@hcpefuldreaming Asked : Am I That Easy To Forget? Emma & Hope.

@hcpefuldreaming  asked  :  “  am  i  that  easy  to  forget?  “  emma  &  hope. 

                     emma  felt  really  guilty  about  not  remembering  either  of  her  children  ,  once  the  show  appeared  in  her  house.  emma  had  been  hesitate  at  first  to  watch  it  ,  but  she  desperately  needed  answers  to  what  was  going  on.  the  first  people  emma  needed  to  see  were  her  children  and  then  her  father  and  husband.  ‘  no  of  course  not  ,  im  sorry  you  have  had  to  go  through  it.  ‘  emma  apologized  ,  guilt  clear  in  her  voice.  ‘  things  are  kinda  fucked  up  right  now  but  i  really  am  sorry  that  you  had  to  get  caught  up  in  it  by  yourself.  ‘

                 alice  grabbed  onto  jaspers  hand  so  she  could  intertwined  their  fingers  so  she  could  pull  him  along  with  her.  ‘  when  my  memories  came  back  ,  i  went  and  got  a  place  big  enough  for  everyone.  ‘  alice  admitted  ,  since  the  boutique  had  been  doing  really  well.  but  that  was  because  she  took  pride  in  fashion  and  her  sense  of  style.  ‘  i  also  own  the  boutique  down  the  street.  ‘    

The joy that she gave off had always been like a breath of fresh air to him, no matter what was happening or going on she chased away all darkness without even trying. "He was the first that I found as well, then yourself. I haven't run into anyone else yet." Licking his lips he nodded slowly at her offer, he couldn't say no to her. Never could and never would. "Lead the way darlin'."

                tauriel  could  understand  the  not  wanting  it  back  ,  especially  since  she  knew  that  the  real  outcome  was  in  the  end.  this  situation  was  a  difficult  one  ,  because  youre  pretty  much  in  a  lose  lose  situation.  ‘  thats  the  dilemma  isnt  it  ,  feels  like  a  rock  and  a  hard  place.  ‘  tauriel  sympathized  but  she  wasn't  quite  sure  how  to  navigate  this  conversation.  ‘  nothing  like  this  one  ,  magic  is  more  prominent  in  our  world.  ‘

"I don't know if I want that. Seems to be tearing people apart" and then he'd have to face the truth that his family wasn't his family. That his brother was a stranger? That didn't seem right either. But then wasn't not knowing also causing problems in it's own way? He wasn't sure what he was meant to do about any of this right now, it was headache inducing in it's own way. "So it was another world... It wasn't like this one was it".

                  emma  looked  at  him  as  he  spoke  ,   she  had  her  own  worries  when  it  came  to  their  relationship.  because  what  if  it  was  true  ,  they  werent  really  married  and  she  did  have  a  kid  with  another  man  emma  had  no  clue  what  it  would  mean  for  the  relationship.  emma  nodded  her  head  when  about  hearing  weird  things  ,  ‘  yeah  like  how  we  have  a  son  that  i  dont  remember  giving  birth  too.  ‘  emma  admitted  but  she  couldnt  help  the  gnawing  at  her  stomach  that  maybe  she  did  actually  have  one.  

"You better" not that she'd really need him to, there wasn't anywhere else he wanted to be. Ok maybe there was a lot of different places he wanted to be right now, things recently had found pretty insane around here, but there wasn't anyone else he wanted to be with. "I am serious though, whatever nonsense this place throws at us, you've got me. Been hearing a lot of weird crap recently" and he was prepared to just ignore all of it if he was honest. None of it was exactly logical after all.

                ‘  my  best  friend  back  home  used  to  help  me  but  around  here  im  on  my  own  for  it.  ‘  clary  sighed  lightly  before  turning  back  to  the  rack  she  needed  a  dress  for  a  showing  soon.  ‘  try  the  dresses  first  then  the  shirts  and  i  can  give  you  opinions  if  you  want.  ‘ 

"I'm the same way, I see all these other people with insanely creative styles and I never quite know how to make it fit for me." She admits and nods, gesturing over to the small pile that she had of clothes. "I can never quite choose just one thing to grab, what should I try on first? The dresses or tops?"

                  the  small  smirk  that  sat  on  her  lips  pulled  wider  as  he  spoke  ,  he  was  definitely  jealous  and  she  couldnt  help  the  amusement  that  she  was  getting  from  it.  especially  since  he  was  so  adamant  on  it  not  being  jealous  ,  but  she  didnt  understand  why  he  would  be.  they  werent  together  and  matter  of  fact  she  knew  he  was  sleeping  with  someone  so  why  would  what  she  did  matter.  rogue  had  always  found  blind  dating  so  boring  anyways  so  she  hadnt  expect  much  from  the  original  set  up.  ‘  its  the  usual  when  it  comes  ta  blind  dates  ,  ah  aint  surprised.  ‘    anna  marie  admitted.  ‘  nah  it  aint  ma  idea  of  a  perfect  date.  ‘ 

“because….i’m frustrated on your behalf, not jealous.” a lie, but maybe a passable one. “just thinking about having to sit through the most dull, dry conversation, and then to do nothing but the most generic date in the world; have dinner. doesn’t that bother you, just a little bit? he could have put in more effort is all i’m saying.” and he really could have. astarion could think of at least five different things he’d rather be doing than just having dinner. maybe it was jealousy driving him to say all these things, but there was an honesty to his words. “please tell me your perfect date wouldn’t be that.”