Saeisms - Kiri - Tumblr Blog
i completely agree with this but i have a mother figure and a mother 😠theyre two different people, both of which i love dearly, and i wouldnt trade either of them for the world. you can have a father and a father figure, just like you can have more than one sibling figure or more than one friend.
your first mistake was seeing noa as isagi's father figure considering isagi very much has a father
i adore how the fandom collectively agrees that if kaiser was some sort of monster or dressed up for halloween he would be a vampire
the number aura holy shit.
(2x1)
i know it doesnt mean anything but from what i can see the numbers from top to bottom are
right side :
53263143436610910490100
6937466
746684118
17801563165484588416
611231654
8784113164897613149784561123165
314978456112316548456166
2784561123165484
23165484561
91123165
left side :
130
130
678
4673149
31376
496843423165
5611231354
9761814
97845611
3456112365441
working on a potential multi chapter long fic similar to svsss and other system genre works where ness is tasked with giving kaiser a better life 🤔
sae tends to stick his hands in his pockets so often that when he got his RM uniform he stayed up all night sewing pockets onto it.
blue lock more like trauma lock
srsly why does everyone have trauma
give them a break maybe
anime watchers when their silly football anime has ptsd coded characters (wtf)
like excuse me
does anyone else ever like. prolong your typing period when talking to someone on discord whos also typing because if you stop typing they might stop typing and ask why FUCK
god i need to rant so bad if anyone sees this just ignore it its just me being batshit insane
insanity below the cut
i fucking hate writing but i love it at the same time, its my favourite way of expressing myself but i pressure myself to finish things. i want to post for spooktober so bad but i just cant bring myself to finish any of these fuckass fics because i missed one day and that messed with my entire ryethm OH MY GOD IM DYING URGHHH and no one is even online to make thw writing process easier ugh im so dead. i just wanna write stupid non spooky fics but if i did i think i'd kill myself because i would be going against something i said i would do and i literally just dont work like that like. i am physically and mentally (and emotionally) incapable of changing plans i made for myself that are only expected by me for me even if they are ltierally ruining my motivation and stuff. i wish i could just write what i wanna write and not wanna kill myself because it doesnt follow the guidelines that dont even exist. dude im going insane. deadass. anyway if you read until this point u deserve a reward uhmmmmm gives u a cookie. back to ranting. like i wanna work on longifcs and fics for the thorns&roses au and stupid ryusae aus but i literally cannot and i need someone to tell me im allowed to. i need soemone to tell me im allowed to not ruin my mental health jsut to rush to write things, because the final product will just be a product of pure stress and anxiety and anger and i just. fuckkkkk urhghghhh. ii just want someone to tell me im allowed to do things and im allowed to stop doing things i dont wanna
bachira redesign cuz u guys seemed to rlly like my charles one
lmk who u want next!!
i wholeheartedly believe that instead of dark green, rin's hair would actually be dark red.
as someone who takes meds where shaking is an actual side effect, i gotchu!! after i finish spooktober though.. too busy for any other fics
Ryusae scenario where Ryusei's hands tremble as a temporary side effect of the meds he's taking, so doing his eyeliner in the morning has become extremely frustrating. He often gives up halfway through the process, throwing the eyeliner against the wall in a fit of rage and angrily rubbing the makeup away.
Sae has noticed it and, after the nth morning of dodging some make-up product sd has thrown away, offers Ryusei a hand.
Now, Sae isn't the most experienced when it comes to make-up, and his manual skills are not that good, but he still gives it a try.
He frowns and scrunches his nose in concentration as he attempts to replicate Ryusei's eyeliner. Sae is scared to accidentally stick the pen in Shidou's eye so he is extra careful with what he is doing.
The whole process takes half an hour and happens in complete silence. Ryusei is too busy looking at Sae's focused expression to start a conversation.
The result is definitely messy, asymmetrical in both shape and thickness of the line, and Sae feels like he may have worsened the situation.
Yet Shidou carefully inspects himself in the mirror and, after seconds (which to Sae feel like hours), tells Sae that he actually likes it.
He gives Sae a peck on the lips as a "thank you" and Sae replies with an uncertain "hm". A part of him knows Shidou only likes it because he was the one who made it, but neither of them will address it.
So yeah, for the next couple of weeks, Ryusei will sport an overly thick and crooked eyeliner, and he could never be happier about it.
funny im seeing this i was discussing with my fanfic writer gc about writing 300 ryusae fanfics collectiveyl so we could overpower the rinsae tag LMAOOOO
i really hope this season of blue lock encourages people to get the number of RyuSae fics over the number of RinSae fics.
no hate or anything, I just think RyuSae... is... uh. better.