran through the wasteland of what is supposed to be Hawkins Indiana.

I turned around to make sure those bats weren't catching up to us, only to see Steve. He was struggling to keep up, one hand was holding the left side of his abdomen.

"Shit! Steve are you okay?" My pace slowed so I would be closer to him.

"Yeah, just keep going! I'm fine." My brows creased.

He was lying.

"Guys! We need to find somewhere to stop. We can't run forever anyways!" I shouted to Nancy, Robin, and Eddie.

"Y/N stop, I'm fine-" I interrupted him before he could finish his sentence.

"Steve! Stop, you're clearly not fine. If you keep going at this rate you'll die." My chest felt tight as I said the words.

I stopped and walked up to Steve, legs burning, and heart pounding.

"I know you've been through a lot of shit but you're not quitting now. Do you understand?" He looked annoyed

"Y/N, it's fine. I can run for-"

"Do you understand?" I asked once more, my voice sharper in hopes he would agree this time.

He looked me in the eye for what felt like forever, the only sound I could hear were the distant screams of those bat- things in the distance.

"Fine." He agreed reluctantly, and it felt like a weight was lifted off you chest.

Silence surrounded the group until Nancy spoke up.

"So where do we go? We obviously can't stay out in the open, especially with those things all around us now."

"Skull rock is near by, might be the best chance we have right now." Robin pitched in.

You nodded you head, "Where do we go?"

"Follow me." Robin spoke.

And everyone did.

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"Okay, I got you." My voice strained as Steve put most of his weight onto me.

We finally made it to Skull rock, but halfway through Steve got light headed, and needed someone to help him keep up. And lucky for me, I had to help.

"It's fine, were here anyway." He tried to stand on his own, but stumbled.

"Yeah, sure you are. For once can't you just admit that you need help? You almost died for gods sake. It okay to need help." I shouted before I sat him down against the rock and walked towards Robin and Nancy.

"God, he gets on my nerves. I have no clue how you dated him Nancy, he so goddamn full of himself." She gave me a soft smile before replying.

"Yeah, but he was sweet to me. And he looked at me like I was his world. But you know, he still has that look in his eyes." She looked up at me from where she was sitting.

My heart stung a bit at the words. Does this mean he still loves her?

I must have taken a second too long to respond before she started talking once more.

"Not towards me anymore Y/N, you. He looks at you like that."

I sat down next to Nancy and Robin, trying to wrap my head around this fact.

"You should have heard the way he would talk about you at work too, he would never shut up about you." Robin grinned.

I truthfully didn't know how to respond, my heard pounded against my ribs at the thought of Steve Harrington actually liking me.

"Well that's good to know." That was the only thing I was able get out.

I put my head on Nancy's shoulder, hoping to have some time to think about what were going going to do to get out of here, and what I was going to do about Steve.

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I opened my eyes and jumped at the sound of a loud shriek that came form nearby.

My eyes were now wide open as I looked around to see if there was something nearby, waiting to attack. But after a quick scan of my surroundings I realized something was missing.

I was alone.

I stood up and looked all around me, but there was no one there. My head pounded as I kept looking, but there was no sign that anyone beside myself was there.

DING DING DING

My head turned at the loud sound coming from all around me.

DING DING DING

The sound.. it kept going. on and on and on. But I couldn't tell where it was coming from.

Until my eyes landed on something that stood out.

A clock.

DING DING DING

The throbbing in my head was getting worse as the clock seemed like it was getting louder.

"Hello Y/N." A deep sound sounded behind me. "I've been wanting to see you."

DING DING DING

STEVE'S POV

Everything hurt.

"Are you good?" I opened my eyes to see Eddie standing there, hands in his pockets, he looked anxious.

"Like I said I'm fine, when will you people believe me when I say that." I groaned in annoyance, I am sick of people constantly being worried about me, especially Y/N.

I'm supposed to be the one looking out for her, I'm not supposed to be someone she's always worried about, I don't want her to think I'm somebody that can't take care of them self.

"Sorry man, but when we found you here, you were basically bleeding to death. Y/N almost had a damn heart attack when she saw you."

My brows furrowed.

"Yeah right, she hates me. I'm pretty sure I heard her laughing when you guys found me." I rolled my eyes.

"Man, how dull are you to realize that-." He almost finished his sentence but was interrupted by Robin and Nancy screaming Y/N's name.

"Y/N! Hey, c'mon you need to open you eyes, please! Y/N!" I leaned against the rock to help myself stand up, hoping it would allow me to get over there quicker.

"Y/N! Steve, get over here now! Please, Y/N open you eyes!" Robin shook Y/N by the shoulders, her eyes wide with fear and worry.

I walked over as fast as I could, my heart sank when I saw what was hapening.

Y/N was leaning against the rock as her body stiff with no movement, eyes rolled all the way back leaving only the whites of her eyes showing.

I rushed over and couched next to her unresponsive body, fear overcoming my body

"Y/N, hey c'mon you gotta snap out of it! Please, I need you here!" My voice was trembling as I spoke, knowing what will happen if she doesn't wake up.

She needed to wake up, I haven't told her, god there so many things I haven't told her yet.

Y/N'S POV

My heart stopped when I heard the voice, My reflexes kicked in and I turned around as fast as my body would allow me to.

Vecna

My body froze wit fear at the realization, I was trapped in my own head and there was no way out, no one to save me from this fate.

My head felt like it was being hit over and over with a brick, the pain got worse and worse as he got closer to me, tears flooded my eyes as the pain became unbearable.

"I'm here to put your suffering to an end, to take away your pain." His voice felt like nails in my head, as he stepped closer I could finally get a good look at him.

Fear rushed through my veins when he stopped in front of me, looking me right in the eye before speaking once more.

"You've been through so much, let me take that all away. End your life long suffering." His hand reach forward, hovering over my face as his nails grew dangerously close.

My heart came to a quick stop when Vecna's nails dug into the skin on my head, Pain flooding through my body, and memories rushing through my head.

This is it?

19 years of my life down the drain in what felt like 2 minutes, and there was nothing I or anyone could do to stop it.

This is it.

STEVE'S POV

Everything seemed to come to a stop when Y/N's body started to started to float away from my grasp, tears started form in my eyes.

I stood up, and tried to get a grasp on her body, hoping that if I could bring her back down then this would be over, we could go back home and I could tell her that I love her, I could hold her in my arms and keep her safe from all of this.

I was so close.. She was right there.

SNAP

My heart shattered along with all of the hope I had in my body. The tears in my eyes started to free fall down my face.

Every bone in Y/N's body started to snap and bend in unnatural ways, every sound was like a stab to the heart.

Someone tried to turn my body away from the scene in front of us, but it was pointless, even if I looked away I could still hear it.

Whoever it was noticed I wasn't going to move, so they pulled my head into their shoulder to keep my from looking, but the sounds were so loud in my ears.

There was a final pop, before Y/N's body dropped to the ground.

Sobs racked my body as I tore myself away from the comfort of my friend to look at Y/N for the last time. The tears only fell harder after I caught sign of their body.

Every bone in her body was bent the wrong way, and those beautiful E/C eyes were now nowhere to be found.

I could hear Nancy and Robin crying both of them remained in the same spot, while Eddie just stood with wide eyes full of shock staring at Y/N lifeless body.

She was gone, my Y/N.. was gone.

 Steve Harrington X F!reader

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3 years ago
 Brother!Billy Hargrove X F!sister Reader

⚘ Brother!Billy Hargrove x f!sister reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: Season 3 spoilers, season 4 spoilers, references to death, ANGST(I cried writing this oml)

— word count: 0.8k

Inspired by: Heroes by Peter Gabriel

The world around me felt quiet as I walked away from the car, towards the quiet field. My head for once, was quiet. There were no thoughts of regret, guilt, or even anger for what happened that night at the mall.

The folded piece of paper felt weightless in my hand, though it held the heavy thoughts that have been stuck in my head for months, the months that were spent without him.

I stopped walking when I reached the headstone I dreaded seeing again.

BILLY HARGROVE

MAR 29 1967

JUL 4 1985

GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN

My heart felt heavy once my eyes read the headstone over, even though I had it memorized since the last time I saw it.

His funeral.

I sat down in front of the neat headstone, swiping a few leaves off the bottom of it. I looked down at the paper in my hand for a few seconds, contemplating whether or not I actually wanted to read it.

A heavy breath left my body before I decided to unfold the paper and read it, besides if death was going to come so soon why not clear my head first.

Dear Billy,

I know that you hated me, since the very day I was born you only saw me as a problem in your life. And for a really long time I felt the same way.

But I realize now that I was wrong, and I'm sorry.

But if someone told me a year ago I would be sitting at you grave and grieving over your death, I would think they were mental. Because why would I mourn you? The only thing you have ever done for is take me to school, hell sometimes you didn't even do that. You would ditch me for some hookup.

But I realize now you did so much more foe me, but I just never thought to notice.

Whenever I would do something that I knew dad would get mad about, you always somehow managed to get into bigger trouble, or start a fight with him. You made sure that I never had to deal with him, or the the things he would do if he found out.

I always thought that I would spend my entire life hating you, but what do I know? I just learned that I may die in less that 24 hours, so I just going to stop assuming I know anything thing anymore.

But the worst part about all of this is that I want to be able to not care that your gone, to keep living my life like you weren't killed by some monster from another dimension right in front of me.

I keep thinking back to that day, thinking that I should have tried to get you to change your mind about saving El, thinking that I should have been the one to have taken your place.

Maybe it wouldn't hurt as much as missing you. Maybe you would still be here, and everything would be right again.

But I don't have powers like El, I can't fix this, I can't go back to that day and take your spot, and I can't change what dad did to you.

I imagine that if you were still here, nothing between us would have changed. Or, maybe it would. Maybe we could have been friends, like a real brother and sister.

But your not here, and nothing can change that

I'm sorry.

I'm so so sorry Billy.

Love you shitty little sister, Y/N

I let out a heavy breath, folding the paper back into it's original form and shoving it in my pocket.

I wiped the stay tears that managed to escape my eyes before standing up to walk back to the car, but before I took a step, the sky around me turned dark.

I looked around me, everything was the same, just darker.

"Hey Y/N." It felt like I was just stabbed in the chest as I heard Billy's voice from behind me.

I slowly turned around, my eyes met with his grey eyes, the eyes that I haven't seen since he died.

Tears slowly fell down my face, the only thing I wanted to do was run up to him and give him a hug, tell him everything that I wanted to say but didn't get the chance to.

He stood there, he didn't move.

But a small smile formed on his face, and he opened his arms, he opened his arms for me.

A sob escaped my mouth, my heart felt so heavy in my chest, I didn't know what to do.

He walked towards me, and the closer he got the more my heart hurt, I just wanted to be with him. I wanted to be able to be held in my big brother's arms for the first time.

So I let him get closer, until he had me in his arms. He felt so warm as he held me tightly, I cried into his chest and wrapped my arms around him.

I was finally with my big brother again, and I never wanted it to end.

Even if it now meant that I had to join him in death.

 Brother!Billy Hargrove X F!sister Reader

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