notsoshining - Crow
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They/He || Crazy? I was crazy once

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notsoshining
1 year ago

Spin the wheel and get spn polycule.

All options from the wheel are under the cut.

Dean/Lisa/Cassie/Anna/Jo

Lisa/Dean/Cas

Cas/Crowley/Mick/Balthazar

John/Ketch/AU!Bobby/Mary

Cas/Mary/John

Garth/Bess/Dean

Cas/Dean/Benny

Bela/John/Azazel

Jody/Ellen/Bobby/Mary

Gabriel/Sam/Rowena

Mary/Linda/Kelly/Rowena

Sam/Eileen/Rowena

Kelly/Rowena/Charlie

Dean/Benny/Lee/Cas/Crowley/Victor

Garth/Cas/Bess

Bobby/Rufus/Crowley

Hannah/Abaddon/Meg

Cas/Bobby/Rufus

Donna/Jody/Bela

Ketch/Dean/Cas/Mick

Lisa/Mary/John

Linda/Rowena/Meg

Good!Charlie/Dark!Charlie/AU!Charlie

Bela/Anael/Rowena

Lee/Dean/Cassie

Mary/Jo/Eileen

Cas/Daphne/Meg/Kelly/Hannah

Amara/Billie/Naomi

Donna/Jody/Mary

Jo/Cassie/Charlie

Cas/Meg/Crowley

Lilith/Ava/Ruby/Abaddon

Garth/Cas/Benny/Dean

Cas/Dean/Dean Smith/Endverse!Dean/Huntercorp!Dean

Kelly/Dagon/Meg

Pamela/Anna/Ruby

Charlie/Cassie/Eileen

Dean/Victor/Bela

Billie/Rowena/Mary

Jessica/Sam/Brody

Naomi/Rowena/Eve

Ruby/Anna/Mary

Cas/Dean/Crowley

Sam/Cas/Ruby

Sam/Eileen/Ruby/Rowena/Amelia

Lucifer/Kelly/Dagon

Jo/Dean/Ash

Buckleming/Pellegrino/Robert Singer


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notsoshining
1 year ago

inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.


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notsoshining
1 year ago
Oof Ive Drawn Mb So Much That I Forgot How To Draw Connor

oof ive drawn mb so much that i forgot how to draw connor

@autiacorart addition to whatever i replied to that one post of yours lol


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notsoshining
1 year ago

what if i *remembers that making suicide jokes is not conducive with my goal of improving the wellbeing of myself and everyone around me* transform into an oyster


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notsoshining
1 year ago

1. Yes they have to fight, 2. Tell me who’s fighting who in the tags! (I’ll add the most ridiculous combos in a reblog)


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notsoshining
2 years ago

*boops your nose* you're doing great keep going


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notsoshining
2 years ago

"Stop saying 15 year olds with weird interests are cringe, they're 15" this is true however you should also stop saying adults with weird interests are cringe because who gives a shit


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notsoshining
2 years ago

Fatherhood - SPN Poem

Fatherhood - SPN Poem
Fatherhood - SPN Poem
Fatherhood - SPN Poem
Fatherhood - SPN Poem
Fatherhood - SPN Poem
Fatherhood - SPN Poem

SPN poetry month - day 16 - Parenthood II Fatherhood

So! first original post ever and it's for @spnpoetryrenaissance poetry month! (for my sake let's ignore that April ends tomorrow lol).

To give a bit of context: this is told from Dean's perspective and it's supposed to be about how he felt inadequate to be considered any sort of parental figure (yet ended up as one for many kids anyway) and the impact his own father had in him through the years.

It also explores a bit his complex relationship with Jack and the parallelisms between Dean's and John's behaviors when it comes to dealing with grief. (And yes, the end is a fix-it where he finds Cas and they live a happily ever after, as they should).

Is this accurate? probably not, but I had fun writing it!

And that's about it, I guess, since I don't want to start rambling about Dean and how delightful his character is and how incredibly complex his relationships with other characters are and the impact they have on his general existence,,,

If you read this till here, thank you! And I hope you liked it <3


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notsoshining
2 years ago
notsoshining
2 years ago

I am floored I am flabbergasted I cannot believe it

In the game, Bill and Frank were almost nothing. Bill was a joke character, he shows up, he’s a doomsday prepper, he helps you fight zombies, gives you a truck battery, and you leave. Ellie steals some comics and a gay porno magazine from him, and he’s never seen again.

Frank WAS nothing. You never see him. You find his BODY, he got bit and hung himself, and he got bit trying to escape Bill because he hated him so much and the note says he’s happier dead than living another day with Bill 

And then the show. The show took that shallow, mean storyline, and made it beautiful. 

Now Bill and Frank are real characters. We know them. Really KNOW them. And they don’t hate each other. In fact they’re in love. They’re really IN LOVE. And yes they argue and disagree sometimes but they’re a real couple who really love each other while still being two people so sometimes they fight. That doesn’t change that they’re in love 

And they GET TO BE IN LOVE, the whole time, they’re doing things for each other. They’re living in their little gated paradise and it’s beautiful. They make it pretty. They grow food. They’re eating gourmet meals. They’re not just surviving. They’re thriving. They’re living

They took that mean spirited game story, and they made it the point, the heart, the example of what people are still fighting for. The proof that yes, even in the middle of the apocalypse, you can still live a good life. Not an easy life, you will still have bad days, you’ll have bad days with the ones you love, but you will still love them, and they will still love you. And then, with all these grizzly, horrific deaths we see two deaths that are peaceful. Painless. Two men who die old, satisfied, and in the arms of their purpose. 

Don’t you see? It’s about hope 

Bill and Frank are hope  

I Am Floored I Am Flabbergasted I Cannot Believe It

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notsoshining
2 years ago

a late entry, but heavy contender for tik tok of the year


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notsoshining
3 years ago