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“Come with me and be mine my love…

…stay and break my heart”

Context: I like listening to a song on loop while drawing, and I think it fit.

Recently got into Slay the Princess.

Definitely see them as a system of some sort. Seeing as the others are called “voices”, also headcannon them as having no headspace/inner world.

✨Grubbin✨

I think that everyone has a favorite "minor" pokemon. Not a starter, not a legendary, not one that got super popular and became a go-to mascot. The random pokemon that people forget unless they're looking up specific types.

Mine's Oddish! What's yours?

I feel the therian community needs a reminder:

Being alterhuman can be having dysphoria and little signs all throughout your life, crazy experiences with memories and flashbacks and full body shifts, never once feeling like a human and only feeling like your kintype(s)

And being alterhuman can also mean discovering a Creachur one day and going 'Oh, yeah, that's me' and then going on with life

And it can be a spectrum between that

There is no one right way to be alterhuman

Another unfriendly reminder

June may be over, but we’re still here.

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

We’re not just going to go away.

we can ✨all✨ be the evil alter if we try hard enough💖💖💖

"am i the evil alter or what?"

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What to do if you suddenly find yourself homeless

FOOD

Find your nearest food bank or mission, for food

grocery stores with free samples, bakeries + stores with day-old bread

different fast food outlets have cheaper food and will generally let you hang out for a while.

some dollar stores carry food like cans of beans or fruit

SHELTER

Sleeping at beaches during the day is a good way to avoid suspicion and harassment

sleep with your bag strapped to you, so someone can’t steal it

Some churches offer short term residence

Find your nearest homeless shelter

Look for places that are open to the public

A large dumpster near a wall can often be moved so that flipping up the lids creates an angled shelter to stay dry

HYGIENE

A membership to the YMCA is usually only 10$, which has a shower, and sometimes laundry machines and lockers.

Public libraries have bathrooms you can use

Dollar stores carry low-end soaps and deodorant etc.

Wet wipes are all purpose and a life saver

Local beaches, go for a quick swim

Some truck stops have showers you can pay for

Staying clean is the best way to prevent disease, and potentially get a job to get back on your feet

Pack 7 pairs of socks/undies, 2 outfits, and one hooded rain jacket

OTHER

first aid kit

 sunscreen

 a travel alarm clock or watch

 mylar emergency blanket

 a backpack is a must

 downgrade your cellphone to a pay as you go with top-up cards

 sleeping bag

 travel kit of toothbrush, hair brush/comb, mirror

 swiss army knife

 can opener

night walks are fun because sometimes you get cool detailed shifts, and other times so many people get shifty all at once and your just this big ball of FERAL.

night walks bring out the coolest shifts

I'm putting this out there since some anti endos are lying again.

Not all pro endo people like Sophieinwonderland. We aren't a fucking hivemind. I've had issues with her for years and how she contributes to misinformation and is a reactionary. She has done this the whole time with her content as far as I have been aware. Reactionaries are more concerned about looking better than others and "owning" them while their tactics are counter to building understanding and facilitating conversation. She's not a fucking activist.

We should not be painting anti endos (systems, I don't give a fuck about anti endo singlets in this case because they get no space in syscourse at all) as explicit enemies to hurt and isolate. Do you want to know why?

They are people who are living with stigmatized disorders who are hurt by ableism and the refusal to talk about it. They are people. I can think they are jackasses all I want- but that does not change that they should not be treated as inherently evil or malicious for having views that are pretty understandable to come to when you're in a world that has literal organizations that have done years of work to make sure you are not recognized as existing. When professionals deny you care and paint you as if you cannot know any of your symptoms, leading to medical neglect and abuse. When you deal with people immediately ask you "Are you seeing a counselor for that?" When people expect you to fuse for recovery. When people believe abuse covered by RAMCOA/OEA is all a hoax and you should be doxxed for having experienced it.

They are still people. Treat them like it. Stop robbing them of personhood even if they are a bigot. That is what she does. That is what the results of her tactics are. Stop fucking platforming her. She's popular not because she's right (Sometimes she isn't, too), but because she makes people feel morally superior to those branded enemies.

OP of this post is pro endo with programmed DID. Follow your own DNIs. Fuck off if you plan to argue with this at all.

thank you to…

our cooks who get our picky asses to eat SOMETHING everyday,

our suppressor who gives us a couple of minutes before a (insert big uncontrollable emotional mess here) to get somewhere acceptable,

our manager who makes sure we actually get things done and take care of ourselves and those around us,

our stylists who make sure we take care of the body properly and somehow make it ok (and even nice) to look in the mirror,

our editor who makes sure our texts and posts don’t make us look as incompetent as we actually are,

and that one guy who can dull pain for a bit (great for headaches)

Sometimes I mourn the fact that I’ll never be able to remember what I REALLY looked like. Sometimes I mourn my own comprehension.

Quick sketch

Unfriendly reminder that the only thing that being mentally ill inherently means, is that you’re mentally ill. Mental illness does not automatically make you a bad/disgusting/shitty person, and if anyone tells you otherwise, Bite Them. (or just be the bigger person and just block them ig)

Be Openly Scary

Society is scared of a lot of things it shouldn't be. A lot of those things can't be helped, a lot of those things don't hurt anyone, and a lot of those things are not what people even think they truly are.

So you know what?

Talk about your hallucinations, your delusions, your psychotic symptoms. Share things about your gender identity whether it be nonconforming, trans, xenogender or anything else. Scream about your nonhumanity and animal urges. Be open and unwavering about your systems existence, presenting as more-than-one wherever you want. Use and introduce your pronouns, even if people find them weird or offputting. Rock back and forth, pace, twitch and stim in any way you please. Wear things that reflect your identity in public. Get tattoos and body mods to your heart's content. Tell people about your personality disorders.

Don't make yourself small because others can't handle you. Be open where safe. Be you. Be scary.

Sometimes I wonder about where I came from, and if I left a stain of myself there.

I’ll be honest, we will probably never be too open about our plurality with others. We’ll never introduce ourselves as whoever’s fronting and/or speaking, we’ll never tell half of the funny stories about what happens in the innerworld, we’ll never even used names to address ourselves in front of our therapist. This probably is linked with a part of how we function, but also in our fear of that knowledge being held against us. We will however, completely support those who do. Those who want to be seen completely for their individual person, should be able to, without fear of judgment and cruelty. I know that right now, it’s not the safest time, and shit will be hard, but we hope that eventually things will get better. And we can’t wait for the day that people won’t even bat an eye at a new headmate/alter/whatever you’re comfortable with introducing themselves, and treating them with the respect that they would anyone else. Until then, we hope your struggles are rewarded with the people who you’re surrounded with being supportive and understanding.

currently teetering on the edge of being ok with life and having a mental breakdown. Having said that, anyone have some song recommendations?

In our headspace I’m usually the one to tuck the others into sleep. The stars in my wings usually lull them into peaceful rests. Sadly this human body can’t exactly do that, nor can it send rest like a message. So, I’m trying a bit of witchcraft in a drawing.

The sigil a sign of good dreams, antlers to let sleep come quickly, wings for cover and comfort, and a watchful eye in case the dream turns sour

Rest well friends

Wishing all of you a calm night and peaceful dreams