All I Want Is To Be A Public Nuisance.

All I want is to be a public nuisance.

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I don't want to seem desperate, but yes, I'm desperate.. REQUESTS ARE OPEN, my rules aren't that much restrictive and easy to find (pinned post on my blog) don't be afraid to ask!

Omg, thank you so much! Don't even worry about mistakes, that's the last thing I was noticing with this beautiful piece just packed with comfort! This was so amazing, you captured it all so well, I loved it! Thank you again, so much!

Hi! I saw you were taking requests (at least I hope I got that right and I'd like to request some Black butler angst, if that's ok, although I completely understand if not. Do you think you could write headcanons for Ciel, Undertaker and Grell with an s/o who gets really violent towards themselves? Bruising themselves, banging head against walls etc. I've been having some nasty urges and I'd like some comfort. Thank you!

Hi ! Yes I'm taking requests ! I'm deeply sad that you feel like this, I'll sincerely do my best and hope it'll help you out. <3 If you need to talk, I'm here ! I hope I won't make any bad errors, english is not my first language. :(

TW - Self-harm

Ciel

-At first, he didn't really pay attention to it since you were hiding it. -But the moment he completly understood what was going on, he got mad. So mad. But not against you, against himself. -How did he not see it ? How did he not see how much in distress you were ? -That was it, screw his responsabilities. -He would never confront you about it though, he prefers that you talk about it yourself or when you feel confortable enough to engage the conversation. -But when you had this sudden urge and bruised yourself in front of him, he had a chill running up his spine. -He dropped his cane and ran up to you, slowly putting his hand on your back and the other one between your head and the wall, making you hit his hand. -You were surprised and never wanted him to see you like this, but the look in his eyes made yours watery. -His eyes were drowning in sorrow, you've never seen him like this before. Heck, nobody has ever seen him like this. -Ciel didn't speak, he just shushed you while drawing circles behind your back while slowly approaching your head to his torso. -It was silent but you understood and just let your tears drop like a cascade against him. Your fronthead was hurting but your heart and mind was hurting more. -You felt your legs giving up and Ciel just followed you on the floor, slowly dropping while petting oh so carefully on your head. -Ciel was not much of a speaker, but it felt as if his actions were translating so much of his emotions. -But tonight, it was sure, he was not going to let you alone. -He respected your silence and slowly but carefully guided you to his bedroom and put you down on his couch. -Wiping your tears, he pushed you against it while covering you with pillows, wanting for you to be cozy and relaxed. -He exited the bedroom and you were able to hear whispers. Soon enough, he came back with a tray of biscuits, tea, hot milk it was one hell of a feast. -"If you don't feel like eating right now, try to drink something up to clear your throat a little bit. Don't feel pressured, go at your pace, alright ?" -You just shyly nodded, letting the pillows hug you softly but it was not enough. -As if he was reading your mind, he cleared some space to put himself at your side and gently pulled you towards him in a soothing hug. -It was late at night, no sounds to be heard except his beating heart. The warmth of his body conforted you enough to close your eyes and hear your breath getting steady.

Undertaker

-You came to see him at his shop, wanting to just talk and get this feeling out of your head. -Unfortunately, he wasn't there. That left you alone with your thoughts and his shop and soon enough, dark things came up in your mind. -And as you handled one of his tool and aimed it at yourself, your hand was suddenly pulled off. -You didn't hear the tikling of the door but now, you could, and even though you couldn't see his eyes, something deep inside you told you that he was ashamed of you. -But it was short, as he began to manhandle you, turn you over and over again, looking for any scratches, knees on the floor. -"Oh no no no... Doll... Don't-" -He stopped himself at some scratches and he could feel his heart drop. He whined while he looked at you, this time you could feel his fear. -You tried to mumble some excuses but he began to pepper your wounds with kisses and traveled all the way up on your cheeks. -He cupped them and just looked at you. He kissed you again on your nose, your forehead, your temples, your eyelids. Nothing was left unkissed. -"Oh my doll... If you ever fear this, please come to me. Come whenever you feel like it, I will make it disappear." -His voice was soft, almost unspoken, as if he was scared to break you with his voice only. -You melted in his kisses and with his whispers and oh, did he let you. -With ease, he lifted you up bridal style and made you sit down while he caressed your fingers, hands, arms, thighs, legs, as if you were the prettiest thing on earth. -He was worshipping your body, in his eyes, your were a perfect creature. Your smile, your personnality, your kindness, your body, everything was just perfect and everyday he was falling deeper. -At last, he kissed the inside of your hands and kept them in his. -As strange Undertaker would be, his love and care for you was undenyable and if he needed to remind you this everyday, he would do it without problems. -The afternoon passed slowly and he refused to let you go, you were deeply in his arms and nobody would make him stop. Not even you. -And the moment you felt like talking your heart out or just crying, Undertaker would listen to you silently and rock you softly.

Grell

-She actually wanted to surprise you ! Scare you out by knocking on your window but what she saw froze her. -It was way past midnight, you thought you were alone with your mind and it was just terrible, you couldn't help yourself. -Completly scared, she didn't know what to do and just listened to her heart screaming to stop you. -She gave you one hell of a heartattack by breaking your window and throwing herself at you. -At first you were scared and almost screamed if it wasn't for the spiky red hair poking your chin. -"Wha-Wha-Wha- Honeybooboo are you okay ? Is everything good ? Did someone make you upset ?! You can talk to me ! Please talk to me !" -You tried to calm her down while making her lower a little bit her voice... -People would say that she's overreaction, but for Grell, how could she not be concerned ?! You were her own little sunshine ! Her flower ! If something would ever happened to you, she would never forgive herself, for sure. -"You want to talk about it sweetie ? Oh- I'm just so dumb ! Don't talk if you don't feel like it, okay ? I'll take care of you tonight and tomorrow and forever !" -She was always this energic but it looked like she deeply tried to stop herself from overreacting and actually help you feeling better. -Slowly, Grell put your hair back in place and caressed it. -"Come here... Don't move and let me take care of you." -Allowing herself to move just behind you, Grell spooned you from behind while playing with your hair. -She would whisper sweet nothings to you, how good you were, how kind you are, how pretty your sweet little face was, how much thinking about you would enlight his day. -"You are so strong... I admire how much you fight. And I don't want to hear no "But I did nothing-" because sometime life can be so hurtfull and difficult that just breathing is hard ! People don't think about it enough, that's why I'm telling 'ya my sweetheart. Never look down upon yourself, and if you ever do, I'll be there to tell you otherwise and love you so so so much !" -You felt her arms enroll your body and squeeze you so hard ! She just wanted to squeeze you and scrub her face against you ! -As time passed, it got quieter but you could still feel her breath against your nape. And slowly, you thrived yourself into sleep in her arms, you knew that she would never leave you alone. And it was everything.

Hope you liked it ! I tried to stay in character while really giving you some angst confort ! I again, apologize for my english, hope I didn't make some bad errors. :( I really hope that you like it ! Have a nice day, love yourself because I sure do <3

Please remember to drink some water, take a deep breath, get some food in your stomach. I hope today and every day after is the best for you :) .

You're too kind anon 😍😳 thank you so much, I'm going through tough times rn. I wish you the best too! ❤