Say You Wont Let Go

Say You Won’t Let Go

Summary: What does Dean feel when the woman he loves is dying?

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 1198 (with song lyrics)

Warnings: Slight language and angsty angst. Sorry!

A/N: This is for @katymacsupernatural‘s Writing Gif Challenge. My gif is below. I got inspired by the song “Say You Won’t Let Go” by James Arthur, so it’s included in the fic. The lyrics are italicized. It’s a bit of sweet angst from Dean’s POV. It’s unbetaed, so all mistakes are mine!

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Fake us - Dean Winchester x Reader

Title: Fake us

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader, Jensen Ackles x Reader

Word count: 3,232

Warnings: None

Prompt: Hii can u do one kinda like the french mistake but in reverse where J2 are sent to the spn world (dean and reader have feelings for each other but don’t know yet) and in the “real world” jensen is married to the readers actress and dean is jealous xo

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“What the… hell?” Jensen breathed out, moving around frantically.

“This- something’s not right” Jared frowned, looking around him “Wasn’t the scene supposed to finish at this?” he added.

Jensen nodded his head “Yeah but- forget that. Where the heck is everybody? And where did they take the cameras?”

“More importantly- what is… this?” Jared breathed out, pointing to the wall right in front of him. Ure he knew what it was but he knew it wasn’t supposed to be there. connected to another wall and then another and in the end forming a complete, closed room. And even worst than everybody being gone along with the cameras, this looked so realistic to the point it scared them.

Jensen laughed nervously to cover up for his discomfort “Bet Misha decided to play some really messed up joke on us”

“I am actually really hoping it’s that because if it’s not then-”

“No, no this is messed up. It is too messed up to even think about let alone-”

“Dean? Sam? Oh hey guys! Didn’t know you were here” you smiled at them as soon as you entered the bunker. You frowned for a second as you took a look at them. The way they were standing was different from normal.

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Blushing friends - Jensen Ackles x Reader

Title: Blushing friends

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Word count: 1,614

Warnings: None

Summary: Imagine that you are an actress in Supernatural and you go to Comic Con with the cast. During the panel they ask you about your relationship with the cast and when you talk about Jensen you start bubbling and blushing because you like him, causing Misha and Jared to tease you.

“Oh dear! I don’t even know why I hang out with these buffons!” you said, trying to recover from your most recent feat of laughter.

“Oh please you know you love us anyway” Jensen said with a chuckle and wink at you.

You giggled slightly and averted your eyes from his, knowing fully well that if you kept looking at him your blush would only get darker and thus more easily visible.

Comic Cons had just started and being one of the main actors in Supernatural ever since the fourth season meant that you would join them either you wanted or not. And, quite frankly, you couldn’t wait every year to go on Comic cons. The fun you had with the guys there, was impossible to describe and you loved answering questions your fans had for you.

Sure before Supernatural you were a famous actor, not so much because it was just the beginning of your career, but once you started appearing in it, it seemed as if your fanbase had only gotten bigger and bigger. But what you loved most about that was not the fame, no not at all, but seeing that even more people liked your work and what you did.

You regularly kept in touch with them, through twitter, instagram, facebook and any other social network. You loved talking to them, showing them small videos of you on the set or photos - most of the were with the guys, sending them sweet messages whenever you saw that some of them were not alright or struggled with problems and such. You wanted to be close them. As close as possible you could, even in your busy routine. The best thing was that whenever you found some time you organized live group chats, sometimes it was simply texting but others it was video-chatting. Those were the best times. Especially when one of the boys joined.

You had lots of fun then with them but the most fun you ever had was when Jensen joined you. You were not going to ever deny that Jensen was an amazing guy that always made you laugh and have a good time. You always enjoyed his presence, especially since you were pretty close. You could not ignore the feelings you had developed for your co-star over the years but you were not going to tell him. The fans did not seem to realize that, though. Every time you talked with them and Jensen was there they would not stop talking about you two, saying how much they shipped you and, of course, Jensen replying with a ‘Me too!!’ proceeding to kiss your cheek. 

He had you blushing like a mad for sure and the fans nearly holding themselves from screaming from happiness. Most of them - that could somehow hold themselves - would not stop telling you two how perfect you were for each other and constantly asking you if something was going to happen between your characters. You didn’t know that either but Jensen always would tell them openly how much he wished that Dean and (Y/c/n) actually got together. The fans would always squeal with happiness when he did something really affectionate towards you in front of the camera and you were just a blushing mess. You didn’t know if he did all of this just for the fans or because he felt like it but every time you wondered if some part of him actually felt something for you.

You were close friends, yes, really close for that matter. Sharing things, secrets and deep thoughts that you had never told somebody and always being there for each other but- You always doubted if he actually felt something about you. That what you and him had was something more than just a deep bond. That you were more than just a friend to him. You doubted that.

“Hey, hi!” the fan waved nervously, holding the microphone close to her.

Jensen did a little wave with his hand and you smiled at her as well “So my question is for (Y/n)” she said, tucking a few strands of short hair behind her ear.

Jensen rolled his eyes in (fake) annoyance. You just elbowed him in the ribs and once again he faked hurt.

“Go on” you said with a small chuckle, glancing at Jensen next to you.

“Well, uhm you’ve been a part of the cast for about six years now but we’ve all been able to see the chemistry you and the guys had ever since the very first episodes. But I would really like to ask you, how would you describe your relationship with the cast?” she said with a small smile.

“Uhm well-” you chuckled slightly “-That I have to say is a very interesting question. I think I could go on about these guys for hours but uhm I’ll try to not ramble a lot” you said and glared at Jensen once you heard him snort next to you.

“Woman, you not ramble? Please, call the Winchesters it’s the Apocalypse!” he said and everybody laughed. You did so as well but tried to hide it with a fake glare.

“Oh shut up. Well, then I’ll better start with Misha because we joined the show at the same time. I would spend more time with him in the beginning since we both were new there and felt kind of like a fish out of its waters. And I have to say that our relationship is just like Misha himself. Absolutely crazy. Whenever we spend some time together I assure you, 99% of our time will be spent doing whatever stupidity comes to our mind. But it is fun I won’t deny it. Now, uhm, with Jared- Well, I have to say that with Jared things are a little bit less crazy. Just a little bit less crazy because, yeah, he is Sam fucking Winchester.” you, along with everybody else, laughed at it.

“But honestly-” you continued “-That moose over there-” you pointed to Jared “-Does not only have a big body but also an even bigger heart” you said and everybody erupted in 'aw’s “Honestly if it wasn’t for him insisting I don’t think I would have had the guts to step forward and make friends with the rest of the cast and crew. And not only that, but whenever I need a big hug because I’ve had a crappy day I know that that dork is always going to be there. Actually, he’s like the brother I never wanted!” you laughed.

“And what about Jensen?” she was quick to ask, clearly more interested in what you were going to say now than before. Maybe she just didn’t want to make it really obvious that she wanted to know about yours and Jensen’s relationship so she asked you about your relationship with the whole cast in general.

“Jensen, uhm well-” you cleared your throat and smiled nervously at her “-He- he’s my best friend, obviously. I-I honestly could not have asked for better friend than him and I-” you were cut off by Jared.

“Yeah. Frieeend” he dragged on the word purposefully.

“That’s how she calls it now” Misha was fast to add with a suggestive nod of his head.

“Guys!” you exclaimed, feeling the blush already rising in your cheeks “Well, yeah we- we are friends. Really good ones and uhm- honestly I have to say that I never enjoy anybody else’s company as much as I enjoy Jensen’s. It’s- We have a great time. Always. Honestly I have so much fun with him that-” you started stuttering again but obviously were cut off by Misha.

“Which one does she mean? The night fun they have at his trailer or…” Misha trailed off looking at Jared.

“No, no I think the fun they have in between shooting at her trailer” Jared said as if it was the most simple thing in the world.

“Guys!” you exclaimed once again “I hate them” you groaned, running a hand down your face.

“But- As I was saying, it’s-it’s great. Really, he understands me better than anybody else. He- Whenever I need him he’s just there. Like poof, appearing out of nowhere and sometimes I think that he is actually an angel because damn if he knows how to comfort me. And- and the fun, really I’ve never had so much fun with anyone before and I actually can’t believe my luck sometimes. Like, how is it possible that I got to know this man? I- I can’t believe how every time he manages to make things so much better by- by that smile of his or-or even a couple of comforting words or touches and he’s like the best thing ever and- and-” you had started bubbling, eyes focused in front of you and therefore missing the huge smile on Jensen’s face.

“Whoa whoa (Y/n)!” Jared said once again cutting you off “There might be kids here!”

“Jared” you groaned rolling your eyes, the blush on your cheeks getting even darker.

“I agree!” Misha piped in “No need to turn this into Fifty Shades of Grey!”

“I think you mean Fifty Shades of Red considering the blush on (Y/n)’s face” Jared said with a chuckle, pointing to you.

“Or maybe on both their faces” Misha said with a grin and both you and Jensen turned your head to look at each other.

Your eyes widened when you realized that you were both red, awkward smiles on your faces but you both turned your gazes somewhere else quickly.

“Ha you got it friend” Jared said with a wink and everybody started laughing.

Erôs // Professor Dean Fic

Professor!Dean x Reader

— An accidental text to your Professor got you into this mess. Now you just had to decide if you wanted to stick along for the ride or go on pretending like it never happened. But why does he have to look at you like that?

Warnings: smut, lots of smut, age difference, language (it’s me), semi-public sex, possible non-con. All chapters will have individual warnings.  Author’s Note: You all can thank @jerkbitchidjitassbutt for supporting this bad habit of mine. 

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Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six 

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve 

Epilogue