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Had a really nice and productive day. Not eating really makes me target other areas of my life that I can fix 😌✨
Buying this scale right now. I’ve been using one that only tells me my weight, and this review sold me immediately 😭
My coworker asked me how much I weigh and I was about to freak out but then she said I look really small and guessed that I weigh 110 (which is crazy because I definitely don’t look like I weigh that little) and then I had to lie and say
“oh I honestly have no idea how much I weigh.”
As if my psycho ass didn’t weigh myself twice today.
Walked for an hour. Losing weight, toning my body, getting a dopamine rush, getting a tan & having a socially acceptable excuse for losing a bunch of weight!
“Oh I’ve just been walking and running a lot. That’s why I’m so thin 😉😏😇”
My coworker told me “What are you eating for lunch? Now that you’re running and working out more you actually have to eat a lot of protein.”
Hahaha that’s so funny.
No thank you I will just run until I fall over ❤️
Yo wtf. I felt like I binged a little yesterday and I drank wine which usually makes me gain like crazy, so I wasn’t gonna weigh myself today but I did anyway
And I’m down 2 pounds. Huh?
Weight loss is so confusing 😭
I think the universe is on my side guys.
Last night I drank wine and my drunk ass decided to order food (which would have totaled 800 cals !!!!!)
But I fell asleep before it got here and I woke up to find it outside ripped apart by the neighborhood cats
So I got saved from the calories and fed some kitties!
And I woke up one pound lighter 😇✨
Honestly sometimes I get irritated when people call me skinny or small. Like obviously I’m flattered and I feel less gross looking, but i know it’s a lie.
Like if you could see me under these baggy clothes I’m hiding in you’d see stomach rolls. So no, I’m not skinny.
Stop spreading misinformation 🙄
✨Lunch✨
~ 30 cals total ~
On my period and I still went down a pound, hell yeah! 😇
Last June I was 155 pounds and I wore shorts one super hot day when I went out and literally had a panic attack in a dressing room because I hated how I looked in them.
Today I’m 132.8 pounds and as relieved I am that I’m 22 pounds smaller, I can’t help but think how much thinner I could be if I had stayed fully consistent the whole time instead of on and off every few months…
But now I’m fully motivated to becoming the prettiest, thinnest version of myself so that next June I can wear those shorts comfortably and feel beautiful. Even if it’s just another 20 pounds lost in a year, it’s progress. But I know I can do better than that.
This time I don’t want to wait a year.
🧡Lunch🧡
~ 56 cals ~
🕯️Dinner🕯️
~ 125 cal soup ~
After a day of eating nothing but a couple pickles and running errands I decided to actually cook a lil meal for myself so I can actually fall asleep tonight 😇
🍓Lunch 🍋
I went to the drugstore on my break at work to buy the super low cal soup they usually have for lunch but they were out so I spent 15 mins panicking and reading labels and everything was too high calorie &
I felt like people were watching me read all the labels so I got overwhelmed &
Now this is my lunch &
I’m honestly pretty happy with it 😇
I fear I may have gotten too excited about reaching my first goal weight, because I drank alcohol after 4 days of sobriety and now I’m ordering chips 😭
Finally broke below 130! I’m 129.5 pounds!!!
I’m trying to remember not to celebrate reaching goal weights by eating or drinking alcohol this time.
The goal weight is the reward!
I repeat:
The goal weight is the reward!!
The fact that I’ve been at 114 pounds before is haunting me. I gotta get motivated. I did it once I can do it again 🫡
✨ Lunch ✨
ok so my mom knows very well that I'm not eating, at least I think so. she asks me if I want her to prepare something for me or something. what should I do? I'm literally in my locked room because just hearing her tell me to eat makes me so angry, what should I do?