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Ive Discovered Astarion From Baldurs Gate 3! But I Cant Play Baldurs Gate 3 Because Microsoft Still Refuses

I’ve discovered Astarion from Baldur’s Gate 3! But I can’t play Baldur’s Gate 3 because Microsoft still refuses to accept my login password, even though it’s the same login I’ve always had and I’ve never fucking changed it. Why are all the best RPGs on PC? And why is my PC being a little fucking bitch?

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Sometimes, I think about how all Anime Characters are just poorly disguised cats and wonder if the people who don’t like anime designs would like a character design that used dogs as a reference instead.


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Warning: Angsty and somewhat suicide adjacent.

Ida thinks about disappearing down Bastion’s throat, of being trapped within the predatory Fae’s stomach. Of vanishing completely from the outside world and Bastion being the only one who knows her fate. A part of her wants it. Wants to reward this monster for pretending to be a person. For making her feel less lonely, for letting her pretend to be a person even though she doesn’t at all feel like one. Another part wants to see Bastion with the mask completely off. Wants to know fully the deadly creature she’s been treating as tame. Even if it kills her. Another part of her feels guilty for feeling this way. She’s ostensibly a person after all, even if she rarely feels like one. A person shouldn’t want to throw their life away so easily. A person shouldn’t need a monster’s company to feel whole. A person shouldn’t find comfort in deadly things just because they are honest about being deadly. A person should feel safe in the company of other people. She mustn’t succumb to temptation, after all even if she doesn’t feel like a person, she’s still supposed to be one.


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Honestly the party of Baldur’s Gate 3 are such a quintessential rag tag band of misfits that I desperately want to see them in crossover fanfiction. But like specifically universes where I think they’d cause chaos and shenanigans just by existing. Like Dragon Age or Dresden Files just the settings where I’m almost positive something would get either literally or metaphorically blown up.


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Okay so, I’ve been “playing” the Mobile Game Azure Lane (really it plays itself and will actively wrestle back control any time I switch it to manual so I’ve kind of given up arguing with it at this point but I digress) but I now have important questions because for a game based on the concept of anthropomorphic ship-girls and fantasy re-enactments of WW2 naval battles that plays itself the game ironically doesn’t really put a lot of effort into explaining what the hell is going on and I only really know it’s supposed to be fantasy WW2 because of the ship names, not because the battles aren’t clear allegories for real WW2 battles but because their so blatantly rip offs of WW2 battles told from the perspectives of ship-people that for someone who isn’t a history buff it just comes across like “sexy ship lady spouts patriotic and or lamenting philosophy” refuses to elaborate…leaves.

Question Number 1: How big are the ship girls? Because in the “game” they look about a third as big as real ships and the bosses you fight look about half as big. Is this a giantess story?

Question Number 2: You know how the Shipgirl’s have pieces of their historical counterpart glued onto them? Are there humans inside those? Do they live in the ship part of the shipgirls?

Question Number 3: Why are the Shipgirl’s okay with being scrapped? They aren’t WW2 ships, they’re WW2 ships with legs and emotions…why don’t they just run the fuck away when scrapping time comes around?

Question Number 4: Am I overthinking the game that clearly exists so the small subset of people who like anthropomorphism, anime girls and WW2 naval history can be drained of their money in order to dress up their digital waifu in different outfits?

Don’t answer that last question I think I know the answer.


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On the topic of sexual orientation though, I’m pretty unsure if I like men or women.

I find it easier to write male preds in the way I want, but I’m not sure if that’s attraction to the male sex rather than the writing potential of the archetypes and mythos built up around the male sex and the fact that male pronouns are slightly less unwieldy to use repeatedly in sentences.

There’s a reason the tongue twister “she sells sea shells by the sea shore” starts with she and it’s cause linguistically “sh” is a bitch of a sound to rangle.

And honestly even though I did experience attraction to women as a teen I’m unsure if that was because my hormones were a raging mess or not. I think it’d be easier to know what I like if it felt like my fetish, you know if it felt obsessive or like it was with me even before my body fully understood what sex actually was.

But as things are I’m not sure I can really tell the difference between aesthetically appreciating someone’s body and sexual attraction at least not without a fetish to fall back on.

I think that’s cause I repressed the shit out of any attraction I did feel to anyone growing up. So now I don’t really know what to do with it. In my defense my hormones always felt completely inconsistent and like they’d freak out over anything so ignoring them was kinda necessary. But I’m wondering if there wasn’t a less maladaptive way to go about it…


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