Mommy Issues And Daddy Issues Arent Something That Should Be Sexualized. Thats All.

Mommy issues and daddy issues aren’t something that should be sexualized. That’s all.

This is very out of the blue

But-

Just wanted to talk about

How LITERALLY EVERYONE IN MY LIFE, knew I was Bi, before I did.

And like, there were signs, like, HUGE signs, they were SO obvious.

And I was too homophobic with myself to accept that.

I was completely cool with non straight and non cis people, and supported them 100%.

But when it came to ME, I was just not going to accept it!

Kept INSISTING that I was straight and cis! Like, “I like guys, so I can’t be gay!” “I don’t feel like a guy, so I can’t be trans!” And just wouldn’t let myself accept that I was Bi and Enby.

I even SAID I was Bi, like, before I knew for sure that I wasn’t straight.

I was a tomboy when I was younger, I accidentally came out to my grandma and a random employee at a shoe store-

As I was shopping for shoes with my grandma, I picked out some boyish shoes, and my grandma asked “wouldn’t you want something for girls?”

And out of NOWHERE, I said “They’re not JUST for boys, I should know, I’m bisexual.”

…………

I MEANT to say TOMBOY, which is, which, does not EVEN sound like bisexual.

And I was embarrassed, cause like, HOW?! Does that happen?!

I’m still embarrassed about that to this day!

I’m just HOPING that my grandma forgot about that day, cause it has traumatized me deeply-

Oh, I hope that employee doesn’t remember also-

……

She was cute-

ANYWAYS-

All my friends knew I was Bi, they always asked me if I was Bi. Like, they never asked if I was straight or gay, or pan….they just asked if I was Bi!

I’m not upset about it, it’s just so weird that I was so self conscious about that for so long!

I had cuffed jeans that I liked wearing when I was younger, but because everyone kept saying I was Bi because of the cuffs, I ended up cutting the cuffs to go down. That’s how self conscious I was!

It took A LOT of time for me to accept that I was not straight.

But when I finally accepted it, it felt, so awesome!

When I came out, literally, no one was surprised.

They were all like “We already knew that.” And I was like “But HOW?! How did you all know before I did?”

And all they had to say was “We just got that vibe from you-“

And like, yeah, looking back on literally EVERYTHING I’VE EVER DONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE-

I see it. And should’ve definitely known sooner.

Ah, look at me. Making a backstory for a villain.

If you’ve been following me for a while now, you know that I don’t like the thought of a villain being well….a villain, for no reason. So obviously, I made one.

I kind of made this backstory/headcanon/theory thing?

……..

Basically, in her past, everyone kept comparing her to another girl, who had the same name, but different pronunciations.

She was better than her with everything, not only that, but she was a bit of a bully.

And people constantly messed up their names with who is who.

So that’s why she doesn’t like people mispronouncing her name.

I know that this won’t become canon, not even close. Because from what I understand about this show so far, is that it doesn’t have an actual story, so we probably won’t get a story from this character? (That’s probably why I’m not a big fan of this show-)

Anyways, I’m done talking my nonsense-

Guys, two days ago, I was at Hot Topic, I got a bi frog pin (not that that matters-) anyways, as I was purchasing it, Dear Maria Count Me In starting playing, and this cute girl started singing, while she was scanning it. And I started humming along with her singing. And I kid you not, we looked at each other for a while, and I think I got her to smile. (She was probably embarrassed. Wether it was about me humming, or just me noticing her singing. Idk-) this isn’t a very interesting story, but… I just wanted to talk about it. Cause, I’m just like, gay.

Anyways peace- ✌️

https://youtu.be/llvmVOp3rQ4

https://youtu.be/SRk_52uQfMY

Sorry- 😅

Does anyone have a list of like, nicknames that you want to call your future child? Or is it just me?

I made a list of nicknames I hope to call my siblings kids one day. (Probably not my own children, cause I’m not really interested in having kids of my own. That might change later on in the future. But as for now, I don’t think I want kids anytime soon.)

Anyways, here’s the list:

Niece/Nephew/Sibkid

Peanut

Honey/Hun/Honeybun

Baby

Kiddo

Pumpkin

Sunshine

Starlight

Buddy/Bud

Guppy

Cutie Pie/Cutie

Sweetie Pie/Sweetie/Sweetheart/Sweet Pea

Dumpling

Jellybean/Bean

Small Fry

Munchkin

Tiger

Moon Pie

Prince/Princess/Princette

Rockstar

Hero

Little Guy/Little Girl/Little Kid

Pretty Boy/Pretty Girl/Pretty Kid

My little sib said that they want kids eventually in the future, with them being biological. And my little brother said that he wanted to adopt some kids in the future. I guess I just can’t wait to be an aunt, and that’s why I made the list. If they want kids, I just can’t wait to meet them one day, I know I’m gonna love them!