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my sister keeps making backhanded comments about my eating habits and it's so annoying like bro it's not like i ever went "oh here comes our organic cutting board!!" everytime she enters a room🙄
im just trying to ignore her cus we'll see who's laughing when i get to my ugw...
yo the stuffing food into your tumbler/bottle and throwing it away later is actually genius😩 i hate wasting food but sometimes ppl just won't get off my back bro
idk why i try so hard to hide my ed at this point. i mean i still live with my family but im almost 20 and technically they can't force me into inpatient or smth.
the only thing stopping me is not wanting to further traumatise my younger siblings. they deserve a better sister than me.
does anyone have a decent excuse as to why i would be measuring my meals on a scale??
i don't want my fam to be suspicious or think i am obsessed with food/cals (i 100% am lmfao)
im back at my lw this week and was so happy until i tried on new clothes and my sister said to me "omg how do you wear that top it keeps slipping off of me..."
like okay? i didn't ask?
also she knows i "struggle with eating and body image issues" and always makes fun of me for that so idk i think it's pretty fcked up.
going to the mall is one of my biggest triggers istg cus everybody be skinny but me rn for some reason
does anyone know why i can't purge?? like i try but nothing comes out except clear liquid... also how do you purge quietly??? im fighting for my life trying to be quiet even with the shower runningㅠㅠ
is it a psychological thing since i kinda have emetophobia?
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My old account was @greenteaxlove, but it got deleted
Me checking the calories on every food wrapper:
Tw
This is literally my DREAM BODY!!
All I want is to be loved [and to be underweight]
does anyone else feel like they're shit at having an eating disorder?
its a canon event.
Like manifesting this
an0rexic autumn bitch 🍂🗝️☕️🕰️📜
⤷ like & repost = skinny fall ᯓ ᡣ𐭩
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"You lost so much weight!"
When anyone else says it: (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡
When my mom says it: (;;;・_・)
Hi! 🐢✨
This is the type of shit I'm into right now. Starting today, I hope it will finally work. I feel like even with restricting and working out, I somehow gained weight 🥲.
Usually I eat a lot less, but I chose this because I'm anxious about not fitting into calorie plan and I need positive motivation instead of stressful one.
I used to hate 60s fashion. Turns out, I only hated the way it would look on myself - miniskirts, no/low waist and honestly most of the mod aspects would look terrible on me.
Fashion really motivates me 💚. I look forward having a mod summer.
Nobody can get me naked as fast as the scale can
Hi (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
I have a family get together this whole weekend. Last time I saw those people, they made a huge issue of me being "too skinny". At least they will be pleased.
That was before Halloween, I have no idea how I could gain so much time in such a short period of time (´-﹏-`；).
After few weeks back on track, I almost fit back into my favorite pants. That motivates me. They are still too tight around my thighs, but I still decided to wear them. At least I will be motivated to not eat too much at our family's party.
I feel rather good today, even if I messed my bangs.
