Maybe The Reason I Cant Draw Shit Is Bc A Have Aphantasia

maybe the reason i cant draw shit is bc a have aphantasia

hhhhrgrgrgrg this sucks ASS actually. hate it. why am i JUST realizing this??????

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Jon in S3: going on a cross-continent adventure seeking exposition dumps and meeting horrifying things that try to kill and/or kidnap him every five minutes

Everyone else in S3: the fuck is Elias doing

sometimes— a lot of the time. rotating in my brain— i think about how in mag79, martin asked tim (twice!) if he “didnt think jon was going to… you know…”

he was so so worried about what jon was going to do, and honestly? yeah, yeah if my friend was being all weird and dodgy and shit, then suddenly APOLOGIZES??? and gives me the rest of the day off, then yeah. yeah im going to be worried that theyre going to do something irreversible and i wont be able to see them again.

i also think id be sort of relieved if i saw a dead body that was very obviously not jon, because if he’s missing he isnt dead yk

i think about what martin thought jon was going to do so so often

people have asked me to wear grownup shoes. you do not overestimate how much i care; you underestimate how much my feet hurt. ( 📸 x sela shiloni)