I Wanna Be Weightless - Tumblr Posts
realized my cleanliness and like germophobia is rooted in my vanity and controlling personality
because viruses and bacteria most often than not have physical manifestations ie herpes outbreaks or cavities whatever
so pls tell me I'm not the only one lol
im a girl but male th1nsp0 oh my god
makes me soo jealous
ceo of thinking I'll end up obese if I eat what I want
okay im in no way skinny at all but people keep saying my bones are poking them when i lay on them
so validating tbh
eating something so crazily calorie dense and after youre just sitting thinking about how out of character that was
that is so not skinny beautiful protagonist that has a secret ed no one knows about that is just known as the small girl who is just easily full
crying in the dressing room >> trying on clothes
just imagine someone carrying you on their shoulders
IDK WHY BUT SEEING OTHERA WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEYS INFURIATE ME BUT IM ALSO HAPPY FOR THEMDIMWMD
breakfast 2day was like ~600 cal nd i left my p.e clothes home so i could run instead of play tennis nd swim.. nd im trying not to eat anything else today so only beverages:)
edit:
nvm i lied i got myself a protein bar since i dont eat enough protein😭
i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny
i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny
i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny
i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny i am skinny
i had a white chocolate latte as my omad and it was so filling, delicious, and beautiful. 💭
(i usually only drink coffee with half & half)
Fasted for around 20 hours until dinner,I was fine. I wasn't even hungry but once I ate I couldn't stop. I binged and now feel like shit. I'll try fast tomorrow and hopefully won't eat so I won't binge after. Fuck this shit
when did food stop being just food?
you guys i went to the mall today for fnaf and the place was packed with ppl my age and everyone was SO PRETTY AND SKINNY😭 literally irl thinspo all around me fr
like i wore a dress and makeup today and regretted it so bad cus i couldn't stop thinking of the "lipstick on a pig" quote...
also a group of ppl my age openly pointed at me and laughed as i walked by like help???
i would give up SO MUCH to have my little sister's metabolism
she can eat bread, pasta, rice in one sitting plus desset AND STILL be so skinny...
i obviously lost the genetic lottery💀
am i the only one who has a full blown meltdown when i someone's meal is smaller than mine??
idc if it has way more calories than my meal or if i ate less than half their intake that day if their meal is significantly smaller i go crazy...
this is a reminder for myself that maintaining is better than gaining.
maintaining is better than gaining.