Ive Been Trying To Make My Poetry Actually Something.

ive been trying to make my poetry actually something.

when i say “life is such a pain,” i don’t mean it in a nondisabled ‘something unfortunate’ happened way but in i am disabled and i am in so much pain.

I need people to understand that sometimes autism is just this

the urge to constantly wear noise cancelling gear and never hear any loud noises ever please :)

Trying to be a uni student while disabled is like pulling teeth. Even with a reduced course load, I can't even manage to go to my classes on Fridays because I'm just completely wiped out. The majority of it is because I'm in fucking pain all the time and I can't focus

i simply need everyone to understand that i am tired all of the time. literally at all moments. if i ever go somewhere and do something, it is not because i am somehow full of energy, but instead that i have carefully stored up all of my little bits of energy like a dragon collecting jewels, and am now vaporizing them all at once