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made by me because I love him
Drunk in love- I WANT YOU PT1


-in which mark Lee was your best friend until you run to your toxic ex during your ovulation. How does he deal with it? Read to find out
Warnings-
Almost smut ambw, (mentions of weed, slight fingering, possession, jealousy, oral (f receiving,) smoking,(wrap it before u tap it!) under the influence. (Mentions of abuse, cheating, manipulation) slight degration/praise, âgood girlâ âmamaâ
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Mark never really was the type to brush things off. Even if it came to you heâd want to get to the bottom of it right away so why was now any different. The sudden urge to just walk away from you.
You knew mark for years when you guys met in a random park at one in the morning accidentally because he dropped his freshly lit blunt on your new lace-front and boom heâs buying you another one the next day. Heâs always found you attractive from that day but who was he to do anything when you were in a relationship at the time with your now so called ex Felix. Itâs been one year since you broke up with the abusive man. He always tried to Manipulate you during the relationship.
âWhat?â Mark muttered since he felt your eyes on him. You couldnât help but watch his body language as he weighed the weed he was preparing to roll up and smoke later on in the day?. Why did he do that? No one knew. maybe he was saving it for someone he met after hours?
âNothingâŚâ you mutter knowing you just had to ask. As if he felt the way you were dying to know, he spoke up âjus ask the damn question.â Smirking since he no longer seemed tense you scoot closer to him interlocking yourself in his arms. No matter how many times he told you not to do it you still did.
âWhatâs got your balls in a twist?â Finishing the blunt his skilled tongue licked it, sealing it off. Maybe you should take a picture of him like this because the action wasnât innocent but it was also no where near sinful. God did he look so fine. Gold chain above his grey hoodie with the killer combo, the grey sweats. Jordan 1s grey and black, how is he single looking like that? And how could you forget the big ass gold Rolex blessing his masculine but pretty feminine hands.
His fluffy black hair longer than usual. So he took MY advice when I asked him not to cut it..? Nice âgirl. Gone ask me that dumb ass question.â You couldnât see his face since he turned his vision to looking for the black lighter he kept on him at all times. He called it the lucky lighter even though he never actually told you the reason for that. Huh guess he wasnât saving the blunt for later.
âMark you canât fool me! I know you. You never roll up in-front of me because you want me to quit and you know Iâm gonna want a hit! Somethingâs up?â He sighed, letting his hands Graze over his right pocket feeling the metal of the lighter beneath his fingers. Retrieving the little shit from his pocket he sparked his blunt inhaling a long hit feeling his body relax.
âWhy you wanna know so bad mama? What if I jus want to smoke wit you tâday?â Breathless. Thatâs exactly how he sounded right now. Man spreading with the shit in his hand throwing his head back on the couch you two had been sitting on together. âBullshit, you been asking me to quit for three weeks straight but all of a sudden itâs âwanna smoke witâ you mama?â He knew you wouldnât believe him, well for the simple fact that he really was lying and something was actually offâŚ.
âItâs because lix is back huh? Why do you hate him so much?â Mark remained silent as if he was fighting with himself but eventually he decided to just pass the blunt, he would never hear the end of your mouth if he had smoked it all in-front of you.
âThanks but answer my question!â Taking the blunt you smiled at him pulling those cute cheeks out of him. He really did love you. Crazy. âYou should know why.â All he said. He stood up to begin Adjusting his hoodie all together the bottom of it lifted up revealing he had no shirt on, washboard abs, never wouldâve guessed he had those when he was this adorable. Watching your expressions he giggled.
âUhm, no I donât tell me why..â you cleared your throat feeling like youâve made the whole situation awkward weird. Maybe mark didnât feel that way but who knows. He sat back down Leaning further into the couch locking eyes with you he watched as you took your third hit from the blunt passing it back to him while he waited patiently. âHe treated you like shit, isnât that enough reason? Oh and apparently your giving out favors to him now?â Oh so he had heardâŚ
Your not one to go back to your exes, being done is done but Felix just knows how to pull you back in. Make you want him. Act all sweet and of course you fall for that bull shit. And itâs funny because as a kid you felt smarter than that. Deciding to pretend you have no idea seemed pretty good right now. âWhat favors?â
Watching the man roll his eyes before you almost made you laugh, sassy ass boy. But you didnât. Had to keep up the facade you were starting. âSo you gave him head? Thatâs not a favor to you? Y/n you know better.âhow did he even know that?
You didnât like nonchalant guys but something about when mark seemed unbothered made your heart jump. As his best friend you always told yourself that itâs just friendly and because you care about him so much. Lately these past few days made you slowly change your mind.
At this point have we even established all the bullshit so far?
âI- it wasnât like that! Itâs not like I just gave myself up. We both know I wouldnât- okay maybe it does seem like that but itâs not my fault.â Scoffing he still took his hits and passed, even though he was getting pissed he still was letting you do your thing. Feeling the way his body heat spiked you released your grip on his arm and scoot back a little. âWhat the fuck you mean it wasnât your fault? Did he force you?â
Maybe you shouldnât have worded it like thatâŚ. âWhat n-no of course not. He may be an asshole but I donât think he would do that!â Gasping to clear the air mark just nodded looking into your brown eyes. He was searching for the truth. He felt like you were lying..
Mark hunched over, leaning forward..Elbows resting on his knees tapping the edge of the blunt you had passed back once again into the ashtray. God did he look sexy.
âMamaâŚimma say this one last time. Did he force you⌠And donât lie to me to protect him. It wonât save him.â He really didnât though. Yeah maybe he made you feel guilty so he could get sex out of you but you consented and thatâs where you went wrong. âNo mark he didnât, I was stupid enough to agree.â He just hummed now feeling relaxed.
âWhy?â He asked. What did he mean why? Why what? Why was he asking why? âWhat?â
âWhy did you go back to him after how long you were trying to get away from him?â Damn you felt attacked. âIâm serious y/n donât joke with me cus I know yo ass be tryna change the topic.â
âBut your gonna laugh at me!âŚâ mark sighed not taking your words serious. âWhy would I laugh girl. Iâm actually asking. Means no matter the answer I wonât judge you ma. I kno itâs hard to get over someone when youâve been around them for yearsâŚâ that last part felt like a message but you were too focused on the beginning part of his sentence to think too hard on it. Mark out the bounty out since it was loosing its blaze. You could always save it anyway.
âI justâŚI was horny I guess and since it was my ovulation I just figured Iâd see if he could satisfy me since I had no one else and I wasnât gonna find any random ass man to fuck- see your laughing!â Mark chuckled as if what you said was the best joke to ever Grace this earth.
âYou couldâve asked me maâ⌠I wouldâve helped you out.â
Jaw dropping shit right there. You felt your skin run cold for Atleast three seconds straight. Feeling a little hot and bothered you laughed it off with him but he wasnât laughing anymore. âMark umm-â cutting you off with you thanking him for silently because thereâs no way youâd be Able to speak without ruining the whole conversation to your awkward ass.
âIf you still need help come to me I donât want that bitch touching you in ways I canât.â Oh wow. Wow was all you could think of . âBut mark wouldnât that make things weird between us? I mean your my best friend andââ cut off once more. âY/n look as much as The though your mouth around his dick disgusts me, Iâd rather it be me than that piece of shit. Atleast I could take care of you and you know it.â He was right in a way:
Mark wouldnât leave you naked in bed crying yourself because you didnât get after care, he wouldnât keep going after you asked him to stop, wouldnât slap you. Wouldnât yell at you:
Why havenât you seen the signs already.
âJust let me take care of you, mami..â
How did you even end up here. High and vulnerable in your own bed with your panties soaked. It wasnât every day you were getting slut out by your best friend, hell it was never.
Why today of all days. âIf only you knew that piece of shit could never make you feel as good as I can..â god did he know what to say and when to say it. If you werenât literally leaking youâd be busted by now, like a pipe. âShut up and jus-â you felt the damn break when his cold fingers pushed past your folds. Already folding?
âDamn girl, look at you.â Turning your head to the side to avoid him seeing how much of a blushing mess you were sure did help for a few seconds until he was grabbing your chin and softly making you look at him once again. âCome on, I get to have you like this and your hiding from me?â Sweet talker huh.
Your clothes were all over the place during the make out you had with mark against your bedroom door. It took very little convincing for you to give in to mark, all the ideas of you guys just being friends went out the window pretty quickly after him offering to make you feel good. Did that mean youâve thought about this before? Hell yes.
But it should be a crime with how fast you agreed to fuck. âLook at me when I eat it.â Youâve never been ate out before. âMark waitâ yeah no stopping him now, feeling his fingers pull out of you and rip your thong couldâve actually had the power to piss you off but it didnât which was surprising. âWhat..?â The would of his fingers sliding along the folds of your pussy made you turn red, it was weird to hear how you sounded down there not gonna lie. âTrust me baby, I got you.â
âI never, no oneâs ever you know..â it came out more like a whisper than anything but mark still heard it. âGood to know Iâm really gonna fuck you up. Just lay back and trust me baby.â Took a few seconds before you finally complied letting him do his thing. Finally letting go of the tension you had you just relaxed into the mattress on full display. He placed open mouth kissed to your spread thighs, taking his time and avoiding your pussy for now even though he wanted to do nothing but make you cum on his tongue, it was best to take it slow especially since no oneâs ever treated you nicely in bed.
âMark, please..â what where you begging for? His dick, his lips, his fingers, his arms? How would you know. Maybe all. But he didnât know and of course he was the type to make you beg and say clearly what you want. âPlease? Awe poor babyâŚjust be patient mama, I will make you feel so good, got to wait like a good girl tho or nothing for you.â
There was nothing you could do especially since his big hands spread your legs open as far as possible feeling your knee touch your jaw. âShit-â it was such a zero to one hundred thing, marks tongue licking straight up from your entrance to your clit in the sweetest way. For it felt good.
He was right, he always was.
âTaste so good..â god this was gonna be a great night.



Posting some new babies! Or like. Party members. In order: Key (she/her, the-oh-so-tired harpy), Kasavir (he/him, normalhumanman) and Burke (he/him, bling bling warforged).
New and fresh campaign run by our lord and savior: Ben <3



I guess I'm posting my art on here too now
Image description: First image: A dark skinned girl with a warm skintone from a three quarter angle. She's got muscles and a tattoo of two roses, the twenty one pilots logo and a moth with a skull for body on her upper left arm. Both her forearms have tattoos of feathers. She's wearing a creamcolored tanktop tucked into high waisted black jeans. She has short black hair on the sides and long on the top. Her left eyebrow is pierced and she's smirking, looking off to the left.
She's lit by yellow light from the left and her face is having light cast on it by the ciggarette in her hand
Second image: A close up of her face. She has a darker upperlip and golden brown eyes. Her nose is slightly crooked and her cheekbones and jawline are well defined.
Third image: A close up of her arm with the tattoos. They are drawn with broken up lineart and her muscles are defined. From under ger tanktop a yellow sportsbra is poking out.
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