I Wrote A Song Today.

I wrote a song today.

First time I felt my heart raced. I rarely get these momentums at a v random time of my human existence. I liked what I wrote so much because it's so vague but honest idek. Huhu, but it felt like who I really am. Aaaaaah, thank you for ze ideyas, universe.

Please remind me all the time that this isn’t the life I want. Humans need to know how to adapt whilst, still, evolve slowly. I forgot how much I am against to settling, I forgot how much I never wanted to stay in one place. Shake me hard to change this reality that I am fucking sick of.

You're never fully healed in one snap. Sadness knocks on your door and it's going to bother you in a day, a week or even months of completely telling yourself all over and over that you're finally fine.

It's going to be a series of you're-still-not-okay. A repetition. And that's okay.

Ilang beses ko man sabihin na baka hindi ito para sakin. Babalik pa rin ako, sa musika at sining. Ilang beses ko man di aminin, may hilang di ko kaya pigilin. Darag ng buhay kong dun lagi patungo, Sigaw na kailangan ulit ang konting alay ng puso Ilang beses ko man iwasan ang lahat ay nagbibigay linaw, pati ang akalang pag-lisan ay mga panandaliang liban lamang. Yayakapin kita muli. Dadalhin sa mga lugar na di natin pinili. Bubuhayin ang mga natulog na salita, Isasaboy muli ang mga kulay na nawala.

Plain.

Definitely a sucker for this kind of simple surprise, a friend wrote my name in a sleek way using a nib pen!!!! I liked the classic vibe so much I wanna marry it.

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