Vape & Water For Breakfast, Lunch & Dinner

vape & water for breakfast, lunch & dinner 😋

delicious

almost getting back to where i was!! I HATE BINGES

made my own leg th1nspo 🤍 i hope people can use this, and if you do please credit me!

ignore how messy my room is 😞 I’m in the middle of doing a clean out

i feel like i would have potential to be pretty if i fixed my weight. obviously hair and skin and nose and mouth and overall bone structure too but if i ws skinny??? all the attention would be drawn away from those things. tiny waist, toothpick legs, boney arms, defined collarbones, sharp jawline. rlly the biggest glow up i could have.

To do or not to do No Weigh October challenge .. So up in the air

to all the teenagers who think an 3d is a "lose w3ight fast" hack

to all the 13-14 year olds on here asking for tips on "starting out"

to all the moms thinking "this will just be for a bit to help lose the baby w3ight"

to all the 20 somethings falling into hyper r3stricted fad di3ts

please, im begging you, get out while you still can

having an 3d is not fun. it's not dainty or beautiful, its not a "lifestyle" or an aesthetic. we romanticize it on here bc its easier than acknowledging what we're going through. but it's hell. it's losing friends and relationships. it's CONSTANTLY thinking ab f00d, w3ight, what you can e4t and what you can't. it's never being able to genuinely enjoy your favorite f00ds bc the numbers jump out as soon as you try. it's constant guilt, either w yourself for e4ting or w your loved ones for not e4ting. it's constant lying. it's wanting recovery but also being terrified of it.

if i could snap my fingers and be "normal", to be able to "e4t intuitively", to be able to enjoy f00d again, i would do it in a heartbeat.

this is a lifelong disease that will never fully go away. you absolutely can recover, but the thoughts and urges will likely never fully leave. it probably sounds so hypocritical from an 4n4 blog, from someone who posts thinspø and tips. i am not here to judge; i will never try to force recovery on anyone, esp when i'm not even ready myself. but we are stuck in this hole w the ladder just a little too far to reach.

please do not join us.