Tw 3d Vent - Tumblr Posts
when you're doing omad and they hit you with the-
"wow, you sure are eating a lot today!!"
going to the mall is one of my biggest triggers istg cus everybody be skinny but me rn for some reason
does anyone know why i can't purge?? like i try but nothing comes out except clear liquid... also how do you purge quietly??? im fighting for my life trying to be quiet even with the shower runningㅠㅠ
is it a psychological thing since i kinda have emetophobia?
ofc he'd check her out. how could he not when she's so perfect and tiny and you're flawed and huge.
guys i finally broke out of the 60kgs jail omg i weighed myself AFTER eating today and was 59.9kg im actually so happy and even more motivated
binged today because I'm going away for uni soon. Let's hope i can get back to eating less when I'm there. if you have any tips on how to not die ⭐ving in summers please tell me 🎀🌷
What I ate :
Breakfast/ Lunch: Arabiata pasta 🍝 (300-400 cal)
After eating I was feeling bad so I did a workout. Never eat while watching Netflix istg, it makes you eat more, I took a small portion for myself but I was watching modern family and then I ate more. Drinking more water today. I'm feeling good now that I did the workout, I'll try to do anything ab workout in the evening so that I can eat dinner.
drank mango smoothie now I'm feeling terrible because it was 200+ cals and I'm supposed to be restricting 😡😡
my sister just called me FAT 🥰
starving after 12 hours is so satisfying, i have a headache, I feel light-headed this is the best feeling
i ate like 1500 cal today, worked out twice but I'm still panicking over the fact i binged. PLS HELP I WONT BE ABLE TO SLEEP
didn't eat anything except mango smoothie, i feel the lightest I've ever been
stopped restricting because I started my periods, now I'm back from tomm wish me luck
whenever I want to eat, I think of how my ex had bumble on his phone while he literally cried in my arms 🥰 and that makes me loose my appetite.
i basically manipulated myself into having this 3d so girlboss of me 🎀😍
my mother says the most triggering things in the most casual way 😍
"oh your arms are so fat"
"oh you're getting fat, don't get too fat haha"
"oh see your sister is skinner "
"omg is that backroll you have "
"you should workout more"
"your face is so bad, when will your acne go away"
IDK MOTHER I. DO. NOT. KNOW DO YOU WANT ME TO KMS
can someone please please remind me give me motivation to continue this I need to get to my goal weight but I eat i need to do better
i used to have frail wrists now even my wrists are fat !!!!

I just ruined an almost perfect week, my frs took me to an Indian restaurant and they forced me not only to eat but pay for their food 🙁 Im gonna just go out maybe tomorrow and lie that I ate I actually hate eating out so so so so so much