I Will Be A Skeleton - Tumblr Posts

I want my bunk bed back. Everything was so much easier.

I just read a comment on YouTube that said, "I drank vegetable oil one time thinking it was apple juice 💀💀" If that happened to me I would literally k1ll myself, not laugh about it??? That's a straight up nightmare.

My stomach hurts so bad!! I can't wait until I'm light enough to lose my period.

I'm so lifeless when I'm fasting. I'm miserable, lazy, not funny, wanna be alone. But the second I start eating, it's like I get my personality back.

I hate girls with natural thigh gaps.

I am so close to breaking my fast just cause I'm on my period.

My t!ts ruin every photo of me. I NEED to get rid of them.

Not about ana, but I made a friend!! (After 4 years of not having any :)

Crying cause being skinny won't stop me from looking like a pig.

I'm literally bout to off myself. There's people selling scones to every classroom, and I had to use the bathroom. So the entire hallway smells like scones and it's making me so fucking hungry.

I just want to protect my family from ana. A couple months back, my step brother took out a Lunchables and he said "300 calories!?? That's so much." Or something like that and he's only 9. Then today, my sister was debating whether to get the foot long cookie or pretzel, and she said something like "but the cookie is 1,440 calories! And the pretzel is only 330." And she's 11. Like Jesus Christ. Please don't turn out like me. Go play Fortnite or something.

My teacher asked everyone what their last meal would be as a "fun little question" and I said sushi, but the truth would be nothing. I'd rather die skinny.

I fucking hate people blocking the whole ass hallway. Like there's always this one hallway that's super crowded and this girl was like 2 feet in front of the wall, so I went behind her and she randomly just walked backwards?? And she went "what the fuck?" why the fuck would you walk behind me." Like entitled bitch. Maybe because you're blocking half the hallway. It's killing me that I don't know who saw that though.

There's this short girl with super wide hips and a natural thigh gap and when she walks, she looks like an actual barbie doll.

Some of my favorite th1nspø

I feel like such a bad human being. I've been a pescatarian for like a year but I also eat chicken because my family was super annoyed with it and didn't want me getting mercury poisoning. But I feel guilty eating meat and I've told myself I wouldn't eat anything with gelatin (cause it's made from pig skin and bones), so it makes be feel so so guilty, on top of the guilt I already feel for eating. But, I guess my binge urges and cravings always outweigh the fact that I don't want to eat them. So, for real this time, I won't be eating gummies, candy corn, starbursts, marshmallows, nerds, and jello (besides the no sugar ones because it's 5 calories and one of my favorite low cal snacks). Which might be hard because I binge on all of them.

Me when I treat tumblr like a diary:

More of my favorite th1nspø cause I'm struggling

I don't know if I should break my fast after school or keep going. Cause if I do then I'll be distracted and regretting it for 3 hours and if I don't then I'll be distracted and thinking about food for the 3 hours. Like it's a lose lose?? Idk what to do.

I work at a k-3 afterschool program and I probably look like a creep, but I'm just comparing my body to theirs and wishing my legs and arms were that tiny. I can't help it.