Don't Go Pt.2 - Billy Dunne PT1 - Don't Go

don't go pt.2 - Billy Dunne PT1 - don't go

Warnings: slight angst, fluff, mentions of drugs, mentions of overdose requested by the lovely @sunnysidesadie

Everybody in the band could tell there was a shift in your and Billy's relationship (if you could call it that) but nobody except you, Camilla, and Billy actually knew why.

they didn't know it was because he stayed with you when you were dying of an overdose or that he wouldn't leave your side for the days afterword and you planned on keeping it that way

you still fought, I mean this is you and Billy were talking about, there was no way everything would get done without some kind of bump in the road along the way but it happened less and less

The more alone time you spent together was less writing songs and more basking in each others presence talking about nothing and everything 

It was the first night you went out again after that everything seemed to start to go bad again, you two had a fight consisting of screaming back and forth why you should and shouldn't go out 

“It’s too soon!” Billy yelled trying to get his point across to you 

“It will always be too soon Billy, if I don't face it now I never will!” you rebutted 

And that was the end you had decided you were going and nobody could stop you.

But as the night progressed you realized more and more how right Billy was, you weren't ready and you would much rather be in some hotel with him talking for hours than doing what everyone else was at this party. 

You felt clammy and uncomfortable, the large room felt tiny with how many people were in it and you couldn't find room to breath

‘What am I doing, I can't handle this’ you kept telling yourself trying to find an exit but you couldn't see one especially in the maze of people 

But you did see him, Billy, you didn't know what he was doing here being as he never partied anymore but you had never been more thankful as you rushed over to him 

He caught you in his arms seeing the pale look of panic on you face 

‘Hey, hey you okay?’

‘Can we please just- please can we leave’ you begged him 

‘ of course’ he said never letting go of you as he made his way tho the exit 

He decided he wouldn't tell you why he was there. He wouldn't tell you he stayed in that gross smelly party just to keep an eye on you. It would only make you feel worse.

He held onto you the entire way to the hotel room until the second you sat down on the white fluffy bed 

‘I’m sorry’ you said quietly 

‘You were right for once’ 

Your snarky comment brought a smile to his face 

‘Anytime darling’ he responded 

As you two sat together on the edge of sleep you looked up at him and smiled 

Sitting up you leaned over and pecked his lips 

‘Thank you’ you say laying back down on his chest 

‘Of course’

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Ok I hoped you liked it cause I loved writing it and thank you for all the love on the first part!!!! and that you for reading this part!!

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I can't do it anymore - J.M.

Jj Maybank x F!reader

Summary: When the reader is going through her hardest time Jj tries his best to help her

WARNINGS: Depression, suicidal thoughts/talks about suicide,

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readers pov-

I can't do it anymore, I should just end it all just like they all old me I should before I left school

i'm just so tired, so fucking tired

the cuts on my body don't phase me anymore, I'd rather be dead

please, please

please lord just kill me.

I sit in the shower in my clothes the water soaking through I made it as cold as it could go but I don't feel it, I'm numb

"Y/N?"

I hear him, I don't want to it'll only make me feel worst for thinking these things

the door opens and I don't move

"Y/N" he whispers, I've broken him

I'm a monster, I don't deserve him

he turns the water of and that's when I realize im crying but my eyes still don't move from the wall

I feel the towel go around me as he picks me up

"I'm gonna change you baby." he whispers again

that's when I move, I shake my head

"please" my voice is horse and broken

"I don't deserve it"

he stares at me before pulling me into him

"please," I sob

"Just kill me, please"

he's cradling back and forth and It's all to much, I break sobbing into him

"it's okay, I'm here angel, and I'm not going anywhere I swear."

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its short and sweet except not all that sweet

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Oatmealisweird Masterlist-

Obx, Daisy jones and the six, criminal minds, Hunger games

OBX

JJ maybank

I can't do it anymore - angst

gold rush (blurb)

John b

I’ll never let you go - fluff

Rafe Cameron

Why'd you have to break me? - angst (blurb)

Sarah Cameron

Our big day - fluff

Topper Thorton

As the sun sets - fluff ending

DAISY JONES AND THE SIX

Camilla Dunne

Stay a little longer - light angst

Daisy Jones

Coming soon…

Billy Dunne

Don't go - Angst

Don't go PT2 - angst, fluff

Karen Sirko

Coming soon…

HUNGER GAMES

Finnick Odair

Home is with you (blurb) - Fluffy angst

Peeta Mellark

Coming soon…

CRIMINAL MINDS

Spencer reid

Coming soon…

Aaron Hotchner

Coming soon…

Derek Morgan

Coming soon…

I’ll never let you go

John b x fem!reader

Summary: reader is worried about her relationship after Sarah starts coming around more

Warnings: a smidge of angst but other than that nothing but fluff!!!

Note: Hello!!! Sorry I haven’t updated this week or last week I was so busy. But if you would like you can always leave request in my chat! Love you all and thank you for reading

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After being in a relationship for almost two years you were pretty confident about you and John b, that’s is until recently.

When Sarah started to hang out with you all you didn’t care, at least not as much as someone like Kie but as time went on you could see her growing affection for your boyfriend and while you trusted him you couldn’t bring myself to trust her. And soon enough you found yourself in this moment,

Crying in your room due to self pity, I mean it made sense him and Sarah seemed like a perfect couple, and what were you compared to her? Nothing. I mean she was rich and you were poor and she was gorgeous and you well you were just you.

“Y/n?” This was a moment you dreaded, John b showing up to look for you

“Where are you love?”

“In my room” you called trying to wipe all the tears away and clear your throat,

“Woah, Woah, hey what’s wrong?” He asked bursting into your room and walking up to you pulling you into his arms

“Nothing, just a bad day is all” you said trying your best to smile

“Don’t lie to me, what’s wrong?”

You sat in thought for a moment, were you really gonna tell him what’s wrong? If you did and the conversation went poorly it could be the end of you two and were you willing to risk that?

“Can I ask you a question?” You say quietly

“Of course anything”

“Are you happy?”

“What do you mean? Like in life?”

“No, with us. Like are you happy with me?”

When he paused before answering you visibly tensed terrified of what he was gonna say

“Hey, of course I am, I am so happy to be with you and around you.”

You definitely relaxed at that, cuddling more into him

“What brought this on?” He asks after a minute

“ I don’t know, it’s stupid, I guess since Sarah stared to hang out with us you might start to like her more. I mean look at her she’s gorgeous and kind,”

“What you feel is not stupid and the whole Sarah, I don’t like Sarah I mean she’s my friend yeah but nothing more. I can’t even imagine a girl like that, why would I when I have you?” He says looking into your eyes

“thank you. I love you John Booker Routledge.”

“I love you more Y/n M/n L/n”

And that’s how you stayed the rest of the day, basking in each others presence and cuddling in your bed.

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