Yall

Yall

I think I got misdiagnosed

I don’t think I got social anxiety. I think it’s a personality disorder .-.

Specifically: AVPD

I just have gender anxiety as well

I’m complex

Help-

Someone like end me

I finished drawing Vamp today

Vamp is a harpy, and as you can tell they have no ideas or hands

They’re actually one of my alters, and came into front on Wendsay/Tuesday night.

They did like some things: Broke a jar because they don’t know how hands work (or hand eye coordination), Took a shower (which they hated), Had an anxiety attack over breaking the jar, went to sleep, Came back into front during English because I was having an anxiety attack, Went through English and FS really confused, Ate lunch, Went to PE, Came back into front after PE, Stayed after school, Talked with Twink, Hung around with Twink, The went home, and watched TikToks

Where they came from? No idea, but apparently they’ve been here the whole time

I can’t explain how hard it is to draw Vamp

The feathers

I literally only had enough energy to draw their face ones

They have defined feathers on their neck, and are covered head to claw in feathers

Could not explain why they look like that

That was just what I drew, and what everyone else today me they looked like

I’m going to bed. Good night

Love how I make a post about wanting some media mates because I’m lonely and explain my relationships so that any kins (or fictives) don’t get uncomfortable.

And people just start hating on me for having platonic partners.

Like dude

It’s not that deep

Let me have my platonic wife okay?

It’s not hurting you weirdo

Anyways

I’ve had to get rid of about 4 anon asks that were just hate

Oh and: They didn’t even have the guts to say it, they had to it as an anon lol

Oh shit-

It’s been almost a week 😭

Anyways hi yall

Guess who is having multiple identity crises!

1. Name:

Called myself Knife Bat in a server as a joke for Halloween, and when people actually called me it

Euphoria

So thats going on

2. I’m questioning if I’m a system or not, and I’m honestly losing the battle

Yeah the more I research, and try out terms

The more I realize that I am probably a system

(Guess my Ex was right 😭)

Anyhow

Hope yall are doing good

Want to hear about an Undertale au?

idea!!

ALTERHUMAN SLANG. dont tell me you haven’t at least thought about it. Most if these are carnivorous mammal specific, but i will try to throw in some other kinds as well!!

Got on my back paws - got on my hands and knees. Like how animals can stand up as a trick.

ex: yeah, i really wanted that necklace, i had to get on my back legs so she would get it for me.

Showing fang - standing up for yourself/being assertive. ex: he’s really tough, but he’ll show fang at just about anything.

White eye - going crazy/really scared. Like how animals show the whites of their eyes when very agitated.

ex: haha, i saw how scared you were during that movie, you went all white eye at the end!

Riptide Rider - (aquatic) someone who lives dangerously.

ex: stay away from her, she’s a riptide rider, you’re bound to get hurt.

Treetop chaser - (herbivorous) someone who chases unattainable things.

ex: they’re way out of your league, don’t be a treetop chaser.

Cloudy day - (reptilian) usually used as a question, if someone is acting tired or unusual. Like how reptiles need the sun to stay warm, if it’s cloudy, they can’t warm up.

ex: woah, cloudy day? You look like you haven’t slept in months.

Flock brain - (avian) someone who can’t think for themselves. ex: ugh, she’s only hanging out with them now, she’s being a total flock brain.

A hummer with an eagle - (avian) someone who is clearly out of their depth.

ex: are you sure you can handle advanced classes? No offense, but you’ll be a hummer with the eagles.

okay i’ve had too much fun with this, please please PLEASE add on in the comments!!

I hate when my mom talks to me like I’m 5

I’m not 5

I’m not a child

They always tell me I’m the most mature out of everyone in my family, but still treat and act like I’m a child.

I’m not a child

I have disorders

I’m not normal

I’m weird

I’m depressed

I’m not 5

Why can’t I just be treated like I’m a person?

Why do I have to be treated like I’m 5 and neurotypical?

I’m not

They know this

My parents literally have all of my disorders because it’s genetic

I just wanted to be treated like I’m a person

They don’t treat my siblings like this

They didn’t treat my siblings like this when they were my age

Why do I have to be the youngest?

I’m not a child

Why can’t I be treated like I can take care of myself?

Why do I need to be aware every time you leave the house?

Why can’t I leave the house when I want to?

My siblings never had to tell you

You never needed to get all of my siblings’ friends’ parents’ phone numbers.

Why does it have to be me?

Why can’t I be treated like I can be trusted?

I’m not a child

Please just treat me like a person :(