We Emotionally Manipulated Each Other Until We Thought It Was Love.

We emotionally manipulated each other until we thought it was love.

Warsan Shire, 34 Excuses For Why We Failed at Love (via thelovejournals)

What i wanted to tell you so badly

The sun reflecting pure beauty, making it look perfect..

We were together. I forget the rest.

Walt Whitman (via thelovejournals)

The most important thing

Thoughts of the day

And there was only one thing I wanted to tell him: How much I was in love with him and that I wanted to be with with him no matter what. But I couldn’t . Too many times he had hurt me, had not told me what was in his heart, had dismissed me and replaced me as if I was a toy sitting in a corner waiting to be in the center of attention again. My self respect told me how much I’d be devastated if he’d disappoint me again. Was there a point in trying again? It feels like I am splitted up. On the one hand there's my brain and it’s fears were protesting and on the other I couldn’t help but wonder how deeply my feelings have ran after I’d finally let them in. A decision had to be made. But I knew I couldn’t possibly answer or trusting in the fact the fog would disappear that lurred my brain. For now there was nothing to do but wait. Only this time I was waiting for myself to become clear, not him.

We haven't yet seen the end of the matter.