The Stubborn 5kg I Wanna Lose Is Killing My Patience

The stubborn 5kg i wanna lose is killing my patience

Meanwhile im eating fucking candy and smoking weed #failingsobad

Im gonna achieve this

Reasons to lose weight

Will be visible:

Thigh gap

Collarbones

Rib cage

Wrist bones

Cheekbones

Hip bones

Jawline

Hourglass figure

Waist

Muscles

People will:

Put you on their lap

Give piggybacks

Lift you up easily

Compliment you

Be jealous of you

Ask you how you did it

Buy you clothes without hesitation about size

Worry about you

Give you more attention

Bring you food/want to buy food

Your body will be better:

Clear skin

Less celulite

Bigger eyes

Bigger lips

Small hands and feet (even if you have a big size)

Less sweaty

Healthier

Legs look longer

Less stretch marks

Cuter bellybutton

It will be easier to:

Shave or wax

Buy clothes

Feel full while eating

Exercise

Avoid cravings

Put together cute outfits

Socialize

Eat out

Stay fit

Get into new hobby

You'll feel so small and comfy while:

Driving a car/bike

Sitting/jumping anywhere

Playing on a playground/funfair

Having sex

Passing by any small spaces

Borrowing other's clothes

Lying naked in bed/cuddling

Taking a bath/being in a spa

Being carried by someone

Wearing oversized clothes

You'll stop worrying about:

Weight limits

Crowded restaurants

How you look in certain angles

Getting sweaty and smelling after long walk

Your fat rolls showing

Activities in school/college like PE

Getting touched

Eating with family/friends

Showing skin

Summertime partying and trips

Desire for sweetness

I’m fasting a month, if this doesn’t bring me back to my honeymoon then honey I will pray to the moon, I’ve been on this road. Sylvia Plath once said “ I act and react, and suddenly I wonder, ‘ where is that girl that I was a year ago? Two years ago? What would she think of me now?’”

My dream is to be satisfied and have familiarity within me, I don’t seem te reconnect with my body and mind, one is off or the other. When weather changes, I want change

my muse ^

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

Daytona Meth