"Nightmares No Longer Wait For Sleep" ~PTV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal

"Nightmares no longer wait for sleep" ~PTV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #ptv #piercetheveil #onehundredsleeplessnights https://www.instagram.com/p/BwWYV9xF-AxNSYNfMMDCSDbbUBDeM1unirIhKE0/?igshid=19diovr4uiijh

The fighting never ceases You are left ALONE #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/BxkdExIFfYE7ib1PBybjNxkXIBQMZmCG8E5Ik40/?igshid=gvtpmp37qej3

I miss words I miss using them to express and describe I miss waking up at early morning hours just to write To create I miss having the guts to pick up a pen and spilling my heart and mind out Now it has been corrupted and made vulnerable There is no privacy to keep in hiding what I want to say You took that away from me The last thread to sanity you had cut And let me fall into the abyss of my mind ~© #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #miserableatbest #takeitallaway https://www.instagram.com/p/BuZjwA_A7E51VBv2RsW2Llxock4iFQWNdRSvfg0/?igshid=1qe32ov369bn8

"I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights We used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone So darling don't don't wake me up 'Cause my thrill is gone" ~PTV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #piercetheveil #ptv #songlyrics https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwo3Psqls6Zn3q6bfc5lOWBH3lupjpR_Y2vFj40/?igshid=17m6ueizrc5ii

FEAR #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #fear https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxkd8DplI-Qqqjm-DQns5Y8H-r2CKiK5BRNrt80/?igshid=10oxhmgnq9zn0

"I'm tired of listening to the sound of my tears, Tired of constantly battling my fears, Tired of struggling with challenges that continuously reappear. I'm tired of wasting my days submersed in despair, Tired of words piercing my heart like sharp spears, Tired of living a life that is one big blear. I'm tired of pretending while deep inside I care, Tired of being stuck in toxic relationships and atmospheres, Tired of hypocrisy and lies in a world full of fakes and veneers. I'm tired of trying to believe, Tired of putting up a show, Tired of battling defeat, Just tired of feeling this way, Can I be spared?" ~Judy Einhorn • *S U I C I D E* • #mypoetry #borrowedpoetry #familyfriendpoems #judyeinhorn #suicide #depressed #lonely #alone #cut #emo #tired #hiddenmeaning #iveneverbeensotornup #whocaresright #whydoistilltry #suicidal #youdontknow https://www.instagram.com/p/BwoXRJeldp6G8BUb4vU3YVj6De0wkZ33dB0tPA0/?igshid=ga7zne3jgrpx