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flower prince

drawing him until i get his plush

the sillies

masks and helmets that hides someone's face in such a way that they become the face themselves my beloved

these are all creatures to me

Oh no,not me being cringe again

wrath

i drew my "voidsona" (ignore how goof it is)

millie and watermelon

Ravioli alive

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Cw: GNreader (like one line where it alludes to Reader being female); tw: mentions of murder, blood and gore, dead bodies, exsanguination, alcohol use, mutilation

A/N: tumblr ate the end of this post, so I just fixed it! Sorry about that guys 💖

⋇𝓐ctivities (What does Helen like to do with his SO?)

Helen enjoys doing quiet activities with Reader

Reading together, working on their various projects at the same time curled up together, listening to music and talking

Likes to watch Reader cook but he's absolutely hopeless at actually cooking

Helen also enjoys walks with Reader, during which he collects flowers for and weaves a flower crown for them

During these walks, Helen likes to talk about deep things like philosophy, life's mysteries, etc

He also likes to have painting sessions where Reader poses for him

When Helen and his darling are just wasting/passing time, doing nothing at home, Helen likes to draw on Reader's skin

Helen covers Reader's skin with intricate designs that can take hours

They're just the perfect canvas to Helen

⋇𝓑eauty (What does Helen admire about his SO? What does he think is beautiful about them?)

Helen loves Reader's eyes

They're the windows to the soul, after all

With just a glance,

Helen can see everything he needs to know in Reader's eyes

Their mood, their comfort level, if they're hurting mentally or physically, if they forgot to eat their last meal, if they need a drink, you name it, Helen sees it

Helen also thinks that Reader carries themselves beautifully

Their poise, their confidence, the level of class they radiate

They all make up a stunning aura

In Helen's opinion as a professional Reader simp, the sum of all of Reader's flaws is what makes them beautiful

No one looks like them. No one

He's got an extremely limited edition, the master cut

⋇𝓒omfort (How would Helen help his SO when they're sick or having mental health problems?)

Helen gets kind of frantic if Reader is unwell in any way

He can't help it

His parents were helicopter parents, it's the only way he knows how to handle the situation

So he waits on Reader hand and foot if they're sick

He's a little better when it comes to mental health stuff

He'll find a good time to sit down and talk to Reader about what's going on

If they say they need space, that's fine.

Helen, above all people can understand the need for space

But Helen learned a lot during his stay in juvenile psychiatric care

And he always offers to help Reader figure things out if they want

In the meantime, Helen will be patient and respectful to Readers needs

⋇𝓓reams (How does Helen picture his future with his SO?)

Helen isn't really much of a planner

He doesn't put much thought into the future

At least not the distant future

As long as he and Reader are happy, free, and healthy,

That's all Helen really cares about

⋇𝓔qual (Is Helen the dominant one in his relationship? Or is he more passive?)

Helen prefers to take the dominant role in his relationship with Reader

Nothing crazy, Reader's opinion totally impacts Helen's

So it's not like he calls all of the shots

It's just

Helen was raised in a traditional environment, where the man is the head of the household

So it's just his natural way of thinking

But really, things are more of a partnership

⋇𝓕ight (Would Helen forgive his SO easily? How is Helen during a fight?)

Helen would probably be the creep closest to being able to work through almost any problem

His years in therapy have made it so he can process things and figure out how to fix a problem relatively quickly

However, Helen wouldn't be able to work through the big three: cheating, betrayal, or an absentee relationship

Helen is a mirror when it comes to effort

Someone puts effort into building rapport with Helen, and Helen reciprocates in kind

If Reader didn't have basic respect or consideration for him?

Well why would he put the effort into having respect or consideration for them?

⋇𝓖ratitude (How grateful is Helen in general? Is he aware of what his SO does for him?)

Helen feels like Reader is his biggest supporter when it comes to his art

They even come to his showings, even though they have to put stuff in their nose to help with the smell

Because of this, Helen is so grateful that he sometimes cries from the happiness and love he feels for Reader

⋇𝓗onesty (Does Helen have secrets that he hides from his SO? Or does he share everything?)

It's not that Helen lies to Reader

They know what Helen has done and continues to do in pursuit of his art

But he might... omit a few details

Not that he thinks Reader would leave him if they found out he regularly falls asleep amongst the bodies he uses in his art (he showers religiously when he gets home, don't worry)

Or that once, he accidentally drank a huge gulping drink of a cup of blood that he had forgotten about on the table next to where he was working. And that it wasn't horrible, in fact would have been good if it had been warm

Helen supposes if Reader were to ask him about these things directly, he would be honest with them

But until that day,

Helen thinks it's best to keep some things to himself

⋇𝓘nspiration (Did Helen's SO change him somehow? Or is it the other way around?)

Reader is Helen's muse

He draws all his inspiration from Reader

If anything Helen's relationship has done two things:

Reader inspires Helen to put his art pieces in more intimate settings/positionings

And Helen's art has pretty much made it necessary for Reader to develop a much stronger psyche

Helen's showings are not for the faint of heart and/or weak of stomach

It's bloody, it's gory. It's all outhouse smells laced with the scent of raw hamburger that's been left out in the heat for too long 🤢

Helen keeps a little pot of vapor rub with him for Reader's nose, just in case they want to tag along

⋇𝓙ealousy (Does Helen get jealous easily? How does he deal with it?)

Helen doesn't really see a need to get jealous

The way he sees it, Reader could have chosen anyone they wanted to

But they chose him

That's got to count for something

It would bother Helen more if Reader were an artist as well

And they chose someone besides him to be their muse

Helen just wouldn't be able to reconcile it in his head

Helen knows he's good looking and would be a good candidate for drawings

And Reader says they love Helen and think he's gorgeous, stunning, sexy, and various other positive adjectives.

So why is someone else Reader's muse? 😤

⋇𝓚iss (Is Helen a good kisser? What was Helen's first kiss with his SO like?)

Helen is a hesitant kisser at first

He's not experienced at all

A virgin and never been kissed when Reader found him

Of course, he didn't let Reader know these things until after their first kiss.

He'd never been on a date until he asked Reader on one after they randomly met and struck up a great conversation

The date wasn't even a romantic one to Helen, at first. He had never had any interest in sex and relationships, why would he now

But after a nice dinner and a light concert, after Helen had driven Reader home

Helen wasn't ready to say goodbye just yet. So he walked Reader to their door

Once there, Helen felt an urge he'd never felt before

He wanted to kiss Reader. But at the same time, he'd never kissed anyone before

He was mentally freaking out as his eyes locked with Reader's and he seemed to be leaning in without realizing it, his head tilting slightly to the right, eyes closing

Helen's lips barely brushed Reader's and he felt a spark that made him jump a little.

He opened his eyes in surprise and Reader smiled up at him from where they stood, so close

Then Helen kissed Reader again, staying longer this time.

And like before, things happened on their own, like Helen's body just knew what to do

His lips moved against Reader's as his hands found their hips and pulled them against his body. Their arms draped over his shoulders and Helen could feel Reader's fingers playing with his hair at the back of his neck.

Once Helen feels a little more confident and in control, i.e: after a few moments of Reader taking the lead because Helen hadn't thought ahead past getting his lips against Reader's

He deepens the kiss, and then quickly realizes that was a mistake, as things are... growing below the waist

So Helen has to reluctantly end the kiss and say his goodnights to Reader

Hands stuffed deep in his hoodie pockets, pulling his hoodie down as he slouches so it doesn't get pulled taught against... things.

He couldn't resist stealing one last peck before shuffling away

Once Helen got back in his car, though, he texted Reader immediately, his embarrassment fading and exhilaration over his first kiss setting in

⋇𝓛ove Confession (How did Helen confess his love to his SO?)

Helen's love confession takes a little while to happen

He wants to be sure it's really love and not a rush of hormones.

Once Helen is sure

He makes a to-do about it, the big, romantic gesture

Please keep in mind Helen has no dating experience

So he's going to be doing things he sees in media

Probably picks somewhere like the top of a Ferris Wheel

It's all very sweet and romantic

And Reader can tell that Helen means it and has put a lot of thought into it

And of course they say they love him too! Helen is basically The Model Boyfriend, so adorable, sweet and thoughtful

When Helen hears those words: I love you too, Helen

His heart does a backflip

And if he knew how, he'd probably do one too

He almost smothers Reader in kisses

Muttering promises like: I'll never hurt you, Reader. You have my word of honor; You're my everything, my muse; I just can't believe I'm so lucky; and the repeated: I love you so much. I never want to let you go followed by a tightening of the hug he has Reader in

⋇𝓜arriage (Does Helen want to get married? How would he propose? What would marriage be like?)

I can actually see Helen proposing after an intimate moment

Like when Reader comes back from cleaning up, Helen's just laying there, still naked, with the ring box 🎁

This is of course after Helen and Reader have been living together for a while, we're talking years, not months

Helen wanted to make sure he and Reader could actually cohabitate in peace

And of course they couldn't be happier living together

So Helen decides to pop the question on the anniversary of the first time Helen told Reader he loved them.

He talks with his mom, who gets all teary

But she proudly gives Helen his great grandmother's engagement ring, silver sapphire ring in Victorian style

This way it can also be Reader's "something borrowed" and "something blue"

Marriage with Helen would be domestic bliss

Though Helen isn't ready to discuss the possibility of kids yet

⋇𝓝icknames (What nicknames does Helen call his SO?)

Darling, love, lover, muse, dove, honey, gorgeous, beloved, angel

And also, you know, their name

Helen also likes giving his SO genderbent nicknames. Examples: Michelle to Mitch/Mitchell, John to Johnette to Nette, Charlotte to Charles to Charlie/Chuck, etc (Grace becomes Charis)

⋇𝓞n Cloud Nine (What is Helen like when he's in love? Is it obvious for others to notice? How does Helen express his feelings?)

Because Helen is so private with his emotions and thoughts

It's actually pretty hard to tell if he's in love or not

He always shows the same, pleasantly placid expression, unless he just flat out doesn't like the person

Then he just won't acknowledge them at all

If Reader and Helen are seperated, that is

When they're together, they both act very lovesick, and they're almost always together

Gazing longingly into each other's eyes, hand holding, cheek kisses

Helen is also the perfect gentleman

Opening door, pulling and pushing chairs...

He's even done the laying his coat in a puddle so Reader's shoes didn't get dirty, though he would much rather just walk around it and save his coat for of Reader gets cold

⋇𝓟DA (Is Helen a fan of PDA? Is he shy to kiss, etc in public, or no?)

Helen shows the proper amount of affection in public

He thinks it's rude when couples are all over each other, making out, etc in public

Not because no one wants to see all that

But because he thinks it's disrespectful to put your partner on display like that

Don't get Helen wrong, he's so goddamn proud of Reader

But to show this, he's going to show his love supportively like holding their hand, literally backing them up (standing slightly behind Reader when they need to look strong), adoring gazes, quick kisses on the cheek/ pecks on the lips, and if he's feeling frisky, occasionally a butt slap as they walk away

⋇𝓠uirk (Some random ability of Helen's that's beneficial to his relationship with his SO)

Helen draws Reader quite a bit

But the drawings to pay attention to are in Helen's private journal

Helen knows Reader takes peeks to see how he's doing mentally (he's not exactly the most expressive or forthcoming with his problems)

So, knowing Reader sees what's in his journal

Helen draws out things he wants to do to Reader and vice versa

The drawings really help the couple out

Because if Reader is looking for a way to really wow Helen

All every have to do is consult Helen's journal

⋇𝓡omance (How romantic is Helen? What does Helen do to make his SO happy?)

Watch out for Helen when he's in full romance mode

This man pulls out all the stops to make sure Reader feels thoroughly romanced

As mentioned before, Helen can't cook. So the home cooked meal angle is out

However Helen will spend a good amount of money wining and dining Reader, either with carry out at home, or with a fancy restaurant meal

After that, Helen gives Reader the choice of going to catch a movie or a show followed by a romantic evening in, or just starting the romantic evening in part early

Reader normally always goes for the second option

Once home, Helen runs a hot bath and puts on music

He grabs some glasses and wine, and then joins Reader in the tub for some relaxation

Both Reader and Helen emerge squeaky clean and then Helen gives Reader a muscle rub

Give Helen one back to have a babbling puddle of a man simping loudly from the floor

On the day to day, Helen just tries to make sure Reader feels loved; little compliments, creative pet names, appreciative looks and sounds, etc

⋇𝓢upport (Is Helen supportive of his SO? Does he believe in them?)

Helen is supportive of Reader

And he knows they can achieve whatever they want

He believes in them and is cheering for them

Helen does what he can to help Reader achieve their goals, offering encouragement and feedback, along with constructive criticism, but only if Reader asks for it

If Reader's enthusiasm seems to be slacking in something, Helen is there, reminding Reader why they're so passionate about that thing

Sometimes Helen just has to give Reader that little boost

⋇𝓣hrill (Does Helen need to try new things to spice up his love life? Or does he prefer a certain routine?)

Helen is pretty happy with what he has

But since Reader is the only relationship he's had,

He's always open to suggestions on how to keep things exciting

Helen gets advice from media (TV, movies, magazines, books)

And from his acquaintances through work

Ideas for date nights and romance

⋇𝓤nderstanding (How well does Helen know his SO? Is he empathetic?)

Helen makes it a point to know and understand Reader as much as possible

If he's perplexed by something Reader does

He's going to be asking questions until he understands

Helen knows he's had issues with being empathetic in the past

He's just... never really connected with people

But when Helen found Reader and was introduced to love and all of its associates

Helen found that Reader is the only person he connects to emotionally

⋇𝓥alue (How important is Helen's relationship to him? What is its worth in comparison to other things in his life?)

This follows up on the subject above

Because Reader is the only person Reader connects with on an emotional level

Helen's relationship with Reader is very important to him

One could even argue that it's the most important thing to him, even over his art

This is because there's a marked difference between Helen's work pre-Reader and Helen's work now

It's very hard to put into words, but Helen's work before was just... lacking

It was missing something that wasn't even noticeable until now

Reader completes Helen

His art suffers if Helen is arguing with Reader or something

The spark in it starts to dim and it becomes more uniform, as if Helen is just going through the motions

Then Helen and Reader reconcile and his art is back to its usual visual stunningness

⋇𝓦ild Card (A random fluff headcanon about Helen)

Helen makes people go "awwwww" all the time if he's with his SO in public

Cashiers and employees everywhere comment on how Helen looks at his SO

He looks at them as if they're some mystical creature that has captured him in their thrall

Like they hung the moon and breathed life into him that morning

⋇𝓧oxo (Is Helen very affectionate? Does he like to kiss, cuddle, etc?)

Helen is very affectionate with Reader

But it took a long time for him to become that way

Helen is most likely a true gray asexual, only feeling sexual attraction to Reader, and Reader alone

Everyone else might as well be Barbie and Ken dolls as far as Helen is concerned

Helen used to only show affection if Reader initiated it, because Helen wasn't sure what a normal amount of affection was

But he eventually grew to be comfortable enough to shower Reader in hug, kisses, cuddles, and more if he's in the mood, whenever he wants

⋇𝓨earning (How does Helen cope when he's away from his SO?)

Helen copes with Reader's absence by throwing himself into his work completely

He finds it makes the time between when Reader leaves and when they return, or vice versa, pass by a lot quicker

Though if crime scene investigators knew who Helen was and about his life,

They would see that Helen's kills are much more uniform when Helen is separated from Reader

And his showings seem less... passionate

⋇𝓩eal (Is Helen willing to go to great lengths for his relationship?)

If Helen's art started harming his relationship with Reader

Or it put his relationship or Reader in jeopardy?

Helen would quit using the media that he currently uses

It would be hard for him

But he would find something to fill the void, even if he has to use animal blood and carcasses

this is for all my entomology enjoyers

PFFFT

me: *lifts up big rock*

all the bugs underneath it:

Some aqua mice pics

laundry day 🌈👕🌤☘️

eco nation steggy stegosaurus by aurora

el wiwi

Bug of the Day

New leaf-nomming frens. The big boi is an Abbott's sphinx (Sphecodina abbottii); the tiny one is a very early instar and cannot yet be identified.