Its Yet Again Time To Rewind My Ed

Its yet again time to rewind my ed

Im gonna have to start restricting to have it all, i love having tiny arms and a slimmer waist, i gotta give myself some love for wanting to do something with my life, i miss old me, i wanna see her bloom in a lighter body again, make this summer remembered

The moon was so big, my eyes were mesmerised

i work with models and the ugly truth is - they don’t eat.

Literally. They have one, maybe two light meals a day, but the rest of the time they just survive on black unsweetened coffee.

The story which social media sells us, that models can regularly eat three full healthy meals a day and indulge in fast food while maintaining that body?? Big fat lie.

It’s almost an unspoken agreement that all of them have eating disorders. Yeah they might eat on camera. But the thing is if they have fast food or high cal meals, they have a very small portion or only one bite. Most models don’t even eat or drink water before shoots/ runways to eliminate the chance of bloating. Yeah, SOME models can afford private chefs, but most of them are broke as hell. The business is brutal and standing in front of a hot light while being poked and prodded for 2-7 hours per shoot is literal torture. THIS, on top of not eating.

If you want to look like a model, starving is the only answer. Even if you’re genetically blessed.

Eat 1200 cals MAX, mainly between 500-900 per day. Walk a ton. Do OMAD or intermittent fasting. Survive on coffee. And if you can’t handle that, then you b/p which is horrible for you either way.

Wake up. Ugh.

Im gonna achieve this

Reasons to lose weight

Will be visible:

Thigh gap

Collarbones

Rib cage

Wrist bones

Cheekbones

Hip bones

Jawline

Hourglass figure

Waist

Muscles

People will:

Put you on their lap

Give piggybacks

Lift you up easily

Compliment you

Be jealous of you

Ask you how you did it

Buy you clothes without hesitation about size

Worry about you

Give you more attention

Bring you food/want to buy food

Your body will be better:

Clear skin

Less celulite

Bigger eyes

Bigger lips

Small hands and feet (even if you have a big size)

Less sweaty

Healthier

Legs look longer

Less stretch marks

Cuter bellybutton

It will be easier to:

Shave or wax

Buy clothes

Feel full while eating

Exercise

Avoid cravings

Put together cute outfits

Socialize

Eat out

Stay fit

Get into new hobby

You'll feel so small and comfy while:

Driving a car/bike

Sitting/jumping anywhere

Playing on a playground/funfair

Having sex

Passing by any small spaces

Borrowing other's clothes

Lying naked in bed/cuddling

Taking a bath/being in a spa

Being carried by someone

Wearing oversized clothes

You'll stop worrying about:

Weight limits

Crowded restaurants

How you look in certain angles

Getting sweaty and smelling after long walk

Your fat rolls showing

Activities in school/college like PE

Getting touched

Eating with family/friends

Showing skin

Summertime partying and trips

me acting mysterious in the store with my mom

Its so exciting to see change when you lose weight