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Just had breakfast and now I’m going on a 36 hr fast!

Wish me luck!! 🍀🤞🏻

Also, does someone knows how many cals does an egg, sausage and cheese sandwich has? (It’s my guilty pleasure—-literally what I waste my OMAD’s on hahahaha)

I fucked up lol but I’m on the 36 hr fazt again! 🤞🏻🍀

Omg I’m so close to finish my 36 hr fast! And I don’t know why I feel so good! Hahaha I might even extend it a little bit moreeee!!!!

Helloo!

I know I don’t have much reach on this platform, still, I’ll be posting more about my thoughts/process in this upcoming fasting! I’ve been eating sooo much since Thursday but hopefully I will feel better after this fast! My goal is 36 hrs (ending tomorrow morning) but I really wanna go a little further and end it on Wednesday because I will go to a birthday party and I know I’ll have to eat there.

Wish me luck! 🍀

Right now I’m feeling good, I just have a little headache but it’s probably because I slept 4 hrs last night 🙃🫠 I really want to stay away from Celsius bc I wanna be hot n skinny not dead n skinny lol but if I don’t feel better I might drink one. I’m drinking coffee right now! 🤝

Reminder of things I can do instead of eating:

🍀 study, just for half an hour. rest 5 min. repeat!

🍀take a long bath and play classic music

🍀organize more ed-inspiring wallpapers!

🍀change my hair (will probably do tomorrow)

🍀go to the gym, even if it’s for a low intensity walk

🍀make more flash cards for my exam

🍀discover/try new playlists!

Bro I was feeling so tired today and I couldn’t understand why until I realized

A) ana + fasting today

B) haven’t gotten any caffeine today lol

I’m so stupid hahahha (drinking my Celsius now tho)

TW TW TW

I wish I'd feel alive

And that my mom would treat me right.

I wish my body was not a problem

I feel I could just cut off with a knive.

I wish one day I'll stop dreaming of what my face could look like

or what my arms should weight like

or what my life should be like.

Meanwhile, I just wish I could stop dreaming

Not to be alive.

After binging for almost 2 months finally i get the courage to be back on track and start the restriction

Wish me luck

Ok lana rhoades instagram stories are my new thinspo

going on walks instead of eating when you’re hungry>>

New goal : weigh 110 lbs by thanksgiving

I think it will be really easy so I’ll probably be lower by then and I’ve already lost some weight and I’m so happy abt it!

Omfg wtf is wrong with me and why is this so hard to do?! I just want to lose weight. I want to be skinny and tiny. I want to be disgusted my food and eating. I want to always say no to eating when people ask. I want to be so skinny that the next time I see my friends they worry about be and tell me how skinny I’ve gotten but I can’t do it no matter how much I want to. There’s something fucking wrong with me why can’t I just stop eating so fucking much and be normal.

i want to make them regret the day they called me fat

i hate when places don’t have calories listed on their menus my mom wanted to get coffee today and if i said no she would have known something was off with me but the menu didn’t have calories listed so now i don’t even know how many calories i’ve had today

okay so november has been going pretty well on the 1st i gained 3 pounds but it was also the same day my period started so i wasn’t too upset those 3 pounds were gone in a couple of days in total so far i’ve lost 5 pounds i’m pretty happy about that i’m also going on a run twice a day now instead of just once i think november is going to be a good month i’m nervous for thanksgiving though

i’m trying to do a 36 hour fast i haven’t fasted in so long wish me luck🤞🤞

10 hours down 26 to go😎

(i’m gonna allow 30 calories so i can have energy drinks and coffee though)

playing video games is such a good way to keep busy i was playing fortnite and i didn’t even realize how much time had passed i didnt even feel hungry 😍😍

a perk of having an ed is i never have to worry about there being food in my teeth when i smile 🤠😃

okay so november recap

beginning: 175

end: 160

look i know i’m still overweight but i haven’t seen that low of a number in so long i’m not happy with how i look and i can’t see any difference but my clothes especially my pants are fitting me kinda loose so ik that there is difference i can’t wait for the end of december

✨2024 is gonna be the year i reach my ugw✨