I Know And I'm Sorry I've Been AWOL Recently Kinda. I Just Didn't Feel Like Using Tumblr And Was Tired.

I know and I'm sorry I've been AWOL recently kinda. I just didn't feel like using tumblr and was tired.

But I did go see TBOSAS with my dad (my mom didn't go) and when I tell you, IT WAS AMAZING. I saw things I didn't see when I originally watched a bootleg of it on youtube (bc you can't skip shit in movie theaters) and honestly it was so good.

My dad said he didn't dislike anything about it and gave it a 7.5 rating (I'd give it an 8 or 8.5 personally.) He said his favorite character was Dr. Gaul (how in hell) and his least favorite character was Sejanus (Ion know how he could dislike my baby/husband, but ok.) He said he disliked Sejanus 'cause he was acting dumb in the movie and mostly at the end.

I did see things I didn't notice when I first watched like:

Sejanus and Coriolanus were acting so gay.

Sejanus' voice is so hot.

They didn't give my wife Clemensia the screen time she deserved.

Arachne was a bitch.

Coriolanus looked very submissive and breedable when he was getting prepped n' shit to be a peacekeeper.

Coriolanus literally walked out when Lucy Gray was confessing her love for him when she was singing Pure As The Driven Snow (dick move.)

Sejanus trying to fix his inner guilt is what got him killed (rip.)

Coriolanus had so much rizz.

Coriolanus and Lucy Gray could've avoided what happened with them if they stayed (Coriolanus would've gotten sent back to the Capitol and Lucy Gray could've stayed in 12 or left Panem and Coryo could've brought her to the Capitol if he wanted.)

So overall the movie was great. And I was having an internal party when Can't Catch Me Now came on. And I also was giggling my ass off when Coriolanus was yelling for Lucy Gray in the forest and was shooting up the mockingjays (like, babe get some help) and I saw a woman that was close by us in the theater was staring at me.

I finally updated my theme 😩💜 !

I'll make a Pure As The Driven Snow edit with Trip in his honor and memory to help cope. I might even make it a Tripol edit.

Star Trek: Enterprise finale spoilers !

I wasn't able to go see tbosas with my family, but we'll go sometime this week.

I did see the ST: ENT finale and I feel utterly empty and fucked.

Why the hell was it so goofy? Like, a time skip would be fine, but why does Will Riker and Deanna Troi have to be in the episode? And I haven't really watched TNG so I don't know, but why would they be in an episode for ENT when it might not connect to an episode for TNG? And WHY THE FUCKING HELL WOULD THEY KILL OFF BABY/HUSBAND TRIP? He's one of the most important characters in the show imo and most emotionally developed crew member. It'd be fine if they faked his death and then showed that he was still alive in S5, BUT THEY DIDN'T! And Jonathan should've told T'Pol that his death wasn't real, instead of traumatizing her like that, but I guess it would've ruined the impact fans felt watching. I did like how they showed the main cast (minus Jon Archer) talking with the chef, although I wish they would've shown his face sometime throughout the 4 seasons ENT aired. And I was surprised when Hoshi said she thought Trip was cute. But ngl, same bae, who could blame her? (Hoshi and Trip would be cute, although Tripol is endgame.)

I now need a month's worth of chocolate (I have hot cocoa to help as well), therapy, a LOT of Trip fanart (ENT fanart in general too), and a lot of squishmallows to help soothe the pain.

Fuck the directors/producers for making this shitty ass finale and for shitting on Tripol, and bring Trip back once and for all. (I know they did in the novels but it has to happen onscreen.)

I'm going to see The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes tomorrow and after, me and my family will watch the season 4 finale of Star Trek: Enterprise (These Are The Voyages).

I'm not ready for the double dose of emotional damage. I'll have to buy bulletproof armor to have a chance of surviving without being traumatized.

Bro, I'm listening to The Hanging Tree (the one from tbosas) on spotify and it goes to the next song after a while even though it's on loop, wtf. Spotify's on crack.

Bad Idea by Dove Cameron and Bad Idea Right? by Olivia Rodrigo have the same energy.