I Wish I Knew What To Do To Make You Believe In Me.Hear Me. Respect Me. Honor Me. Protect Mefrom My Enemy.

I wish I knew what to do to make you believe in me. Hear me. Respect me. Honor me. Protect me from my enemy. Exiled. Marked as a pagan.

- Sequoia Red

I wish I could understand, what I did wrong to make me so much unlike everyone and be punished in a way that makes my bones and soul ache.

- Sequoia Red

I had to tell someone I love more than anything...that I can't stay.

- Sequoia Red

In the Negative

"I wasn't always like this... I didn't always lash out. I didn't fear pain. I never feared the unknown. I never feared my love for you I never hated you. I didn't feel like I was wronged. But you make me wrong, as if I shouldn't be here. as if I was made incorrectly, with mistakes that are undoubtedly repulsive."

Notes:*..hmmm this is unfinished. But I thought I'd share with you wonderful people. It's going to be lyrics I think. Keep hearing songs in my head these days.

I want to be the 'me' I dream of.

I don't care if it's bad english..

- Sequoia Red

Be Like Jesus

My mother tells me to be humble to stay it forward. But I’ve been humble for two decades and it’s done nothing but punish me. My mother tells me to be like Jesus. God says the same. And yes, I am God’s daughter, as I yearn great things. But if I keep this way, I’ll be dead inside. I’ll be nothing. I will end up like Jesus, palms forward and wrists pinned. - Sequoia Red