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Do u think anyone that has an Ed has a goal on a weight because I don’t I don’t even know what I want I just wanna loose weight

Hi <3

If I'm honest with you, I don't think anyone who suffers from this disorder has a specific goal (not even me). You reach a point of hatred towards your body that you'll never be happy with a weight. You're never going to feel like it's enough unless you really get to a point where you're really happy with a certain weight, but it's quite complicated. (Body dysmorphia has a lot of influence)

That's why my rule with myself is that if I get to the point of being so underweight and I'm still not happy, I'll seek help and try to recover. But it is a vicious circle, because over time it really becomes a very serious obsession and it is difficult to get out of it.

In short, I think we deceive ourselves a lot about goals because I don't know about everyone, but as I mentioned before, ME PERSONALLY, I'm never happy with my weight.

It's just my opinion :,)

Have a nice day🤍

I’m extremely tired today, and my head hurts a lot

Sleeping through the night makes my binge eating non-existent

I don't really care if she ignores me or not because with the little amount of food I eat I don't even have the energy for drama...

My "friend" literally ignores me. Since her other friend WHO STOPPED TALKING TO HER BECAUSE OF HER BOYFRIEND (now ex) started talking to her again. How can you be so stupid as to allow that, and ignore someone who won't let you down for anyone?

I swear my life is like a novel

No, I don't like her vibe at all. I'm not in competition with anyone but myself. If she thinks it's a competition... she can F off

I really hate her and I'm disgusted by her. It's not normal that she's so pathetic in trying to be like me and always trying to make me look bad.

So, there's this girl who's super jealous of me for no reason. I've even noticed that she wants to be like me. Why would anyone want to be like me, if I'm dead inside?

There are even friends of his who have warned him about it, but I don't think he realizes it. But I know him and I know that he is terribly afraid of gaining weight again. When he gained weight, he didn't want to go out with anyone, not even me.

My best friend (male) has an ed but more focused on the gym. He is always walking, going to the gym and every time he eats he tries to eat just what is necessary. He was physically very good until his girlfriend left him and he gained a lot of weight, and since then he has become very very very obsessed.

We both have a 3d but neither of us talks about it. Each with its own type of 3d.

my head is making me sick

Omg I swear I'm going to starve myself even if it's the last thing I do. I'm so fed up

On top of that he unfollows me on Instagram, wtffffffffff

how are yall today?

I tried so hard to not binge today but i have failed, on top of that, I had a very strong emotional breakdown. I feel like a failure.

I feel so disgusting, why doesn't he love me?

So I binged👏🏻

What a shame tbh

wtf