
18yrs she/her
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Right, considering the current state of corporate politics on this site, and that it seems that only those affected seem to be actively speaking on the matter, it is up to I, the only fucking cishet on tumblr, to drag this out to a wider audience.

REBLOG IF YOUR ACCOUNT IS A TRANSFEM SAFE SPACE.
We need to show these higher ups how much we truly value them.
a thiam birthday fic papayas and puppies
a/n: it was theo’s birthday yesterday so i had to write a fic and thus this was born....
summary: It's Theo's birthday and he's never celebrated it before soo he decided to tell his boyfriend Liam and I suck at summaries so nicknames and a few sexual jokes and theo and the Geyer's fluff.
warnings: a few sexual jokes thats it i think.
Theo lay in bed next to Liam and watched the sunlight stream through the gaps in the blinds. It was his birthday. He hadn't celebrated it before not even before the dread doctors, his parents were unable to afford it as any money they had was used to pay his hospital bills the price of which his parents complained about to no end. But now it was different he had a home and a loving boyfriend whose parents basically treated him as their own. he was loved. So before he could think too much and psych himself out he rolled over and ran his hands through Liam’s hair waking his boyfriend up who pouted and looked at him through squinted eyes Theo smiled at the sight and he pulled Liam in for a quick kiss before whispering~
“it’s my birthday.” Liam blinked his eyes open immediately and looked at him in surprise. “I’ve never really celebrated before and I don’t want to make it too big of a thing but I wanted to tell you”
Liam smiled a blinding smile that made Theo’s heart skip a beat before Liam pulled him into another kiss this one more passionate than the other. he pulled away and whispered, “happy birthday papaya”
“Really Liam?! It was one damn time! You try papaya ice cream once and you're labelled for life, I didn’t even like it!”
“I told you not to try it!”
“I was curious! And not like you're one to talk Mr I want to try cardamom coffee”
“Hey!”
“Oh, I’m sorry little wolf does that bother you?”
“That nickname confuses me”
“What do you mean?”
“Well you of all people know that I’m not little,” Liam says suggestively
Theo just raises an eyebrow at him causing Liam to scowl.
“You’re a pain in the ass you know that right?”
“That’s your fault!”
“How?!”
“Well, last night you were the one screaming “ahh theo, faster, harder!”
Liam facepalms and Theo starts laughing at his annoyance so Liam leans over as if he's gonna kiss Theo and then promptly pushes him off the bed
“Ouch”
“Ha! Now your ass is hurting!” Liam says just as Jenna walks in
“Mom! Hi um we were just-um”
“I’m not even gonna ask,” she said as David giggled behind her, “breakfast is ready”
“We'll be right down,” Liam says and she turns and leaves taking David who raises an eyebrow, a cheeky smile on his face before he follows Jenna down the stairs.
Liam turns to a still laughing Theo before sliding off the bed and landing on him making him let out an oof upon impact and looking confused at finding his lap full of excited puppy.
“Happy birthday,” Liam says with a soft smile before kissing Theo softly and pulling away
“Thanks, puppy”
“aww come on!” Liam says and gets off of theo grumbling about annoying chimeras and their stupid nicknames leaving a grinning Theo on the floor of the bedroom and heading down for breakfast.
Theo walks into the kitchen a bit later and Liam gives him a sickly sweet smile which makes Theo suspicious before Liam turns to his mom with a shit-eating grin and says- “it's theos birthday today and he's never celebrated it before” causing both Jenna and David to gasp.
“you little shit” theo snarls before pushing Liam off the chair he was sitting on but Liam grabbed his hand causing them both to land on the floor rolling around trying to tickle each other unsuccessfully until a throat cleared and they both looked up at Jenna and David with matching sheepish grins.
“Are ya’ll gonna get up off the floor so I can give the birthday boy a hug?” she said with a laugh as they scrambled up elbowing each other and bickering about whose fault it was, She then grabbed theo and pulled him into a tight hug whispering a soft “happy birthday” which David replicated with a hug and wish of his own.
“So what do you want to do for your birthday theo?” Jenna asked causing him to frown, unsure.
“I have an idea...How about we play board games in our pyjamas?” And Theo nodded excitedly.
Ever since he started living with the Geyer’s he had tried as many games as he could, finding Cluedo to be the easiest for obvious reasons but also enjoying Scotland yard and monopoly although his favourite game was the game of life cause he could try a normal life without werewolves and chimeras and creepy doctors who steal you away in the dead of night.
Liam grinned at the excitement on his boyfriend’s face and turned to his parents with pleading eyes. Jenna let out a small laugh and nodded in agreement. “okay ill make some hot chocolate you boys go set up the games and David?”
“Yes, honey?”
“Get ready to lose,” she said with a shit-eating grin causing Theo and Liam to burst into raucous laughter at the dig about David always losing no matter the game.
* * * * * * * * * * * *
When theo fell into bed last night with a belly full of Jenna’s delicious cooking and the first birthday cake he’d ever had he felt happy and content so he pulled Liam closer and nuzzled his nose into his boyfriend’s neck and drifted off to sleep with a smile on his face.
secrets are hard. literally.
Liam told Mason everything. everything. They were best friends after all. But mason had Corey and Liam well Liam had a secret, something he wasn’t sure how mason would react to so he kept this one thing to himself. It was a big thing, a thing he hadn’t told anyone and that thing was theo.
It had started out really being about theo's thing and Liam's thing but it turned into something more. Now it was a thing between them which of course did include their things.
Often.
Very often.
The chimera lived with him causing the feelings he had briefly felt during the ghost riders and the war to become full-blown attraction which led to them bumping nasties or doing the devil's tango or- well you get the picture.
Now as they secretly made out in Liam's room a thought crossed Liam's mind. A stupid thought but it's Liam so we forgive him for being a dumbass.
"Am I gay?"
Theo looked at him, confused.
"What?"
"I just had my tongue down your throat. I'd say you're definitely attracted to guys."
"But I've only felt this way about you"
“Not even Hayden?”
"I guess? I don't really know?"
"you agree that I'm hot and you enjoy fucking me?"
Liam snorts, "definitely"
"Then I guess you're theosexual", Liam blinked at him as Theo giggled at his own joke.
"Okay," Liam said before pulling theo into a searing kiss.
"I wasn't being serious" Theo panted out between kisses
"I don't care now shh," Liam said continuing to kiss the ever-loving shit out of the chimera.
And the two idiots had fun kinky sex, grateful that no one was home to hear the downright pornographic sounds coming from Liam's room.
Liam told mason everything and he sucked at secrets so when mason and Corey showed up at the house as they were mid-makeout session Liam panicked and shoved theo into his closet.
Yes.
His closet.
No metaphor there.
He opened the door hastily at masons' knocks.
“Heeeey guys what's up
Hey man we just wanted to know if you and Theo wanted to join us for lunch and your front door was open so we just came in.” Liam nodded absently as he wondered how Corey hadnt smelt the lust. It was Mason who noticed weirdly enough. Well not weirdly because Mason was goddamn smart and Liam was a dumbass who forgot that Theo liked to leave marks that doesn't fade easily.
“Is that a hickey?”
“Um no?” (he sounded unsure what a genius)
“Its uh- um”, Liam unable to think straight(for the obvious reason that he isn't straight but that's not the point) took an idea from a lily Singh video he watched(cause that was a good idea)
“I burnt myself with a curling iron”
“You burnt yourself with a curling iron,” Mason repeated Flatley.
“Yes?”
“You use a curling iron?”
“Yes?”
“And you managed to burn yourself not only on your neck but all down your chest and stomach?”
Liam looked down and sure enough, there were more hickeys. A lot more.
Corey then sniffed the air. Liam panicked(again) “NO!” He yelped before pinching Corey's nose shut. “Liam, what the fuck are you doing?” Mason said, sounding confused.
But it was too late. “why do you smell like sex? And theo?” Mason choked, Liam blushed.
“Wait, is he here?” Mason asked, pulling himself together. Corey just walked to the closet and threw open the doors revealing a very naked very annoyed theo.
“That was your genius plan?” He directed the question to Liam.
Liam of course was too distracted ogling theo. Theo sighed and pulled on his pants.
“I'm gonna go get dressed still on for lunch?” **********
Now that morey knew that liam and theo were together they didn't bother to hide it much to mason and corey's chagrin.
However when the entire pack was in town and wanted to meet and couldn't get in touch with liam they called mason.
“Hey mase where's Liam?” Scott asked through the phone.
“Um one second,” Mason turned to Corey after muting the phone.” Where's Liam?”
“Doing stuff” was coreys vague reply.
“Where's theo?”Mason asked suspiciously.
“He is the stuff” Corey said nonchalant
“Again? Why am I even surprised at this point? What should I tell Scott?”
“Tell him liams sick or something”
“Liam's a werewolf.” mason pointed out
“Okay tell him liams napping I don't know”
“Fine, Scott?”
“Yeah?”
“Liam's napping”
“He's napping? “
“Yeah, he was tired.We uh just took care of this omega yesterday so he was sleeping the injuries off(mason wasn't even lying they had fought an omega and Liam was supposed to be sleeping his injuries off)”
“Okay well, we should swing by and check on him thanks, mason!”
“No wait Scott no” mason yelled but it was too late. Scott had ended the call.
Mason scrambled off the bed dislodging a comfortable Corey who grumbled in annoyance.” What happened?”
“The packs going to check on Liam”
Oh. oh. Oh fuck.
Mason and Corey ran out of the house but they got there a second too late.
*************
Liam and Theo were having fun. Lots and lots of fun liam was currently balls deep inside theo as he fucked the latter into the mattress. Unfortunately, they were so distracted they didn't hear the older pack till it was too late. They really should learn to lock the door.
“Liam I heard you- “Scott didn't finish the sentence standing frozen in the doorway eyes wide and mouth open comically wide.
Behind him stiles, Lydia and malia stood with matching expressions of shock and horror.
Liam who was also frozen in his position above theo moved slightly causing theo to squeeze his eyes shut and throw his head back trying hard to keep the groan from spilling past his lips as Liam moved inside him.” Liam stop moving,” he hissed and Liam blushed furiously before climbing off of theo causing the latter to actually groan out loud this time.
“H-hey Scott, guys.”
The older pack showed no signs of movement still staring with wide eyes and gaping mouths just as Morey ran in.
“Liam fuck the pack is coming- oh um hey guys?” Mason said out of breath from the running and the yelling.
“What the fuck?!” Ah, stiles got his voice back. This was going to be good.
listen before i go. (theo raeken song fic)
this is a songfic on listen before I go by Billie Eilish I'm actually in the midst of writing my first ever thiam fic but I got the idea for this and I just had to write it. feedback and kudos are much appreciated!❤❤
Take me to the rooftop I want to see the world when I stop breathing, turning blue
Theo stood on the cliff looking over beacon hills in the cold, but he didn’t feel it. He was numb.
Tell me love is endless don’t be soo pretentious leave me like you do
He fell in love. But that love could never be requited. He was a monster and Liam was pure.
If you need me, wanna see me, better hurry, I’m leaving soon
Theo was there when the pack needed him to fight battles against various supernatural but after that, he was forgotten until the next threat beacon hills faced.
Sorry can’t save me now
He would never be forgiven.
Sorry I don’t know how
He was dark down to his very soul, that would never change
Sorry, there’s no way out,
There was nowhere left to run, to escape.
But down, mmm down
He took a step towards the edge
Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek, That's what a year-long headache does to you
Tears dripped down his cheek, he had been in soo much pain for soo long.
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered, Don't say I'm all that matters, Leave me, Deja vu
They pretended to like Theo. They said they needed him. They lied.
If you need me, wanna see me, better hurry, I’m leaving soon
He hoped that they’d call, that they’d need him again. But his phone stayed silent.
Sorry can’t save me now
He was a murderer, it was unforgivable.
Sorry I don’t know how
He couldn’t live with himself anymore
Sorry there’s no way out
His time was up
But down, mmm down
He looked over the edge at the ground far below
Call my friends and tell Them that I love them And I'll miss them
He was alone. Noone to care.
I’m not sorry
He was ready.
Call my friends and tell Them that I love them And I'll miss them
He hoped someone would tell Liam that he loved him. He left a note.
I’m sorry
He stepped off the edge.
peace
I suck at summaries but theo is being chased by hunters and he knows he won't make it. a sad phone call to Liam.
Inspired by I feel cold by thewispsings on AO3.
I'm sorry? I have a problem. I love hurting theo in these fics. I apologise in advance. also not beta'd so point pout any errors pleases.
you can also find this on my ao3:https://archiveofourown.org/users/bi_myself_mystic1839
well anyway here:
A shot rang out echoing in the silence of the night. Theo faltered as he felt the bullet sink into his flesh but he kept running. The hunters were ruthless now firing constantly as he ran through the woods and saw the border connecting the woods to the rest of beacon hills. 6 bullets laced with wolfsbane were slowing him down. When the 7th pierced his lung he collapsed just at the edge of freedom. The wolfsbane was slowly killing him and the hunters left him there in a pool of his blood to die. He knew that he wouldn’t make it. There was no one to help him. He painstakingly pulled his phone out from his pocket and called the person that had saved him that had made him feel alive again.
“Hey, it’s Liam I can't come to the phone right now leave a message and I'll get back to you!”
“Liam, it’s me. I don’t have much time. I just wanted to say I’m sorry for everything, all the hurt I caused you and your pack could you tell them that for me? Please don’t feel guilty I deserve this death I know I do and I know I won’t be missed but I just wanted a chance to tell you that I love you- He started coughing up blood and he curled in on himself- I’m sorry,I’m soo sorry it’s soo cold.”
He let out a shuddering breath and cut the call. And he lay there slowly drowning in his blood. Ironically, this is exactly how tara must have felt he thought to himself. As he started feeling his body give out he smiled a bloody smile, all the pain, all the suffering was over, he could be at peace now.
But peace was not something he got.
His eyes opened. He was in a cold metal box. Fear gripped his heart. Not again. please. not again. “Theooo.” no please no. anything but this. But nothing would change the fact that theo was in hell again.
********
I told you it was bad. anyhoo comment if ya want a part 2 with Liam's reaction.
cuffed
Pairing- DamonxFem!reader
Warnings: smuttttttt, bad writing, Dom!Damon
word count-674 words
-Ya’ll this is my first smutt(and fanfiction) don’t judge pleases anddd feedback is much appreciated!
You were laying down on Damon’s bed scrolling through Pinterest bored out of your mind when Damon walked in and beelined for you. He jumped on the bed and climbed on top of you before lowering his lips to yours in a passionate kiss. You kissed him back fiercely and he growled and bit your lip hard enough to draw blood making you whimper as he sucked at it before pulling apart and slowly kissing down your neck. He ripped your top and bra off causing you to gasp in surprise then he sucked and licked at your neck making you moan. “Damon do it please,” you moaned out, your voice high and breathy with need he growled before sinking his fangs into your neck and you whimpered which turned into a moan as the pain turned euphoric.
As you started feeling the blood loss he pulled away and licked up the blood dripping from the wound and bit his wrist to give heal you. “No, I want it there.” His eyes darkened with lust before he started kissing down your neck and moved down to your breasts licking and sucking, making you whimper. Getting impatient you reached for his shirt but he stopped you. “Ah ah ah y\n I'm in control,” he said before pulling off his shirt “now since you want to touch me so bad that you would disobey our rules I think you don’t deserve to touch me.” You whimpered as he reached into the drawer and pulled out handcuffs and cuffed you to the headboard.
“Now let's see how wet you are for me hmm?” he said, before slowly slipping your shorts off of you his eyes immediately zeroing in on the wet spot on your panties. He smirked before pulling those off of you too. He started kissing up your thighs slowly and you whimpered as you got wetter and wetter as he neared your clit but groaned as he skipped over it before kissing up your other thigh. Finally, his lips lowered onto your clit causing you to buck into him and so he put his hand on your waist holding you down as he continued to lick and suck at your clit. “Damon please!” you yelled out not being able to take more of the teasing “you wanna cum y/n?” “Yes, Damon” “hmm...” he said before licking a stripe up tour folds “then cum” he said before thrusting two fingers inside you and curving them causing them to hit your g spot you gasped as the knot in your stomach tightened before you came hard on his fingers.
He brought his fingers to his lips before licking off the come, making you wetter at the sight. “Damon please I need you” he growled at the need in your voice and he pulled off his pants and boxers in one motion causing his hard cock to spring free he slid it through your folds, before thrusting deep inside you making you cry out, he waited for you to adjust before moving and you moaned straining against the restraints. “Faster Damon please” he quickened his pace moving at an inhuman speed soon you felt him thicken and knowing he was close you felt your orgasm build. He lowered his hand to your clit before rubbing it in circles and you moaned as you felt your orgasm building and he slightly pinched your clit causing you to tip over the edge with him following soon after.
You rode out your orgasm before he pulled out of you and uncuffed you. You stretched out your sore hands and he looked at you with worry “don’t worry I’m fine,” you assured him before cleaning up. You put on his shirt and your panties before cuddling into him and he ran his fingers up your side before checking the bite mark on your neck “you sure you don't want me to heal you?” I want the mark,” you whispered slowly falling asleep on the most comfortable pillow in the world.