I Thought I Had, But Then Realized The Way I Crushed On People Was Different From How My Classmates Did?

my understanding of crushes growing up was like: being happy and comfortable around someone of the opposite sex and wanting to spend time with them lol and it took me an embarrassing amount of time to realize that it wasn't just that because 1) I never felt romantic attraction to begin with and didn't understand what it was like of course and 2) that idea that women and men can't just be just friends unless one of them is gay so I felt the same way about girls and boys I got along with. but because one group was the opposite sex I thought it meant something else help txt eng polls ramblings rb