The Party| Mini Chapter

The Party| mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 14 side story pt.2 ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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After calling y/n for the third time I walk back to the group of guys who were trying to calm jimin down from bursting out the door for y/n.

we were prohibited of going to parties, in fact we were told to avoid all social gatherings if possible. "i'll go get her" i tell jimin who was being held down on the chair by jungkook

"no, i'm going to go. she's my sister"

yeah but she's my girlfriend.

"i know" he sighs as he passes his fingers through his hair "but you might make a whole scene"

"i'll come too" hoseok stands "just incase"

we decided to just go while making sure to keep jimin in check, and not cause some scene that can get all of us in trouble.

but the moment we got there, and I saw y/n being held by someone else. I really wished I had been the one who had stayed in the car. Jimin rushed to y/n and was yelling nonsense, I couldn't bring myself to stop him as I stared at y/n and her way of dressing.

but who cares about how she dressed, what pissed me off was that he touched her when she said no.

thankfully y/n got in and separated jimin from him, i would've let him beat the guy to a pulp probably would've joined in myself.

"it's not what it looks like.." y/n whispered to me. Hearing her voice was enough to make him calm down.

Dear Namjoon | 18

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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How did we end up doing this again, you couldn't bring your thoughts to place as he kissed your lips. holding onto your waist as he makes you back up onto the couch. "we can't" you manage to say as he leaves a trail of kisses down your neck. 

"why not" he sucks on your skin making you bite down on your lower lip.

"you keep saying we can't but what I want to know is if you want to" he stops, staring into your eyes as he waits for a answer. 

lifting your lower half onto him he grinds against your heat. "tell me you want to" he caresses your thighs. his fingers traced his way to the hem of your shorts as he pulls them down with your panties. "hmmm tell me to stop" tossing them aside he hovers over you as he kisses your lips occasionally sucking on them one hand cupping your chest and his other carefully pushing his finger into your tight entrance. 

when a slight groan escaped your mouth he couldn't help it anymore and his pent up feelings were let out. undoing his pants he spreads her wetness with his fingers some more before grabbing her waist and aligning his member to her entrance, giving her no warning he thrusts into her covering her mouth with his lips to stop her from making any loud noise. 

"fuck, look how you take me so well" he groans as he thrusts his hips into you once more. he missed your lips, your body, your touch. he missed hearing your little moans leave your lips as you called his name. your pussy was throbbing for more as you unconsciously began to rock your hips forward making him. "y/n he slows down his pace giving you a slow burn as his hips thrusted into you "You won't ever get over me will you" 

there was this ego he felt. his pride was hurt by you not so long ago. a part of him wanted to hold you and say everything was going to be okay. another part wanted to fuck you senseless and leave you asking for more. 

pulling out of you, he feels satisfied as he hears you whine feeling the emptiness without him inside you. "y/n if you want it so badly, you'll have to do it yourself" sitting back on the couch he sits there staring at your naked figure in display for him. he was cocky, he wanted you to beg for it. 

you wanted him deep inside you, you wanted him to hold you and kiss you but you knew if you fell for his traps today it'll never end. next time you see him you'll fall for it again and end up in the same situation. 

but when it came to him. you had no common sense or self control at all.

sitting up as your pussy was dripping and throbbing for more. you straddle him, his hand resting on the sides you stared into his eyes. the smug look on his face made your insides twist with excitement. 

you grab onto his cock as you align it to your entrance. about to lower yourself on it, he stops you as he presses two fingers onto your clit making you let out a soft moan. "namjoon please" your voice would barely come out as he rubbed his fingers against your clit. letting them slip in as he teases you. "what do you want" he says as he slowly glides his fingers some more. 

he played the teasing game a little more before he pulled you down on to his hard cock himself. thrusting his hips upward as he helped guide your hips. you were a mess, physically and emotionally. you wanted to tell him everything that happened between you and jungkook in hopes for him to take you back. but you kept remembering how they looked on the stage and couldn't bring yourself to say anything.

"inside or out" he grunts as you bounce on his cock, your nipple in his mouth as he bites down, leaving marks everywhere. "doesn't matter"

he nods before pushing your body down on the sofa, after a few thrusts you both came together, the fluid leaking out from where you were both completely joined did not stop him. rather, his hand made its way to her clit as he thumbed her "i can't no more" you managed to say between your pleas

"did you forget, once isn't enough" rubbing the tip of his cock against my clit as he rubbed the juices against it as if he was painting he wastes no time to enter you again 

you began to cry out due to the intense stimulation but only suppressed sounds of yes and moans came out of you mouth. as he gripped your trembling thighs as he push you to your side he rammed into you as if to fill you completely. your leg hung over his shoulder as your other leg was pinned between his thigh and couch  

you had never experienced this position and it was driving you insane. he gave you no time to even think of anything but him as he pulls himself out completely before slamming back in hard. he kissed your lips swallowing your moans lowering your thigh he guides them to wrap around his waist. 

namjoon lifted your hips as his thrusts increased to an unthinkably rapid pace. pushing himself in as far as he could and hitting the deepest parts of your insides repeatedly. you came not shortly after but he kept going. you both stared at each other until you saw the look of satisfaction on namjoon's face as he pulled out once he completely emptied his load inside you. 

"fuck, that was something" he says, grabbing the tissue from the desk to clean himself before putting his soften dick in his pants. he turns to look at you as your chest rose and fell from you trying to catch your breathe "here" he says as he hands you a towel. 

oh..i know how we got to this you thought as you watch him sit on his desk, putting on the headphones and giving you his back. 

- earlier-

"but I could never make you do what you don't want" holding on to his hand you stare into his eyes "we can't date anymore..we can't do anything anymore" 

"then why do you keep looking at me like that" he says as he holds onto your waist "why do you keep giving me those eyes, asking me to touch you" 

"We can't date anymore, so we should do this" you try to push him away 

"date?" he scoffs "if dating is such a problem, then lets just deal with our needs" 

"what?" 

"don't fucking lie to yourself, I know you want me to fuck you" 

you get dressed, as you watch him playing on the keyboard as he continues to do what ever he was doing. ignoring you completely. 

you figured out what this meant. now you guys weren't going to be anything but each others relief. everything jimin told you about him made your stomach twist at the thought of him treating you that way he treated all the other girls. 

you tap on his shoulder, having him take off the headphones to turn to look at you. he smirks as he sees all the markings you couldn't cover with the little clothes you had on "better go before jimin sees you" 

"namjoon we didn't tal-"

"there's no need, i think we sorted our shit out already. we fucked and made up. next time you come i'll be here too so if you want it you know where i'll be."

"wait.."

"what? we both got needs right"

"namjoon are you planning to just go with someone el-"

"no that's why you're here right" you could feel how your eyes were burning at how you wanted to just cry. why was he acting this way. 

"why are you being such a bitch" you snap at him, getting off the chair he grabs steps in front of you "because i'm so close to calling jimin in here and telling him i fuck his little sister so we can get this shit over with and i can have you when ever i want" pushing past you he opens the door, looking down the hall he sees its clear. 

"you need to go before someone sees you" 

walking past him he gives your ass a firm slap before shutting the door after you glare at him.

leaning against the door namjoon sighs "fuck, why did i say those things" 

Dear Namjoon | 15

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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It was the same routine. Go to school, see everyone in the morning but go home alone. Talking about home, being alone with dad wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. but I did miss jimin being around.

I didn't see jimin nor the boys as often as I did but when I was able to see them, I watched them practice, and I sure as hell knew I could never do half of what they do. very little times were namjoon and me able to sneak away and be alone together.

I would like to say we talked and caught up with each other but if we weren't making out we were pulling a quickie.

we went weeks without seeing each other. and the little calls we'd have every other day when he was going to sleep weren't enough. I'd always end the call making it short since I knew he was tired. plus he'll wait till jimin would stop talking to me on the phone.

"you guys clean up" jimin got up from his seat pulling the towel that was wrapped around his neck up to his face to wipe the sweat. "are you gonna come watch?" his tired face looks over at you as he opened the door to leave the small cramped room.

"i'll go home, you guys seem busy" you smile getting up to give him a hug.

"i'm all sweaty"

"who cares, I rarely see you" after hugging him you tease him by saying he stinks only for him to whack you with the towel as he laughed.

"namjoon you're gonna be at the studio right?" he swings the door as to fan himself as he watches namjoon just nod.

once you both were in the clear and alone you turn to look at the man who was exposing his broad shoulders as the thin shirt would expose his muscular chest. you clean up quickly not wanting to waste any time alone with him.

"how have you been" he massages his neck, as he stretches.

"i've been fine. you?" it's been three weeks since the last time you both were together. and just like him you were eager for more than just talk.

he shrugs before chuckling "i'm great now that i got to see you" getting up from the floor he grabs onto your arm gently as you both discreetly walk down a wide hallway.

"they gave me my own studio" he was excited and you could tell. pressing in his code on the door he ushered you inside. shutting the door he gave you no time before you felt his lips collide with yours as he pushed your body against the wall with his.

he pushed our bodies together as his hands gently held your waist. reaching for his face your fingers gently brushed his cheeks as you deepened the kiss.

"fuck, i've missed you" kissing you made him feel better, but he wasn't planning on stopping there. he needed his fill for the past weeks he hasn't seen you.

gripping her thighs he picks her up as she wraps her legs around him without stopping the passionate kiss. walking to the couch he places her down as if she could break if he was harsh, hovering over her.

she felt goosebumps with every touch, wanting more.

the sound of a knock makes both their bodies jump as they both turn to look at the door.

"namjoon?" yoongi calls out as he knocks again

"fuck" namjoon mutters before sitting up, pushing his hair back. getting off the couch he presses a button on his computer before walking over to the door as you quickly sit up fixing your appearance

"i want to show you this" yoongi lets himself in as he passes namjoon giving no attention to anything else, not you, not the music playing.

"i've been working on this since yest-" looking up he sees you siting on the couch and he raises his brow in confusion while turning to look at namjoon

"uh? what's she doing in here?"

"she wanted to look around" he shrugs as he sits on his chair. you stand up awkwardly glancing at namjoon before looking at yoongi "uh i'll go you guys seem busy"

you say your goodbyes before walking to the exit.

"wait" yoongi stops you before you leave, turning around you wondered if he can see how your eye twitched from how nervous you had gotten.

"you forgot something"

looking over to what he was pointing at your bag that had been tossed to the ground at some point through out the whole make out session.

you give him a smile before grabbing your bag and dashing out of there.

yoongi looks at namjoon with a questioning look only to receive a grin along with a shrug.

"what do you mean you can't send letters no more?"

"they said we couldn't do it and they didn't explain it ma- UGH I DON'T FUCKING KNOW" Eunsook yells as she throws the basket of stamps onto the ground. I came to look for eunsook, ever since the guys been leaving early i've been hanging out with their fans.

ironic right

"i'll talk to jimin, i bet there was a mistake"

you try to comfort her, but that has never been one of your best talents. you made sure to call jimin that afternoon and ask what was going on.

"just leave it, don't get involved"

????

"i'm asking because eunsook is upset"

"what did she expect, we aren't the same as before now theres rules and its more professional now"

"what the fuck jimin at least they could've explained it better"

"seriously y/n why is this even bothering you. just fucking leave it"

"why are you being such a grouchy bitch" you snap at him, not liking his attitude

"i'm fucking tired, and this conversation is stupid. all they said was that they would take care of everything. they'll still be able to send letters just that they can't control it like before"

"well couldn't have they fucking told her that"

"they fucking did, look can we just drop this conversation"

"actually why don't we hang up. you're tired"

"y/n seriously" he sighs, frustrated with you.

you hang up not giving him another chance to talk. he dials back but you ignore his call. namjoon called right after and the conversation with him wasn't any good either. just like jimin he told you to just leave it alone.

and you felt like you should leave it alone, it's not that serious and it doesn't concern you. but it pissed you off that eunsook was ignored when she called to ask for the reason why they couldn't send things until they had their shit together.

eunsook started a war between jimin and you.

"i don't know why you're in such a bitchy mood. go see your boyfriend or something" jimin snaps at you through the other line.

"look you little shit, it's not my fault you can't get the steps right in your damn choreography" you yell back.

jimin and you were arguing during his break, he had called you and for some reason a argument broke out.

"dude it's been a week" taehyung rolls his eyes as he watches jimin who's standing in front of the mirror as he spoke..no, more like yelled into the phone.

"they've been fighting for the dumbest shit" jungkook rubs his temples, done with both your  childish behavior.

jimin hangs up the call and walks over to the guys sitting right next to taehyung as he takes the bowl of grapes he was eating on his own.

"she can be so fucking annoying at times"

"why are you guys fighting anyways" hoseok speaks up

"she started it, i didn't even do shit. not my fault she hasn't gotten laid" he shoves two grapes into his chubby cheeks

namjoon found the whole situation amusing, both siblings kept talking shit about each other to namjoon and of course he didn't take side but he wanted to laugh cause honesty he just wanted to tell them they were both stupid and wrong.

"it's been a week since she's been here" jin steals a grape from the very upset jimin. they were all surprised that the brother who once adored his sister and wanted to be with her at every second plus never cursed at her or anything has completely turned around.

"she's a fucking child"

"he's so fucking full of himself" y/n throws her hands up showing how angry she was, eunsook had came over to the house. the two had become best friends, close enough to go over to each others house.

of course you made sure to keep jimin's room locked and not let her take photos of any family photos that were around the house.

thankfully eunsook wasn't a weirdo.

"i didn't take jimin as that type of person" her eyes widen in shock as you talked shit about your brother. letting out a frustrated sigh you shake your head "he's just being an asshole, he's not usually like that"

"they opened a youtube account and twitter" eunsook speaks up, trying to talk about something else but unfortunately it was still related to them.

Not much time passed before we made up, but now they were busier than ever. months were passing and the calls were getting shorter and less often.

Namjoon and me were becoming complete strangers.

"today's the big day" your dad packs the bags into the trunk. the boys had moved somewhere farther. and today was the day the world found out who BTS is.

you hadn't seen them for over three months and you didn't even receive calls anymore.

at first you were understanding, but now you felt different.

for some reason you just kept thinking about what jungkook told you that day. it made you tense up and feel nauseous, the anxiety of seeing namjoon today.

you were planning to stay with them over the weekend since dad was going to have to leave earlier.

to even say the least, the moment we arrived there was no chance to meet them. everyone was running everywhere and we were escorted to our seats right away. the moment came when the lights dimmed down and all the new groups came out to perform, and i realized something the moment BTS stepped out and got into place

The people on stage, I didn't know them.

the moment the music starte-

(A/N: OKAY I JUST LAUGHED AT THIS BECAUSE I REMEMBERED BTS FROM WHEN THEY DEBUTED AND I COULDN'T LMAOOO NAMJOONS HAIR. YALL REMEMBER WHEN THEY SANG NO MORE DREAM AGAIN IN 2017. YEAH THINK OF THAT..OK AND ALSO WTF AM I WRITING I REALLY DON'T LIKE THIS. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST MY TOUCHDIFWJNSPIGNWPGOM)

The crowd chanted their names along with other lines and you looked around feeling out of place. you have been around these boys before they were signed and you were the only one in this room who felt distant.

as jungkook stepped up towards the front, both of you made eye contact and he smirks (2:36- 2:40 in the 2017 bts dna comeback video.....i'ma go throw myself out my window i hate this hahaha)

switching spots with jimin who then lifts his shirt making everyone in the room scream you couldn't help but laugh knowing damn well he was screaming in the inside, dying because of what he just did.

just how the performance started it ended just as quick, the crowd never stopped chanting their names as you made it through the crowd trying to get to backstage with your dad. "here, you give them to jimin" he hands you a bouquet of flowers.

once they allowed you guys to enter their dressing room you are welcomed by jimin screaming your name as he runs up to you "what did you think" he gives you a huge smile as he clutches onto the water bottle in his hands.

"i loved it, especially the shirt lifting. everyone went nuts" you tease him as you hand over the flowers.

"shut up" he thanks you both.

looking at all the other guys who were standing around the screen watching their performance some looked devastated as if they didn't like it.

"you guys did great, i loved it and for sure everyone out there loved it too" you assure them.

there were interviews after their performance so you waited for them in their dressing room.

"did you watch it?" you tell your mom who was on the other end of the call

"yes, i loved it. tell jimin i'm proud of him"

"i will, they've been gone for a while" you glance at your watch.

the door then suddenly opens but to your surprise it was a women with a BTS crew shirt on, she came to tell you the guys had left just now and that there was another car waiting for you since your dad had to leave.

even though you are jimin sister they didn't want anyone at least for now to see you guys leaving together.

leaving through the back door was new to you. as you entered the car, a call came in from jimin.

but your toxic ass felt bitter and decided not to answer.

You kept thinking about jungkook's words.

they kept repeating in your head, how you could ruin everything.

as you sat among them who were celebrating the fact that they finally debuted your insides were twisting with anxiety.

The Spy| mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 16 side story pt.2 ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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"Dad it was amazing" taehyung says with his boxy smile on display as he talks on the phone with his parents. once everyone came home he went to sleep and didn't have a chance to talk to his parents. He worked harder than the rest of the members during training, since his nerves would kick in and make him forget everything.

"yeah, I couldn't even think of anything else. it all just came naturally" his smile getting wider as he remembers the fans chanting his name. "it was better than I thought it would be, it felt more real than when we would practice at the club" he laughs.

taehyung had dragged his chair by the window as he hid behind the curtain trying to keep quiet and not wake anyone up.

"the rest of the members are doing great, dad you should've seen it in person"

"yeah next tim-" taehyung's body jolts as he hears the door to a room open abruptly and he peaks out from the curtain only to see y/n dash out of the room quickly heading to the opposite hall.

"i'll call you back" he says as he was about to get up to go check on y/n since she looked upset but he quickly sat back down when he sees namjoon come out of the same room shirtless and calling out her name.

what the fuck is going on? he wondered. looking at the time he sees how late it is and begins to connect the dots as to why they couldn't find namjoon before going to sleep. sitting patiently behind the curtain hoping to stay unseen he stays there waiting for something to happen or actually hoping nothing happened.

after waiting for a long time he finally sets his feet down, ready to sneak back to his room. pulling the curtain to the side he starts to slowly walk to his room that he was sharing with jimin. walking as quickly but slowly as possible keeping an eye out for a very upset girl. 

"bitch it's 5am, can't we just go to sleep. i'll take you once we wake up and that way you can say bye to everyone" taehyung hears jimin and y/n talk making him stop mid hall. in panic he looks around to see where he could hide, finding a near by closet he stumbles towards it as he hears the two siblings walking out the room as he barely made it to the spot.

I'm too tired for this, he sighs irritated.

why am I even hiding he shakes his head, watching the siblings leave the hall he speed walks to their shared room and closes the door behind him

"seriously when jimin comes back i'ma have to tell him all this dram-" stopping mid sentence he stands in the middle of the empty room "fuck, i can't tell jimin"

rubbing his forehead he lets his tired body fall on the bed as he drifts to sleep, hating the fact he wouldn't be able to tell anyone anything that happened.

"but then there is jungkook?" he says before his heavy eyelids win.

are you still writing?

yes TT

had a writers block but i'm back!

Karmic Soulmates | JJK

Chapter 2

✧ Pairing:Jeon Jungkook x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, knife/gun use, violence ✧ word count: 3.1k

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You bit into the sandwich, the room was lit from the fireplace as you sat next to namjoon who just stared at the flames. "I could get you another blanket " he says not bothering to look at you. 

"I'm fine" you were already wearing jungkook's hoodie and had two heavy blankets on you another one would make you start sweating for sure. "How much longer" he says to jungkook who was studying the parts he had already drawn. 

His method was intense, he didn't pass the entire map into one paper. Instead he drew it by parts in different sheets, this could be confusing to anyone since only he would know the right order of the papers this way no one else will be able to have a copy. 

glancing at the man who was standing next to the fire place as he stared at the sheets of paper in his hand, with his nonchalant face he looks up at my brother "I memorized a good part of it already" he folds the sheets in his hand as he pulls the mantel away from the fire place throwing the sheets into the flames. 

"You better have memorized it" you glare at him "If you forget part of it or fuck up don't come looking for me once I leave. I'm serious" he couldn't help but chuckle at you're threats "Don't worry I was trained for this, trust me"

"as long as you trust yourself, I don't care" taking in the last part of your meal you stand up "lets do the next part, the suns almost up. I want to be out of here before tonight" 

maybe I should grab the rest of my savings and move, buy a new place somewhere else where not even they will find me. move from country? sitting on the stool once more I chuckle to myself like a mad person, move from country? I'm getting ahead of myself for sure.  turning on the lights once more, they shut the blinds and jungkook begins to work on copying down the next part. 

It was almost 8pm when jungkook propped himself off the fireplace and moved the mantel once more tossing the papers into the flame. "finally" I sigh in relief, I was starting to get a cramp on my leg from sitting there all day since I told them we couldn't have breaks anymore. 

"I don't understand something" jin speaks up from the sofa where he was sleeping just a while ago. 

"what it is" namjoon was rubbing his temple clearly tired. 

"she said we had to get rid of her map, how the fuck do we get rid of that" he points at me with a raised brow as if he really thought I was a crazy person or probably just stupid. and it had slipped my mind that I had told them that, in truths I really wanted them to forget because what I had in mind...I don't think they'd agree. 

after my legs adjusted to standing again I walked towards the fireplace, my hand still covering my front as I held my shirt tightly against me. picking up the flatter piece of the poker sets I move the mantel, pressing the end of the stick into the flames. As the end shined a glit of redness I turned towards my brother and extended the handle to him "keep your promise" in a daze he grabs it and stares at me in disbelief. 

rolling up a towel that was thrown aside I roll it up and place it between my teeth. "woah woah what the fuck" jin shrieks and stares at namjoon with widen eyes "you aren't planning to go through with this are you" he yells. jungkook was shocked nonetheless, "are you crazy, we can find another way..i'll change the desi-"

"and waste more time? No I want to leave today" you spat, irritated at them. turning to your brother he feels you boring your eyes at him but his sight never left the end of the poker that was still a shade of red "are you going to do it or should we bring in someone who has the balls to do it" clenching his jaw he looks at his sister "i'm not doing it and i'm not letting anyone else do it either" throwing the poker to the ground he picks up the blanket that you had dropped and covers you with it "there has to be another way" 

covering yourself you secure the blanket as you stand "there isnt!" no one was willing to mark your back, their reluctance made your eyes tear up from the anger that boiled inside "your pathetic namjoon, father would be so disappointed in you right now" laughing you shake your head but the stern cold emotion on his face did not change "you're not willing to destroy the map but you're willing to grab someone and put it on their back without any say in the matter?!" picking up the poker you turn to jungkook "do it" 

jungkook stared at you with pleading eyes as he shakes his head "I can just ov-"

"no, I want it gone. I want everything gone" you yell pushing the poker onto him as you close the distance between the two of you. "don't be a fucking coward" you try to intimidate him but he stared at you with pity in your eyes. 

"forget this" putting on your shirt not caring that you basically exposed your breast to jungkook, you get completely dressed and gather your items "are we done here" you turn to namjoon. his lips part and close as if he did not know what to say. raising a brow you scoff "are you sure this is the life you want, you don't seem fit-"

"it's you y/n, how can I ever be sane when it comes to you" he gives you a weak smile "you shouldn't leave until we figure out what to do with the map" jin speaks up, trying to be the more reasonable person in the room with no strings of emotion attached to you. 

"yeah well I gave the solution and you don't want to do it" shrugging you swing the door open and march out without looking back. namjoon chases after you, stopping you turn to him "no, this is it. I don't want to ever see you anymore"

"it's not saf-" interrupting him you give him a big smile "I hope you live a long and healthy life and I hope that you find someway to be happy" not caring for the words that were going to come out of his mouth you walk out the same way you came in with jungkook and did not look back

it had been five days and there was no sign of your brother or jungkook. you were surprised that they had backed off so willingly. you were at the cafe planning a way to get the map destroyed this weekend which meant you had to get everything ready for monday after being gone the entire weekend. you were bringing in a few boxes from the storage when the bell ranged indicating a customer had entered. cursing under your breath since you forgot to lock the doors, taking the box you head to the front "i'm sorry but we're close" you place the box on the counter. 

not hearing a response you look up to find a man in black clothes standing at the entrance. his face had a gross scar on his right cheek that began beside his eye and ended above the corner of his lip. taking in a deep breath you smile at the man who turns around to face the exit.

watching him hesitate you begin to back up to the sink where you had left knives. before you could reach the sink the man turns quickly and dashes towards the counter literally scared the shit out of you but you moved just as fast, picking up the knife from the sink as he shoves the box to the ground and swiftly climbs over in a matter of seconds he was in front of you. 

He had no weapon or at least had not pulled one out, but you didn't let your guard down. "what the fuck do you want" you speak clearly showing now fear but the man did not budge nor did his eyes wonder his creepy state made your hairs stand as he bored his eyes into you. it felt as time stopped and you glanced behind him to see if there was anyone outside who could see this assault but the street was empty. 

you stare at the man and neither of you moved, it wasn't until the phone suddenly ranged which caused you to loose focus cause of the sudden sound. taking advantage of the distraction he launches himself at you gripping your wrist as he twists it making you drop the knife. letting out a scream you clench your fist and swing at him but he lets go quickly kicking the knife out of reach. gripping your wrist your eyes tear up from the pain. 

he did not wait and launched himself at you once more but this time you dodged him,  kicking his back. the fight did not stop there as the two of you began to swing fists at one another, him not letting you no where near the sink. you felt the impact of him kicking your ribs throwing you against the counter. groaning as you grip your side you look at your surroundings and see the kettle of coffee you had just done, waiting till he was closer to you. picking up the kettle you throw the hot liquid at him, the man groans as he wipes his face. taking the chance you roundhouse kick him in the face which slams his head into the counter. 

catching your breath you don't waste a second to run over the counter grabbing your bag. without looking back you dash out of the cafe and run down the street. you grip your side, the pain causing you to run out of breath quickly. without stopping you rummage through your bag taking out the phone. "fuck" cursing under your breath you felt irritated that it had come to this, flipping the cover up from the flip phone you dial the first number in the contacts. the phone rings but there was no answer. 

"fuck namjoon this isn't the time!" you yell, running into a dark street. you had planned for this, incase someone came looking for the map. your senses were on full function you knew this street wouldn't be someones first choice but it was the least crowded street because of the lack of street lights and the perfect cover for one to run from a murder and for one to commit murder.

You then hear a second pair of footsteps hitting the concrete floor and quickly turn behind you since the sound was echoing but there was no one behind you. that when you saw him, it was a different man in fact a taller one and he was running at the same pace as you but across the street. anyone else being chased would be shitting bricks and no lie you were too but unlike him you knew where you were going. 

you watch him as you see the dead end coming into view, he sees this as a great moment to take you and pulls out his gun just as you had suspected. but unlike his side where he only had buildings you had the forest. making a sharp left you jump over the gate and enter the forest. tumbling over some branches you gain your footing and ran the path you knew by memory. you could hear him in the forest too but you knew that unlike him you had the advantage. 

the moonlight was the only thing lighting your path. you finally made it to your tree that had a hollow place inside. crouching down you pull out the bag getting a hold of your gun. you look around, your eyes already adjusted to the dark. making sure it the mag was full you slip the bag and the one you were carrying into the hollow space of the tree. dialing namjoon once more you watch your surroundings as it rings. 

checking the contacts you dial jungkook's number but it also only rings. "fine, fuck you" you begin to tread slowly to the place you had fixed for this situation. when you hear a branch snap close and too close for your own luck. hiding behind a large tree you hold your breathe. 

listening carefully you swallow hard when you hear more than one person "where the fuck did she go" the first man curses"she can't be far, I saw her using a phone. she's probably calling him" the other responds. they weren't close but you were both definitely in each others eye sight. meaning if you stepped out from behind the tree either you see them first or they see you.  "even if she called him, she told him that day was the last day she wanted to ever see him. the moment she left jungkook wanted to run after her but namjoon said that he would honor her request"

"meaning?"

"he ain't coming to rescue her" you cover your mouth stopping you from gasping 'he's a traitor'

just as you were about to move from tree the phone rings, giving away your spot. dashing from behind the tree you run, instead of chasing you one began to shoot "are you fucking stupid, we need the map" the other yells and the shooting stops. you answer the phone holding it up to your ear as you run. 

"hello?" namjoon says on the other end 

"fucking bitch why won't you answer me" you yell as you hear them running after you "you sai-"

"but it's the emergency phone" you cry out, turning to look back you trip over a branch making you tumble down the small hill that you had not noticed. you laid on the ground catching your air as you heard namjoon yelling through the phone. getting up slowly you reach for the phone, using the small screen to light the floor you find your gun. "y/n!" he yells 

"fuck" you groan, you held onto your side and took a deep breath "someones after me" you say weakly, tears falling from your eyes as you were having a hard time breathing. 

"are you near the cafe" he asks and then yells to those around him to get the car ready "not really, i'm at xxx forest" you quietly say. 

"the forest? what the fuck are you doing in a forest" 

"it doesnt fucking matter, there's two of them and one of me and the first guy that I fought at the cafe really gave me a beating and it hurts to breathe"

"can you get anywhere near a road" you hear the door slam of the car, lifting your self from the ground you look around. you knew where you were. you start walking towards the road "yes, theres a big sign" you stop to take in some air "fuck" you look up to the moon and notice it wasn't just your eyes playing tricks but you were loosing conscious. "y/n whats wrong? can you get to the road or not"

"i don't think i'm getting to the road" you quicken your steps but everything began to spin and you lost your footing making you tumble to the ground, he keeps calling your name. gaining some strength  you get back up and lean against a tree. "everything is fucking spinning" 

"fuck" he curses, yelling at who ever was driving to go faster. you kept moving, not knowing where the will to move was coming from. "there she is" someone a good distance from you yells. "fuck they found me" you mumble into the phone. turning to the man who's running right towards you, dropping the phone you lift the gun and fix your posture. the man clearly couldn't see you well because he did not flinch nor move and kept running towards you. 

pulling the trigger you don't hesitate, successfully wounding him on the leg he falls on the ground. you quickly pick up the phone and walk towards him. the man screams in pain as you stand above him "fucking bitch" you hear his partners footsteps. picking up the phone to your ear "oh and brother, one of these men are yours. they knew about that day" staring at the man you chuckle "it's the bastard that was at the door" pointing the gun to his head you pull the trigger "he's dead" 

you tug the phone into your pocket as you kept both hands on the gun and make your way behind a tree at a distance from the body. you could feel your body swaying and you could taste blood in your mouth. your head tilt back against the tree you waited to hear his partner approach. 

"y/n get to the road, we are close" groaning you hold your side once more as you take in a deep breath. you begin to run across some trees before a gun goes off and you hear the tree beside you get struck by a bullet and you stumble to the ground again. you hear namjoon yelling your name.  you quickly stand and begin to run again, the road not so far from you. "honk" you say 

"what?"

"honk" you repeat 

you could see the road, and a car driving towards where you were running to, wanting to make sure it was him and not from the other side you wait behind a tree. 

the car begins to honk and that was your sign, you hold your side as you run at full speed. "stop" you say into the phone when the car was right in front of where you were running "hurry" you tell him. 

you could hear the man behind you and his harsh breathing as he tried to run faster towards you. turning you lift the gun and begin to shoot at him not trying to wound him but rather slow him down. falling onto the ground this was the last time, you knew you wouldn't get up. 

you kept shooting the gun at the man until the gun jammed "fuck" you cried. laying completely on the ground you stare at the moon. suddenly you hear gun shots and namjoon yelling your name right before everything went black.