TW!! Sanzu Slander

TW!! Sanzu slander

NO HATE (not rlly) FOR SANZU BUT WHY HIM OUT OF ALL PEOPLE, I WOULD PERSONALLY CHOOSE MIKEY (Boten) THEN HIM.

"oh soft Sanzu would be best bo-"

FUCKING NO, YOU CANT DENY THAT FUCKING SHIT WHERE HE COULD TRADE YOU FOR Fucking DRUGS. 😭😭

MAN EVEN TAKEOMI IS HOTTER THEN HIM❗❗❗

Why can't you hear me!?

Why can't you hear me?!

Mikey angst<3

♡A/N -Suicidal thoughts, crying, oc Mikey(personality), and manga spoilers

♡Under the cut will be the story! Enjoy

♡Also pls dm me or tell me that you wanna get tagged:)

This….

This wasn't supposed to happen…

No…

NO!

Mikey's dark impulses aren't something that can be "easily" controlled. It's a monster. Mikey doesn't want to hurt anyone, but he does..

He sees everything

Kenchin's death.

Hurting his friends.

Hurting takimichy

When he swore to protect them.

I can't move. I can't move?! Why can't I move?! No… no…. He's in control.

"T-this can't be happening.. this can't be happening!" Mikey tried looking around but it was darkness, he found a mirror and ran to it. As he stopped in front of it, he saw it. Him crying but not knowing why…. wait…..

It's behind me.

Mikey turned around to see himself, not really himself since he knows it's him..

Dark impulses

Or

The fucking demon that lives in his body

Mikey ran and hit him but it didn't move, Mikey looked at it then it moved. It grabbed Mikey's throat and threw him. "It's in my control. Don't interfere, or I'll kill that precious friend of yours♡~" it smiled insanely, making him stumble and stare at it with shocked eyes. It was so uncommon to see Mikey scared, he didn't like showing weakness.. but he can't do anything.

He hoped that he would get control again, he closed his eyes, crying. Mikey could see what the monster had done, he cried and cried having to witness his best friend since childhood dead. Even hurting his friend who's heart was gold. He thinks he deserves this pain, Mikey rarely cries because he keeps it to himself, now Mikey wants comfort from his bestfriends, friends,gang and even family.

Well….

Some are dead.

Some cut connections

Rarely some stayed.

He keeps saying he deserves this pain because of all this shit he has done. He wanted to kill himself since the dark impulse is his body. He wants to kill himself to stop all the pain, and suffering his friends had to experience because of him. He looked around and it was formed into a room, someone came in smiling.

Oh.

His brother Shinichiro, who was his older brother, draken, Emma his sister and Baji.. he smiled then realized. It's them younger, he stared at them while they played together with a younger version of himself.

Smiling…..

He's smiling…

Mikey sighed, closing his eyes, crying because a genuine smile was on all of them. Not even a fake one, he was surprised and was grateful to see this memory. It went dark, now his in a hospital where his sister died…

Emma

Mikey hates the memory and looks back but it's still the same. No matter where he looked, it's the same scene, it's like the universe is punishing him. He wanted to leave, so he stood up and ran to the door of the hospital. Opening it made him shock and fell to his knees, an event that made him break into pieces.

The funeral.

No

No

No!!

Mikey went forward and looked at the door where he came from. He opened the sliding door and his eyes met with Takimichy's. He smiled and attempted to hug Takimichy but he was pulled by him. They were outside of the house where his sister's funeral was happening.

"Takimichy! Can you help me…?" Mikey placed a hand on his friend's shoulder who's back was facing him. As the friend turned around his eyes looked dull and disappointed.

It's your fault.

Mikey then woke up in a dark room, where he was when dark impulses took over. He looked beside him and it was a knife. Mikey looked at it in disgust throwing it away but It came back and made a scar on his cheek making It bleed.

Mikey didn't feel any pain…

What's going on…..

…….

Is it asking me to die?

Mikey looked at the mirror to see himself bruised up but no pain was shown or felt. He looked at the mirror and smashed it into pieces on the floor. Big, and little shards of the mirror shattered on the floor. Some made a bruise on his foot and brushed it off. He looked up in pain, grabbing his hair and pulling it out of frustration.

He looks at the shards on the group, big shards turned into good memories while small shards or pieces were bad memories. Small shards were almost everywhere, big shards rarely can be even seen. He sighed and sat down to an area where no shards or anything were near him.

I guess..

This is my new life.

Part 2 ig: link

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A CHIFUYU MATSUNO X FEM!READER SMAU SERIES.

// PART ONE: THE EBOY REJECT HEADASS

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▸ SYNOPSIS: in which you are a gaming youtuber competing in a smash bros tournament with another gaming youtuber, fuyuplays, whom you’ve had sexual tension with ever since you first met, and whom you’ve decided to make it your mission to be the biggest brat he’s ever had to tame. you lose to him and being the sore loser you are, you lie about his dick size publicly on the TL. what you weren’t prepared for was the photo you received in your twitter DMs the next day and what follows.

▸ RATINGS: this work of fiction is rated M for Mature and R for Restricted. only intended for 18+ audiences.

▸ DISCLAIMERS: both baji and senju are aged up due to the nature of this series. the timestamps do not matter either.

▸ A/N: so! the enemies to lovers factor is more of a competitors to lovers thing i realized as i was putting this part together, and sadly the app i was going to use for the imessage conversations got taken down from the app store so we’re just gonna have to make do with this ugly version of messenger 😔 scoured the internet too and couldn’t find anything but if you know of an app similar to social dummy or a website that has a good mockup generator of imessage convos please let me know!! i hope you all enjoy! ty @shujiful & @suyaluvs for beta’ing muah muah

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I wish we had more time

Baji keisuke x Chifuyu Matsuno angst

A/N: Sucidal thoughts, spoiler warner and Sucide

Wc: 1.2k And thank you @/notmiintee in TikTok! For inspiration

Inspired by: Mr lover man and line without a hook<3 credits to @ambrodias for the song suggestion

Just why…?

Why did this happen?

I wished I stopped him.

I LOVE HIM!

WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS

Chifuyu hated what happened, he can't move on. He wanted to kill himself for not stopping him. He loved him. Chifuyu refused that he died.

Why can't he have something good for once?

Chifuyu's pov:

I looked at my window again not expecting a lovely couple walking pass my house. I don't know what came over me but tears fell down my cheeks. I held my cheek looking away, I wish Baji was here..

Why didn't I stop him?

Why didn't I help him..

Why didn't I call the ambulance!?

Narrative pov:

Chifuyu hits himself crying in remembering Baji's dying body on his hold. He wished that Baji lived and is with him, holding hands, and hugging eachother. He wished he Baji was alive but can't. He's dead.

Chifuyu heared a knock on his door making him wipe his tears away and walked to it, opening the door. Someone who he least wanted to meet.

His mother.

She was in tears and when Chifuyu opened the door she slapped him. "If you were a true friend you would have helped Baji!" She yelled at him and slapping him over and over again as she calmed down. "I'm so sorry…" Chifuyu started to cry yet again and closed the door ignoring the yells of the woman.

He wanted to be alone but wanted comfort. Chifuyu slid down the door sitting on the floor, the yelling of Baji's Mom left. Chifuyu grabbing his phone opening it calling his friend, Takimichy. As he accepts the call Chifuyu cried yet again.

"Chifuyu…"

"Why wasn't it me that died?"

"WHY?!"

"he deserves to live.."

"WHY DIDN'T I HELP?!"

"Chifuyu calm down!"

Chifuyu ended the call expecting comfort but wasn't met with his expectations. He needed someone, someone who will comfort them. As that someone died in his arms.

Chifuyu looked out the window yet again to see its midnight, he stared at nothing as he sighed and stood up walking to his room. He entered the room and was immediately met with a mirror when he turns his head. Chifuyu had red circles below his eyes, nose being red from crying and dried up cries on his cheeks. He scoffed.

"If only Baji was here he would scold me"

He chuckled then it soon died down remembering his not here with him anymore. He sighed and layed on his bed, it started.

You don't deserve him

You let him die

You didn't care

If only you stopped him

If only..

If you…

Chifuyu's mind exploded and filled with negative thoughts. If only he was stronger..

He turned around to see an empty slot on his bed, it was reserved for Baj since he usually sneaks out of his house to cuddle with Chifuyu. Chifuyu grips on the sheets and remembers the painful memory. Tears fell down yet again, Chifuyu can't count on how many times he cried since his death.

He wanted to take a nap peacefully but his mind had different plans. He went off his bed and looked at the frames on his bedside tables. One being them together hugging and sharing Yakisoba and one with Baji smiling widely. His heart melted at the memories but he was in pain, he grabbing the frame and faced it down. He did the same to the other and walked out of his room. He walked to his kitchen wanted to drink water but in his fridge is a left over Yakisoba. His and Baji's favorite food. It pained him to see this so he quickly grabbed the water bottle and closed the fridge.

He sat on a chair in his dinner table, he looked around seeing so much memories were made in the room. He smiled forgetting he died, he spaced out remembering and cherishing the memories fills his head. He didn't want to stop, a call interrupted him. He looked around and sighed wishing the memories continue but can't. He looked at the caller id to see that it's Mikey, his leader. He sighed and answer it.

After a while of talking and forgiveness he ended the call, he threw his head back and sighed. Chifuyu looked out of his window from the kitchen to see the sun setting.

Little did he knew..

Baji was there..

Dead but could see what his "friend" was doing..

"Chifuyu… the sunseting looks beautiful isn't it?"

Baji went beside Chifuyu and placed his head on his shoulder.

Chifuyu's eyes widen when he felt something lean on his shoulder. Chifuyu sighed and sniffles came out of him trying to stop crying again. He wished Baji was beside him, comforting him but he isn't.

Chifuyu stood up from the chair and walked to his room. On the way Chifuyu's head lighten and collapses in the ground. He can't breath, can't talk, can't reach for something. He slowly closed his eyes.

"Chifuyu!"

"CHIFUYU!"

Chifuyu woke up, eyes blinking softly. He looked where the sound came from and it's Mikey and Takimichy. One calm and one panicking, Chifuyu smiled softly looking at the two.

Atleast…

If…..

If they are happy I must be happy for them too.

Right..?

It's been months, Chifuyu haven't moved on from Baji's death. Emma died, and Draken died. He cried to himself and wanted to kill himself from the endless pain.

Endless pain..

Chifuyu's mind filled with negative thoughts..

He wished he never lived.

He loves Baji but can't seem to move on.

Even by the countless set ups the gang setted up for him.

He wished to die.

Baji was watching over him, he cried and cried hearing Chifuyu's thoughts. Even had a break down hearing him want to die so he and Baji can live together.

Chifuyu got up from his bed, dressed himself up and looked at the mirror. His room was messy, eye bags in his eyes, water bottles were around the room. He wanted to give up.

So..

He gave up.

He wrote a note and placed it on the fridge, he looked at the sink and grabbing the knife..

Oh why did this have to happen..?

Chifuyu looked at the knife.

The clean knife now a bloody one.

Dear Toman, everyone.

I love you guys so much but I can't bare the endless pain and suffring I have been feeling since Baji's death. I simply can't move on, I know it takes time but it hurts. It hurts to live without him. He's my other life. I feel empty without him.

I love him dearly, I love everyone but.. my time has end.

Kazutora, I hope you grow an adorable pet shop.

Mikey, you have my praise for making a new era of deliquents.

Mitsuya, your born to be a fashion designer, don't stop doing what you love.

The annoying twins, I wished I was your first customer in your ramen shop in the future.

Hakkai, don't be scared of talking to girls ok? :)

Peh yan/pah chin, you guys are best bros and I envy that. I hope you guys are still friends since both of you are like a golden duo.

Shall we meet in another life?

-you former friend Chifuyu Matsuno.

(ps pls message me or comment that you want to be tagged<3 )

........ My book is literally there 😭😭 omg???

AYYYY ITS NOT IRS FLUFF♡♡♡(agree rn)

Head cannons I think Boten has

Pure fluff for once<3

Trust me lmao, also spoiler warning! ♡♡

Sanzu- He's a drug addict but I headcanon him that he's using drugs to get rid of the memory and nightmare he keeps getting because he killed his bestfriend

Ran- He would be harsh but soft for his brother because he's the only family left in his bloodline and cherishes him

Rindou- loves his brother but doesnt show it because hes scared His brother would use him for information and knowing his weaknesses in betrayal

Koko- he would not waste money ofc but he's scared that when he goes to the mall the clothes reminds him of inui and akane. He's scared he might get nightmares and overthink that he made the wrong decision

TAKEOMI: would be the father figure or big brother figure to Boten since he failed to be a big brother in his past and regrets it ever since.

Mochi: would stay silent and observe so Boten wouldn't be taken advantage and will always have their backs at all costs

Kakucho: Cries to himself every night because of the trauma that stuck to him at his bestfriend's death. He thought he could go over it but couldn't, he forced himself it's fine and okay but can't

Mikey: He would eat and sleep all his pain away in the memory of his old friends. He wants a new era of deliquents but can't and gave up, he stayed because he wants to create memories worth cherishing when he dies

@ambrodias