You Know The Feeling When Your Life Is Just Not Going Great And The Last Month Has Been The Most Frustrating

You know the feeling when your life is just not going great and the last month has been the most frustrating month of your life, because you move into your new apartment and nothing works and now is has to be fixed, so you move in with your mother in law and you work to much so you can’t really deal with all of it and on top of that it’ christmas so you have to participate in traditions and buy presents and also it’s dark outside constantly, and now you finally have a day of that you of course has to spend buying gifts but you just can’t get out of bed because for once there is nothing you have to do right this moment so instead you’re layibg in bed and feeling depressed and empty and nothing can make you feel better. And you can’t get up to just buy presents because tbh you really need a shower first and some food, because you’ve been awake for several hours but you don’t feel hunger and you again also live with your mother in law and she doesn’t have any breakfast that you don’t have to prepare first (no cereal or milk) and you can’t get your boyfriends help because he is working today and he is also doing stuff all the time so you barely have any time together and when you finally do see eachother you want to be happy and not discuss all the things going on in your life that you just don’t want to talk about or think about, you just wanna go and leave it behind and just go on holiday but no you don’t have any money, so you can’t and you also cannot find a new apartment because all you can choose between is either too small or too expensive because again you have no money and you don’t want to live like this anymore you just want to be happy and have a home where you have room for your stuff and where yu can breathe and stop worryign about money all the time.

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thehappyearth

2 years ago

something something the angel finding his newly repaired human at a gas station