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Vent Post: FRI. Sept. 13th, 2024
Vent Post: FRI. Sept. 13th, 2024
I figured today would be bad..
Rainbow is sick and probably close to dying, my mom is stressed and in a really bad mood which makes me very depressed because I hate the bad energy, and she'll take her anger out on me eventually.
The despairing feeling has been here 2 days now and I'm already depressed as f*ck, and it'll be like this for who knows how long.
I don't feel like doing anything, I have no one to talk to, everything sucks. I haven't been keeping track of how many times I've wanted to k*ll myself over the years, but I'll be doing it now.
Day 1 of suic1de ideation
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My beautiful friends ❤
Ìt is time for a big move towards reaching the goal✌🇵🇸 37k out of 50k.
My family owes you much for the support you have been offering over the 320 hard days of the war on Gaza. You are really friends in need and this is obviously touchable during this dire and harsh time.
My campaign is moving forward because of your human support and help.❤🇵🇸💚🇵🇸🖤🇵🇸🤍
With your donations and shares , you lessen our sufferings and hardship as you share our suffering and struggle in getting the basic necessities and essentials of our daily life. Our challenges are how to get our food, drink water, medicine and other necessities. With your support, we are able to get such necessities and basic needs . You ease our pain and relieve our sufferings. We are very grateful and thankful to you for every single thing you offer however small it is. ❤✌
Thank ❤ you again because you are making us happy and minimizing 🖐our hardship❤
Please this is a last move towards reaching the goal to realize the dream of surviving the war towards safety and ✌peace.
From the river to the sea palestine will be free.❤🇵🇸✌
Hello, I'm very sorry for all of the losses your family has suffered thus far.
I'm glad to see that your close to your goal and hopefully you get the rest of what you need soon ❤️
Wishing you all the best and good luck with your studies once you're across ^-^


Small(ish) things like this though? Not too bad just to do out of fun and personal curiosity.
I'll try to write up a translation for this soon but not now cuz it's 4 in the morning, oof

Oof, I figured there was more to it than what MangaDex has, but how the heck am I gonna find more of the Long Riders! manga? (and maybe others that aren't publicly translated yet)
I think I found one option albeit it'll be a bit ridiculous and kinda overwhelming, but it's the only way..
Oh, the things I do to myself.. 😔
**Update 3**
Rainbow has grown more weak in her back legs and is unable to clean herself after using the litterbox. It may have something to do with her teeth and she can't lick properly anymore, but my mom has to physically wipe her clean like she did with Fred when he was still alive. She hasn't been walking around much anymore either.
We tried to get in contact with a dental place, but her body seems to be failing her more with each day, so none of us know what to do. She probably doesn't have that much time left. I only hope we have enough painkillers and antibiotics so she's not hurting in her final days. Please help us keep her from suffering.
Again, any help is really appreciated or just spreading the word if you can means a lot.

I'm really sorry for not making many posts as of late.
I wanted to let you guys know that my brother has caught Covid and our cat Rainbow is showing signs that she might die soon; similar signs that Fred gave us when he was struggling to move or eat, almost anything, really.. I'd like to be able to cover the cost of her future cremation and getting an urn for her as soon as possible. Any support at all is greatly appreciated 💚
I hope sharing the link here is fine...


I found the English version, so never mind on me translating it myself now

**Content warning and possible triggers ⬆️**
I'll add more warnings as I see them just in case, reader discretion is advised


JKちゃんと男性同級生のおかん
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By : @mrmk_z
Literally me



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