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God please help me, I don't think I can bare all this heartbreak alone. I pray and wish for it to get better but it never does. The older I get, the worse it'll be. I feel so alone in this room. I don't want to feel so sad anymore. God please save me so I can be with all the angels and you for eternity.

It hurts knowing that the person you love doesn't adore you as much as you adore them. I know this will break my heart in the end, I already feel myself starting to spiral into a web of lies and broken promises. I'm a girl who feels too much. I feel so much pain in my heart every day, but I also feel so much love. My whole life I've always wanted the love I saw in fairytales. Where the prince saves the princess and takes her far, far away. Then they both live happily ever after. Now I do anything for love. The little girl I once was feels so sad. She just wants to be loved. I want to be loved, not lusted.

I love rainy days, it feels like the angels are crying with me. ♡

I think I'm starting to realize that I'll never truly feel better again. Every day it just gets so much worse. I try to think of a time when I was happy and everything was okay, but there was never a day in my life when I truly smiled and said I was perfectly happy. I thought running away from home would help the terrible memories disappear but...maybe the trauma of it all is catching up to me. Do people truly recover from the horrible things they had to go through? Will I ever feel better? Sometimes I don't want to get better. Talking to people about how sad I feel makes things worse because I know they can't save me. They can't help me. Only I can save myself but I'm scared that'll never happen.

I stay here rotting in bed, waiting for you. You promised you would eventually come back and we can finally be together. My heart hurts so much at thoughts of you never coming back..

Ethel Cain saved me. ♡

am I at least weird and off putting in a pretty way?

𝘏𝘪𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘴!! <3

I'm new to tumblr, so here's a little bit about me and my account!

I'm 18!

I love listening to Ethel Cain and Nicole dollanganger! I also love the small town gothic and cutecore/pastel aesthetic >_<

I'm using this safe space to vent my deepest thoughts.

This is a safe space for everyone! ( homophobic, transphobic and racist ppl dni.)

that's all!! I hope you all have a wonderful morning/night!