I Hate Being Here
i hate being here
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depths-of-misery liked this · 2 years ago
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2 years ago
every time i myself be happy i feel like im flying way too close to the sun like my brain needs to shut the fuck up and let me enjoy this without imaginary sirens going off in my head any time i feel good
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rocking myself in a chair: i am loved nobody hates me im not going to ruin things i am lovable i am loved nobody hates me im not going to r
any time i laugh ill feel good for a second and ill go back to thinking THIS IS GOING TO END THIS IS NOT PERMANENT THEY WILL REALIZE WHAT
YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU ARE IS NOT WORTHY OF LOVE so thats annoying i guess
maybe thats why i want to keep meeting new people
because im so much more likeable when im an acquaintance than a friend or a partner or just someone who youre supposed to care about
because why would people bring themselves to care about me without HAVING to. like be fr would you really choose me if you werent
just tolerating me because im clingy and you don't know how to get rid of me
even i wouldnt choose me like if u actually know me and like me your taste in people sucks tbh
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