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Smile Flower(Woozi-Seventeen)

Fun Fact about me: Woozi was my first bias in Seventeen...but then it changed x'D But seriously if you haven't had more than one bias in Seventeen I applaud you!

Requested by: kookiewarrior

~For some reason, sometimes, suddenly I keep thinking these days how happy I am, how beautiful you are. About us, who is second to none. If we ever become unhappy some day, if we become apart what do I do? Of course, that won't happen~

"Jihoon~" You called out as you poked your head into the room he was working in. 

He turned and smiled at you before turning back to the computer, "Hey what are you doing here?"

"Oh, I just got off work a little while ago and decided to come see you. Is that alright?"

"Of course," he turned the computer screen off and stood up before walking over to you and kissing your cheek. "I missed you. Want to go get some dinner?"

"Sure, and I missed you to. That's actually the reason I'm here."

He laughed and grabbed your hand before starting off down the hallway. You guys have been in a relationship for about five years now and never gotten past the girlfriend/boyfriend stage. Honestly it upset you, but you knew that Jihoon was just the type of person that took his time in things like this. He wanted to be sure that you both were right for each other before he'd ask you to marry him and honestly you couldn't blame him. 

Even though you both weren't married it was a very serious relationship, especially since you've both been living together for almost two years now. Although, Jihoon being in his pretty popular group would be gone for tours or concerts a lot so he'd be gone for a couple or sometimes months.

~I don't even wanna think about this but sometimes I do. I hope you don't. I can smile because we're together, I can cry because it's you. So what can't I do? Whenever, wherever. Even if we're not together, just like always our smile flowers bloom. I'll be the spring to your smile~  

"Here we are," he said before parking the car and getting out. 

You looked at the building and turned to Jihoon with surprised eyes. "This is where we had our first date."

He smiled at you and grabbed your hand before he started walking towards the building. "Yup, I was thinking about it the other day and decided that we should come here next time we ate out so here we are."

You smiled to yourself at his thoughtfulness and looked around the inside, letting all the memories from all those years ago soak in. It was true, neither of you had been here since that first date and it was because even though neither of you would admit it you both wanted to keep the memories here special. You wanted to keep this place as the place you had your very first date, not your second third and so on.

"Jihoon," you said quietly to him after the waiter had left, "this is the same table we sat at isn't it?"

He glanced at the table with furrowed eyebrows than let out a laugh as he raised them back to your face. "I think you're right. You always manage to surprise me with your amazing memory, y/n." [A/n: pssshhhhh ahahaha my memory is awful! No lie! Ahem sorry...back to the story]

You studied him for a moment and then leaned your arms on the table. "Alright, what's up? Obviously you planned this, the table and everything. So, what did you need to talk about?"

~I always only receive from you so I’m so thankful and sorry to the point of tears. I wanna hug you but I feel nervous for some reason. Why am I hesitating? I don’t wanna be like this just like the sky is high and the wind is cold, like the ocean is wide and blue. I’m afraid that ’ll take you for granted~

Jihoon's eyes widened and he looked away nervously as he scratched the back of his neck. "Haha, ah what do you mean? There's-uhm-nothing. I just wanted to come....and uh see the building. Excuse me for a minute, uhm bathroom."

Jihoon got up and hurried away, leaving you behind to stare after him as he hurried away. You shook your head and let out a laugh. He was definitely nervous, of that you were sure, and it amused you to no end to watch him when he was nervous. You sipped your drink that the waiter had brought back and looked over your menu as you waited for your boyfriend to get back.

"Excuse me miss," a deep voice said from behind you.

Turning in your chair you stopped and looked at the group of boys behind you with confusion. "Guys? What are you doing here? And why'd you call me miss?"

Seungcheol cleared his throat and bowed slightly as he swept his arm out, which made all of the others follow him and do the same. Jihoon walked through the middle, though now he was in a nice tux with his hair swept back. Your eyes widened and you felt your mouth drop open slightly. 

"Ji-Jihoon?"

He smiled and surprised you even more when he got down onto one knee in front of you, reaching out and grabbing ahold of your hand. "Y/n, I have a very important question to ask you."

~I think that’s why I’m being like this, I’m nervous about that. What if I lose you? I hope you don’t feel the same. I can smile because we’re together, I can cry because it’s you. So what can’t I do? Don’t say it’s the end. Forever, because I’ll stay by your side. Whatever happens, just like always, we’ll be together~

"It's the reason why I brought you here, to the place where we had our first memory together. And this is the place I want us to have our second special memory."

You stayed still and silent, both surprised and nervous. You definitely weren't expecting this to happen now and you weren't honestly sure how you were supposed to react.

"Y/n, this is very important to me and I know that I should've asked it long ago so I'm sorry about that. Uhm, geez I'm so nervous now." He paused and swallowed, making you smile and let out a little chuckle. 

"Hyung, keep going." Seokmin whispered as he nudged Jihoon with his knee.

Jihoon glared back at him then rolled his eyes and turned back towards you. "Y/n, I know that sometimes we have our bad days and some days are our best. But that doesn't stop me from knowing that you are the only one for me, the only one that will own my heart, and the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with." 

You felt tears rising in your eyes and let out a laugh when one of the boys coughed and another called him cheesy. After turning to glare at the guys and telling them to shut up, he turned back to you and let go of one hand to reach into his pocket.

And pulling out a little box, opening it, and placing it in your hand he said, "Y/n will you marry me?"

~ Don’t say it’s the end, Forever. Whatever happens, just like always our smile flowers will bloom. Whenever, wherever even if we’re not together, just like always our smile flowers bloom. I’ll be the spring to your smile~

You lifted a hand over your mouth and smiled. "Yes, yes, yes! Yes, I'll marry you Jihoon!"

He smiled widely and slid the ring onto your finger before both of you stood and he hugged you close. "I love you," he whispered into your ear as he squeezed you close.

"I love you, too."

And as you both hugged and looked into each other's eyes you knew that this would be a moment you'd remember forever. That this was the beginning of your lives together, and you couldn't be happier.

I Know(Hansol- TOPP DOGG)

Requested by: DinoChebz

~Tomorrow is Saturday, the weekend I've been waiting for. In the photo on my desk, you're smiling girl. I wonder where you are, what you're doing, who you're meeting (you're still a bad girl) Are you like this too? Probably not. Yeah Yeah (of course) I keep imagining things by myself. I hold it in, hold it in, hold it in but I keep looking for you~

"Hansol, wake up~" 

He groaned and turned over his back now facing the voice that was trying to wake him up. After a couple minutes of silence he smiled and sunk into his pillow glad that he was allowed to go back to sleep, though that didn't last long since a pillow was soon smacking against his face.

"Wake up!" Y/n shouted out as she laughed and tried to untangle her legs from the covers so she could run away.

Hansol gasped and sat up on the bed quickly, looking around and frowning when he saw his room was empty and sunlight was just starting to shine through his bedroom window. He turned his head towards his clock and rubbed his eyes when he saw the time, 6: 15 am, blaring in red letters. 

"Ugh, stupid imagination."

He got out of bed and made his way slowly into the bathroom before looking through tired eyes at his reflection in the mirror. Shaking his head he splashed water on his face and went about getting ready for the day, remembering he was going out with the guys today.

After he was done he looked over his reflection once more in the mirror and looked to the side at the photo frame that was face down on the surface of the counter. He sighed and picked it up, turning it over. With a sad smile on his face he looked down at the couple that used to be so happy that he thought it was unreal. Sadly though he remembered that it was unreal and so fragile that he lost it, forever.

Brushing his finger over the smiling face of the girl that Hansol had his arms wrapped around. "I miss you," he whispered before setting the picture back down this time propped up.

Then grabbing his wallet and keys he headed out of the house and started down the street towards his hyung's house where everyone would be meeting. Glancing up at the sky he noticed that it was slightly cloudy and getting darker, which made Hansol get an odd feeling.

~I try to forget you and stay up all night drinking. I try to erase you and meet other girls but you are so beautiful, girl you incredible. Do you Know? Do you Know? I know, I know, I press and erase your number several times. Do you even think of me? I hate you. Do you know how I'm feeling? Do you know my love?~

Your POV:

"Y/n, are you ready?"

"Hmm?" You glanced at your door with wide eyes, the picture frame you had been looking at you slowly lowered it so Jihye wouldn't be able to see it. "Ah, mm. I'll be down in a second."

[A/n: listening to Fool by WINNER really sets the mood for this x'D I wasn't a huge fan of winner before, I loved Empty, but Fool just really makes me love them now. Really Really was good as well but I liked Fool more. Gaaahhh their voices!]

"Alright," she said before starting back down the hall, "We'll be in the car!"

You sighed and glanced back in the picture that was still in the frame, the happy couple mocking you as they smiled happily at the camera. You set the frame down and opened up your jewelry case and picked up the ring that you had hidden underneath all the others. A sad smile crossed your face as you stared at it and thought about when it was first given to you.

"I miss you," you whispered before setting the ring back in the drawer and getting up from the vanity.

You headed outside and got in the car that had your best friends in it, ready to go out for the day just the four of you. "Where are we going?" You asked since they had decided to keep it a secret from you, which made you very suspicious of it all.

"Oh, Eunha didn't tell you?" Jihye asked as she glanced at the girl in the review mirror.

"No, just said that we were going to spend the day together."

"Hmm~" Jihye said as she glanced once again at the girl sitting on the backseat with a pleading look on her face. "I guess it'll be a surprise."

You laughed and turned to stare out the window, not questioning her anymore and not noticing the nervous look Eunha had on her face as she glanced towards me every couple minutes. Maybe if you had seen that look, maybe if you noticed how nervous she was, you could've dragged it out of her and turned around but you didn't.

~I sing my love song for you hundreds of times. How can my stopped heart erase you? Do you know how I'm feeling? Do you know my love? Even if we run into each other for a little bit, my heart stops. In order to walk next to you some day, I'll prepare an umbrella on rainy days. I can't live without you Yeah Yeah (of course) I keep imagining things by myself. I hold it in, hold it in, hold it in but I keep looking for you~

Jihye parked the car outside the front of a very nice house that you didn't recognize, but that didn't stop you from getting out of the car and following the girls up the front walk to the door.

"Where are we?"

"Shh, you'll see."

You grumbled and looked off to the side as the door opened and a familiar voice greeted you, making your eyes widen. Frozen you didn't look to the door already knowing that if you did it would just confirm your current fear.

Eunha turned and sighed when she saw you refusing to look at Sehyuk who had said hello to you. "Y/n, it's alright. I can take you home if you want. You don't have to stay here."

"Why did you not tell me?"

She looked down and then slowly back up at me, letting me see the regret in her eyes. "I'm sorry, I honestly thought they had told you and you were okay with it."

You turned your eyes to Sehyuk who was awkwardly smiling at you and asked him the question you already knew the answer to. "Is he here?"

He turned his eyes toward the ground and slowly nodded before raising his eyes to meet mine again. You let out a painful breath and turned away, starting to walk towards the park you knew was close, as you tried to fight back the sudden tears that had hidden.

"Y/n, where are you going?" Eunha called out worriedly as she watched me slowly disappear from their sight. Turning towards Sehyuk, who was now beside her and watching you walk away, she nodded towards the house. "Let's just give her some time."

They started towards the house and had just walked onto the porch when the door was thrown open and a heavy-breathing Hansol looked to her with wide eyes. "Where is she?"

~I try to forget you and stay up all night drinking. I try to erase you and meet other girls but you are so beautiful, girl you incredible. Do you Know? Do you Know? I know, I know, I press and erase your number several times. Do you even think of me? I hate you. Do you know how I'm feeling? Do you know my love?~

You blinked and looked up at the sky as you felt something wet hit your arm. "Oh, perfect mood setting...rain."

Sighing, you looked back down to your lap and got lost in your thoughts again. Your mind going back to the past memories you used to share with the most special person in your life.

"Ja~gi. Jagi," a voice whispered in your ear making you turn over. "Jagi, come on. You need to wake up."

You groaned and swung your hand blindly behind you, "Go away. Five more minutes."

The person laughed and you felt lips touch your cheek, "You said that ten minutes ago."

"I don't care."

"Jagi. Jagi~" 

You felt the weight shift and the bed go lighter meaning the person had left, or at least that's what you thought. Next thing you knew a pillow was smacking into your face making you gasp and open your eyes. They landed on the laughing figure that was leaning over you and narrowed.

"Hansol~!"

He laughed and leaned down, his hands laying on either side of your head and he kissed your forehead. "Mian, Mian. But we've got a busy day today and that was payback. Anyways, remember? We said we'd spend today together since I'm leaving tomorrow."

You watched his lips turn down into a pout and you let a smile slip onto your face. Sighing you wrapped your arms around his neck and said, "Fine fine. I'm up. What did you have planned?"

He smiled and jumped from the bed, raising his arms above his head and cheering. "Yes! Okay, we're going to a lot today! Get dressed and ready!"

You smiled sadly and brought a hand up, wiping the water that was running down your face. Whether it was the rain or your tears you honestly couldn't tell and all you knew was that you wanted to stay here. Because if you left, if you went there, you'd fall into his arms and you couldn't do that. You couldn't burden him anymore. You sighed and tipped your head back as you closed your eyes.

"Y/n!"

Your eyes opened and you slowly turned your head, blinking against the rain falling into your eyesight. "Ha-Hansol?"

~I sing my love song for you hundreds of times. How can my stopped heart erase you? Do you know how I'm feeling? Do you know my love? Again today, I stand in front of your house pacing back and forth all day. Only waiting for you to come back, hello. Do you Know? Do you Know?~

His POV:

He walked towards her, his hair sticking to his forehead and his chest heaving from running. Slowly the woman who he still loved, who still owned his entire heart, came into his sight and he almost cried at how much pain was etched onto her face. Don't, he thought, don't look at me that way! I should be the only one in pain so why do you make me worry so much?

She saw me looking at her and quickly turned her face away, wiping her eyes. How can she still look so beautiful? He finally snapped out of his thoughts only to realize that he had subconsciously moved closer to her and was now only and arm's length away. She's shaking, he thought. And even though he didn't know whether it was from the cold or her nervousness he quickly took off his jacket and slowly placed it over her shoulders.

He stilled when he had to bend in front of her face and took his time to rack his eyes over her features that were still no less than perfect to him. Slowly he brought a hand up and set it on her cheek, freaking out when he noticed just how cold her skin was.

"Crap! You're freezing, y/n!"

He brought an arm underneath your legs and another behind your back and he picked you up, quickly heading back to the house. He knew one thing at the moment, she was in more pain than she ever let on and he needed to know why. Seeing her in pain always hurt him more than he realized and it always surprised him.

"O-Oppa," she said quietly as she shivered in his arms. "M-I"

"Shh, it's okay. We can talk later, right now let's just focus on getting you warm."

She said nothing and instead chose to snuggle her head into the crook of his neck, making him melt even more and hold her even closer to himself. He finally reached the house and quickly brought her inside and up the stairs to where the guest room was. Skipping the bed he went for the bathroom instead and set her down on the toilet so he could fill the tub with warm water so she could warm up. 

He turned back towards her and quickly took his jacket and her over sweater off of her when he noticed she was shaking harder than before. "Geez, I don't how you're able to make me worry about you so much."

"Mi-Mianhae, Han-Hans-Hansol." She said, barely able to get it out from her teeth chattering together.

"Crap," he quickly turned off the water and put the stopper in. Then turning he picked y/n up and slowly set her down in the warm water hoping that he got to her in enough time so she wouldn't get sick. "There you go," he told her softly as he placed his hand on her forehead and pushed her hair back.

"Please don't get sick."

"Op-Oppa," she whispered with her eyes closed as her head kept turning.

"Shh," he said as he grabbed a hold of her hand.  "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere don't worry."

"Mi-Mianhae, oppa. I-I didn't wa-want to b-be a burden an-any-anymore. Pl-Please don't h-hate me."

"A burden?" He questioned as he looked to your passed out figure in the water with confusion. "Why the hell do you think you're a burden that's jus-"

Hansol stopped and looked closely at y/n as he studied over her words in his head. I didn't want to be a burden anymore...Is..Is that why you left me? He questioned himself as he watched her breathe slowly.

~I know, I know, I press and erase your number several times. Do you even think of me? I hate you. Do you know how I'm feeling? Do you know my love? Do you know? I sing my love song for you hundreds of times, how can my stopped heart erase you? Do you know how I'm feeling? Do you know my love? You know what? You know what?~

Your POV:

You slowly opened your eyes as the sunlight shined on your figure in the bed, waking you up from a dreamless sleep which was a first. You'd always have one very bad nightmare and you'd always wake up screaming in the middle of the night, but Hansol was always there and he always managed to comfort you. It started getting worse when you left though and you took it as a punishment for hurting him so you accepted it knowing you had done wrong.

Wait a minute, you thought to yourself when you were finally awake enough to notice that you weren't in your own room. Uhm, okay? What exactly happened??

There was a soft knock on the door and you swiveled your head towards it then opening your mouth to speak, only to realize that you couldn't speak because your throat was so sore. You brought a hand up to it and rubbed it while the door opened and Eunha stuck her head inside the doorway. 

"Hey," she said softly, "How are you feeling?"

"Okay I guess, what happened?"

"You mean you don't remember?" 

You shook your head as your answer and watched as her eyebrows slowly came together from confusion. Her eyes flicked to the bed behind you and you turned to see Hansol's head laying beside you on the bed, holding your hand as if it was his last life-line. Opening you mouth to scream Eunha quickly covered it and hushed you.

"He was up all night taking care of you. Don't wake him up."

Nodding you quietly got out of bed and, with clothes from Eunha, you headed into the bathroom to get ready for the day. You ignored the fact that Hansol, the only man you've ever loved and yet hurt, was outside in the room laying on the bed asleep. The same bed you had slept in. And he was right beside you all night. You sighed and shook your head before splashing some water on your face to help wake you up.

After you were finished you walked out of the bathroom door and stopped when you saw Hansol sitting there with his head in his palms. He heard the door open and raised his head, looking at you with tired eyes. He still looks so handsome though, you said before chasing those thoughts away. You didn't even deserve to look at him like that anymore, even think of him.

"Uhm, go-good morning." You said before heading over to the bedroom door.

"Stop," he said lowly yet no anger was heard in his voice. You could feel his eyes burning into your back and you stayed standing where you were, your hand still raised towards the doorknob. "Come sit, we need to talk."

"I-uh, I don't have anything to talk about though. I'm just going t-"

"I do! I have a lot to say and I deserve for you to come and listen to me."

You knew he was right, you knew that he deserved to tell you how he felt but you also knew that if he asked you why that you couldn't explain. But you chose to listen to him anyways so you walked to the end of the bed and sat down.

"When you left me, with that stupid note and the ring on the counter, you tore my heart out. You didn't even tell me why you were left! You just told me goodbye. I'm sure you probably heard from the guys, but I went into a depression. I didn't come out of my room for over a week."

Your eyes widened and you stilled. He-He went into a depression?  You heard him pause and felt his eyes on you. 

"They didn't tell you?"

You knew why now, the boys must've hated you and you honestly couldn't blame them. 

Hansol sighed and you felt the bed dip as he moved closer to you and took your hand. "Why did you feel like a burden?"

"What?"

"That's why you left isn't it? Something happened and made you feel like you were a burden to me?"

Ho-How'd he know? 

"You said it last night after I brought you here and tried to warm you up." What exactly happened last night?  "Last night I was going to find you and show you how mad I was, but when I saw you sitting on that bench in the rain and you turned towards me...that pain you had on your face. I-It killed me. I figured out that I was still worrying about you and that I still-"

He stopped and placed his palms on your cheek, turning your head to face his. The look in his eyes made you loose your breath.

"I still love you." He said softly, making your eyes widen. "And I want to know what made you feel like a burden, because y/n you've never been a burden to me."

You felt tears rising in your eyes and you quickly closed them and lowered your head. Hansol's arms wrapped around you and pulled you into his chest. 

"Don't cry baby. Please, It hurts me to see you cry." He brought his hands back to your face and wiped his finger under your eye. "I love you." He leaned forward and kissed your forehead.

"Why?" You managed to get out as you looked at him. "Why do you still love me after I hurt you?"

He smiled and pushed a strand of hair behind your ear. "Because you're the girl I gave my heart to and you can't give it back s easily. A part has always been with you and know that you're here in my arms it's back together again and it's still fully yours."

"I-I love you, too." 

jinmin’s acoustic version of butterfly

When We Were Young(Taeyong-NCT)

Requested by: lolamahone123

~Everybody loves the things you do, from the way you talk to the way you move. Everybody here is watching you 'cause you feel like home. You're like a dream come true but if by chance you're here alone can I have a moment before I go? 'Cause I've been by myself all night long hoping you're someone I used to know~

"Oppa~" You called out as you rushed to where he was sitting and quickly sat beside him, giving him a smile. "I didn't see you all week, your mom said you were sick. Are you feeling better now?"

He ignored you and stared at his desk, playing with his pencil. You stopped smiling and watched him carefully only just now noticing the bags under his eyes and the redness.

"Taeyong, have you been crying?" You asked him gently as you ran the pad of your thumb gently under his eye.

He sighed and turned his face away making your eyes widen. "It's not your business."

"Oppa-"

"Please just go to your seat already."

You swallowed nervously and moved to your desk where f/n was already sitting and texting on her phone. You tapped her shoulder and moved your desk near her own. "Hey, how long has Taeyong been like that?"

"Like what?"

"Sitting there like he's..not there."

She glanced over at him then back to you, shrugging. "I don't know, did you ask him."

"Well, of course I did."

"And?"

"He told me it's not my business and to go to my seat," you said as you laid your head on your arms and sighed.

"Maybe he's just going through something at home, I'm sure he'll come around. Don't worry too much okay?"

Little did you know that worrying too much was exactly what you should have been doing.

~You look like a movie, you sound like a song. My God, this reminds me of when we were young. Let me photograph you in this light in case it is the last time that we might be exactly like we were. Before we realized, we were sad of getting old. It made us restless. It was just like a movie, it was just like a song~

The next day Taeyong never said a word to you or anyone and instead kept to himself, always having his headphones in when class was over. You tried to get him to talk but he'd always either ignore you or flat out tell you to leave him alone. A week later and Taeyong stopped coming to school, and every day he was gone a little piece of your heart shattered. You were so scared and worried about what had happened to him that one day you walked to his house after school instead of your own.

His mother was outside on the porch and you hurried up to her with a smile on your face as best as you could manage.

"Mrs. Lee," you called out softly as you accepted the hug she offered.

"Omo, y/n it's so good to see you hun. I haven't seen you in a while, but I'm afraid now isn't the best time sweetie."

"I'm just stopping by to see if Taeyong is alright. He's not sick right?"

"Huh? Oh dear you've always been so sweet," she muttered as she placed a loving hand on your cheek. "Why don't you go on up and talk to him."

"Thank you."

Once you walked through the front door you stopped and looked around with wide eyes at the taped up boxes that were scattered around the floor. You made your way past them, fear filing your heart, and headed to Taeyong's room where you heard music softly playing from behind the closed door.

Raising a fist you knocked on the door and waited 'til you heard a response to open it, revealing even more boxes surrounding his floor. His back was facing you as he stared out the window, not knowing who he had allowed into his room yet probably assuming it was a family member.

"Did you talk to the school yet, eomma?"

Yup, that's what I thought. You sighed and took a seat on his bed as you waited for him to turn around and notice you.

"Eomma?" And sure enough as soon as you sat down Taeyong turned around and immediately stiffened when his gaze fell on you sitting on his bed. "Wh-What are you doing here?"

"I came to make sure you were alright," you said softly not brave enough to bring your gaze to meet his in case you might cry.

"I'm fine, you can go now."

That's it, you thought. You brought your eyes up and met his own with a determination in you, "Don't you have something to tell me?"

He swallowed and looked at one of the boxes, sadness now etching across his features. "No."

~I was so scared to face my fears. Nobody told me that you'd be here and I swear you moved overseas. That's what you said, when you left me. You still look like a movie, you still sound like a song. My God, this reminds me of when we were young. Let me photograph you in this light in case it is the last time that we might be exactly like we were. Before we realized we were sad of getting old~

And that was the last time you had talked to Taeyong, your first love, before he moved away and you never heard from him again. Of course you eventually healed your heart and forgot about the heartbreak, though never really forgetting about him. And now here you were, five years later and you were now a trainee about to debut in a group along with your new friends.

"Y/n! Manager wants to talk with you," m/n said as she poked her head in through the practice room's door.

"Hmm? Oh, okay."

You headed out of the room and into the room where your manager was waiting with another man and woman. You stopped and looked to your manager confused before bowing to the others and taking the chair they offered. The man sat in front of you with the lady beside him and your manager sat next to you, introducing them and telling you that they run the Duet Song Festival which could help promote you and your group before you debut.

"Who will I be partnered up with?"

"We can't give you any details yet but you'll find out when you show up for rehearsal. Okay?"

You nodded and smiled as you stood and bowed to them while your manager showed them out. Sitting back down with a huff you stared at the wall in front of you with wide eyes, lost in your thoughts until you felt a hand tapping your shoulder. Turning you found your members standing behind you with confusion and curiosity on their faces.

"Who was that?"

"Oh, uhm that was the producers for the Duet Song Festival," you said absentmindedly as you stood and made your way back to the practice room.

"No way! They chose for you to be on it?!"

"Mmm," you said before sighing and shaking your head, "Before you ask no they did not tell me who I'd be paired up with."

"Awe, this is going to be great though!"

"What if it's someone from EXO?!"

"No way! BTS!"

Nu-uh, it'd be awesome if it was someone from Got7!"

"What about 100%?! Their vocals are just amazing!"

"Guys!" You called out as you stopped and turned to them. "Stop arguing. We'll find out when I go to rehearsals they said."

~It made us restless. It was just like a movie, it was just like a song. When we were young. It's hard to admit that everything just takes me back to when you were there, to when you were there. And a part of me keeps holding on just in case it hasn't gone. I guess I still care. Do you still care?~

And now here you were, at the building where you'd be rehearsing for the show with your partner who you still haven't met yet. You were walking around since you had time before you needed to get to the room where you and your partner would practice. Walking around the corner you bumped into someone and immediately backed up and bowed your head in apology.

"I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention," you said quickly before looking up at the person you had bumped into.

You froze and your eyes widened in shock, mirroring the boy who stood before you as he looked down at you with surprise. "Y-Y/n?"

"Taeyong," you said softly almost whispering.

"Wh-What are you doing here?"

"I-I need to go," you said before you took off towards the room you were assigned to.

You leaned against the now closed door and let out a sigh, fighting back the tears that were suddenly rising behind your closed eyes. You walked further into the room and took a seat on the couch that was in the room, leaning forward on your elbows that were resting on your knees.

"Yeah, I think it'll be- Oh, y/n you're in here already. Good!"

You looked up and smiled at the producer who had just walked in and handed you some papers. "Is this the song?" You asked before looking down at the papers and freezing.

"Yup, we decided that this song would be best suited for you and your partner. You should know, we thought long and hard about who to pair you up with and found the person who's vocals match yours the best! Oh he should be coming any minute now."

You listened quietly as you stared down at the song sheet in your hand.

"Oh, there you are! Here you go! Oh and meet your partner, y/n."

You glanced up and suddenly you felt like the producer was right, the song they chose was best suited for us. And as you looked at Taeyong and all the past memories flashed in your mind you looked down at the song sheet once more.

~It was just like a movie, it was just like a song. My God, this reminds me of when we were young. When we were young. Let me photograph you in this light in case it is the last time that we might be exactly like we were. Before we realized we were sad of getting old~

After practicing the song until you both were confident and the deadline had ended you were both now prepared and ready to sing on the show.

"Y/n and Taeyong on in 5," a staff said as they stopped by the dressing room.

You took a deep breath and headed towards the stage area finding Taeyong there already with his manager talking with him. Your manager himself was also beside you and laid a hand on your shoulder, "You ready?"

You smiled at him and nodded as you took the mic from the staff member and headed to the entrance. You looked across from you and noticed Taeyong already staring at you, a sad and distant look in his eyes. You still couldn't believe that you would be meeting him here. Honestly you had no idea he was even in a group let alone had moved here to become a trainee. Though it upset you to know that he couldn't even bring himself to tell you that, something you'd understand.

"Alright, enter the stage and walk to the middle. Just like rehearsal," the producer said to you and you nodded.

The steps onto the stage was both nerve wracking and exhilarating. Seeing as how you'd never been on tv before and now before you debut with your group you had a chance to make a name for yourself and show people what talent you really have. Though being partnered with Taeyong wasn't really helping with your nerves or the fact that every time you saw him you felt like you could burst into tears at any moment.

You took a deep breath and faced the cameras as the music started and Taeyong started the first verse.

Don't be sorry, that makes me more pitiful. With your pretty red lips please hurry, kill me and go. I'm all right. Look at me one last time. Smile like nothing's wrong, So when I miss you, I can remember. So I can draw your face in my mind

You watched him then turned your head towards the camera, ready to put every thing you've felt all these years into the lyrics of the song that seemed like it was made for the both of you.

My selfishness that couldn't let you go turned into an obsession that imprisoned you. Were you hurt because of me? You sit silently. Why am I a fool, why can't I forget you? You're already gone

You both turned to each other and you fought back the tears that were rising again, not noticing how Taeyong's eyes also watered. This isn't a love song, you thought, because it's for lost love.

Your eyes, nose, lips. Your touch that used to touch me, to the ends of your fingertips I can still feel you. But like a burnt out flame, burnt and destroyed all of our love. It hurts so much, but now I'll call you a memory

Taeyong, you thought, why does this song reflect how I still feel?

Love you, loved you. I must have not been enough. Maybe I could see you just once by coincidence. Everyday I grow restless, everything about you is becoming faint. You smile back in our pictures, unknowing of our approaching farewell

Why was us never enough?

My selfishness that couldn't let you go turned into an obsession that imprisoned you. Were you hurt because of me? You sit silently. Why am I a fool, why can't I forget you? You're already gone

Again we meet yet I still received no explanation.

Your eyes, nose, lips. Your touch that used to touch me, to the ends of your fingertips I can still feel you. But like a burnt out flame, burnt and destroyed all of our love. It hurts so much, but now I'll call you a memory

I thought I was okay, I thought I was over you. With tears now threatening to fall you sing your next part while setting your heart out so he can see.

Your black eyes that only saw me, your nose that held the sweetest breath, your lips that whispered 'I love you, I love you'... I...

Why do I still love you?

Your eyes, nose, lips. Your touch that used to touch me, to the ends of your fingertips I can still feel you. But like a burnt out flame, burnt and destroyed all of our love. It hurts so much, but now I'll call you a memory

Will this help me? Because I can't love you anymore. Mian.

You blinked back your tears and faced the crowd that was applauding the both of you and you both bowed. Giving you time to take a deep breath and put on a smile before heading off the stage and to where the producer and your manager was standing. They both gave you and Taeyong big smiles and complimented how emotional your performance was.

You turned to Taeyong and smiled slightly as you held out a hand. "Good job," you said. Vowing that this would be the last time you would love him, that you'd end it if he took your hand.

And so, taking your hand he smiled back at you. "You too."

You watched him walk away and finally had the strength to admit to yourself that you had lost your first love but you would be okay.

~It made us restless. Oh I'm so mad I'm getting old, it makes me reckless. It was just like a movie, it was just like a song. When we were young~

Together(Zuho-SF9)

Requested by:  KpopFangirl173

~Pretty girl, what am I going to do if youkKeep on looking at me like that? I feel like I'm going to explode just by looking at your eyes. The more I get to know you every day is different. I keep falling deeper into you yeah. Girl can't get you off my mind. It was hard to be patient about wanting to meet you today~

"Y/n, it's time to go."

"Okay, eomma!" You called out as you rushed down the stairs and into the kitchen, kissing her quickly on the cheek and then rushing out the door.

You were nervous seeing as how it was your first day at a new school and you didn't know anyone. The only thing you really knew was how to get to and from school and the house. So to say you were nervous was actually a huge understatement, you were almost petrified. And seeing as how you weren't exactly a social butterfly, the exact opposite actually, you were even more worried as to how your new school life was going to play out.

And now here you were, standing in front of the opening and taking in deep breaths while reassuring yourself. You can do this Y/n! Fighting! You nodded to yourself and pulled the door open before walking inside and looking in amazement at the school.

"Holy crap, my other school wasn't this big," you muttered to yourself as you looked around eventually deciding to find the office. "Uh big problem."

"Do you need help?" A deep voice sounded from behind you making you almost jump from your skin.

You turned and froze when you saw the handsome boy behind you, your words leaving your brain in an instant. "Uh-uhm-I-uh."

The boy laughed and tilted his head to your right where a hallway broke off from the one you were on. "If you're looking for the office it's that way."

"Oh, th-thank you. Then, goodbye."

The boy turned and walked away from you down the hallway, and you watched his figure slowly disappear from your sight before you turned and headed down to the office.

~Why is time slow. Why can I only think of you. I'm so curious that I'm going crazy. So c'mon girl. Come to me, together. I keep on thinking of you whenever. I really don't want to miss it. Today again over and over again girl. So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I can't stop forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together~

With help from Jieun, the girl from your grade that offered to help you out today, you made it to where your first class was being held and almost over. She knocked on the door and motioned for me to follow her as she headed inside the room. You kept your gaze down and only looked up when the teacher smiled and greeted you. After bowing your head to her she asked you to introduce yourself to the class and you froze, looking out at the many students who were staring at you with curiosity.

You gulped and nervously wrung your fingers today, your eyes scanning the different boys and girls as you introduced yourself and they stopped at a certain smiling figure that was seating near the back. You finished your speech yet was unable to take your eyes off of him. Your eyes widened when his attention was briefly taken away by a girl seated next to him and you quickly turned your gaze back to the floor.

"Y/n, why don't you have a seat next to Jieun? Is that alright with you?"

You nodded and followed Jieun to the desks, taking the seat beside her own, and noticing that you were far enough away from the boy from earlier. Realizing that you let out a breath of relief and brought a notebook onto your desk, the pencil placed in the spiral. And for the rest of the class, which wasn't long, you gave your full attention to the teacher and ignored the itching sensation on the back of your neck.

After the bell had rung Jieun waited while you got your bag ready and smiled at you as she began to explain your next class to you and you listened closely, too closely as that when you were heading out the door you hadn't noticed the girl next to you and bumped into her. You quickly turned and saw her glaring at you with narrowed eyes.

"I-I'm sorry, I wasn't paying attention."

"Obviously," the girl stated angrily before stomping from the room.

"Tch, I hate that girl." Jieun stated from beside you making you look to her with raised eyebrows. "Hey, you don't know the half of what that girl has done to me. She's such a -"

"Yah!" You said with widened eyes which made Jieun start to laugh.

"Omo, you're so cute! Mianhae, I promise while I'm with you I won't curse."

You smiled and shook your head, glad you had made a friend so quickly, and followed her down the hallway not noticing the boy that had stayed behind captivated by your gentle smile.

~(Come to me, together I keep on thinking of you whenever) (I really don't want to miss it. Today again over and over again girl) Pretty girl, I can't fall asleep in your thoughts. I keep falling deeper into you. Girl can't get you off my mind. My feelings toward you. No matter how many times you come in you won't know this feeling. It doesn't make sense, impossible. Love has started again~

Your morning classes had passed by in a breeze and now you were sitting in the cafeteria with Jieun as she introduced you to her friends. They were all nice you realized and they had quickly welcomed you into the group with smiles, introducing themselves one by one. You were listening to R/n[A/n: sorry can't think of any names atm x'D] talk when suddenly everyone stopped talking and was staring at something behind you with wide eyes.

Confused you turned and looked up at the person who was standing behind you until you noticed who it was, then it was your turn to look at him with wide eyes.

"J-Juho, did you need something?" R/n asked him as she stared up at him who was still looking down at you.

You turned around and kept your gaze to the table, suddenly becoming very uncomfortable under his stare. Jieun seemed to take notice and started talking to him with a stern voice. "If you don't need anything please leave you're freaking her out by staring at her like that."

You heard him walk away and let out a breath you'd been holding. "That's weird," Jieun muttered as she looked over to you, "You okay?"

"Yeah, does he make it a habit of doing that to the new students though?"

"No, I didn't even think he'd paid attention enough to know when there was a new kid here."

Your eyebrows drew together and you looked to her with a raised eyebrow, "Really?"

"Yeah," r/n cut in as she chew on a cookie, "That was strange. He's the most popular boy in school so he'd always surrounded by tons of kids so you wouldn't think he'd notice any new people."

"I saw him this morning though and he was alone," you said softly.

"What?!" Jieun exclaimed with wide eyes as the girls around you also took on the same expression. "Really?! You saw him this morning?! When?"

"When I first got here I didn't know how to get to the office and he pointed me in the right direction. But his stare was so frikin scary that I couldn't say anything other than thank you before I left."

"Hmm," all the girls said before they started up a new topic leaving me alone with my thoughts.

~So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I keep on thinking of you whenever. I really don't want to miss it. Today again over and over again girl. So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I can't stop forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together. Even a boring island can become a scenery with you. I'll fill your secret diary with special events. Baby we belong together Ba ba bay~

"Jieun-ah, I'll be right back okay? I forgot my book in my locker." You said before you rushed off, hoping that you could make it there and back before the bell would ring again.

Though that seemed like a lost thought because as soon as you got halfway to your locker you were surrounded by a small group of girls. You recognized, unfortunately, one of them as the one you had bumped into earlier this morning and instantly felt dread sink in. Looking around at all of them you realized that this wasn't going to be a nice and warm welcome but a cold and hard warning.

"New girl, what was your name again?"

You didn't answer her and instead look at the girls who were creeping closer to your sides. The girl who seemed to be the 'leader' of this group smiled thinly and stepped closer to you, and if she took another step she would be right against you.

"Right, you're too stupid to talk. Listen, Juho? Keep away from him. He doesn't need trash like you to ruin his reputation or his life so stay away." You narrowed your eyes at her and shook your head. "That's right, I'm being nice so far. If you don't heed my warning I'll-" [A/n: Man I really hate writing bullying scenes D'x]

"You'll what?" A deep voice sounded out with anger hardening his tone.

Everyone looked behind you and gasped when the realized who it was. You hadn't turned around and you didn't plan to yet when the girls had stepped back away from you, excluding the 'leader', you felt a presence right behind you. A hand was laid on your arm and you felt the person pull yourself behind him, his tall frame blocking you from the girls' sight. You kept your gaze on his back and listened as he told the girls off.

He's helping me again, you thought to yourself. Why is he helping me again?

~Everyday it makes sense with the two of us. Stick by my side, my arm is a seat belt belt belt. I honestly want to be embraced. I want to hug you together like this in my embrace whenever. I only want you in my heart over and over again girl. Let's do everything together. I want you forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together~

After the girls had left Juho turned and laid his hands on my shoulders trying to get a look at my face. "Gwenchana?"

You nodded slightly and made to step back from him but was surprised when he pulled you into his embrace, wrapping his arms tightly around your back.

"Mianhae, that must've been scary for you."

"Why did you help me?" You questioned as you stood frozen still in his embrace.

"Because you don't deserve to be treated like that, because you're not trash, and because I want to get to know you more."

You looked up to him with widened eyes and questioned, "You want to get to know me?"

He nodded and smiled before reaching a hand up and patting your head, "When I first saw you in the hallway this morning and you were looking around with amazement I just thought you were so cute."

He thought I was cute?! Wait, oh my gosh I had my mouth hanging open then! Why'd he have to see that? You mentally sighed and looked back up at him, "You thought I was...cute?"

"Mm, really cute. That look of amazement that you had in your eyes is what did it though, don't worry it's not like I noticed your mouth hanging open."

He smirked and walked around you heading down the hallway while you stood there with your eyes wide. You were brought out of your panicking thoughts when you heard him stop and ask if you were coming or going to stand there all day. You turned and stuck your head up heading past him, which just ended up making him laugh more as he tried to catch up to you.

"See," he said as he poked your cheek, "Cute."

You blinked quickly and turned your head away to hide the heat rushing to your cheeks. "Shut up," you muttered as you let a small smile slip onto your face.

~So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I keep on thinking of you whenever. I really don't want to miss it today again over and over again girl. So c'mon girl Come to me, together. I can't stop forever so baby let's get back together. Let's get back together~

Without U(Seunghwan-ROMEO)

Finally! So happy to have gotten a Romeo request! They really deserve more love and support. So please guys, please give hem some love!

Requested by: ImChaeRinVevo

~Check it check it out ROMEO is back. It did feel weird, I couldn't get ahold of you (Why) You don't know. How anxious I feel. I love you so much. I don't wanna lose you. I wanna stay with you until always. Your soft lips, your eyes I miss them every day~

"Mianhae," he said before getting up and walking away from the girl who was now sitting in her chair with tears sliding down her cheeks.

"Tch, jerk." You muttered before walking over to the girl and setting her drink down. "Mianhae," you told her softly as you placed your hand on her back, "Do you want anything? It'll be on the house."

The girl wiped her cheeks and shook her head before smiling up at you. "No, but thank you. I'm going to head out now though. Bye."

"Oh, bye."

You shook your head in pity and headed back behind the counter, "I hate guys who do stuff like that." You were muttering to yourself as you cleaned the counter. "Reason number one as to why I've never dated."

"What the hell do you mean break up?!"

Your eyes widened as you turned your head to where the screech had come from, leading your gaze to a girl who was quite literally fuming. "Another one?" You muttered to yourself and tilting your head slightly, "Though this one looks different from the first one."

"Mianhae," the guy said, "But i'm tired of you doing this. You always act innocent yet you're the one who's been cheating the whole time we've been together."

~What's the use of hanging out with friends every day? (Without you) What's the use of eating delicious food? (Without you) What's the use of sharing love? (Without you) What's the use of having a lot of money? When you left?~

Your eyes widened and you watched as the girl's face turned red, whether from embarrassment or anger you didn't know, and her jaw tightened. You opened your mouth to protest when you saw her hand grab a hold of her glass siting on the table but before you could speak she threw the contents on the boy, grabbed her bag, and was walking towards the door. You shook your head and quickly called out to her.

"Ma'am!"

She looked to you with narrowed eyes and thinly smiled, "Yes?"

"I'm sorry, but you're going to have to pay the bill."

"What?"

"Yeah, it's either you pay the bill or you pay for the dry cleaning. Either is fine with me though."

Her lips thinned and you just smiled at her before handing her the bill, "You can go pay over at the counter."

She grabbed the bill and stomped off with a frustrated yell while you watched with a satisfied smile before turning and heading over to the table where the boy sat.

"You alright?"

His eyes were on you already, you realized, and they were wide with amazement and amusement. "Th-Thank you for that."

~Without you, without you. What do I do? Without you, without you. What am I? Without you, without you. What are you doing? (without you) Without you, without you. I miss you so much. Ready! Action! Go shoot a movie by yourself, why don't you. Crying all night like this. I erased your number from my phone but I keep touching it~

You chuckled and turned your head to see the girl leaving, "No problem. I can't stand people that act like that."

He snorted and quickly covered his mouth with his hand, making you look to him with confusion. "I-I cannot believe you did that. I have never seen someone stand up to her like that."

"What, are people scared of her?"

He shook his head and wiped underneath his eyes, "No more like no one can stand her. Of course, her father is rich so they're smart enough to leave her be."

"Ah, people like that really irritate me." You cleared your throat and turned your head away when you felt his gaze still resting on you. "Uhm, I've got to go now but it was nice uh...talking with you. Glad I could help, but I've- yeah. Bye."

You turned quickly and rushed into the kitchen area where you could put your palms on your burning cheeks without anyone noticing.

Yet, you never realized that that same pair of eyes had watched you hurry off and was staring at the spot he last saw you with amusement in his eyes. He had never met anyone like you, especially not one that could speak their mind so easily. Seunghwan realized that without even noticing he was getting up to chase after you, he wanted to see you again and he wanted to get to know you. He didn't want this to be a one time meeting. So deciding that he got up and headed to the counter, determined that he'd at least get a promise to meet again.

~What's the use of good weather? (what're you doing?) What's the use of dressing up? (what're you doing?) This damn night alone feels so long. You're not here. Your soft lips, your eyes, I miss them every day~

"Y/n, there's someone asking for you." F/n said as she poked her head in through the doorway.

"For me? Oh, okay."

You got up and followed her through the doors and back into the cafe, stopping once you reached the counter and saw who was asking for you. "You again," you said slowly as you walked up to him. "Did you need something?"

"Your number," he said bluntly making you start to choke on your own spit.

"M-My number?"

"Mhm, I'd like to get in touch again."

"You...would," you said making you close your eyes and mentally hit yourself. Gosh, stop sounding so stupid.

You opened your eyes when you heard him laugh and your heart almost stopped when he smiled at you. "Of course, I have to thank you for helping me out back then right?"

"Oh, no you don-"

"Please?" He said softly, looking at you with a small yet gentle smile.

Eventually you caved and exchanged numbers with him which was new to you. And so, after a smile and a wave he walked out of the cafe and past the windows out of your line of sight. After you couldn't see him anymore you collapsed against the counter and banged your forehead against the top, only stopping when a palm was placed underneath it. Glancing up you saw f/n standing beside you with a soft smile on her face and an open expression letting you know she'd listen to you.

"I am really stupid aren't I?"

~What's the use of hanging out with friends every day? (Without you) What's the use of eating delicious food? (Without you) What's the use of sharing love? (Without you) What's the use of having a lot of money? When you left?~

She rolled her eyes and shook her head, "In what way exactly??"

You laid your head back on the counter top and told her all of what happened, leaving her with raised eyebrows and a smirk on her face. "So? Any advice?"

She covered her mouth quickly but didn't fight back the laugh that escaped her. "Omo, why don't you just humor him and go on a date with him? Didn't you think he was cute?"

You straightened quickly and turned your face away so she wouldn't see your now red cheeks. "Of course not! I gave him my number because otherwise he wouldn't have left me alone!"

"Wow, you're so transparent. And you're a really bad liar."

"Unnie!"

"What? You are. Look, you think the boy's cute right?" She stared at you and watched as a blush formed on your cheeks again and you reluctantly nodded. "And do you think he has a personality you like?"

"What personality? I've only met him once! How am I supposed to know what personality he has?"

"Well, simple. You said he broke up with his girlfriend cause she had been cheating on him right?" You nodded and looked to her in question. "So, seeing as how he said the whole relationship wouldn't that mean that he gave her more than a second chance?"

"Yeah I guess, so?"

"So~ It means he has a kind heart."

Your eyebrows drew together in confusion and you looked at f/n closely. "How the heck did you come up with that conclusion?"

"Simple, I use my brain."

"Yah!"

You both started to laugh and then set to work, closing up and all the while you thought about Seunghwan.

~Without you, without you. What do I do? Without you, without you. What am I? Without you, without you. What are you doing? (without you) Without you, without you. I miss you so much. Without you, without you. What do I do? Without you, without you. What am I? Without you, without you. What are you doing? (without you) Without you, without you. I miss you so much~

Five Months Later

After Seunghwan had gotten your number he had called you and you both had started to hand out more frequently, and now here you were in a relationship with him. He had asked you out about a month after you guys started hanging out and yes though you knew it was very early you really did enjoy your time with him. Every time you both would be together you had so much fun and he always did something, whether big or small, to make you feel special.

"Jagi!"

You looked up from the counter and smiled, "You're back! Did you have a good practice?"

"Yeah, I just missed you." He pouted and walked up to you wrapping his arms around your waist and laying his chin against your shoulder.

You laughed and patted his head, "Awe. Don't worry I'm sure the boys kept you busy."

"Ugh, yes. Today they wouldn't stop being mean to me."

"Oh? How were they being mean?"

"They kept making fun of you because apparently I was 'whining' about wanting to see you."

You smiled at him and leaned over to pinch his cheek. "My Seunghwan-ie is so cute."

"Ja~gi, not you two. Don't pick at me," he said puffing his cheeks out and turning his head away.

Laughing you walked over to him and kissed his cheek, "Ah mian mian. I won't do it again."

"Hmph."

"Oppa~ Mianhae," you said as you pouted and blinked quickly.

~Put your hands in the air, if you love me tonight. What more can I want? Let's get down down down down. Put your hands in the air, if you love me tonight. What can I do? Let's get down down down. Without you~

He fought a smile but lost as he soon let the smile cover his face and he grabbed you quickly, pulling you close. "Aiya, I can't stay mad at my jagi. You're too cute!"

"Oh shut up. Go ahead and get washed up, I'm going to finish dinner and you're not eating dinner sweaty and smelly."

"Yah! I don't smell!" You didn't answer and instead raised an eyebrow at him. "Ugh, fine~ It's not like you'll let me stay anyways."

"You can stay, but you're sleeping on the couch."

"Jagi~"

You laughed and watched him walk away, grumbling the whole way. You shook your head in amusement and went back to cooking glad to be able to cook for someone you care about now.

For You(Suga-BTS)

Requested by: SophiaTaehyung

~It smells like you, the road that I walk on. I plug my earphone to my status, my true feelings lie beyond there. Baby why you far away. I can't get used to you not being here. I feel like something is missing. I just want to be together with you always. When I realize we were only be able to meet inside this smartphone, you appeared before my eyes. Today too I feel the sadness of not able to see you. Contrary to my feelings time passes rapidly~

You let out a breath you hadn't realized you'd been holding in and wrung your fingers together from nervousness. Ara and Jihee were on either side of you getting their makeup and hair done as well, Hana was giggling with Eunha in the corner of the room, and Jae Eun and Mijin were practicing silently. Today was not only very special to you but to the group as well, seeing as how it was the first time any group especially a popular one requested to do a web drama with you guys. You chewed on your lip and mulled over how the shooting might go, today everyone would be focused on the script and to say you were scared was a complete understatement.

Out of all the girls in your group you were chosen to be the main girl and you couldn't understand why. Mijin and Jihee were much better at acting than you were and you knew the script, had read it from front to back too many times, and knew that it was a romance web drama. Of course it would have a kiss scene or two and that's honestly what worried you most, especially since you had no clue who was going to play the male lead since they wanted to keep it a secret.

You sighed and opened your eyes when you heard your manager start to talk from the doorway. "All right girls, there's 10 minutes til the director wants to start. Are you guys ready?" The girls nodded and yelped out excited replies while you stayed quiet, your nerves finally getting the best of you. "Y/n?"

"Hm?" You looked up to him with big eyes and noticed that everyone was looking around you. "Oh-uh, yeah I'm ready!"

You stood from the chair and made your way to the door, following the rest of the group out, slowly. Ara set her hand on your arm holding you back gently from going with the others. You looked to her in confusion and saw her already looking at you, a gentle smile on her face.

"Gwenchana?"

"Mm? Oh yeah I'm fine, just nervous I guess."

Ara laughed and gently rubbed your arm in comfort, "Yeah I guess you would be seeing as how you're going to be the main character in a love triangle."

"Yah! Ara!"

She laughed again and headed out of the room, you following behind her shortly after. Walking onto the set where you would be filming your scenes today you stopped short once you saw the two guys standing there, talking with the director. You knew them both well, one more than the other, but never-the-less you knew both. And when the director turned to you and told you something, you felt your heart drop into your stomach.

"Ah, y/n. These two will be the male leads. Yoongi-ah Taehyung-ah you guys know y/n right?"

~Even if I feel insecure I believe that my heart will not leave you, my heart will reach past beyond the wind. I am always under the same sky my baby. Everything is for you, everything is alright. Even if there is no answer, everything is inside your smile. Truth, even if we are apart our hearts are connected to each other. Forever with you~

You stared at the two smirking boys with wide eyes and waited until the director walked away to hit them both on their arms. "What the heck?! You didn't tell me you two were going to be the leads!?"

Yoongi chuckled and grabbed my hands to keep it from assaulting his arm any more. "Mian, but we wanted it to be a surprise."

You looked to Yoongi with wide eyes, "Have you guys read the script?" Both nodded and you looked from Taehyung to Yoongi while they watched you with confusion. "Tae can I speak to Yoongi oppa alone for a second?"

Taehyung nodded and headed off towards Eunha and Mijin, leaving you to turn towards Yoongi and grab his arm lightly to drag him off set and away from prying ears. "Awe~" He teased, "If you wanted to be alone jagi all you had to do was ask."

You narrowed your eyes and hit his arm again, "Are you insane?! You do realize that I have to kiss both leads right?! Not just the main lead?!"

Yoongi's face was blank for a second before his eyes widened and his mouth dropped open, "No! What the hell?!! Why would they make you kiss both leads?!"

You shook your head and sighed as you watched your boyfriend, secret boyfriend, freak out that you were now to kiss one of his friends for the drama. "Well, that's what you get for only reading over your lines and the main plot."

Yoongi placed his face in his hands and let out a deep breath before looking at me and nodding, then turning he started off towards the direction of where the director was. Your eyes widened and you quickly grabbed ahold of his arm, stopping him. "What are you doing?"

"I'm going to ask the director to reconsider the second male lead and female lead's kiss."

"So, you're going to basically say that you want to be the only one to kiss me?"

~Flutter already. Flower petals shower. Sparkle already. Inside the sun. I am embracing you always. Inside my heart forever. Flutter already. Flower petals shower. Sparkle already. Under the sun forever just the two of us. It is alright since we are connected always. We live far away from each other. Today too I feel lonely, I want to see you. The night that I am alone I unnecessarily feel the lonelier~

Yoongi nodded and you face palmed yourself, not believing how stupid he was at times.

"Weren't you the one who wanted our relationship to be kept a secret?"

"So? This is worth telling about it! Maybe it's a sign that we should tell everyone now!"

"Yoongi! Are you insane? Now?! Now is not the right time to tell people."

"Wae?! Do you want to kiss Taehyung?"

"Of course not, but that's not the point! We are just starting to film for this drama! There's no way we can break news like that before we even get to start airing it."

Yoongi sighed and looked to you with a look so desperate yet sad at the same time that you lost your breath. "But y/n, I don't want you to kiss him. It'll hurt me."

You sighed and rubbed his arm, "Oppa it's just a drama. It's acting. We're playing characters nothing else, okay?"

"No! It's not okay. Y/n, please?"

You closed your eyes and thought about the pros and cons of the situation, on one hand it really wasn't a good time to announce your relationship to the world and yet on the other hand you didn't want to hurt Yoongi. "Fine, but we only tell the boys and girls so they'll understand. Then maybe we can work something out with the director."

A bright smile full of relief filled Yoongi's face as he pulled you close and wapped his arms around your waist. "Thank you," he whispered by your ear as he laid his chin on your shoulder.

Your eyes were widened and you tried to glance around the pair of you, as you panicked. "Yo-Yoongi-ah stop that. Not everyone's going to know!"

He laughed and let go of you before glancing around then quickly leaning down and kissing your forehead. "Let's go let them know."

~With distance my heart opens more. It feels unbearable when I hear your rumor. I become more frustrated with more time passes. The amount that over flows always. Oh girl your smile still remains here. Even if we are apart my feelings are still the same, we are always together. Everything is for you, everything is alright. Even if there is no answer, everything is inside your smile~

"I don't have a good feeling about this," you muttered to yourself as Yoongi pulled you along over to where the director was calling you both. "Yoongi let's wait until we get a break okay?"

Yoongi looked at you over his shoulder and nodded slightly before letting go of your hand and joining everyone else on set. Ara looked between you and Yoongi in confusion but let it slip after you gave her a small smile. You headed to your spot which happened to be the scene that you would film with Jungkook, who was playing a cousin in the drama, and you actually had fun with it.

After filming several hours the director finally called for everyone to take a break and you looked over to Yoongi, who nodded at you, and gathered the girls around to head into the dressing room. Yoongi and his group following shortly behind you. They filed in and looked to Yoongi and you in confusion as he walked up to you and looked at you with what almost looked to be fear.

"Hyung, is something going on?" Jimin asked as he watched you reach a hand out and squeeze his.

"Uhm, everything's fine but we have something we need to tell you guys." You looked at him while chewing on your bottom lip as you waited for him to break the news, not really knowing how they'd react. "Uhm, so me and y/n are....well we're. Me and y/n are dating, we have been for about 5 months now and we kept it a secret."

Neither group had a reaction, not even an expression on their faces, which just worried you even more. You glanced at Yoongi and saw him swallowing nervously as his hold tightened on your hand.

"What?" Jin was the first one to break the silence as he looked between the both of you with wide eyes.

"We wanted to tell you!" You nearly yelled as your nerves got the best of you.

"But," Yoongi finished for you, "I asked her not to. I was worried about both of us and both groups getting hate and didn't want either to happen, so I asked her to keep it a secret. Mianhae."

"Yoongi-ah how could you not tell us?! This is huge! This could affect our group! Not just ours either," Jin got out as he looked at the both of us with shock.

You looked down at your lap and let out a sigh, you knew that this is what would happen if you told now. "Mianhae, hyung. But I really love y/n and I'm not going to give her up no matter what you guys say."

"No, Yoongi-hyung we're happy for you! We just wish you would've told us sooner!"

"Mianhae," you both muttered out as you still clutched one another's hands.

~Truth. Even if we are apart, our hearts are connected to each other. Forever with you. Flutter already. Flower petals shower. Sparkle already. Inside the sun. I am embracing you always. Inside my heart forever. Flutter already. Flower petals shower. Sparkle already. Under the sun forever just the two of us. It is alright since we are connected always~

You looked up to your right when you felt a hand land on your shoulder and saw Jihee standing beside you with a gentle smile on her face. "That's great, y/n."

"Unnie," you trailed off as you stared up at her with thanks. You returned her smile and gladly fell into her open arms as she hugged you close.

"Congratulations, Yoongi-ah." She told him as she patted his back, "Just don't hurt her, okay?"

"Never," he said as he looked over to me. [A/n: Never ever......Got7....comeback...amazing.....just ignore me x'D]

You turned your face when you felt heat rising and heard him let out a chuckle. Then you heard footsteps and saw Taehyung walking up to Yoongi, "Hyung, what are we going to do about the drama?"

You heard Yoongi sigh and shake his head, "I'm not sure. It's just one kiss scene though right? It's not even that long."

"B-But hyung, I can'-"

"Taehyung-ah, this is a special time for you to show your acting skills. You don't want to disappoint anyone right?"

You smiled at Yoongi and then noticed Taehyung's growing smile as he bowed his head. "Okay hyung, but it's going to be really awkward kissing her now."

"What? It wouldn't have been awkward before?"

Taehyung pouted and crossed his arms, "Of course not! Before I didn't think she was in a relationship with someone! So I wasn't thinking about kissing someone else's girlfriend!"

Everyone let out a laugh and slowly everyone came up to you both and congratulated you. Jin, was the only serious one and sighed deeply as he patted Yoongi's shoulder. "When are you planning on telling everyone else?"

"After the drama hyung," Yoongi stated nervously.

"Alright, if you need any backup we're all here. Okay?"

Yoongi smiled in relief and nodded his head, before turning his head and looking at you with a gentle look in his eyes as all of you heard the director yelling out. Jihee and Ara looked back at the both of you and smiled gently. "We'll give you guys a minute," Ara told us before walking after the others.

~Even if we are far away, we are looking at the same sky. Even if something happens, if you are here I am not afraid anymore. I believe our love will live for eternity, it will always stay beautiful as it is. It will always be like cherry blossom pedals. Everything is for you, everything is alright. Even if there is no answer, everything is inside your smile~

"Well," you said thoughtfully, "That was not what I was expecting."

"Me either," Yoongi agreed with a chuckle. "I'm glad they accepted us though."

"Mhm," you said with a smile as you leaned your head on his shoulder.

"Though I still don't like the face that I just agreed to letting you kiss Taehyung."

You laughed and started towards the door, pulling him behind you. "Yeah, well that's your fault. Besides if it makes you feel any better, I was very proud of you for saying that."

"Oh? You were?"

"Mhm," you laughed as he turned you around and kissed you gently. "Come on, they'll be waiting for us."

"Ugh, I'm starting to regret this drama."

"Yeah, but if you weren't the male lead than I'd have to kiss someone else."

Yoongi's eyes widened and his grip tightened on your hand before he started pulling you quickly towards the set. "Let's go! Don't want to keep them waiting!"

You laughed and realized that you were actually glad to be filming this drama with Yoongi. Not only was it a good excuse to be by him all day, even though you were acting, it was your own way of letting the world know that you loved him. And boy were you glad for those kiss scenes.

"Alright everyone, let's get back to work!"

~Truth. Even if we are apart our hearts are connected to each other. Forever with you. Flutter already. Flower petals shower. Sparkle already. Inside the sun. I am embracing you always. Inside my heart forever. Flutter already. Flower petals shower. Sparkle already. Under the sun forever just the two of us. It is alright since we are connected always~

Don't Try to Disappear(Jinyoung-Got7)

Requested by: taekookisbae 

*Dream Knight theme! :D I haven't watched this drama in a very long time so...stick with me*

~Don't think of anything. Don't say anything, not even a word. Just give me a smile. I still can't believe it all of this seems like a dream. Don't try to disappear. Is it true Is it true. You You You're so beautiful, that I'm scared. Untrue Untrue. You You You~

"Jinyoung-ah~" You called as you looked around the park in confusion. "Jinyoung?"

He had just been by you, where could he have gone? And why hadn't you seen him walk off? Of course, the rain was partly to blame since it was pouring down so hard it was hard to see three feet in front of you. You really didn't want to go home but you couldn't just stand in the middle of the park while it was dark and getting darker, not to mention the storm. So sighing you pulled your coat as far over your head as you could get it and took off towards your house. You'd just have to message Jinyoung when you got home to make sure he wouldn't worry about if something happened to you.

Once you had dried off and were sitting on your bed drying your hair you thought about what had happened. "Hmm~ This isn't the first time something's happened like this before," you muttered to yourself as your eyebrows creased. "And how does he do it? One minute he's there and the next...poof! Jinja, I honestly don't understand it."

You shook your head as you grabbed your bag from the floor, hoping none of your important papers had gotten wet. "Huh?"

Inside was your little doll that you had gotten from your mother when you were little, and it was soaking wet.

"A-Aniya! igo mwoya?!"

Quickly you rushed into the bathroom and started to pat it dry sighing as you realized it'd have to dry over night. Clicking your tongue your stared at the now hung doll and tilted your head slightly, thinking.

"How was this the only thing wet though?" You asked yourself, going into your room and checking your items in your bag once more to see if there was anything else. "That's strange."

~Will you stay by my side. Will you promise me. If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break. I'm scared scared scared of that. Will you stop time. If this moment passes as though it hadn't happened. I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you~

You woke up the next day when you heard banging in the kitchen, leaving you sitting rigid in your bed as your mind went blank from panic. Who the hell was in your house?! Getting out of bed you silently thanked everything that you had carpet. You walked to your bedroom door and silently, with a lot of effort, cracked it open and tried to peer into your kitchen to see who it was.

Sighing, you stepped silently out of your room keeping your back to the wall as you crept along. Aish, this is absolutely ridiculous. Why does stuff like this happen to me?! You had stopped when you reached the end of the wall and quickly and, surprisingly, quietly ran to the wall that was blocking your view of the kitchen.

You leaned your head back against the wall and took in a deep breath, preparing yourself, and gripped the shoe you had in your hand. Wait.....shoe?! You quickly brought your hand and up mentally smacked yourself on the forehead. Well~, look who's just a genius. You shook your head and rolled your eyes, right because what sane person grabs a shoe to protect themselves when there's someone in their house?

You slid closer on the wall towards the entrance to the kitchen and peeked in, your face going blank when you recognized them. "Yah! What happened to you last night?! I was worried!" You fussed at Jinyoung as you walked into the kitchen.

Jinyoung, who had looked up from the frying pan on the stove in front of him, stared down at the shoe in your hand then raised an eyebrow at you. "I had to go run an errand," he glanced back down to the pan, "Were you planning on attacking me with a shoe?"

"Wh~at? Psh, no I -uh- just was bringing it down here for..later." After you finished talking you nodded to yourself, convincing yourself that it sounded true.

Jinyoung snorted and you narrowed your eyes when you saw his shoulders shaking. "You're still a terrible liar."

You sighed and sat down at the island trying to peek to see what he was cooking, "What cha making?"

"Brunch. You know, since you practically slept the day away," he said now half-paying attention to you as he refocused on cooking.

~Butterfly like a Butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Butterfly like a butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. You're just like a Butterfly. From afar, I steal glances; if we touch hands, will I lose you? You shine in this pitch darkness that is the butterfly effect. Your light touches, I forget the reality at once~

"Go ahead and get ready for the day," Jinyoung told you without turning, "This'll take a while to fix but it should be ready by the time your done."

"Alright," you agreed as you hoped off your stool and headed back towards your room. Once in there you gathered the clothes you had picked out last night and headed into the bathroom, not remembering your doll until you glanced at the shower rod in the mirror and saw that it was empty. "Mwoh?!"

Turning you rushed over to the shower and quickly searched around for your doll. "What the heck?! Where is it?!" You about tore your bathroom apart and still didn't find it, "Maybe Jinyoung is drying it?"

You turned quickly and lost your footing as your foot slipped from a water puddle on the floor. Confused you bent down and looked over to the shower where it should have been, yet here it was in front of the sink. Why is the puddle here...when the doll was over there? You glanced up and noticed another puddle closer to the door. Another one? Curious, you stood and followed the water puddles that ended up leading you from your room and to the kitchen though you stopped outside the wall again. Though this time it was because you were too shocked to go in.

You turned towards your room slowly and then hearing his footsteps you ran, stopping only when your door was shut and you were leaning against it. What does this mean?! You thought with panic as you tried to rationalize everything. Maybe the doll dripped when Jinyoung took it to dry it? You didn't even convince yourself that. There was no way your small doll could cause a puddle that big. Of course it wasn't a huge puddle but it was far too many drops in one place for a small doll.

Leaning your head on the door you felt your eyebrows crease together from confusion. Wha-Does this mean...I mean is Jinyoung-? You were so distraught your thoughts couldn't even form full sentences.

"Y/n!"

~It's like a wind that gently strokes me. It's like a dust that gently drifts along. You're there but for some reason, I can't reach you, stop. You, who's like a dream is a butterfly high to me. Untrue Untrue. You You You. Will you stay by my side. Will you promise me. If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break I'm scared scared scared of that~

Your eyes widened and you quickly made sure your back was pressed firmly against the door as you cleared your throat. "Y-yeah?"

"Brunch is ready. You okay?"

"U-uh, yeah! Just -uh- finishing up. Be down in a minute!"

"Alright," he said unsure as he slowly walked back into the other room.

You slouched back against the door, letting out the breath you hadn't realized you'd been holding. "Alright," you said to yourself, "Time to figure all of this out."

So with determination in you, you walked calmly into the kitchen and sat across from Jinyoung. He smiled up at you as you sat down and commented on how you looked nice today making you, unfortunately, blush and you hid your face behind your hair before he could see it. You watched him discreetly as he ate and scrolled down his phone screen. You were trying to figure out if anything was different or if there was something there that you had never noticed before.

Of course, beside his necklace you didn't notice anything out of the ordinary. Wait, his necklace. Did I ever ask him about it? You asked yourself as you tilted your head to observe it better. "Hey, oppa."

"Hm?"

"What's your necklace mean again?"

"Mwoh?!"

Your eyes widened when he jerked his head up to stare at you with his own pair of wide eyes. "Your necklace, I don't remember you ever telling me about it and it's got to be important since you wear it every day."

"O-Oh, haha that? Uhm, it's just something I've had for a while. It's special," he said before coughing into his hand and glancing around the room.

"Oh? Why's that?" You laid your head on your open palm, your elbow resting on the table, and did your best to not look suspicious.

~Will you stop time, if this moment passes as though it hadn't happened. I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you. The small pieces guttered down darkly from my heart, a barren noise. I don't know if this is reality or a dream. My Kafka on the seaside. Don't go to those woods over there. My heart is still shattering on you (I just wanted to vaporize like this) My love that is forever. It's all FREE for you baby~

Jinyoung let out a small, nervous-like, laugh and scratched the back of his neck. "What's with all the questions suddenly?"

You shook your head, paying attention to your food again as to not appear like you were interrogating him. "Just curious."

"A-Ah, kure."

You kept glancing at his necklace every so often noticing how it looked to be a wing. Hmm, wing....eh? Could Jinyoung be an angel?! Ah, ani he turns into a a doll. I'm not an angel expert but I'm pretty sure they don't turn into dolls. You sighed and finished eating the rest of your food as an awkward silence kept thickening every minute, until finally you cleared your throat and told him you'd wash the dishes.

"Okay, gomawo."

"Jinyoung-ah," you said lowly not knowing how you planned on bringing up the question.

"Hm?"

"Uh, aniya nevermind."

You smiled and quickly headed to the sink, turning the faucet on and starting to wash the dishes, all the while thinking of ways to bring up the question. "Ani, just forget it."

"Forget what?"

"Ah!" You jumped in surprise and watched slowly as a dish slipped from your wet hands and fell towards the ground. Then watching in what felt like slow motion you saw your plate crash against your floor, yet it was still in one piece. "What?!" You bent down and touched the plate, vaguely hearing Jinyoung trying to stop you, and quickly pulled your hand back as you did. The plate was freezing and frozen solid.

"W-What the hell?!" You stood quickly and backed away from Jinyoung who now had a look of panic on his face. "H-How the hell did you do that!? A-Are you really that doll?"

Jinyoung's eyes widened and his lips parted slightly from surprise. "H-How...I-y/n you need to calm down first."

He reached his hands out and you unconsciously flinched away, slightly scared of what he had done. His face turned sad, then blank as he fisted his hands by his side and looked away with guilt.

"I-I'm sorry," he said quietly, "I didn't mean for you to find out this way."

"Find out what?"

"Y/n, I'm your knight."

~Will you stay by my side. Will you promise me. If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break. I'm scared scared scared of that. Will you stop time if this moment passes as though it hadn't happened. I'm scared scared scared I'll lose you. Butterfly like a Butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly. Butterfly like a butterfly. Just like a Butterfly bu butterfly~

"You're- I'm- my what?"

He smiled a little and placed his hand gently on your shoulder, you slightly relaxed when you felt his hand was as warm as it ever was. He gently led you into the living room and sat you down on the couch, sitting on the coffee table in front of you and grabbing your hands in his own.

"I'm your knight."

"My..knight."

"Mhm, and yes. You are right, I'm that doll. And I instantly disappear, going into my doll form, when I get wet. I was sent here to protect you, to make you happy."

You stayed silent, honestly not knowing how to react to this new piece of information. "So, you're - you're a doll."

He nodded slowly, finding your reaction amusing. "Yes, I'm a doll."

"What do you mean you were sent here?"

"When you were younger, remember the day we first met?" He waited until you nodded, the memory forming in your mind. "Well, that day you had broke down. Crying from how awful your life was, and you were hugging me, and well let's just say I was then sent here."

"From where?"

Jinyoung paused and looked at you, confusion now playing on his own face. "Why aren't you reacting differently? You should be screaming at me, or be afraid of me, or something."

You smiled slightly and leaned forward to place your hand on his, "Jinyoung I'd never be afraid of you."

"Mianhae," he said quietly his words coming out as barely a whisper.

"Aniya, I'm just glad that you told me everything now. That is everything right?"

He glanced away then slowly nodded, making you narrow your eyes at him until he sighed and gave in. "I'll have to leave."

"What?!"

"Yeah, but don't worry it's not like it's today or anything."

"Is it because of me?"

Jinyoung's eyes widened once more and he fervently shook his head. "No, no y/n. Come here," he told you softly as he held his arms open.

You hesitated only a little before you let yourself gently fall into his arms which then wrapped around your torso to let his hands rub against your back. "So, you won't be leaving soon?"

"Never," he said before closing his eyes and kissing your forehead. "I promise."

Cinderella(Jung Yonghwa-CNBlue)

Yonghwa was requested as an actor. I'm so glad I added actors to the list x'D

Requested by: Senpai Baka

~Hello my baby, I wanna be with you. Day and night, Together I wanna see this night end. The scent of your baby lotion lingers in my nose. All of my nerves and senses are alert, my god. When the clock strikes 12, you disappear like magic but I can't let you go today girl. When the clock strikes 12, turn off your phone I just wanna be with you~

"Well, this is just perfect." You muttered angrily to yourself as you squinted your eyes and tilted your head up, letting the rain slide down your cheeks. "Of course it would rain."

Getting your hair out from in front of your eyes you huffed and headed underneath a nearby building's awning, taking a seat on the steps in front. You looked out at the rain that was pouring down harder now and felt water fall down your cheeks, though this time they weren't rain drops. You didn't understand why your life had to be like this. Why did you have to be abandoned by everyone? Why did no one want you? You kept wiping away tears only for more to fill its place.

"Hmm? Why are you..sitting here in the rain?"

You sniffled and looked up, squinting to try to see the person who was talking, but it was no use. Your vision was getting blurry no matter how many times you blinked and you were starting to feel very faint. The last thing you remember was falling towards the ground only to be caught against something warm, then you blacked out.

His POV:

"Aish, jinja. That little-" Letting out a breath of frustration Yonghwa continued down the street, thanking everything that he had remembered to bring his umbrella today. "Ahh~ It's really pouring."

Casting his eyes off to the left slightly, he noticed a small shaking figure sitting on the steps of an old building. He tilted his head in confusion as he weighed his options, before finally sighing and walking over to them. Once he had reached them he noticed it was a girl, a small almost fragile girl.

"Hmm? Why are you...sitting here in the rain?" He asked carefully, not wanting to frighten her.

His breath got stuck in his throat when she looked up at him, her eyes captivating him yet his heart breaking from the distraught look on her face. She looked broken, completely broken, and it was hurting him to see her like this. He glanced down at her small hands and his eyes widened when he noticed not only the blueness but the bruises and scrapes.

"gwenchanayo?" He asked her frantically as he knelt down in front of her and reached for her hands, wanting to warm them quickly.

He watched with panic as she started to fall sideways towards the sidewalk and he came back to his sense just in time to slide his arm under her and pull her towards himself. His panic only risen more when he felt how cold she was, even through his thick jacket and sweater. "Yah, yah."

Quickly, he picked her up and hurried down the road forgetting about his umbrella and trying to get her inside and warm. "Please stay with me," he whispered as he kept running.

~Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Don't leave me alone, baby drive me crazy (crazy). Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Without you tonight, I'm a loner baby. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me~

Your POV:

"You're usless!"

"Why can't you ever do anything right?"

"You should just die!"

Your demons surrounded you each one kicking, hitting, biting, some even spit or pulled your hair. They were all torturing you and you couldn't stand it. You were screaming but no one heard you. No one came to help. Why can't anyone hear me? Please, help me! You yelled out, crying out as more came and tortured you. Why won't they leave me alone?

Gasping you opened your eyes and tried to sit up, only to fall back against the soft pillows underneath your head. You laid there under the warm covers and tried to catch your breath as you looked around in caution.

"Whe-" You winced, bringing a hand up to your throat and even found that to be difficult. Every limb on your body felt as if it had a 10 ton pound of sand on them.

"Oh? You're awake?!" You blinked up at the figure tiredly, feeling a warm hand press against your forehead. "Ah, you're fever's gone down. That's a relief."

You felt the bed dip and managed to finally open your eyes long enough to study the handsome man that now sat beside you, giving you a gentle smile.

"Annyeonghasaeyo. My name is Jung Yonghwa. You're in my house and you're safe so don't worry. Ah! I'll get you some water real quick, I bet your throat is sore."

Jung Yong-hwa..? You felt a small smile tug at the corner of your lips, not used to be treated so gently before. He treated you almost as if you were fine china on the verge of breaking and you actually liked it.

He came back with a smile and a small glass of water, "Here. Let me help you."

So with one around around your back and the other holding the cup to your lips, you were able to drink and let the water soothe your raw throat. "Gomawo," you said after he laid you back down and set the cup down.

"Anniyo, I'm just glad your up and able to talk. How are you feeling though?"

"Tired."

"Jinja? Well go ahead and get some more rest, I'll leave this here so when you wake up just call alright?"

You nodded and smiled as you watched him leave, blinking slowly as your tiredness hit you. As soon as his figure was out of your sight completely you let your eyes fall shut and felt yourself fall asleep, praying no demons would haunt you this time.

~I spread a red carpet for you in front of my house. Walk over here, I'll treat you like a princess. Don't worry, I'm different from all the other wolves, I don't mean anything else, don't worry worry. When the clock strikes 12, you disappear like magic but I can't let you go today girl. When the clock strikes 12, turn off your phone I just wanna be with you~

You opened your eyes and blinked against the light shining into the window, brightening up the entire room and warming you. A small smile was set on your face as you looked around and your gaze landed on a re-filled glass of water and some medicine along with a note.

Hey, I hope you're feeling better! I had to go to work for a little bit, but I'll be back before lunch. I went ahead and fixed you breakfast but I left it downstairs so go ahead and see if you can get up. You should have your strength back! c: Alright, there's clothes on the counter in the bathroom you can use and my friend brought over some stuff you can use. Be careful and make sure you eat!

-Yonghwa

You smiled and surprised yourself when you laughed, more like giggled though. You hadn't laughed in years and it seemed almost foreign when it slipped out that for a second you weren't even sure if you had been the one that laughed. Smiling, you set the note back down and took your medicine  finishing the glass of water before standing and heading into the bathroom to freshen up.

Now dressed in clean clothes and washed clean you were sitting at the bar, eating the delicious meal that Yonghwa had made you. You were just getting new surprises every minute and if you were being completely honest, you loved it. You enjoyed the fact that for once someone was taking care of you, caring about you, and it definitely was new.

"Why, you little- How dare you speak back to her!"

You whipped around on your stool, eyes widened and breath coming out in pants. Looking around the room you swallowed nervously when you didn't see anyone, but you knew that voice and it terrified you. You jumped off your stool when you felt something touch you, repeatedly starting to shake your head. No no no, this isn't real. You thought to yourself, trying to convince yourself but the demons were just too real and too terrifying.

They started towards you and you couldn't help yourself anymore, feeling someone touch your arm you screamed and let the tears fall.

~Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Don't leave me alone, baby drive me crazy (crazy) Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Without you tonight, I'm a loner baby. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me~

"Shh, it's okay. It's me. Everything's okay."

You calmed down and looked back at Yonghwa who was now holding onto you and looking down at you with concern. "gwenchana?" He was talking softly, almost whispering, and rubbing your hair back which strangely calmed you down instantly.

You started to nod, then thought about what might happen if you stop pretending for once, so you shook your head and let your sobs out as he pulled you tightly to his chest.

"It's alright," he said still using that soft comforting voice, "I've got you. No one's going to hurt you, I promise."

You let your eyes fall closed and let yourself fall asleep yet again, comforted by the warmth of him and the gentle strokes of his hand. Though, before he had lost you to sleep you heard him whisper something almost as if he was promising himself.

"I'll never let anyone hurt you again, I promise."

*a few months later*

"Y/n-ah," a deep voice called out softly as it pulled you from your sleep.

You let out a groan and turned over, burying your face into your pillow and tuning the voice out.

"Yah~ Get up! We have to spend the whole day together remember? Awe~ jagi come on! I leave for tour in a couple days and you said you wanted to spend the time together!"

You sighed and turned over, rubbing your sleep weary eyes before blinking up at your handsome boyfriend tiredly. "Arraso~"

Yonghwa smiled widely, leaning down and kissing you sweetly then jumping from the bed and racing to the kitchen. "I'll make breakfast! You just go ahead and get ready!"

"Gomawo!"

You smiled then got out of bed to get ready, excited for the day ahead yet sad that it meant that the day Yonghwa was leaving was getting closer. After you were finished you headed downstairs and chuckled when you saw Yonghwa sitting on the couch in the living room, eating the pancakes he had made.

"Mmm, they smell delicious." You took the seat beside him and leaned over, giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Gomawo, oppa."

"Anniyo. Go ahead and eat, they're your favorite."

"Oppa," you waited til he looked over to you and made a heart with your hands. "Saranghaeyo."

"Ooh? So cute~"

Yonghwa smiled as he pinched your cheek lightly making you let out a laugh and push his hand away. "Hajima."

He was silent for a moment before moving closer and tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "Jagiya, saranghae."

You smiled and closed your eyes when he leaned forward and pressed his lips against your cheek lightly. Saranghae, you thought to him as you settled beside him snuggling into his side, always.

~I'm so curious about the beautiful you. I wanna know you a little more. I'm so dangerous, You that I love, I wanna feel you all night long. Somebody help me. Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Turn on the green light turn on baby ooh ooh. Cinderella ooh ooh ooh. Without you tonight, I'm a loner baby. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me yea yea. Somebody help me ooh ooh. Somebody help me~

Can’t See the End(Wonwoo-Seventeen)

Requested by: floatingSVT

~Can't see the end, the questions continue. I ask myself again and again if I can endure through these things. Then as if it's nothing, I say, why can't I? Actually, it's been really hard, the fact that there's not a single person who will listen to my secrets that I've been keeping makes me sad. This reality makes me cry~

You stared blankly in front of you as you sat on the couch your head filled with thoughts of events that had recently happened. Your older brother, Seungcheol, sat on the other side playing on his phone and not paying you any attention at all. Of course, you were actually thankful for that since you didn't know what you would do if he started asking you questions, especially questions that involved certain members of his group. Truth be told you shared a secret with one of the boys, one of his friends, that couldn't be told to anyone else.Yet that turned out to be extremely difficult seeing as how you shared everything with your brother and keeping a secret actually turned out to be hard. 

You've never kept a secret from Seungcheol and seeing as how this particular secret made you so happy you wanted to scream it from the rooftops, it was absolute torture to keep from telling him. Every time he sat beside you and asked about your day you found yourself having to physically stop yourself from letting it slip out.

"Yah, y/n!"

You flinched and turned to look at your brother with wide eyes, "W-Wae?!"

"I've been calling your name for the past five minutes. Something bothering you?"

"Oh, uhm, no. Nothing's wrong, just lost in thought I guess."

Seungcheol looked at me with suspicion and then shook his head, letting out a sigh. "Alright, but if something's wrong you'll tell me right?"

You smiled and nodded, "Of course.""Alright. bye kiddo I've gotta go meet up with the boys for practice." 

He patted your head and headed out the door to meet up with the boys, one of them being your secret boyfriend.

~Can't see the end. When I open my eyes in bed I still haven't come out of my gravity defying dream. Is it morning? Is it night? I don't even know. As I wash away the haziness at the sink, but everything stays the same, I see myself in the mirror with several days worth of makeup. My skin is ruined and I feel like I lost my goal. The dark circles underneath just get deeper. Feels like I'm floating in space, I don't know where to go but the stars far away pull me. I Can Feel It, I Can Feel It. I feel like I can be a light~

You sighed and jumped again when you heard your phone's notification tone go off suddenly. Grabbing your phone you turned it on and saw that it was a message from Wonwoo, the boy that is your now secret boyfriend. 

                           Hey babe. How's your day going so far? c:

                                                  -My Won♥

[A/n: oh my gosh that is so frikin stupid of me x'D I'm so cheesy. My 'One'X'D]

You let a small smile cover your face and hurriedly texted back, asking him about how his was and practically giggling through the whole conversation. Your attention was so focused on your phone and messaging Wonwoo that you hadn't heard the door unlock or hear someone coming up behind you. You jumped and turned around when your phone was pulled out of your hand and froze when your eyes landed on your brother, who's face was slowly hardening as he read your messages. 

"O-Oppa.

""What is this?"

"I-I can explain!"

"What is this? Why is Wonwoo calling you babe?! And why are you sending him heart emojis? Explain y/n, now."

"U-Uh, I, uhm."

You had known what you would say to Seungcheol when you and Wonwoo were ready but you hadn't expected something like this to happen so suddenly. You were so shocked you didn't know what to say. Luckily though, your phone started to ring saving you from having to explain and giving you a minute to think. Unluckily, it turned out to Wonwoo and when Seungcheol saw the ID his frown deepened then his face went completely blank.

"Hello?"

~Can't see the end. I ran all the way from the start without rest, but why. Where did my usual self go? What am I chasing after every day? I pray every day that it won't be a lie when I say I'm ok but why are the expectations so high? I wipe away the bursting tears. I think of my family and dream once again~

You swallowed nervously as you watched Seungcheol talk to Wonwoo quietly. Then your eyes widened when you heard him tell your boyfriend to start heading over here now. "O-Oppa, Wonwoo's coming?"

Seungcheol didn't look at you instead he set your phone in his pocket and headed around the couch to the chair in front of it. "Yes, I thought I'd understand everything better if you're both here."

"Oh," you said quietly as Seungcheol stared at you with nothing but calm on his face. 

It was quiet, neither of you speaking until you heard the doorbell and you both swung your heads toward the door. Seungcheol stood and headed to open the door, and you felt your nerves double. You were so scared of what Seungcheol would say, how he'd react, that you started to feel sick to your stomach. Hearing footsteps you glanced up at the two boys that were now entering the room and smiled slightly at Wonwoo, who softly smiled back and sat beside you taking you hand. 

"Hey," he said softly. "You okay?"

You nodded and looked over to your brother, who was sitting there watching your exchange. "Alright," he said as he relaxed back into the couch, "I'm listening."

Taking a breath, Wonwoo faced you and smiled as he squeezed your hand. He then turned to Seungcheol and swallowed nervously, "Hyung I know that you might not approve, but I really like y/n-ah. And I'm sorry we didn't tell you, that was all me, y/n wanted to tell you but I was scared of how everyone would react towards her." Wonwoo stood from the couch and kneeled on the floor making your eyes widen in shock, and he bent his head forward. "Forgive me for lying, hyung, but I want to continue dating y/n."

Seungcheol's eyes were widened in surprise as well and he quickly knelt in front of Wonwoo gently pushing his shoulder so the younger boy was looking at him. "Wonwoo, if she really means that much to you then I have no choice but to let you guys go out. But, don't keep any other secrets like this from me? Got it?"

~Can't see the end, leave me alone. Actually, I'm miserable, after I finish a packed schedule expectations from friends and family follow me into bed. I can't even close my eyes and sleep. I forgot how to go for it all now I have a habit of avoiding the little things. Can't see the end, typical words "have strength". It's not the same as before, why am I so desperate?~

Wonwoo and yourself nodded and smiled at each other. "Thank you oppa," you told Seungcheol after Wonwoo had left later.

"Hey, I'm sorry for freaking out and yelling earlier. I didn't know you both cared for each other so much."

You smiled up at your brother and then looked to your lap, thinking about your lovely boyfriend. "I'm glad you approve, and I am sorry for keeping it a secret from you. You don't know how hard it actually was."

"It was hard? What? Keeping the secret?"

"Mhm," you said as you looked up to him. "I'm not used to keeping secrets from you, we tell each other everything, so having to keep this from you was really hard. Especially since it made me so happy."

Seungcheol looked at his lap, his eyebrows drawn together. "Mianhae. I'm sorry that you guys felt too scared to tell me."

"Oppa, it's not your fault. Besides it all worked out now right?"

He smiled a little  before messing up your hair and standing from the couch, "Alright I'm going to head out. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Night," you called out.

After Seungcheol left you realized that it had gotten late and decided to head to bed, this time your heart was completely at ease and you felt as if a huge weight had been lifted from your shoulders. Lying there in bed you stared up at your ceiling, the ghost of a smile on your face as you thought about the day. Overall, it had been a success and you couldn't have been happier.

~Feels like I'm floating in space, I don't know where to go but the stars far away pull me. I Can Feel It, I Can Feel It. I feel like I can be a light. Maybe what I want is over there at the end, getting what I want will be harder than just determination but I can't be impatient anymore. If I'm lost again, I need to find it again~

Bzzt Bzzt.

You reached out blindly and grabbed your phone from the bedside table, answering it without looking at the ID.

"Saranghae," a soft yet deep voice said from the other line making the smile grow on your face.

"Saranghae, oppa."

"I'm glad we were able to tell Coups-hyung, it was really hard with only the two of us knowing."

"Yeah, I'm glad too. I feel like I can actually breathe again."

"Mianhaeyo~" Wonwoo said, his voice becoming a regret-filled whisper. "I shouldn't have suggested we hide it. I just want you to know that I wasn't ashamed of yo-"

"Wonwoo-ah, I know. It's fine. We both agreed to it and I wouldn't have had it any other way, because that was our secret and no matter how much it hurt to keep it in it was nice to have something only the both of us knew."

"Yeah," he said softly. You could practically hear the smile growing on his face and couldn't help but let yours grow wider as well. "I guess we should go to sleep, huh?"

"Haha yeah I guess we should."

"Well," he paused, "Good night."

You bit your lip, fighting to keep from smiling wider. "Yeah, good night." 

You both were quiet, neither one of you wanting to hang up on the other one. Finally you let out a small chuckle and looked at the time, "Alright, we really should go to sleep. It's 2 in the morning."

"Jinja?! Wow, time really goes by fast doesn't it?"

"I guess so," you said chuckling.

"Goodnight, nae sarang."

"Goodnight, oppa."

~Feels like I'm floating in space, I don't know where to go but the stars far away pull me. I Can Feel It, I Can Feel It. I feel like I can be a light~

I Need You Right Now(Chanyeol-EXO)

Requested by: lolamahone

~Crashing, hit a wall. Right now I need a miracle. Hurry up now, I need a miracle. Stranded, reaching out I call your name, but you're not around. I say your name, but you're not around. I need you, I need you, I need you right now. Yeah, I need you right now so don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downI think I'm losing my mind now~

You hated school, hated it more than life itself, and that was all because of a boy named Park Chanyeol. He always seemed to have some new way to make you life even more miserable and he always succeeded. You sighed as you stood outside of the school gates dreading heading inside since you would have to see Chanyeol and his 'friends'. You never had a day off from them, even if Chanyeol wasn't in school his 'friends' always did something.

You shook your head and decided to just get it all over with so you took a step then another and another until you were walking in through the front doors to the school, surprised you had made it that far without anything happening. A small smile slowly crept onto your face as you thought about how lovely your day could be if none of the group was there today. Though that smile soon slipped off your face when you were at your locker and saw a certain tall male standing against it, smiling and talking with a small group of boys.

You stopped dead in your tracks and then quickly thought of escape routes. You could go through the library to your first class and just not get your books but you really needed your second period books, that was one of the class rules.

"Dang it," you muttered when you saw Chanyeol look up and lock eyes with you, a smirk slowly creeping onto his face. You swallowed nervously and looked around nervously knowing no one was going to help you out, if they helped anyone it'd be Chanyeol.

"Well, good morning y/n."

"Not today Chanyeol, I'm not in the mood."

"Oh? Well, I don't believe I care. I missed you this weekend," he said slowly.

You looked to him with confusion, he had never said anything like this before and you weren't sure why he was now but you knew it wasn't good. "What?"

"Yeah, I got into an argument with my father this weekend didn't have anything to take my anger out on."

I knew it, you thought to yourself. You glanced up as the bell rang and your eyes widened. You made to move around Chanyeol only to be stopped as he stepped in front of you and smirked down at you. "Move Chanyeol."

"Don't tell me what to do," he yelled at you.

You slightly jumped, surprised at his sudden outburst and looked down at the floor with wide eyes. A gasp slipped out of your lips when he shoved past you, his force knocking you sideways into the lockers. You let out a groan as you held your shoulder and slid down the locker doors and onto the floor.

More surprised than anything you just sat there, staring at the opposite wall of lockers as you fought back the tears forming in your eyes. Yes, Chanyeol had yelled at you before and you've been shoved but not that hard and you've never been hurt physically. Everything, every shard of pain, every hurtful word was the only things that hurt you. You were only ever hurt emotionally never psychically and the fact that Chanyeol had just hurt you physically on purpose really surprised you.

Wiping a finger under your eyes you stood up and cleared your throat before grabbing your books from your locker and making your way to class. All your thoughts were turned to the tall, big eared bully that had huge mood swings.

~It's in my head, darling, I hope that you'll be here when I need you the most. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down. D-don't let me down Don't let me downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, don't let me down, down, down. R-r-running out of timeI really thought you were on my side but now there's nobody by my side~

You were walking home from school, the sky turning dark from the long walk you had. Thoughts of what had happened earlier today still replayed in your head. After Chanyeol had pushed you into the lockers you neither saw him nor his friends the rest of the day and to be completely honest you were not only happy but confused. You had seen Chanyeol's reaction after you were pushed into the lockers, you had seen how shoulders had tensed and thought you had seen his eyes widen.

You weren't completely sure if he had felt bad since he had taken off so quickly after though. So you were now lost in your thoughts, trying to figure out Chanyeol. He was always mean but only with his words, he had never once actually layed a hand on you and you had never actually thought about why. Being so lost in your thoughts you had no idea that you were in the middle of the road and didn't see the headlights that were getting closer, at least you didn't until you heard someone shouting your name and turned and noticed too late.

Chanyeol's POV:

I let out a frustrated shout as I messed up my hair. Dealing with my father was just too ridiculous and frustrating to deal with sometimes, he was too hardheaded to accept anything I told him about my life. As much as I hated to admit he was where I got my hardheadedness from. Shaking my head I let out a sigh and tilted my face upwards, closing my eyes as I felt the breeze brush against my face.

I opened my eyes when I heard a honk and squinted my eyes in confusion as I saw a figure walking in the path of a car. Then squinted them even more when I slowly started to recognize who it was. I was familiar with the hair that was gently being blown back from the wind, the little chin that was turned down, the beautiful eyes that were looking down at the road.

"What is she doing? Why isn't she moving?"

My eyes widened as the headlights got closer to her and I stepped out onto the road to cross, hoping she'd look up and run out of the way. "Why isn't she moving?!"

My feet started to hit the ground faster, carrying me closer and closer to her as I tried to beat the car to her. "Y/n!"

I felt relieved when her eyes widened and she looked up, but it was too late. My voice got caught in my throat as I watched the scene unfold in front of me. No no no, I thought as I watched her fall to the ground. Motionless.

~I need you, I need you, I need you right now yeah, I need you right now. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downI think I'm losing my mind now. It's in my head, darling, I hope that you'll be here when I need you the most. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downD-don't let me down. Don't let me downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, down, downDon't let me down, don't let me down, down, down~

Third Person POV:

The funeral the y/n's family held was small yet a lot of people had shown up, showing everyone that she wasn't just poplar but she was a kind person that everyone knew had a good heart. Chanyeol had shown up along with some of the other kids at school, some had only spoken to her a few times and some had been mean to her. Those like Chanyeol and his friends.

Chanyeol looked bad, but he felt worse. He blamed himself for everything, for not being able to save her, for hurting her that day, for being mean to her ever since he found out his feelings. He loved her but he could never have told her, his father wouldn't condone it. That's why he always said mean stuff to her, he figured that even if he said stuff that hurt her it would put him in her mind and he'd always be close to her.

Now, after finally telling his dad off and deciding to apologize and tell y/n upfront she was killed in front of his eyes. She had died in his arms, cracking her eyes open and staring at him before using her last breath to say something that was supposed to help him but only made his heart break more.

Right before y/n died she looked into Chanyeol's eyes and forgave him. She forgave him for ever saying hurtful things and for hurting her that day, for all of it. And as she went limp in his arms he held her tight to his chest and cried, begged her to come back to him, to let her head him tell her how sorry he was and how he loved her. He prayed that she'd just come back to him and all of this was a dream. But he was denied his prayer and wish when he woke up the next day and heard the news on the television.

Baekhyun laid a hand on his friend's shoulder when he saw the tears falling down the younger's face. "Chanyeol-ah," he said softly scared his friend might break if he was too loud or rough, "I'm sure she knew you didn't hate her."

Chanyeol shook his head, "I never told her I loved her. I never got to apologize. I never got there in time."

"Chanyeol this wasn't your fault."

Chanyeol's shoulders shook as more sobs tore from his mouth. He knew, he knew it wasn't his fault, he knew she forgave him but in his mind it all was his fault. Why? Why couldn't it have been me, he thought to himself as he felt Baekhyun wrap him in a hug.

"It should've been me," he managed to whisper out before he let his face fall against his friend's shoulder and let his tears out.

~Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah (yeah)Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah (yeah)I need you, I need you, I need you right now yeah, I need you right now. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downI think I'm losing my mind now. It's in my head, darling, I hope that you'll be here when I need you the most. So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me downDon't let me downYeah, don't let me downYeah, don't let me downDon't let me down, oh noSaid, don't let me downDon't let me downDon't let me downDon't let me down, down, down~

Very Nice(Joshua[Seventeen]&V[BTS])

Requested by: raphiewuzhere

~I used to need wake-up calls in the morning so why am I waking up so easily today. Maybe it's because I have a date today, I even had a nice dream last night. I wear new shoes (When I go out the front door) Today's weather resembles you a lot, the way to you becomes flowery. If I can catch a glimpse of your elusive heart (My whole body is itching and beating) What is this sensation, what do I do~

"Raphie, Joshua's here!"

"Thanks mom!" You hurried down the hall and to the front door, putting your shoes on quickly before waving to your parents and rushing out the door. "Hey, Joshua. Thanks for offering to walk with me today."

He smiled up at you and offered a hand for balance as you tried to fix your shoe, "It's no problem. I'm just glad to have someone to walk to school with."

"Oh yeah," you set your foot down on the ground and leveled your gaze at him, "you don't know anyone in your neighborhood."

"Yeah, sometimes being a new neighbor has it's down points."

You laughed and bumped your shoulder into his as the both of you started your walk, the light breeze blowing against your face and making you smile. "By the way, happy birthday."

His eyes widened as he looked over to you, the shock evident on his face. "You remembered?"

You rolled your eyes and hit his arm, "Of course I remembered. Jeez, I'm not that stupid you know."

Joshua laughed and you briefly had time to admire the way his eyes crinkle cutely when he smiles or laughs. "I didn't mean to call you stupid, but now that you mention it."

"Yah!" You swung your palm at his arm but missed when he jumped to the side to avoid it.

"Raphie! Wait up!"

The both of you stopped and you turned halfway, smiling at the boy that was getting closer to you since he was running. "Hey, Tae."

"Mo-Morning, Raphie. Morning Joshua."

"Morning, Taehyung."

"Happy birthday, Tae."

~Very nice! Very nice! Nice! Very nice! Let me ask you something, do you think you would float around in a dream too? (Yes) Do you think that if I got a gym membership I would become a cool guy? (Yes) Do you think I'm nervous because this is my first love? I think you are the answer to all of my questions~  

The boy in front of you straightened up and smiled widely at you, reaching his arms out to give you a hug. "Thank you."

"Yeah, happy birthday twin." Joshua said as he smiled and pushed Taehyung playfully.

Tae laughed and pushed him back, "Yeah happy birthday to you too."

"That's so strange," you muttered to yourself not realizing you had spoken aloud.

"What is?" They both asked in unison, before looking to each other weirdly.

"Well, that for one thing. But I meant you guys being born on the exact same day of the exact same year."

They shrugged and turned to each other, discussing about something that had to do with their after school jobs while you listened in. Walking to school with the two was something that rarely happened but when it did it always seemed to put you in a better mood so you had arrived at the school with a wide smile on your face as you laughed about something Taehyung had said to Joshua. You got the usual stares and heard the occasional whispers that you always did when you were with either of them, making it worse since you were with both of them.

You waved goodbye to the both of them and headed off towards your locker, sad now that you wouldn't see them for the rest of the day. "I hope school goes by fast," you muttered to yourself as you grabbed your books.

"Hey, Raphie!"

You jumped and grabbed onto your locker door, slowly turning around to find a smiling Hyuk. You narrowed your eyes and hit his chest, "That's not funny!"

"Ha! I thought it was, you should've seen your face when you turned."

You rolled your eyes but smiled slightly, getting the rest of your books and shutting your locker before heading off to class. Hyuk was in step with you and instantly started his normal interrogation.

"So, it's the boys' birthdays today."

"Mhm," you said absent-mindedly as you walked along.

"So, did you ask one out already?"

~Ah, I wonder how you can be so pretty. There's a good restaurant across the street (Let's go) Today's weather resembles you a lot, the way to you becomes flowery. If I can catch a glimpse of your elusive heart (My whole body is itching and beating) What is this sensation, what do I do? Very nice! Very nice! Nice! Very nice!~

You stopped and turned to Hyuk with wide eyes, "What?! No!"

He frowned and pursed his lips, "And why not?"

"Becuase, I-" You paused and looked off to the side, "Because, I can't ask either of them. Besides it's not like they like me like that."

"So many likes in one sentence," Hyuk muttered as he rolled his eyes then quickly followed behind you as you walked away again. "Seriously though, I feel bad for those boys. You're just stringing them along and you know that's not nice to do. I think you should just choose one and get it over with."

"Hyuk!"

"Sorry, sorry. I'm going." He stuck his tongue out at you and turned into a classroom calling out behind him, "See you later Raphie! Make your decision before those boys die for you!"

"Yah! Han Sanghyuk!"

You sighed and turned, utterly confused and unsure about what to do, and you headed to class.

~~~

You were walking out the school doors, school just being dismissed, with Hyuk and smiled when you saw Taehyung and Joshua waiting for you. "Hey guys," you called out as the both of you drew near. "Have a good day?"

"Raphie, we spent our birthdays in school." Taehyung said matter-of-factly as he raised an eyebrow, "What do you think?"

Joshua rolled his eyes and smiled, "I had a good day. Hey, Hyuk."

Hyuk nodded and smiled at the boys, telling them happy birthday before turning and giving you a hug. "Choose, don't string them along."

You felt heat rise to your cheeks and was instantly thankful that a breeze had just started to blow by, helping you cool down before the blush settled. "You guys ready to head home?"

"Actually~" Taehyung said slowly as he glanced over at Joshua, who has nodding to him. "We wanted to swing by that cafe, you know the one we always met up at?"

"Oh, okay. It's your birthday, let's go."

~Some people say that dating is only dating and that's it. Then if I can make the starting point the ending too so I can start with you and finish with me. Like when we hold our hands together, like a circle we are endless. This situation, forever. Just the two of us, forever. Let's not believe that first love never comes true. I hope that we aren't tricked by familiarity and lose each other~

"I can't believe you actually did that," you told Taehyung as all three of you laughed from the story he had just told you.

"Well, I did and she was not happy."

"What'd she do?" Joshua, who was sitting next to you, asked as he leaned forward on his arms that rested on the table.

For once you found yourself surprised at how well they were getting along today, not that they didn't get along good before but they never got along like they were today. In a weird way it almost scared you that they were getting along so well. You kept watching closely to see what exactly seemed so off to you, what seemed to change overnight. Taehyung was closer to you than he's ever been today and Joshua seemed more helpful than anything.

Maybe it's because it's their birthday, you thought to yourself as you took a sip of your drink. "Hey guys, are you done with your drinks?"

They looked to you and nodded in sync, freaking you out even more, before looking to each other and laughing. "Seriously, so weird." You shook your head and stood from the table, pushing your chair out as you headed towards the door to throw your stuff away and wait for the boys.

After you were a couple blocks away from the little cafe you noticed that the two had been whispering, their faces suddenly turned serious. "Uhm, guys? Secrets don't make friends," you told them with a smile on your face. "What's up with you two today? You've been acting strange all day and it's starting to weird me out."

They glanced at each other, silently communicating, before Joshua opened his mouth to speak. "Wanna go to the park?"

You were silent for a while, trying to gauge whether he was serious or not. "What? No. I want you guys to tell me what's wrong."

Taehyung sighed, something that was very strange itself, and rubbed a hand over his face. "We just don't want you to freak out."

"Freak out? Why would I freak out?" You took a half-step back and looked at them, your eyebrows drawn together in confusion. "What's going on?"

"Calm down," Joshua said reassuringly as he walked towards you and patted your shoulder. "It's nothing bad."

"You promise?"

"We promise," they answered yet again in unison.

"Okay, fine. Then tell me what's going on."

"Let's go to the park first, it's just down the street. We'll tell you there."

~So we can protect "us", uh. I'm serious, out of nowhere, out of nowhere. Today I am. Very nice! Very nice! Nice! Very nice! I had a great day today. I hope to have our next date soon. The way to your house is too short. I'll see you, same time tomorrow~

You were now seated on the first bench you came to with both boys one either side of you, neither speaking. The tension surrounding you was so thick you felt like you were going to suffocate. Neither seemed to be eager to start talking, both looking away from you lost in their own thoughts. You sighed and looked down at your hands now your fear was worsening tenfold and you had no clue what they were even feeling.

"Guys," you said slowly to break the silence, "Are we going to sit here all night? Because I don't know about you but this is awkward."

"Raphie, we have something very important we need to tell you." Joshua started but paused once he finished the sentence, making you even more worried.

You stayed silent waiting for him to finish, to say something, to say anything but he never finished speaking. He just stared at you with wide, unsure eyes. Finally Taehyung sighed and turned your attention towards him by clearing his throat.

"What we have to tell you is very important to us, Raphie. So, we don't want you to freak out and leave us hanging but we don't expect an answer from you right away. We just need to tell you this before the both of us explode."

You didn't know what was freaking you out more, the fact that Taehyung looked so serious at the moment or that Joshua looked so scared. Staying silent another minute, you tried to figure out if you actually wanted to know what they had to tell you. Your brain voted no, coming to the conclusion that if it affected your friendship overall you didn't want to know, but your heart voted yes knowing it was important enough to them to risk the relationship.

You sighed and  nodded to Taehyung, silently letting him know you were listening to him. A small smile came onto his face and he looked so relieved you felt your heart constrict, a familiar feeling lately, and you turned to Joshua who also seemed relieved yet still looked worried. You weren't sure how you had managed to fall for both guys, who were so different in so many good ways, and you knew that you shouldn't but you had and there was no coming back from that.

"Raphie, we- uhm- same time Joshua?"

Joshua must've nodded because the next thing you knew they were standing and walking in front of you, standing in your line of vision so you could see them both. Then at the same time, this time planned, they told you the four words that made your heart feel like it stopped beating completely.

"I like you, Raphie."

Fast Pace(S.Coups-Seventeen)

Requested by: Ruki Yoshimi 

~Yeah yeah yeah yay wo. You're going too fast baby. I don't know what's wrong baby. You're going too fast baby. Uh uh listen. Without even knowing why our faces are getting red. We are not like before. We're holding hands, there is no warmth but why can't we let go? At the same time we just cannot let go~

You stretched your arms above your head, a smile lighting up your face as you looked at the light shining through your curtains and realized what day it was. Your birthday! You had been waiting all week for it and you were barely able to contain your excitement enough to keep the boys from wondering. Of course, the boys hadn't said anything about today and you were wondering if they actually remembered.

"Y/n-ah, we're here! Are you up?"

You jumped out of bed and rushed to the door before opening it a crack, "I'm up! I'll be down in a minute."

You rushed into the bathroom and hurried in getting ready, excited to get downstairs and see your boyfriend and friends, wondering the whole time how they'd tell you. Would they sing? Ooo, did they get you a present? You hoped not, just having them here was enough for you to have a good birthday.

Once you were finished you looked over yourself once in the mirror and smiled before deciding to head downstairs. You got to the bottom and still had a big smile on your face as you looked around for the boys, finally finding them in the living room and some in the kitchen. You walked closer to them and looked over all of them with a smile before seeing Seungcheol look over to you, watching with fondness as a smile spread across his face.

~Yo, S.Coups. You're walking ahead as you look behind with distance between you and me. You're walking indifferently but you're matching your footsteps to mine. Getting used to this boring feeling, we're walking in a long tunnel. We're not denying the end. Don't be gone too long, we're going to a place we shouldn't go. Together, we used to walk now we can't find that. You walk so quickly~

He stood from the couch and walked over to you, placing a kiss on your cheek. "Good morning."

"Morning," you said as you smiled up at him waiting to hear certain words.

"You seem extra cheery today, something going on?"

You followed him, confused, as he walked into the kitchen. "Uhm, no. I guess not." He didn't remember? You questioned yourself silently as you watched him start talking to the boys that were in the kitchen.

"Morning, noona."

You turned and smiled when your eyes landed on the maknae, "Good morning, Chan."

"Manager nim said we get a free day so Coups hyung suggested we come over here and spend it with you."

"Oh? Any special reason for that?"

Dino looked at you confused before tilting his head and answering, "No I don't think so. Why? Is there something that's happening today?"

"Oh, uhm, no there's not. Just happy you guys are spending the day with me."

~You're walking with such a fast pace I can't keep up. What use is it if I walk fast like you? We keep getting farther apart. You and I, us two. Going we're going, you and I, us two. Going we're going, like this, us two. Going we're going ooh uh. You and I, us two. Going we're going, you and I, us two. Going we're going, like this, us two. Going we're going ooh uh. You and I, us two, going~

He smiled and walked away, leaving you standing there lost in your own thoughts. You couldn't believe that they had forgotten, they really had forgotten your birthday. You spent the rest of the morning sitting at the counter in the kitchen just looking out the window and lost in your own thoughts. You were brought out of your trance though when a hand waved in front of your face.

Seungcheol looked to you with worry etched on his face and tilted his head slightly. "Hey, you alright?"

"Hm? Oh," you quickly put a smile on your face, "Yeah. I'm fine."

"Hmm, okay if you're sure. Hey, manager nim called and asked if we wanted anything to eat. Want something?"

"Uhm, I'll just go with him so I can choose something."

"Okay," he smiled and walked over to the counter. When you guys heard a honk outside of the house you turned and walked to the door. "Alright, y/n be safe. You can eat there alright? Then just pick up the food when you're done."

"Oh, okay." You walked out the door and went to the van that Seventeen's manager was in. "Hey, [Idk the manager's name..so...]."

"After noon, y/n."

"So, where are we headed?"

"Well the boys said something about pizza but what would you like?"

"Hm? Oh, uhm, pizza sounds fine."

~In your hands that are in mine there is no warmth. Do we need to let each other go now? Why now? Why now? Why do we have to hurt like this? It's no fun. We make plans but I'm not excited for it. Maybe there was too much warmth so the fluttering feelings melted away. But all of our times together are too good for us to let go, man. But when we meet, it gets awkward. Your walking pace gets faster, why?~

It was quiet during the drive to the small pizza restaurant, which confused you since he decided to go to the one that was farther away from the house when you had one that was close to the house, but you didn't question anything. You were too depressed to question anything. How could he forget? I understand the other boys forgetting, but Seungcheol?

You sighed and followed m/n into the little pizza place, taking a table as he went up to the counter and order some both for you and the boys. Watching their manager during the whole time you noticed that he would glance at his phone every couple of minutes and then nod and turn it off again. You were becoming a little confused and agitated, of course not at him but just at the fact that no one had wished you a happy birthday or even acknowledged it.

"Okay! Let's go," m/n called out as he stood from the booth and walked to the counter.

"Wait, what? But I haven't even started finished my food yet! I've barely been able to eat!"

He shrugged and grabbed the bag of take out before paying and holding the door open for you. You sighed and walked out, "Some birthday."

The whole ride back to the house you stayed quiet, brooding to yourself. You were now so upset you were angry. Seungcheol didn't even want to come eat with you! He sent you with his manager. Pulling up outside the house you got out and walked to the front door, stopping when you realized how quiet it was inside.

Slowly opening it you peeked your head in and were even more confused when you didn't see anyone. Not a single boy was in sight. There's thirteen of them! They can't turn invisible, you thought to yourself as you walked further into the house. Once you had reached the living room you stopped dead in your tracks. There was a long banner hanging on the opposite wall that spelt out 'Happy Birthday y/n' and there were streamers hanging from the ceiling.

"Surprise!"

You jumped and turned around, looking at all thirteen boys plus their manager who were now crowding around you and wishing you a happy birthday. You felt tears rise up and you fought to keep them back, instead letting a smile slip onto your face and hugging all the boys.

"Thank you guys so much!"

~Don't be gone too long, we're going to a place we shouldn't go. Together, we used to walk wow we can't find that. You walk so quickly. You're walking with such a fast pace I can't keep up. What use is it if I walk fast like you? We keep getting farther apart. You and I, us two. 24/7, we're walking but getting farther apart. I see the back of you, what can I do? 24/7, you're getting farther away. I just let you go, what can I do?~

"Did you think we forgot?" Seokmin asked as he pat your head.

"Of course we couldn't forget our y/n's birthday!" Seungkwan called out as he hugged me.

You laughed and turned to the last boy, the only one you hadn't hugged yet, and pulled him tightly to you resting your head on his chest. "This was your idea wasn't it?"

Seungcheol laughed and rested his arms around your waist, "I may have been the brains behind this yes. Were you surprised?"

"Yes, I was definitely that."

There was a pause before he asked a question that made you feel bad suddenly. "Were you upset?"

Shyly you buried your face in his shirt before muttering, "Yes. I was upset. I thought you had forgotten and I thought it meant I didn't mean much."

You felt his arms tighten around you and he leaned down, whispering into your ear. "You mean the world to me. I could never forget a day as wonderful and special as this. Today is the day I celebrate you being born, I thank your parents for bringing you into this world because without your birthday I never would have been able to meet you and have you in my arms."

Teary eyed you looked up at Seungcheol and smiled, "Oh oppa. That's literally the sweetest thing you have ever told me! Saranghaeyo!"

He laughed and kissed your forehead, "Saranghae jagi."

~You're walking with such a fast pace I can't keep up. What use is it if I walk fast like you? We keep getting farther apart. You and I, us two. Going we're going, you and I, us two. Going we're going, like this, us two. Going we're going ooh uh. You and I, us two. Going we're going, you and I, us two. Going we're going, like this, us two. Going we're going ooh uh. You and I, us t wo, going. Going we're going~

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Spring Day(Jungkook-BTS)

Requested by: ImChaeRinVevo 

~I miss you. When I say that, I miss you more. I'm looking at your photo but I still miss you. Time is so cruel. I hate us. Now it's hard to even see each other's faces. It's only winter here, even in August, winter is here. My heart makes time run like a Snowpiercer left alone. I wanna hold your hand and go to the other side of the earth to end this winter. How much longing has to fall like snow for the spring days to come? Friend~

You sighed as you set down your phone and fell back against the couch cushions finally letting your eyes slowly fall shut. It's been a days since you've had an actual good nights rest and you were beyond tired but you were too worried to be able to sleep fine. Your fiance, Jungkook, hadn't messaged you or called since after the first day of his groups new tour and you were out of your mind worrying that something bad might've happened. F/n had tried to comfort you as best she could but there was a limited number of times you could hear the sentence 'Don't worry I'm sure he's fine'  without losing your mind, and you had crossed that limit a couple weeks ago.

1, 2, 3 I know you can feel it jigeum neukkimdaero

Come with me nan sanggwaneopseo mami shigindaero

Closer now Closer now neol geobuhagin imi neujeosseo

1, 2, 3 neoege ganda jeomjeom neukkyeojinda

Come with me ttwineun shimjangi teojil geonman gatda

Closer now Closer now Closer now

[A/n: Guys, PLEASE go show B.I.G some love they are amazing! And ssoo~ underrated!]

Your eyes quickly popped open and your gaze fell onto your now ringing cell that was laying on the coffee table. Sitting up and moving fast to get your phone in time you didn't stop to check the caller ID and instead just clicked accept, praying it would be Jungkook after all this time.

"Hello?"

"Y/n," said a deep voice on the other line.

"Namjoon," you said trying to hide the sadness in your voice since it wasn't Jungkook but happy none the less that you were talking with one of the members. "Is everything okay?"

"Y/n, there was an accident."

You felt like your heart had dropped into your stomach and you saw everything around you fade to nothing, your fear striking you deep. "Wh-What happened?"

"It was a stage accident, Jungkook fell off the stage and," Namjoon stopped and you could tell he was crying but holding back as to not scare you, "He got knocked out and he won't wake up."

"What?"

"The doctor said that when he hit his head it must've been too hard because," another pause, "he's in a coma y/n."

~Like a small piece of dust that floats in the air. If the flying snow is me I could reach you faster. Snowflakes are falling, getting farther away. I miss you (I miss you) I miss you (I miss you) How much more do I have to wait? How many more nights do I have to stay up? Until I can see you? (until I can see you?) Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)~

You still couldn't believe it, you didn't want to believe it. A part of you told yourself that if you didn't believe it it wasn't true and you cursed yourself for being so naive to think like that, but you couldn't help it. As you stepped through the hospital doors the instant smell hit you, making you want to throw up. You had never liked hospitals, after watching so many people you love be brought here only to die made you hate them. You felt as if they didn't help anyone at all and that's what you were trying to keep at bay inside of you with Jungkook being here.

"They can help him," you told yourself as you glanced nervously around the waiting room for the boys.

"Y/n," a voice called out from behind you making you turn.

"Yoongi-ah," you said as tears started to form in your eyes again.

"Come here," he said as he pulled you to him and wrapped his arms around you. "It's okay, he'll pull through. You know him, he won't let something like this take him."

You smiled and felt relief flow through you, knowing that he was always the one person who helped you the most. "Thank you, how is he? Any change?"

Yoongi shook his head and let out a sorrowful sigh, "No. No changes yet."

A silence fell between the both of you as the heaviness of the situation hit you both again.

"Do you want to see him?"

You looked up to him with wide eyes, "Can I?"

He smiled softly and laid a hand on your head, "Of course you can. Come on, that's where the boys are. I offered to come out and meet you."

You followed closely behind him as he led you down a few hallways and finally came to a stop outside of a room, one that seemed to have nothing but empty rooms around it. You looked at the rooms confused and heard Yoongi open the door and step inside the room, you following right along behind him.

As soon as you stepped into the room you stopped at the sight, all five boys were crowded scattered around the room. A few were crowded together on the couch and the other two were in single chairs beside the bed. Five pairs of eyes looked up at you and let out small smiles as they stood and walked towards you, cutting off your view of the bed before you could see him.

"Hey little one," Hoseok said softly as he pulled you into a hug and rubbed your back. "You were okay getting here?"

You nodded in response, worried that if you opened your mouth tears would fall down your cheeks again. Finally after all the boys had hugged you they filed out of the room one by one leaving you with Yoongi after they had all left. You glanced over at the older boy and smiled a little when you noticed him looking at you with concern.

"We'll give you some time alone, if you need anything just come get one of us alright?"

You nodded and watched him leave, still facing the door after he had left scared to turn and see Jungkook. Swallowing you took in a deep breath and turned around finally letting your gaze fall on the still and silent boy on the bed who looked way to peaceful to just be asleep. You walked towards him slowly and let yourself collapse into the chair as your head fell forward and laid on his arm, the tears finally coming out.

~Past the end of this cold winter until the spring comes again, until the flowers bloom again. Stay there a little longer. Stay there. Did you change? (Did you change?) Or did I change? (Did I change?) I hate even this moment that is passing. I guess we changed, I guess that's how everything is. Yeah I hate you. Although you left there hasn't been a day that I have forgotten you. Honestly, I miss you but now I'll erase you because that will hurt less than resenting you~

[A/n: So I did some research about comas and..it's actually weirdly interesting. Like I have never seen anyone in a coma but apparently it's very rare for a coma to last from 2-4 weeks so all those books about someone being in a coma longer than that is very rare lol. Interesting though, anyways back to the story!]

It had been two weeks since the stage accident and there had been little progress with Jungkook's condition making not only you but all the boys and their staff worry. You'd only left his side once, to go home and get yourself some clothes and whatever hygiene products you needed. The boys had tried to convince you to go home and get some rest, assuring you they'd call you the minute something happens but you refused. You wanted to be there the minute he woke up not an hour later. After several arguments the boys had come to an agreement and all decided that each night one would stay with you to make sure you wouldn't starve yourself or deprive yourself of sleep.

And that night, nothing had changed so you were laying as you always did. Leaning forward in the chair with your head resting beside his arm as you held Jungkook's hand. You had almost completely fallen asleep when you felt something squeeze your hand, of course it was so light you had just believed that you were imagining things but when you felt it again your head sprung up and you looked down to where Jungkook's hand was squeezing gently around your own.

"Ju-Jungkook! Jungkook! Oppa!" You felt tears of relief fall down your cheek and hit Jungkook's hand when you witnessed it.

"Y/n, what is it?" Yoongi, the one who had stayed that night, asked as he came closer to the bed.

"Yoongi, he's squeezing my hand! He's responding! He's okay!"

A smile so bright you were surprised it didn't light up the room came across Yoongi's face as he rushed towards the door. "I'll go get the doctor and call the boys."

You turned back to Jungkook's now still form and laid your palm on his cheek, gently rubbing your finger across his cheekbone as you smiled. "Jungkook-ah."

The door opened once again and the doctor hurried inside and towards the other side of the bed, checking his vitals and nodding as a smile spread across his face. "He's doing a lot better. I have no doubt that he'll be up soon." He laid a hand on your shoulder and smiled down at you, "He'll be okay now Miss l/n."

The doctor left and you were once again left alone with your fiance, the man who you loved so deeply it literally pained you to see him like this. Leaning down you kissed his forehead and laid your own against his. "Please wake up, open your eyes for me baby."

Closing your own you felt another tear slowly trail down your cheek before falling. "Y-Y/n?"

Your eyes opened quickly and you noticed Jungkook staring up at you with a soft smile on his face. "Ju-Jungkook!"

You threw your arms around him as best you could and let yourself collapse against him in relief, without squishing him of course. He wrapped his own arm around you, the one that the iv wasn't in, and squeezed you to him. You tried to speak but the sobs tearing from your throat were too many to get any words out.

~I'm blowing out the cold you like smoke, like white smoke. I say that I'm gonna erase you but actually, I still can't let you go. Snowflakes are falling, getting farther away. I miss you (I miss you) I miss you (I miss you) How much more do I have to wait? How many more nights do I have to stay up? Until I can see you? (until I can see you?) Until I can meet you? (until I can meet you?)~

A little while later you had calmed down and were now sitting comfortably in Jungkook's arms that were still wrapped tightly around you, your head pressed against the crook of his neck and a smile resting on your face. The boys had came in earlier and hugged Jungkook, telling him that they were glad he was awake and some joked that they'd kill him themselves if he put us through this again. Then after a couple minutes they left us to be on our own for a bit saying they'd go talk to the manager and be in the waiting room.

You sighed and tilted your head up to look at Jungkook, studying his features and committing them to memory. He looked down to you and smiled, his eyebrows creasing together in confusion.

"Why are you staring at me?"

You brought a hand up and traced his cheek with your thumb, "I missed your smile. I missed looking into your eyes. I missed hearing your voice." You felt Jungkook's thumb come up and brush away a tear that you hadn't noticed slip from your eye. "Don't scare me like that again, I can't loose you."

He leaned forward and kissed your forehead, "I'm sorry baby. It was a mistake, I just slipped and fell before one of the members or staff could get to me."

"I know, I know it wasn't your fault. I'm not blaming you I just missed you so much. When Namjoon told me what happened I thought someone had stabbed me in the stomach. It felt as if I was gonna die right there on the spot."

He sighed and laid his head on top of yours, "Baby I'm sorry. I never wanted you to feel like that. If I had paid more attention it wouldn't have happened. I'm so sorry."

"Shh," you said softly as you kissed him, "It's not your fault. I don't blame you. I'm just glad your here holding me."

"Me too," he told me with a smile.

~You know it all, you're my best friend. The morning will come again because no darkness, no season can last forever. Cherry blossoms are blooming, the winter is ending. I miss you (I miss you) I miss you (I miss you) If I wait a little longer (if I wait) If I stay up a few more nights I'll go see you (I'll go see you) I'll go pick you up (I'll go pick you up) Past the end of this cold winter until the spring comes again, until the flowers bloom again. Stay there a little longer, stay there~

*A few weeks later*

"Y/n-ah! Jungkook is trying to get up!" Taehyung screamed at you from the living room, where he and Jungkook were playing games.

You sighed and headed into the room. Jungkook, who looked up as you walked in, instantly laid back down on the couch when he saw your disapproving stare. He tilted his head down avoiding your gaze and muttered out an apology. You laughed and walked over to him, bending and kissing him on the cheek before standing back up and smiling at Taehyung.

"Thank you, Tahyung-ah. Tell me if he tries to get up again alright?" You laughed when he eagerly nodded and walked back into the kitchen. "Alright, lunch'll be ready in a few."

They let out cheers and made you laugh as you shook your head. After lunch that day Taehyung went back home and you and Jungkook spent the rest of the day snuggling on the couch, making the most of every day you two spent together now that you knew what could happen. But now you both knew that spending the day together would never get old, you could always find something to do together that was new and never get tired of the other.

"I love you, y/n-ah."

You smiled as you snuggled closer against his side and softly answered him, "I love you too oppa."

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Alright, here's the next one!!! Next one will be up soon! I'm working non stop I promise!!! Have a good day/night!! I love you guys!! ♥♥

The Girl(Joshua-Seventeen)

Requested by: lolamahone

~Cambridge, to Boston; lives in a world she's lost in. Victim of compromise. He's staring at her Aberdeen heart, London eyes, Glasgow bone. She's a whistle in the catacombs, a paradox~

~Past~

You kept wiping the endless tears that kept falling down your face mixing with the falling rain  as you knocked on the door to your closest friend's, Matthew[A/n: Thank you mynameisMissA on Quotev for suggesting him when I was stuck x'D], house and praying he'd answer it. Your prayers seemed to be answered though when the door was pulled open slowly and Matthew's sleepy face appeared in the empty space, him still not realizing that it was you at the door. He yawned, rubbed his eyes, and opened his mouth to say something before his eyes landed on you and widened with recognition and concern.

"Oh my gosh, y/n. What the hell happened?! No, that's not important right now. Get in here before you catch a cold." He pulled you inside and shut the door behind you before running off and coming back quickly with towels. "Here, let's hurry up and dry you off. Come on."

After sitting down on the kitchen chair he pulled out you broke, you finally let yourself cry. You accepted the pain and you let it out. "H-He che-" You couldn't even speak, the sobs that were tearing themselves from your throat made you bend over and your back shake. You couldn't control it anymore.

"Hey, shh." Matthew knelt in front of you and pulled you into his arms, letting you rest your head on his shoulder and just cry. "It's alright, it's okay. I've got you, y/n. It's okay."

A little while later you had calmed down enough to where you could actually form a sentence and you told him what had happened. You told everything and he listened, if you started crying again he waited patiently and comforted you. After you told him though you noticed how his expression changed, his shoulders and back tensed and his jaw clenched. He stood and stepped away from you not helping your nervousness.

"Ma-Matthew?" You asked softly, slightly nervous at how angry he looked since you didn't know whether he was mad at you or Joshua.

~He's in love with the statue in a marble block. He's in love with the girl that time forgot. She just shuts her ears, she's fallen too far with salt in her scars. Won't let him taste her tears, she's fallen too far; the girl that time forgot~

Third POV:

Matthew let out a breath and stood up before stepping away from y/n, his hands clenching into fists before she could notice them shaking from the anger he felt. The only way he could express it in words was that he was beyond pissed. He couldn't believe that Joshua would cheat on you, he never thought he was that type of man. And didn't help the fact that he tossed y/n away for the girl he cheated on her with.

"Ma-Matthew?"

He turned and looked at y/n, who looked so frail and scared that he instantly regretted stepping away. He hadn't meant to hurt you he just didn't want to let you know that he was angry, no not angry. He was pissed.

He shook his head and kneeled in front of her again, holding her close to him and rubbing her back. "I'm sorry, I'm not mad at you. I just can't believe he'd do something like that to you."

Y/n sighed and looked down at her hands, not noticing the soft stare that was focusing on her figure. Matthew looked at her and studied her features hating how sad and depressed she looked. She looked as if she's given up on herself, as if she believed she didn't deserve any better. How could one man do this to someone? How could something like this happen to the most honest and beautiful person he knew?

"Y/n," he waited until she looked up to him, his heart breaking at the broken far-away look in her eyes. "I'm here for you, let me help?"

She nodded and broke down again, falling into his open arms one again and letting the pain out piece by piece. He held her and kissed her head, comforting her with his all and vowing to never let anyone hurt the girl he loved ever again.

~Wasted moments, full of potential atonement's. An angel in disguise. But he can see her Aberdeen heart, London eyes, Glasgow bone. She's a whistle in the catacombs, a paradox~

~Present~

"Mom, stop that." You said as you hit her hand away softly and laughed at her attempts to fix random strands of your hair.

You were currently sitting at the table with your mother and older sister while the boys were outside on the deck barbecuing, since it was a 'manly' thing to do you three were kicked away to go inside and do 'women' things. Matthew, your now fiance, was already taken in by your family and they were all overjoyed when the both of you had announced your engagement. Your mother was so happy that she cried and your father just spent the whole night slapping Matthew on the shoulder and congratulating us.  

"Oh, so have you and Matthew gotten any further with the plans? A date set yet?"

You looked at your sister like she had lost her mind and tilted your head in confusion, "S/n he just proposed two days ago."

"So?"

"Honey, isn't it still too early to be planning?" Your mother asked her softly as she patted your sister's hand.

"Planning for what?" Matthew asked us as he came and sat in the chair beside me, leaning over and kissing my cheek as he did.

"S/n, here asked if we had set a date yet?"

Matthew looked to her confused, "Are you out of your mind? We're still getting used to the fact that we're actually engaged."

You laughed and grabbed a hold of his hand. "That's actually so true though."

You spent the rest of the evening having a good visit with your family and when it turned dark you and Matthew were heading back home after saying your goodbyes. Matthew had offered to drive home since you had driven here and you obliged, now happily looking out at the scenery that passed by quickly and rubbing the back of Matthew's hand.

After arriving at the house you both shared now, you got out and looked at the car that was parked out of your house. Not recognizing the car you turned to BM to see if it belonged to someone he knew but you saw him looking at the car, just as confused as you were. He shrugged at you and walked around the front of the car, grabbing ahold of your hand when he got beside you, before starting towards the front door.

When you two had gotten closer to the steps you noticed a figure stand up and walk down the stairs to where the both of you had stopped. The figure was lit up by the streetlight and you let a gasp slip when you realized who it was.

~He's in love with the statue in a marble block. He's in love with the girl that time forgot. She just shuts her ears, she's fallen too far with salt in her scars. Won't let him taste her tears, She's fallen too far; the girl that time forgot~

"Jo-Jos-Joshua?"

The corner of his mouth lifted slightly and he nodded towards you and BM, letting out a small hello and wave before putting his hands back in his pockets and looking down to the ground.

"What are you doing here?" Matthew asked, his voice getting lower letting you know that he didn't like Joshua's presence.

"I -uh- was hoping I could speak with y/n." He met Matthew's glare with his own and didn't back down, making your eyes widened and you quickly stepped between the two.

Turning to Matthew you nodded and rubbed his arm, "It's alright. I'll talk to him, you go ahead and head inside. Wanna watch movies before bed?"

He sighed and looked down to you, "You sure?" You nodded and smiled gently, it widening as he leaned down and kissed your forehead gently. "I'll be inside, call if you need me."

You turned and blankly stared at Joshua, who ignored the glare Matthew threw at him and just continued to stare at you. "What do you want, Joshua?"

"I'm sorry," he said suddenly as he took a step closer to you and making you match it with a step back.

"For cheating on me? Isn't it a little too late for you to be apologizing?"

"I was stupid yes, I admit it. And I hate myself everyday for just realizing how idiotic it was of me to do that. I didn't realize that losing you would hurt me so much."

"Well, that's you own fault. Look, Joshua I accept your apology. I forgive you, but I won't forget." Your words stopped him from coming closer and he looked to you with hurt in his eyes, tears forming. "But thanks to you, I was able to see someone who really loved me and I am now with him. I'm with someone who makes me happy, someone who helped build my self-esteem back up not someone who kept tearing it down."

"But, I-I love you y/n. I really do."

Your heart broke seeing Joshua's tears and listening to his voice break, you did love him. You always would, he was your first love, but you loved Matthew now and it was different. It was a love that wasn't once sided. Walking up to Joshua you sighed before wrapping your arms around him and pulling you close. You did something you knew you'd always do, you kept Joshua close.

You didn't think you'd be okay if you never saw him again and you were thankful that he had shown up, but you didn't love him that way anymore. "Joshua," you called his name softly getting his attention to focus on you again. "I do love you, but not like that. Not anymore. And I'm sorry for this, but do you think we can be friends?"

"Friends?"

"Yeah, look I don't want to never see you again. I did miss you Joshua, I don't hate you and I don't want you to just disappear."

"I-I'm sorry, I'm just going to head out. I'll -uh- I'll see you later."

You watched him get in his car and, after waving, he pulled away and was gone down the street. Sighing, you turned and headed into the house smiling when you saw Matthew walk up and wrap his arms around you.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, I think I'm okay now."

"I love you," he said softly.

You smiled and tilted your head back to look up at him, "I love you too."

He smiled and pressed a kiss to your lips before pulling back and grabbing you hand, "Let's go watch movies then!"

~Let it go, catacombs, you let her go. Let it go, catacombs, you let her go. She just shuts her ears, she's fallen to far with salt in her scars. Won't let him taste her tears, She's fallen too far; the girl that time forgot~

Third Person POV:

Joshua sat in his house staring blankly at the wall, ignoring the constant beeps coming from his phone. He couldn't believe it, he had actually lost her. Of course, she offered to be friends but that's not what he wanted. He wanted her, he loved her, but he lost his chance to ever be with her.

Joshua hated himself. He sat forward and felt the tears slide down his cheeks as he went over the memories in his head of when you two were still happily together.

"Joshua! Give that back!" Y/n screamed as she rushed after him to get her phone back.

"You're gonna have to catch me," he told her as he stuck his tongue out and dashed up the stairs quickly.

"Yah!"

Y/n chased him into the room and took his moments distraction to tackle him onto the bed, laughing in victory when she sat on his legs and grabbed her phone from his hands. She stuck her tongue out, repeating his earlier childish action and smiled down at him. "You loose."

"Hmm, but you see it's not over yet. I can still win." And after saying that Joshua pushed her off of him and quickly climbed onto her, kissing the tip of her nose once he had. "I win~"

"Hey, that's not fair."

Joshua laughed and looked down to her as he lovingly stroked her cheek, "I love you."

She smiled widely at him. "I love you, too."

Joshua sighed and wiped his eyes dry, deciding to do the only thing he could to keep her in his life.

Your POV:

Standing from the table you started washing the dishes and laughed when you felt hands tickle your sides. "Stop that," you told Matthew as you smacked him the dish towel. "Unless you want water all over you get out of here."

"Hm, that doesn't seem like such a bad thing though. I am wearing a white shirt aft-Ow!"

You smirked and rolled the towel back up, readying your aim in case you needed to hit him again. "What was that?"

Matthew pouted and looked away when the doorbell rang, "I'll go get that meanie."

"Mhm," you laughed and turned off the faucet when you finished.

"Y/n, someone's here to see you."

You turned, confused at the icy tone in Matthew's voice, and froze when Joshua walked into the room. "Joshua."

He smiled lightly and walked towards you, "I thought about it and I realized that the only way to keep you in my life was to accept your request. So, I want to be friends y/n. Being friends is a lot better than you leaving my life completely and I don't think I could cope with that. So if the offer still stands I wo-"

"Yes," both guys looked to you confused and you smiled, "Yes the offer still stands. I'm glad we can be friends Joshua."

You wrapped your arms around him once again, secretly thrilled as he wrapped his own around you and laid his chin on your head. You honestly missed his hugs, and yes though Matthew does give his own amazing hugs, you didn't think anyone else's hugs could calm you down so much.

Joshua let go of you and turned to Matthew, holding his hand out. "I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused you and y/n but I would like to congratulate the both of you. And I want you to promise that you'll treat her better than I ever could."

Matthew, after a bit of hesitation, grabbed Joshua's outstretched one and shook it. "Of course, I love her."

Joshua smiled and turned back to you, "So when's the wedding?"

Your eyes widened and you looked to Matthew, "Well we haven't really set a date."

"Really? So, does that mean there's still time for me to be in the wedding?"

You let out a laugh and hugged Joshua once more, "Of course. I missed you Joshua."

"I missed you too. Alright, I've gotta go but how about we all go out to eat tomorrow?"

You looked to Matthew, who sighed but smiled and nodded his head. "Okay, just message me the details."

After he left you and Matthew sat on the couch in the living room and said nothing, just stayed silent enjoying each other's presence. "Are you happy? With me?"

You turned to him with wide eyes and hit his stomach, "Yes I am and I would appreciate it if you didn't ask that again."

"Well, you know with Joshua showing up agai-"

"Matthew," you grabbed his cheeks and made sure he looked you in the eyes, "I love you. I loved Joshua yes, and I still do, but not like I love you. You are the only one for me."

He smiled and laid his forehead against your own. "I love you, too."

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So, I realize that this probably [really] sucks and I apologize but-

Warning: this is about to get personal and I'm about to rant, so if you don't care about my life you can ignore this x'D

Okay, so I think I've done another one similar to this(of course I'll do what you guys request lol it helps) but I just want you guys to know that I do not condone cheating. My sister's fiance cheated on her a couple months before their wedding and she tried to kill herself, I'm not going to say how of course, but I just want you guys to know that I DO NOT condone it or think it's alright. Because honestly it isn't and I'm very sorry for ranting like this and for any one of my lovely readers who has been cheated on, I am here for you and if you ever -Ever- need someone to lend an ear I am here for you. Even if you haven't been cheated on and need someone to talk to please -PLEASE- message me. I will always be here for every single one of you and I just want you guys to know that I really do love you.

Alright sorry for the rant, anyways I'll see you guys next update! Have a good day/night!! Love you!!♥♥

Short introduction to Cross Gene! Check them out!!

Some MVs they have released:

어려도 남자야

나하고 놀자

Amazing - Bad Lady-

누나 너 말야

black or white (tw for blood, violence and murder)

Some shows they have been on (they’re fun):

Global request show: A song for you (ft JJCC)

After School Club

Random Cross Gene things

Descendants of the Sun parody

This Amazing -Bad Lady- dance practice

Click on the pics to enlarge! Some of them contain gifs!!

「 MIRROR 」

Reason #578764359 to Stan CROSS GENE

That one time on Vapp when Seyoung was talking in English and he said he likes all men and then Casper called him gay and then Seyoung fucking lost it and was laughing so hard and in between laughs he was saying he wasn’t gay(still in English) while yongseok yelled in English “GAY FANS WELCOME” And sangmin in a low monotoned voice pointed at Seyoung saying “Gay.” Then Casper proceeds to read a comment saying “ Sangmin is a lesbian” Meanwhile Takuya was laying in Shin’s lap and they were about to make out at any moment and finally Casper puts the camera on them and says “Those two are the most gay.” Then Shin started to suck on Takuya’s neck. And Casper says “Those two do that all the time, we’re used to it” Then Takuya gets up and shows off his hot pink panties with a flamboyant pose. Seyoung ends the live stream with “We’re not gay.”

“What matters most is that you love yourself.”

CROSS GENE 「Black or White」 Music Video

Underrated KPOP Boy Groups; Songs From 2016! - (Listen)

There will be another playlist later this year because more groups are coming back and I missed a few to make this list shorter. If you want to make sure I have your fave groups just message me! (Only groups that had 2016 comebacks & or debuts, please)

Songs from 2015 Part 1 & 2 - (Listen) & (Listen)