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hating myself hours

every time i myself be happy i feel like im flying way too close to the sun like my brain needs to shut the fuck up and let me enjoy this without imaginary sirens going off in my head any time i feel good

do you hate me please dont hate me im sorry i dont know what i fucked up what do you need from me what can i do im sorry: an essay by me

i hate being here

fucking hate myself lmfao wdym people like me literally whats there to like 💀

i have one word for 2023: please

I hope 2023 is good to my mom

if someone called me love i think id cry

i am like . what the fuck is wrong with me

father...........why would u say that omg

i need a nap

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

happy Breakdown of December 28th :D

you make me feel good about myself (i love you)

i feel like im so fucking annoying and attention seeking for just initiating conversations with people i care about sometimes and i really REALLY hope i do not come off as clingy i just love talking to you !!!!!!!!!! and you perhaps dont feel the same way but i like you so much and i love when we interact please dont hate me aha

playlist for christmas dinner

i think my parents are having sex and i am scared shitless

im faking my emotions: a ted talk by me

im just a guy. i want someone to wrap their arms around me and let me cry. i worry ill never get that because all of my friends reject any attempt at expressing affection towards them and i think maybe they hate me and i know that i can let go of them the second i find someone new but then again. maybe i wont. i just want someone to fucking like me and not act repulsed at the idea of showing it

I sense that something has happened in football today

they should invent a loneliness that’s bearable

my head hurts i hope i die