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Tomorrow And It's Shitness
Tomorrow and it's shitness
It's strange to me. So so strange.
There is a certain fear, that is always constant. That only naive people or children don't have. And even then, some exceptions exist.
The fear of the tomorrow, of the future.
It doesn't hurt, because it can't. Not to me, at least.
I always thought that I had a lot of responsibilities.
I didn't.
I don't.
I dont fell fear from the tomorrow, because I don't need to. Not now.
I trust blindly that tomorrow is going to be normal. Maybe okay, maybe not okay.
But... normal.
It's strange to me. So so strange.
That after all this time, I only noticed now. And that surprise me, because I felt that fear once.
Even if it was weak, blurred. I felt. And even if it was weak or blurred. It was big, and overwhelming.
And this time, and only this time.
I am glad i forgot what it fell like.
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They think man are another race? Or, idk, higher beings with no vulnerability?
Sorry to ruin your ignorance, but bad things are not exclusivity.
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Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesn’t
A hopeless race.
It's a universal true. Time pass and it goes on and on and on. Never stopping. Never delaying. Always on the same pace. Like a heartbeats. But unchanging, uncaring and unstoppable.
And we, humans, can't help but follow. We try to keep up with time. Our hearts beats, and ours lungs contract and relax. Trying to keep the rhyme. One foot after the other, or so they say.
But it's impossible. And it will always be. Time never stops. But we do. Our heart gets weaker while trying to keep us alive. Ours lungs fail every couple seconds. And the steady walk is suddenly not so steady as it first appear. Our body feel heavier and heavier, until we are not sure our spine and knees can keep us from the ground.
We try and try keep up with time. But unlike it. We are not eternal. We are not endless. It will always be a race with time. But it will always be a race that we cannot win.
We can try as much as we want. But at the end. We are still just humans with time limits.


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one thing I don’t think people realize is that in arguments about human rights, it’s not about trying to persuade the other party. it’s not about them at all. they’ve already made up their mind.
it’s about persuading the audience.
if I call out my teacher on being homophobic I’m not trying to change his opinion. I’m trying to convince any closeted kids in the room that they’re not the monsters he’s made them out to be.
if I argue with my aunt about how racist she’s being it’s not because I expect to change her mind. it’s because I’m hoping to god my cousin’s kids hear and learn that maybe skin color doesn’t mean what she says it means.
people will try to hush you and say “they’re not going to change their minds, don’t bother” but it’s not about them. it was never about them.
Gryffindor.
The only house I know I will never be.
discussion:
which Hogwarts house do you think you’d be LEAST suited for?