I Told My Mom About My Eating Disorder
I told my mom about my eating disorder
I told her. About my experience of anorexia nervosa around 3/4 years ago when it began/ when it was most severe. She said she already knew and so did my dad but they didn’t say anything bc they weren’t sure bc I kept saying I shared food w friends and I got lunch but threw it away so they didn’t know.
Anyway moral of the story: she did not care and wasn’t surprised or worried and acted like I have a mild ed even though I’ve suffered for almost 4 years straight every day consistently.
But she did offer therapy I think I might take it but I don’t want to recover I don’t want to ever gain weight so I will not take it but I will go for the diagnosis to prove to everyone that I am in fact suffering I’m fed up of their denial that I am fine I have bpd and anorexia and I am not “fine”
They say that they have mental problems okay my auntie has severe bulimia from the age of 13-40 but I am young and also experiencing anorexia. Sorry purging isn’t my thing I’ve tried mutiple times, including on my birthday I might add
Anyway the cats out the bag I told my parents was not the reaction I expected I expected the one from insatiable low key disappointed but excited to relapse
Also my mom said I am “not thin” which was SO MOTHERFUCKING triggering and is making me want to relapse 383684x more than I already did so pore me in with the thinspo and ana posts I’m ready. This summer I’m going gym and running until I look thinner than “thin”
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